thank you everyone who's followed along my journey for at least a little bit, no matter what, you have somewhat changed my life and brought me here. i love every single one of you who is subscribed to me, if it's because of my most popular short, or if it's because of my editing, i appreciate you for bringing joy into my life.
now lets think about it, the butterfly effect. what if i hadnt gotten a laptop? what if i never befriended my first subscriber? what if i never even started using alight motion? what if I NEVER STARTED A CHANNEL? all of this goes through my head, and i cant stop thinking about how these little actions have shaped my future, and the present. i would've never met memo, i would've never gotten rid of the toxic people in my life, i would've never even gotten this far. just making decisions as little as these could basically give the future a whole new path. if i never was on sadie's channel (sadieyayy), i would've never discovered mesmerizer. and what if i never thought about checking it out because it looked cool and all? i would not be a vocaloid fan and found the happiness that came from robot singing softwares. i might even be playing pjsk right now if it werent for that. since then, i think i've definitely felt much better than playing roblox 7 hours a day and having to go through things like being told to die from complete strangers. but roblox is currently the only way i could have fun with my friends, so i continue to play it for the sake of that :D. i know this is a huge paragraph but wow, i seriously just realized how much everything meant to me.
how much have i improved since i started? a lot. i went from spamming capcut 3d effects to legitimately making my own in alight motion. and you know? editing used to be as hard as it seemed. i couldnt figure out how to use anything, i didnt know how to make "good" edits, and i bet none of you guys (besides my sister lol) know about this, but we originally thought it was an animating app, not an editing app, so when our "frames" were glitching, we decided to delete it 😭 it makes me laugh to think about how stupid i used to be compared to now (and i still am). but that's a prime example of "practice makes perfect". without struggle, how else could i have discovered every tactic to use this app? i dont just look up a tutorial without being confused beforehand. then, with those new skills, i can put them to use and make edits of my imagination - a key part in editing, or anything at all. how would someone make something if they dont have an initial plan? i think that'd be really hard. i didnt have one when i made this edit. and what'd i do? one of my favorite methods is to find some reference, or inspiration. it could really help me image a scene.
ok enough yapping, i just wanted to say, thank you to everyone again. honestly didnt think i'd make it this far. 2 years flew by so fast, and it's really been fun for me to get praised for my hobbies (my mom knows about my editing hobby, she's js not that familiar with what it is. my dad on the other hand, doesnt even know what it is, but helped start this entertaining career by setting this channel up for me!!) okay byebueyy c:
rip quality
song: dreamcore (by pathetic)
editing apps: capcut and alight motion
emotes: i cant remember sorry but they're by blackpink and twice (one of them are face frame or smt)
16 окт 2024
