I pray for my fellow brothers and sisters of Islam. I was born Christian, turned agnostic and was guided to Islam, the true religion of Creator. InshAllah we find peace harmony and fulfillment with Allah. Assalamu Alaikum
I'm Arabic by lineage, I was born Muslim and chose to be a Muslim upon reaching adulthood. And I was feeling so alone amongst (Muslims only by name) and slightly off the straight path but this man reminded me and brought my focus back onto the straight path. الله أكبر
Alhamdoliha very informative and well searching and beautifully explained with very easy examples May Allha SWT bless him and increase him in knowledge
You know, subhanallah, if I watch a movie, I usually find myself checking the time or seeing how long is left because I wanna know when it will finish. While watching this, I was checking how long is left to see how much longer I'll be able to watch! I prefer these videos over movies, they're informative and very very good mashaAllah may Allah bless and reward the entire Bayyinah team
AlhamduliLAH-hirobiL-.-A'lamin...Arrahma-nirra-Him....MAA-Likiyau mid-Deen. insya-Allah ... i hope you Il be among them (mukmin & mukminah) who are standed at mah$yarr together With 70k of them which s' also the first special group to be able cross The sidratul - Musta keem- fast, like thunderspeed... isya,AllAH.
Im writing from Kazakhstan... I wanted to cry while watching this video. Im so happy that Allah gave me opportunity to learn english. Ustaz ,i wish you Firdaus! Пусть Аллах даст вам прекрасных благ!
@b stop barking non sense Study again and clear your concepts and then speak Not let your grave to become a box of fire 🔥 for U I invite you to study islam thoroughly
I love Nouman's talks. He is such a humble speaker and can relate to the modern world. He understands that none of us can be perfect, as we were created weak, unlike the angels. We will sin, but if we repent, Allah will forgive us. As long as we only worship Allah and do not commit idol worship we can attain His pleasure and reward in the next life. Brother Nouman was once a young man, lost and looking for answers, but now he has aged and upon the truth. It doesn't matter how young or how wise we think we are, all of us begin a journey back to Allah as soon as we are born. The end is the same, before our Creator. Take this lockdown period to reflect, repent and reform. May Allah guide us all so that we can enter Paradise by His mercy.
@@Babybutterfly.01 from 1 year now I happen to watch this video while I am doing dream intensive Quranic course with ustad Noman Ali Khan. All I can say you just make promises to change yourself and pray to Allah and rest Allah will help you with your all plans .Allah made this opportunity for me. Learning and understanding Quran is the beautiful journey. I pray to Allah He makes me steadfast on this. Ameen Plz remember me in your prayers 🙏
Asa! You're a gift too the world. This is the journey that I been asking Allah for. I am African American 66yr Muslim women since 1972 I converted to Islam I always been God fearing child, adult and now in my senior yrs in life. I always wanted to feel the highest connection to Allah in the way you described. I know that I have felt this but I want it too be with me in every breath, Islam is the solution for humanity even if you never get to the highest communication with Allah, Allah will guide your heart. May humanity EMBRACE the journey of Islam. May Allah blessings be with the world. Allah is MERCIFUL.
I’ve been praying recently to get more knowledge and to truly understand my religion because I’ve drifted away for far too long. Then shortly after I was introduced to Nouman’s lectures and it is the first time I’ve had a genuine desire to learn more. He has a way of speaking which is humble. Subhanallah I can’t articulate how blessed I feel
I've been praying for knowledge too and today after Asr prayer, where I prayed like I had been doing for few days, Rabbi zidni Ilmah. Watched half of the vedio and will be watching it after maghrib. I am feeling like my Dua has been accepted by ALLAH. I am feeling so content inside my heart right now Alhumdulillah. May Allah keep guyding us, not let us deviate ourselves from his path and may He keep pouring his Mercy upon us. Ameen
@@gertwerty5375 Knowledge of the Quran and religion is like the ocean there’s so much to learn it’s incredible, alhamdullilah I’ve learnt a lot the past couple years from watching lectures but I’ve also had shortcomings. Even if you spend many years learning you would only scratch the surface and I find a lot of beauty in that. I would say my Quran understanding is a bit better but it’s mostly that I’ve grown in my love of the Quran and closeness to it. I want to dedicate more time to understanding/learning about the Quran and Islam I pray that Allah keeps us on the straight path. Let me know how your journey goes inshallah :)
@@khalid9085 ma shaa lLah. That's awesome May Allah make it easy for you and for everybody who's doing the same. May Allah guide us on the right path. Aameen. I wanted to see beauty of Quraan too and i watched so many lectures about it from Nouman Ali Khan. This guy does a great job ma shaa lLah. So i understood that my akida knowledge is not that much good how it has to be, so i decided to start from deep Akida learning. I saw your message earlier and i forgot to answer, sorry for that. I thought i answered it, so today i wanted to get more motivation from your comment and saw that i didn't answer. Anyways , may Allah bless us and all Muslims, and may Allah make all people think more about their future life.
