Exposed to a extremely gruesome movie at 4 Exposed to elsagate at 5 Again exposed to a extremely gruesome movie at 6 Sexualy assaulted at 7 Bullied at 7 to 9 Almost groomed at 8 Starts to draw vent art at 9 Suicidal thoughts at 9 Losing all my friends at 9 Sexualy assaulted at 9 The pandemic breaks out at 10 Exposed to cp at 10 Parent's divorce at 10 Forced to be less with my dad at 10 Yelled at for coming out at 10 Diagnosed with autism at 10 Losing trust at 10 Getting more depressed at 11 Not fitting in at 11 Realize I was always a disappointment at 11 More self hate at 12 Anger issues at 12 Cry it all out, but it doesn't work anymore at 12 Venting out to my friends at 12 Knowing they'll never understand at 12 Falls in love with one of my friends at 12 Hate myself because I know everyone doesn't like me anymore and they'll hate me even more if I say it and she probably doesn't even like me at 12 everyone seems to hate me at 12 I get more and more frustrated at 12 Everyone hates me and no one gets it at 12 Anger issues gets worse at 12 Wanna kill and make more vent art at 12 Gets scared of myself at 12 Think I'm insane and wanna freak out but keeps it in because I know they all hate me at 12 Knows I'm a failure, a disappointment, a mistake, and a idiot at 12
