[3 HOURS] Shiloh Dynasty Chill Mix. 

Thank you guys for 500k views...

i know no one asked but i just wanna share my story: So basically all my life (ever since i've realized) i've been fake and just hid behind a smile and laughter. Im know as like the loudest in my class and im really hapoy all the time. i've made so many friends unconciously and didn't know what to do with my life, im honeslty so messed up that i made my cousin cry when opening up to her. I probably the most selfish person here bc all i do is worry about others when i feel like it but it rarely happens. I recieved a death wish from my dad(he wished i was dead) who i never stopped living with, a mother who cares only for herself and honestly the biggest hypocrite i've ever met. I wrote a letter to myself about my depressions but i hid it. My parents found it and wanted to host a big meeting bc they thought my siblings might be the same(btw i have an older sister, brother and a half brother whom im not allowed to meet and im the only one in my family who hasn't met him) and my mum was crying bc she thought i didn't love her and i wanted her to leave when i hadn't said a word. She was crying not bc of my note or feelings but bc she thought i wanted her kicked out. Then the next day when i was watching a video my dad got mad at me for not doing school work when i clearly finished my homework on the table and then mocked me for writing my note. That was when i locked myself out from the world an decided to never show my emotional side again, not bc im scared of being hurt but bc i personally believe its not anything necessary for me. When im at school i hide my depression, push down all my pains and put on a smile like did daily for my entire life and laughed at almost anything said bc its the only thing i can do. I listen to ppls pain while struggling with my own but dont let anyone know bc its none of their business. I now only turn to God(im christian) and obey him only. i ask him to give my family and friends pleasure bc i dont need it. I hate life bc there will always be someone on top, i can never reach it. So many ppl tell each other to "stop pushing yourself down bc your worth more than that" but i think thats bullcrap bc all i get out of life is pain, misery and depression. i guess you could say i've wore a mask for 13years and have never taken it off since. Im selfish and never have sorrow or pity for anyone, i never listen or take anyones advice. I could be toxic, or over exaggerating but to me im really not bc i've never thought of myself superior or done anything attention seeking. I don't like compliments or anything of the sort, you'll basically be cheering the fake me and i made a plan to separate myself from my friends bc i dont see them necessary, espeacially with my strict parents never letting me walk home from school though i live like 5-10 mins away or never letting me go out like to a friend's or cousin's bday(btw these things also happen before corona) or not allowing me to have friends bc they're a bad influence on me when i learn things from them. Anyways i just realized i wrote alot so thanks for reading, i probably wasted your time but yh you welcome for that:)

hey you have reached the comment section! i just wanted you to know that if you're ever feeling down depressed lonely sad i just want you to know that if nobody loves you then i will love you with all of my heart and give all of my time to you your not a waste of space your an amazing human being and i know life sucks and we all die at some point but just make the most of life while you still have it life's short make the most of it i love you even if i'm behind a screen i will love you always and remember.... your not useless you're amazing you're brave you're smart you're awesome you're kind you're nice you're loved and if nobody thinks that you're amazing they can screw off because i know that you're amazing i love you 💖💖💖 ​ hi, i am replying to you guys just like months or so late😃✋ but yeah :) and here are some things to remember! don't use gay as an insult its not funny. don't say a slur if you're not part of the community. please just be a over all good person. here are some things about me that would be useful when commenting: i am a minor please dont be rude. any pronouns will work for me but i like more they/he pronouns for now :-) have an amazing day, i love you. and take a shower stinky ooo and please get dressed today it'll make you feel better! and please eat something beautiful thank you

i put this on loop and went to sleep.. best.decision.ever !!!!!!! : )

I’m not depressed or anything I just like the vibes here lol

coming back in 1 year, keep liking this if ur listening to it now.. i wanna remmeber it

doctor: you only have 3 hours to live me: perfect

Is she ok? She's been sitting there for 3 hours.

“Even your shadows leave u in the dark”-kaneki

This honestly helps me deal with depression and stress ngl its so relaxing

just because i listen to this doesn't mean I'm depressed I just like the voice

This got me sitting in an empty room with this on replay....... god what am I doing with my life

“The people who make their friends smile the most are the ones that suffer the most” -Me 🥺 Sorry if the quote was “stolen” but, I didn’t know so, chill everybody :)

“Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.” - [ ] 1: We would miss you - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: You’re literally perfect!!

for the person reading this right now. Just know ur gonna be ok wether you are listening to this to grief with a loss or to cope with the sad times we are dealing with right now or if you are studying (if so get outta here and go pass ur test- u GOT this) or if you just wanna c r y just know that we love you and pain is temporary so stay strong luv y'all