It’s crazy how this guy whose first language isn’t even Arabic was able to connect me to the Qur’an in the most of beautiful ways.. AlhamduleAllah 🙏🏻♥️
Was reflecting on the same observation. Amazing and impressive how he succeeded in learning and mastering Arabic language. Perfect understanding and prononciation. Soubhana Allah
I thought he was a native speaker.. he speaks so perfectly and he knows the rules of the language so well and more.. he knows more than they taught us in schools from 6 to 18 years old. I'm a native speaker learning from him Arabic subhanalah 🤍
@@Me-ev7rn I would start with the 11 videos from the Fatiha at concise commentary first and then start with Divine speech. Once you have reached concise commentary, listen to the Fatiha videos again as a refresher, as repetition is always good
Alhamdulillah, in my sujood daily I ask Allah for wisdom and understanding of his book al Qur'an. your invitation is an answer to my dua. Am from Nigeria and wish to meet you but if we don't meet on earth, am optimistic we shall say salaman salaman to each other in jannah as a fulfilment of Allah's word in surah waqiah. Amin May Allah bless you and your family. Amin
🎯 Key Takeaways for quick navigation: 00:21 🎵 Introduction to the Webcast - Nouman Ali Khan expresses gratitude for the live webcast on Facebook. - Mentions the structure of the lecture and aims to follow the same format as a previous live webinar. - Reflects on the diversity of Islamic learning avenues he explored during his college days in New York. 02:03 📚 Connection with the Quran - Describes a transformative experience during Ramadan with his Arabic teacher, Dr. Abdul Sami, covering the Quran in translation. - Emphasizes the challenge of connecting with the Quran through translation alone. - Narrates a powerful experience of feeling a personal connection with the Quran during the program. 04:39 📖 Introduction to Suratul Jumuah - Introduces the webinar topic as the beginning of Surah Al-Jumuah (62nd Surah) and its significance. - Highlights how these Quranic verses resonated with his personal journey into Islam and the Quran. - Mentions the intention to share insights on self-transformation based on the lessons from these verses. 06:32 📜 Suratul Jumuah and Musabihat - Explains that Suratul Jumuah belongs to a group of surahs called Musabihat, emphasizing the declaration of Allah's perfection. - Describes the unique position of Suratul Jumuah within Musabihat, emphasizing the harmony between the Prophet's actions and the heavens. - Discusses the comparison between the heavens and the earth declaring Allah's perfection and the believers in Madinah, emphasizing a call to elevate faith. 09:36 💧 Quranic Analogy: Water and Transformation - Draws an analogy between the Quran and water, emphasizing the transformative power of both. - Highlights the historical, societal, and individual transformations brought about by the Quran in a 23-year period. - Emphasizes the core change happening within individuals' hearts as the root of the larger societal and historical transformations. 20:00 🤴 Names of Allah: Al-Aziz - Al-Aziz signifies authority and respect. - Being in the company of Al-Aziz is an honor and dignifies oneself. - Loyalty and staying in the company of Al-Aziz bring izza (honor). 20:56 📜 Names of Allah: Al-Hakeem - In the company of someone wise, every moment is precious. - Wisdom from a teacher or mentor is priceless. - Close, intimate relationships with the wise involve cherishing each moment. 22:10 👑 Pairing of Names: Al-Malik and Al-Aziz - Al-Malik and Al-Aziz share commonalities of greatness, authority, and demand for loyalty. - These names emphasize the grandeur of Allah and human insignificance. - The effect of these names is to make one humble, loyal, and obedient to Allah. 23:51 🌟 Pairing of Names: Al-Quddus and Al-Hakeem - Al-Quddus and Al-Hakeem share commonalities in purity, refinement, and wisdom. - Purity and refinement come from close, intimate company. - Wisdom is imparted through a relationship with someone wise. 25:28 ⚖️ Balance in Allah's Names: Authority and Closeness - Allah balances authority and closeness in His names. - An exclusive focus on authority can lead to fear and hopelessness. - An exclusive focus on closeness can lead to taking advantage of the relationship. 