5-VLOG-I Miss Music Festivals, and now I can think about that 

I am finally able to think about and talk about some things that I love and miss a lot, like music festivals, and feel happy not sad. Other things I still don't want to think about or it's too hard to think about. As a young person, it is nice to think about experiences that I have had and enjoy it rather than just feel like I am missing so much by being ill. I feel that also, but after years of grieving, I am grateful I can enjoy thinking about some experiences.