Hi Danielle! Very cool to get a mention haha. The day after our session last week I had another big ego die-off and release, and a couple days later started writing a new song on piano - first one in a long time. My mind is quiet and my soul is flowing. Feels incredible. 😌❤️🔥
My mom has been a school teacher in my childhood. She would dance with me in the living room together. She took us to parent child therapy together, to heal traumas inflicted on me and her by other relatives. We would play imaginary games and or video games together 💞. If my emotions were big and intense, she would send me to my room to scream my ass off and then talk to me after about my feelings or if I was pissed at her I would blow snot on myself. She put me in dance and sports and arts classes to release energy. As a teenager she would let me swear during venting sessions, with her after spending a day at school getting bullied by other nerds. I got to learn how to express my emotions differently, with my grandparents and I got to just openly speak to my dad after he shared helpful advice. My parents still play together and watch cartoons and stuff. My parents, would emotionally express themselves in full ways unique to them and knew which feelings to speak on and what feelings to sit with. They always said emotions are personal so let people have them, even when I was upset at them they would let me speak on it but I had to do it respectfully they would often say. Most of my divine love family, have cried in front of me when they felt it appropriate for themselves. My parents, grandparents, mountain uncles, and elder women were all very affectionate with me in their own healthy way. I had to shut that part down around other people's kids and parents and outside adults cuz they were forced to shut themselves down or saw emotions as weak. My divine love family, never made me shut my emotions down bcuz they are artists too but I've dated toxic people who didn't have emotionally supportive parents who were facing their own emotions. My mom would address anyone that ever disrespected my sensitivity or my boundaries. When I didn't feel like talking to anyone, my divine love bloodline gave me art to express myself to the fullest they never let me bury my sensitivity
This is why.. the whole "school" system needs to change. I HATED getting up at the crack of dawn just to be taught stuff that I don't even recall. I don't want my kids to go through the same system I did.
This Aquarius full moon is happening in my 4th house and I recently began a 12- week workshop on healing codependency and the inner child trauma. So relevant right now
Interesting. For me this full moon actually brought up more stuff from my time at University and after graduation, not so much childhood and teenage years. But very much in the spirit of coming to peace with those past wounds and my "old" self. Same topics and themes you are mentioning, but more how they showed up in my 20ies and early 30ies. It feels like I finally arrived at those more recent layers of my past experiences. 😊
I don’t know if it’s the full moon, or the collective, but I had a major argument with my Mom and sister about the communication within our family that has major issues. I honestly don’t know how to go about it. I must be doing something wrong as well within this…