26:50 📜 Example: Prophet Musa's Experience - Musa's experience with Allah reflects the balance of authority and closeness. - Moments of intimidation followed by moments of comfort and closeness. - The balance is beautifully articulated in the Quran. 29:35 🌐 Prophet Muhammad's Unique Burden - The last messenger carries the heaviest burden to transform humanity until the Day of Judgment. - Unlike previous prophets, Prophet Muhammad is given only the Quran as a miracle. - The continuous reminder and exposure to the Quran transform the hearts and minds of the people. 30:12 📖 Four Tasks of Prophet Muhammad - The Prophet recites the miraculous Ayat of Allah to the people. - He purifies the hearts and minds of the people through constant reminders. - He teaches the people the laws (Kitab) and the wisdom (Hikmah) of Allah. 35:11 🧭 Analogy: Transformative Process of a Society - An analogy of a society being transformed by exposure to a king's message. - The process involves recognition of the king's authority, refinement, and acceptance of laws. - Wisdom plays a crucial role in understanding and implementing the laws effectively. 39:14 🎓 Endless Journey of Wisdom - Wisdom is an endless pursuit, unlike finite laws. - The Quran came not just to provide laws but to offer lifelong wisdom. - Engaging with the Quran through reflection and contemplation reveals endless treasures. 40:51 📜 Introduction to Four Steps of Transformation - The four steps of transformation given to Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him). 41:04 🌍 Impact of Four Steps on Society Transformation - Discussion on how the Prophet's implementation of the four steps transformed a lost society. 41:33 📖 Quran's Role in Complete Transformation - Emphasizing that the Quran is not just a book to read but a tool for complete transformation. - Linking the four tasks of the Prophet to the four names of Allah: The King, The Pure, The Authority, The Wise. 42:44 🤴 Signs of the King - Miracles and Ayat - Connecting the King's attributes to how the Messenger proves his authenticity through miracles and ayat. - Highlighting the role of signs in establishing the authority of the King. 43:42 📜 The Authority: Teaching the Law - Explaining how the Prophet, as the ultimate authority, teaches the law to be respected. 44:26 🧠 The Wise: Teaching Wisdom - Correlating the Prophet's task of teaching wisdom with the attribute of Allah as the Wise. 44:56 🌌 Harmony with the Heavens and Earth - Encouraging internalization of Allah's names for harmony with the universe. 46:18 🌐 Continuity of Transformation Beyond Companions - Asserting that the transformation is not limited to the Prophet's companions but extends to others in different times and places. - Introducing Salman al-Farsi as an example of transformation from a distant background. 50:09 🌟 Encouraging Personal Transformation - Urging individuals to believe in the ongoing possibility of personal transformation through the Quran. 51:07 📺 Introduction to Bayyinah TV - Presenting Bayyinah TV as a resource for guided Quranic study. 53:16 📖 Bayyinah TV Steps Overview: Fatiha and Divine Speech - Outlining the step-by-step approach of Bayyinah TV, starting with the study of Fatiha and Divine Speech. 55:54 🧭 Progressive Journey: Concise Commentary and Deeper Look - Describing the progression from thematic overview to concise commentary and finally to a deeper look, offering a comprehensive study of the Quran. 56:51 🌊 Personal Engagement in Deeper Look - Expressing personal commitment to a prolonged study of the Quran in-depth. 57:06 🚀 Encouragement to Begin the Journey - Encouraging viewers to embark on the Quranic study journey with commitment and dedication. 