Finally something to listen to for 3 hours straight

Since we’re all opening up I’ll share, I was the funny, loud class clown little did most people now it was all a facade. I had no one to open to because i believed they would treat me differently. Until my best friend came along. A little after we meant My best friend killed himself, this put me and still am in a depressed state. The only person I could talk to was gone the only person I that truly knew me was gone. One day I was in art and wrote KYS on a piece or paper, meant for me, a kid then took it and said he wanted it. I said no and he snitched to the teacher. I then went to the guidance counselor and she had to unfortunately tell my parents. When I got home I was grounded because it was because “it was all the videos games corrupting your mind.” It showed how much my parents even cared that I was crying for help. From then a girl came to my school she was very beautiful to me. She was kind hearted, smart, giving, and different from the other girls.after liking her, no loving her for 3 years I built up the courage to ask her out and she rejected me of course, sent it to all her friends and they made fun of me. That’s when my depression cut deeper. I refrained from cutting myself, drinking, or smoking to not hurt myself but a distraction was needed. I turned to anime and video games for that. I soon gained a lot of weight during quarantine and grown a lot more depressed. Thats it for now

51:52 hit different 😳

If you see this comment, are you okay? We all go through hard times, it’s tough we know. Hope you fall asleep and feel better bro. If u wanna talk just reply. ❤️🙏✌️🙏❤️

I cry with this , perfect

“The mirror is my best friend because when I cry, it doesn’t laugh.”

Best quote..... “Stop the cap” -Zias

Who else just there listening to the mix and thinkin bout life

"Hey mom! Why is my brother's name Jahseh?" "Because your father liked it and it's the name of a god" "Thanks mom" "No problem, Stokeley"

This is the only thing I can listen to to get me out of those dark places over the years and to just vibe out. Thank you

*I'm not depressed, I just don't see the point of existing.*

1:13 I put the phone in my ear then... The second song stats Me: *O CRAP*

Love your work keep going dont give up

I love this. I always listen to it while i do hw or study. It takes out the negative things away thank you :)

you guys probably wont hear from me again because im just one of the 7 billion people on earth but ALL of you people will succeed just push yourself to a point past you're limit and put your head to your dreams. never give up and always show love and consideration for those who help you now, as they will put you in the greater positions next year. respect your parents every time they tell you to sleep early, and remember that one day they'll have to rely on you and then you are the one has to make choices. i wish all of you luck in your relationships and to find your soul mate. and one last thing, i want to motivate you to be greater in life and to sum this up, lets all unite as a world. lets end deforestation, desertification, war, ice caps melting, increase our water levels, enforce more hugs less suicide, teach our young ones about manners and lets use our virtual world and our technology to connect with reality and become one. i love you all, no matter whether you are white or black and i wish you all luck one last time

Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

Who just puts on music like this and it vibes to much it gives you butterflies and bring back old memories like about you shcool crush or your good friends that moved away anything that gets emotional I can't be the only one

Remember everyone, it maybe a bad day, week, or even month(s) but keep your head up, because that doesn’t mean it’s a bad life. Keep going and I love you! 💝💝

me: ''crying on this playlist'' ads: ''try this awesome diet to get those stupid fat rolls away !!!''

I’m not depressed I just like sad songs. For all those people going through something while listening to this I promise it will get better.

the music makes me want to comfort the girl, just me?

Doctor: you only have 3 hours to live Me: Perfect please play this video.

Anyone else just listening to this to go to sleep not cause you're sad or in your feels

You are doing good! Keep up the good work!😊😉

More !!💞

s l e e p y, thank you for the motivation, this really kept me going for the rest of the day, I hope you have a wonderful day (indoors cause of covid-19) and I also hope that none of these negative comments that replied to you hurt you too much, have a beautiful day and keep up the motivational comments for all the homies.

The best compilation of songs. ever

Imagine knowing how to smile, damn I wish.

This is what I call a chill vibe ☺️

18:35 is timmies - soft skin

Thank you I listen to this every night

I feel like when im every sad or depressed or something then my friends to help me feel better but when my friends r sad or depressed i help them but then after that i feel like im depressed but idk y that i listen to depressed music 😭 My happiness keeps on going to 0% - 100% 100% - 0% 😭 im both like half happy and half depressed

being depressed and seeing these comments is shattering, i hope i won't be here for too long, life is what it was, it's pain and lies, may all of you have the strength to carry on because soon i won't have the strength, good luck if anyone decides to read this

Reasons to live: (and a lot more

does anybody else feel emotionless? like, you're not angry or sad, youre just not happy... you can cry, break down, or be angry.. youre just... emotionless???

This just made my day so much better

it helps me a lot, because I have anxiety attacks

fake smiles can fool everyone. fake friends come and go. real friends never leave you. real friends never ask for a favour. a good heart breathe. a broken heart dies.

