2 Months post Masculinising Surgery! | FTM TRANSGENDER TOP & BOTTOM SURGERY 

I really appreciate how conscientious and aware you are of all of the nuances that play into our bodied existence. It is so complicated to know where some of our feelings come from, it is so influenced by society and also so personal. I am also speaking from my experience as a disabled trans masc person. Basically I wish everyone could be happy in our body/minds, and I really appreciate the struggle of holding the complexities. Sorry, this is all becoming a bit more rambly than I wanted. I am glad you are healing well and have been really connecting with your content lately. So thank you so much for that.

Although I don’t commonly comment on someone’s body, you look amazeballs! I think you are glowing and look so happy! As a long time follower I’m so happy for you ❤️

Never been this early.. Swelling is definitely a factor.. it can only get better from here! Very happy for you, Ocean c:

Nice to see you doing so good. ❤

This is the surgery I want to get. Thank you for sharing your experience. ❤

Dont worry about what others might think, if it made u happier thats great

Completely understand where you are coming from and I’m dealing with something similar myself. It sounds less like it is actual fat phobia that caused you to alter your body and more like literally the shape. The fact that your body shape didn’t properly fit the clothing that you wanted to wear is a problem on a much larger scale that we have in society. They don’t really make clothes for different body types. They just size up or size down the same fitment. You are looking great, and the fact that you are enjoying being a bigger boy speaks a lot about how you are not fat phobic. I do agree that those thought processes probably stemmed from internalized fat phobia that is ingrained in us from society. It sounds like you are finding a happy balance with yourself. I hope you continue to love what you see and feel comfortable in your own skin.

Good to hear the updates, sounds like it's overall going well despite some hiccups! "I like being a bigger boy, being chubby, and I'm comfortable" If I can say, you're very cute as you are and it's nice to hear you feel comfortable being bigger and chubby because you look good like that. I hope that's not too weird to say, compliment not creeping!

I really want to get this done I need hips removed so badly it's my worst part at present time.. I was booked in with London clinic that has now shut down... Also interested in costs and how you found your surgeon as well. You look great! I did wonder where you disappeared to Great to see you back! 💚

Such a cute bear😊

I love everything about you😀

You look great! You were great before your surgery too 😊 I can picture nice warm squishy hugs 😁 One person I watched somewhere said "I don't want to be a big chunk of hard muscle, I want to give people a big Tempur-Pedic hug, where they just slowly melt into my softness and leave an imprint on my heart!" I wish I could remember where I heard it/who said it! After seeing your before and after pics, I don't see why the doctors were saying they thought you were too overweight to do surgery? 🤷🤔As for the side view you showed, I don't think you have any fat at all right above your lower hairline, that might just be your muscles? And love how your tattoos have turned out 😀 I have the same body shape you do, and the doctors are telling me that if I keep my weight off I can have skin removal surgery. I'm still deciding that part. I gained weight back because my skin flaps were so uncomfortable, but my body could barely handle my top surgery. 🤔 Now that I know what it's called (thank you Ocean!) I want to have the mons resection as well, but they don't include that in skin removal surgery where I am. I'd have to do things in stages. I'm surprised you got through a whole video without a kitty butt or her playing with your camera, she's adorable!

Bro dont feel insecure i know its not that simple but im the same way before t and surgery as my birth gender i felt fatt i was 250lb all my life but after transitioning it felt fitting dad bod was my goal but im having trouble putting on weight now most of it goes to my thighs but then again same happens to my brothers haha so in my opinion you look like a typical guy in a hoodie or without you look muscular not in a chiseled unrealistic way but you look like you have the base structure to be a body builder if i could suggest somthing try weight lifters shirts and see how you feel the ones that fit almost T shapped love the video thank you for shareing your progress

You’re adorable!

Are you in pain? I have had top surgery I am 3 years post op and I am in pain my nerves in my nipples so they told me to keep taking pain medication and cream on it