01:00:08 🌟 Encouragement to Join Bayyinah TV for Quranic Study - Urging viewers to sign up for Bayyinah TV for a comprehensive and structured Quranic study. - Emphasizing the importance of daily commitment, even if it's a small amount, to study the Quran. - Highlighting the scattered nature of content on other platforms compared to the organized plan of study offered by Bayyinah TV. 01:00:37 🤲 Genuine Intentions for Quranic Learning - Stating the genuine intention behind Bayyinah TV: to make Allah happy and connect to His word. - Encouraging viewers to approach the Quran with a sincere desire to understand and live by its teachings. - Expressing the hope for continuous blessings, beauty, and inspiration from Allah's word for oneself and others. 01:01:20 📚 Core Purpose of Bayyinah TV: Connecting to Allah's Word - Reinforcing the primary purpose of Bayyinah TV: to help individuals understand, live by, and be inspired by Allah's word. - Expressing contentment with focusing solely on this purpose, even if it means doing nothing else. - Inviting viewers to embark on the Quranic study journey with the hope of making a positive impact on themselves and those around them. 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watched this just today, and realized that I had subscribed to Beyyinahtv exactly in the 1st week of April 2017 when this video was aired. 4 years ago: all started with a 10-min talk on Ayatul Qursi from ustadh at a lunch break in my office. I was so shaken and left in tears. I had a life of jahiliyyah, started praying, learning, repenting. I followed that sequence in Beyyinahtv for 2 years. I am still studying tafseer, and this Ramadaan, after watching the series Quranic Expression, decided to learn Arabic. I could read the alphabet, distinct some words, but did not understand what I read, I wanted to directly understand what my Rabb tells me. even a single sentence. bought some Arabic teaching books and started this week. doing something on Quran everyday, even for 5 minutes changed my life. alhamduillah.
Every time I watch your videos I want to become a student of Quran, but this is the map I needed to start with. May Allah guide you and accept all your efforts and forgive all of your flaws.
whaow, I feel like I have never read the Qur'an yet ! Please Ustadh, learn french a little bit and come to our country ! May Allah bless all muslims in the world and let us find useful knowledge here without having to go to Jupiter !
@b it's been talked today because the law of minimum age has been changed. it wasn't talked 50 years back, let alone 1400 years ago. in countries & many states in USA where there's so many child brides, Aisha's age is a non-issue. www.cbsnews.com/news/child-marriage-united-states-donna-pollard/
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This lecture really brought an "Aaaw"😍 in my mouth Mashallah usthad u are a man of wisdom.....May Allah increase you in wisdom ....and attract people towards the purity of Islam
I am born in a Muslim family but whenever I find out more and more about Islam I feel I am so behind and there is so much to cover and find ou and I still have a long long way to go. ❤
Allahuakbar. As a Muslim I do have a lot of responsibility over other people. Muslims as well as non Muslims and to guide them with what the reality. After watching this I get some idea how it can be done and that we all have responsibities as Muslims, we just need to figure out how to do it and have immense amount of patience with other people. We can all take advantage of this and atleast use it to start helping our families first if not the society as a whole. May Allah bless Nouman Ali Khan and his family and grant them the highest level in Jannah. May Allah give him a long life so he is able to inspire all of humanity to the reality so that more and more people can get purified. AMEEN.
My plan is just to listen half of the video cuz I'm gonna study another subject other than this but, found myself listening to the video all the way through till the end. Subhanallah this is so beautiful and pleasant every wisdom is like a music to my ears Subhanallah.
Oh Allah!! That was just in time for me. Incredibly needed this map of direction! Al Hamdu le Allah. Jazak Allah khair Ustath and your team. May Allah gather us all in Jannah with saiyedna Mohammad peace be soon him.