This makes me want to say all nice things and not get angry....and my bro to not stop hitting me when he is angry at me...He has anger issues. ௹ Thanks for reading this ௹

i searched "can i bite my hand off your skin babe" xD like i knew it was wrong but here i am lol

Hi my lovelies. I hope that you’re day is going about great. I just wanted to stop by and say, I love you. Just for you to know you are loved. What’s going on in the world right now is very scary, and I understand. I feel so bad for the other people, especially the people of color. So this part is for you if your any race but white: what is being done to you guys isn’t right, your skin color is beautiful, show it off. You have a right. I love you. So much. Your worth it. Your gorgoeus, handsome, funny. You seriously don’t deserve this, and if you ever think you do for a second, I will find you myself and slap you! Like your literally drop dead amazing. You guys, literally words can not describe your beauty, inside and out. For everyone: Your amazing, strong, brave, and you got this. If your going through anything just know you are worth it, ending it all won’t help, at all. It would be another sad day with mourning. Think of the others that need you. That love you. They can’t do it without you. **I** need you. Have a good day, and I love you. 💜🥺

I have anxiety and this is so nice for calming down, love it

Just wanna tell you that you did amazing today

Me just sitting here listening to this while having a break up

If you are able to smile in public amongst all your troubles, just know you are the strongest person you’ll ever come across. You have all my respect and no matter what battle each of us are facing, we’re all in this together. Keep your heads up kings/queens. Better days are coming

This is the best music to self-center yourself thank you.

Soy el unico que escucha esto no por estar depresivo, deprimido o triste? Si no porque me gusta...

Shiloh and X were such a god music duo.

I came here because I can’t get “her” out of my mind but I’m gonna leave from all the memories I got from my Fortnite dancing videos on TikTok from a year ago I meant so many fucking awesome people who live all around the world and there weren’t many downs it was all ups until I got brought back down to eart and life hit me. I’m still in touch with a few of them even though I don’t play much video games but these songs remind so much of some of the best moments in my life. If you finished reading this you are wanted. Your an awesome person. We need you. You are an important piece to so many people life’s. Just so you know I love you 💕

ill comment on this in 15 years if this is still around to prove rap heaven deserves a reward

Cya in 10 years if im still alive

i just wanted to add something to ur desc that if x sand jocelyn flores reversed he also said save me in my car with 6 gunshots. i think that is a clue how he died. i rlly miss him. he was the 1st rapper i ever knew.

It takes alot for someone to love someone but it takes little for them to reject it

I listen to this wile I'm crying I know it sounds sad but after a good hour i feel way better and all the aggression I felt before crying disappears and it helps me talk about my problems with my self so thanks for this playlist it helps a lot.

Thank you for making this

Recuerdo cuando dormí con este mix, uff de lo mejor😔✨

Shiloh dynasties song always keeps me company when I'm alone

the best 3 hours in my life

Thanks for this btw it's really amazing so I'm gonna go cry and think about things..

is it sad that I tell ppl good bye just to see if they notice will ppl really notice if your gone

pov: you’re listening to the music whilst reading this comment

last night i woke up so meny times i thought i would have a bad day but...I put this on and I was haveing a good day!

For all those people who listen to this who are sad and depressed just know that someone out there loves you for who you are

friend: alright imma go me: ok cya LAST ONLINE 3 YEARS

It's 3:58 am............ and can't stop thinking about her, the way she smiles, the way she makes stupid faces, her personality, her humour, her face, her eyes, her laugh, she's perfect................

I fell asleep to this and woke up with it

Thank you for this you are helping me with my deppression. Thank you so much, Keep up the good work.

1:13:00 is losing interest - timmies

When I tell you you saved my life with this I’m not even joking

I have been vibeing for so long I got back to a vid

keep up the good work cause these songs hit my sad spot

Love it

This helped me alot for sleeping.. Thank u so much!!

This is so good! Especially in love with the slowed, "ill keep you safe"

I love this vid and it epic thanks for the vid its in my favorites

Hey it had been 100 days since my girl died 🥺😖💔 and I cant stop overthinking at this music that I used to show her, all the memories with here , I know that she us watching me ,😁hehe..... 😞I hope so.

I saw a comment on a dif video and it said "I have Cancer and i dont have long to love" and i just felt so bad and i fell sad for their family because it was 1 year ago when they commented and all i said is "Your probably dead now R.I.P." and thats all i could say

I have been watching for 5 hours because i put it in a loop lmfao

your music saves me from depression thanks....

the first song: my head: yOu wErE a sTrPpEr sHE wAs A StrIpPEr JSJSJSJSJ

Im 13, deppressed and i want someone to care for me

thanks this is getting me through a lot of stress and hard times and also making me better at games when im listening to it so keep up the grind respect brother

It’s rainy too! :) thanks

I literally heard his songs on “The Aglet Quest” on vrchat and now I love him

Alreat well here's my story ig:) I've always been pretty quiet in my class. Like all the time. I dont have much friends because everyone likes the energetic people. But I just dont have any energy tbh. My bestfriend got cancer 2 years ago and unfortunately died and that broke me even more. I told one of my closed friends that I was s*icid*l and yup you guessed it she told her mom and it went all around the school. And people stayed even farther from me. That's when I learned not to trust anyone and to just keep things to myself. My parents sent me to counseling and that didn't help because I don't talk. And being the stupid me I got a online boyfriend. He actually made me the happy for 9 whole month till he stopped talking to me and I got very depressed after that and though of cu**ing. Before all of this my dog (which was my bestfriend ever) started to bite my family members and had to get put down. That shit hurt the most man like I can't forget him at all. I've stop eating. And now all I've been doing now is play fortnite, and stayed up all night. Life is so boring especially with this pandemic going on. If you see this thx for reading haha it was probably a waste of your time but I appreciate it