wallahy this man is one of the most intelligent, most amazing people alive. his words hit my heart, they make so so so much sense. May Allah reward him, may Allah give everyone the istetaat to listen to his lectures and benefit from them
What I can say is "I WISH THAT ALLAH WILL MAKE YOU A HIGHER PLACE IN ALFIRDAWS" I LOVE YOU IN ALLAH BROTHER. ALHAMDULİLLAH THAT ALLAH MADE YOU ONE OF THE UMMAH. YOU ARE ONE OF THE CAUSES THAT CHANGED MY LIFE. THANK YOU
I swear by Allah(swt) I believe this ustad came to earth to make me love Quran/read Quran/love the meaning of Quran/sleep by reciting Quran/waking up by Quran. سبحان الله
I’ve been consistently praying to Allah during Tahajud for exactlyyyy this and I am literally in tears. I said “Guide me to learn how to read, recite, understand and live by the Quran Guide me to excel at obtaining meaningful knowledge, Increase me in knowledge” and a few days ago this video popped up as a recommended video mind you I consume a lot of Norman’s content and I never came across this until now. I am beyond grateful for this and I am looking forward to everything I will gain from this journey. Thank you for everything you and your team do and May Allah reward you abundantly for this beautiful! Blessed work!! Words can’t express my gratitude and everything I feel so I’ll stop here 🤍
Nouman Ali khan thank you for all you are doing I know you not doing it for the appreciation or the recognition but thank you I’ve been crying some nights because it feels like my parents just want to pull away from Allah and listening to you helps be it gives me strength again to at least lift my self back up so really thank you
1. Just as the heavens and earth are obedient, so is the Messenger (SAW) 2. The quran is like life-giving water. To illustrate, 23 years of the Message transforms value system of individuals and society.. leading to an incredible change of the world itself 3. 4 names of Allah mentioned here - the king who is noble, pure, the authority commanding respect, the wise - names which attract us towards Allah. 1st and 3rd inspire awe, 2 and 4 bring us closer to Allah (this push and pull seen throughout the Quran) 4. 4 tasks highlighted for the Prophet (SAW)- the power of the words of Allah, constant reminder leading to purification, the laws(finite), wisdom (infinite pursuit by reflection on the Quran). Wow, the 4 names of Allah superimposed on the 4 tasks creating harmony. Personal transformation vs historical transformation. How? 1, Fathihah, divine speech, 2, thematical overview of the quran, 3. guided read of the entire quran, 4. deeper look. A journey which will again superimpose on these 4 aforementioned tasks. Subhanallah
I love this mostly because Nouman isn't talking *AT* his audience rather to them and it introduces some of us to the infinite wisdom and power of the Quran and Allah swt. I appreciate with all my heart that other concepts of the Quran are being tackled, that allows us to tie it all together, it's riveting.
Mashallah I feel like crying I didn't expect to conclude the lecture like this... When I started watching your videos 2 months ago, I'm understanding the Quran in different angles
I wish I've seen this video a long time ago so I could've embarked on this journey . But I'm starting from today, right now. I'm so grateful that I've seen this video today. It has cleansed my mind alot and I'm really enthusiast to start knowing the Quran better. Thankyou so much for helping ♥️
This is a very intelligent man and I hope to learn more from his vast insightful knowledge. I'm always listening and watching his lectures, and I always take something hope with me. Truly Islam is rich with wisdom.
Whenever I find myself feeling lost, I came to watch this video! And I feel so optimistic again! Thank you Nouman for giving talks that are relatable and easy to understand and totally make sense!
Me and my husband are on it. It's a masterpiece and every word opens your mind , we are in awe. JazakAllah, may Allah put barakah in your intentions.ameen
Bismillah, I am a person of the Book, and I took my shahada this week. Much of this lecture applies to the prophet Isa, which is I love the Word of God. Allah’s ayahs are so True and perfectly consistent.
I want to do what you do as well, Masha Allah you're such an inspiration. When I watch your lectures, I always ask myself and go back to the Qur'an and question myself if we read the same Qur'an. You explain it so beautiful and I hope someday my knowledge gets to a point like this. May Allah AZ bless you
Subhanallah,Alhamdulillah.. I think , Brother Nouman Ali is one of the greatest scholar and best teacher about Islam of our age...May Allah bless him always to help so many peoples around the world to transform themselves and make the world as a beautiful place to live again with d beauty of Islam, Ameen.
This is a right time for me as I came from Umrah and prayed Allah swt to teach me Quran. It’s right time that I prepared more than ever before to learn Quran. This is my goal 2022. Brothers and sisters pray Allah for me that I master Quran as today is Friday. May Allah bless u all! 🙏
Thank you so much Nouman Ali Khan, the journey to get close to islam is guided for you and some other wise people. I've found that this is the place were I should be cause I found many coincidence with my own way of thinking, for example here in Mexico almost everybody drink beer and alcohol but I don't ... I made mistakes in life, I'm not perfect but with shahada last july 21 I feel this is a new chance to do what I'm commanded to do without fear. I was introduced to islam with last Ramadan and I think this new faith was a gift. Everytime I read Quoran I found two things: 1 is part of the knowledge that I've felt is my heart since I have memory. The way I'm related to nature and the creation of Allah, the way I see and care about people. I was studying some kind of basic points of phylosophy, economy and politics to find some good option for crisis in my country and I found one. I was too worried about because nobody wanted to help me. Then I had some (now I know) distractions and I felt lost. But then Allah sent me the way to get close to islam like saying this is what you were looking for and you are not alone... And after almost 3months of learning it was impossible to say no to Allah. So the 2 thing is that Quoran has a powerful encourage message that if you are on the right side is imposible not to see. I've only read 5-6 suras choosed random and 46 pages from begining but everytime I read I see that Allah will be with me and will protect me as He has done all my life so I must not be afraid of bad people or against opinions or failure or get tired of try 'cause I have the right knowledge and I will have even more with Quoran and prophet Muhammad teaches. You know the status of islam in Mexico Nouman I live in Guadalajara and there aren't so much muslim people here but I will do my best to be a good one and also I will keep learning, thanks for all you are doing. Assalaamu 'alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh.
Alhamdulillah As salaam wa alaikum. Shukran for sharing this. When you speak. I feel as if Allah is speaking directly to me. Your words feed my hungry soul for deen. Subahanallah
SubhanALLAH , this sheikh started learning Arabic when he was in college and already an adult, and now he’s such an expert in the language, that really shows it’s never too late to start learning JazakALLAH sheikh Nouman Ali khan
Loooool his happy go to style at the end of the show always reminds me how human he is. Mash Allah I've learnt so much from you and I've felt closer to allah because of your teachings, thank you!
Jazakaallahu khair Am on a journey to self transformation n this is exactly what i need may allah reward u all greatly n lift in status on the day of judgement
ماشاء اللہ ,,, so stupendous , unique tafseer of First three Ayat of Surah Jumah .... the best thing which I found in Brother Nouman' s lectures is that he connects the ayat with one another in symmetry form and it seems a cementing force ...... سبحان اللہ , جزاک اللہ اخى
Jazzakumullah khyran for continuously reminding Bayyinah for I can find happiness in ur reminder nd may HE put much more endless rewards for all ur time nd EFFORT . ALHAMDULILLAH
Salaam Alaikum Brother Nouman, thank you for posting this and letting us know about Bayyinah TV. I am very excited and think this was an answer to my prayers alhumdulillah. :)
Wow, this helped me so much and found me at the right time. When I was younger, we always had mentors with no ulterior motives. My, how times have changed, I would love to find someone to mentor me and teach me the Q'uran. I talk a lot too:), my parents told me since a very young age😂. Thank you for all the work you do for the community. Masha Allah❤
Great lecture I found the many things during Ramadan each year I read the full of the Quran and made me understand better. Thanks for this. I agree to all you shared.
MaShaAllah. May Allah protect you from all the evils. May you be among us always. Live long. Spreading goodness with hikmah. You have always answered all those questions that at some point runs through my mind. You relate the things beautifully. Lots of prayers!
I have been watching you on RU-vid for nearly 3 years now. I love to hear your videos as it simple for me to understand and to connect. I was ignorant before this and accept whatever people tells me. Now I know a lot more than I could imagine that I would, though at a very much later age and wish I could share these knowledge and the experience I went through with my children so that they are provided with a good solid foundation in their life journey with their families later on. Thank you.
may Allah grant you more knowledge and wisdom that more I can learn and understand from deep inside my heart and soul since I know nothing. jazakumullahu khair brother Nouman.
"I talked a lot, i know my mom told me"... XD this is exactly why i choose you for me to learn, to realign my faith as Muslim.. thank you ustaz... for being you and for the knowledge shared.
Assalamu Alaikum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatuhu. Thanks Noman sir for all your efforts and explanations in this video session. Allah accept your work and bless you health, peace and maghfirat.
Sometimes i get so lonely, then i simply listen to him. Feels like am talking to friend to who i dont have to talk my problems to but still guide me to allah to get solution. He sometimes becomes the CATALYST of me going back to allah(swt)
