My dog died just 20 to 30 minutes ago. I am 11 years old and she was 9. She died from cancer, I am still balling my eyes out. She was my best friends, sister, companion and love of my life. 😭❤️❤️💗💗
Hey, I'm 14 and my cat died this morning. It hurts a lot, it really does but I hope you got through the worst part of grief already. Your doggo is still with you, and she always will be.
My dog was put to sleep yesterday. He was old and had cataracts, was deaf and couldnt walk anymore. Buddy was 14 and was so special for me. I kept him longer than he maybe wanted, but he was ready when he went to the vet. Bless his heart. RIP Buddy 🌴
RIP Buddy. I understand keeping him around maybe a while longer than you should have, but in the end you did right. I had a Doberman named Banzai who was just turning 12 (which is old for an American Dobe). He had lost some weight and was not drinking as much. Yet he was still alerting, chasing and barking up until the week before he passed. Then he was listless and barely wanted to go out or for a walk (which he loved). I knew it was getting close. I had just had major surgery too. I loved him so much, and had rescued him from the shelter as a puppy. I took him to the Vet and they said he had maybe a month at the most...they gave him a Vitamin B injection and we came home. We were going to bring him back if the B shot did nothing and euthanize him.He was badly anemic. He started moaning and giving me warning signs something was not kosher so I called my wife who was out at the store and said to come home. I stayed with him for 15 minutes When she got home she went in her room for a moment and I prepared food for both pets and Banzai sat up and let a cry out and collapsed on his bed and I rushed over to him...I still recall the look in his eyes before he collapsed. I knew he was dying. I held him in my arms and called my wife and she rushed out and she held him and he passed. He wanted to go then and there and did not like going to the Vets. I am still shook up by it and I have lost several dogs and cats, including to accidents, being hit by a car, one shattered his ribs falling in a tree....but my love for this dog was deep and we bonded closely. I still miss him and I miss ALL of my dogs and cats that have passed before him. It is so lonely here without him...I will see you again Banzai, my friend.
I love you dear dog lover and Papa to your precious Buddy:) , its with heavy heart i feel your pain as i lost my Cookie Monster female Pettie, she was such a Blessing and i will never forget her precious character:) :(
My dog passed away a few days ago and I could feel her body "giving way" so to speak. I watched her go from a strong, happy and healthy dog to one that seemed riddled with illness in a matter of days. The most incredible part though, was how much strength she still showed on the way to the vet.
Same with my little Patches. Just said bye to her 2 days ago, and on her way to the vet I took her to see the ocean and she was so alert, so different from the last few days, she’d been so weak. She was very very sick and couldn’t even walk anymore. I love her so much.
@@addiboyned9041 enjoy every second with your baby, and no matter what the vet says. Make sure to find one where they allow to be in the room. Some vets weren’t allowing that due to Covid. But I found one. ♥️♥️
Your words are comforting. My old girl passed this morning. While listening tog his video I turned back to see my other dog and honestly I saw my baby❤❤❤. She is here with us and I am glad your teaching us that it is true
I had to put my furbaby to sleep 2 days ago. We were inside the car since his favorite thing ever was looking out the window while it rained. It hasn’t been raining recently…. until about 2 seconds before he was injected. He did still plan how he would go - inside his fave place, with raindrops on his face. I love him so much and there will forever be a hole in my heart. I miss him every single moment. It hurts so much because he was the one I would turn to when I felt sad. He would lick away my tears. Now that he’s gone, I feel so empty. I keep telling him to visit me in my dreams, or by letting it rain. It is raining so hard as I’m writing this comment. He *is* indeed watching over me.
I just got the news from my mom that my dog has cancer and won’t make it very longer. I’m not very good at keeping my emotions in and I don’t like showing them so I’ve been in my room all day baling.
My dog died two days ago. I dont yet know how to live without her. Im just so lost without her. When she was alive she was so very high maintenance - but we loved her for that. She filled our lives with her personality. We see dogs we have had in our home from time to time. We hear scratches at our back door and wonder which dog is doing it. We saw 3 big rainbows on the day she died. Its so very hard to not be able to cuddle her. A friend told me about the rainbow bridge - not heard of that before so will look in to it. We have another German Shepherd who is also missing her - he will help us to deal with the grief - he needs us so much now. Love to all 🤍🤍🖤🖤
I wasn't going to watch it because I thought...it'll make me cry again, she passed away already what matters what I wish I'd known...but after resisting twice momentarily, I watched it. Yes, I cried but I am so glad I watched it. As I writing this, just realized it wasn't an accident that your upload appeared in my box today. She wanted me to watch this so she can tell me the answers to my feelings. Thank you so much for your work, comforting our missing heart.
@@DanielleMacKinnon my dog Mya passed away this March 😢 I had her for 13 years she was my everything 💔😢😔 this is the most hardest thing I gotta go thru 💔 when she passed I didn't even go home for days 💔 she was always with me she gave me loved n always was there for me I would love a reading
my dog passed away today. finding her like that was horrible but im glad to know she was in her favorite spot. i already miss her so much i hope she knew how much i love her
My dog passed away about 30 minutes ago… she was a pug named Maggie and was only about 14 months old- a little over a year old, I’ve been crying all night 😥
My Australian Shepherd, Nikki passed away February 9th.. She was 14 years old. I've prayed several times each day to God, to please take her soul to Heaven and I promise I'll do everything in my power to get there to be with her again. She was a real gift from God...
I've been searching and asking many people, if there are Dogs in Heaven? About 2 weeks ago on a over cast cool day I'm Southern California. I'm making the bed that has 3 full pillows and 2 smaller pillows. After placing 4 pillows on the bed, I went to locate the 5th. I picked it up on my side of the bed. It was so very warm! I placed it up with the others. This pillow was so so warm and for only a second or two the warm and white pillow had a obvious Gold tent to it. At the moment God said "My Dog Nikki is here with you" it cooled the Pillow down. The warmth was like when I would stick mu hand and arm
My dog died yesterday .. He was 13 years old with a cardiovascular problem.. i loved him since the first day i brought him at home, he was my best friend, he was my everything.. i am totally devastated.. i really hope there is life after death and one day we will be together again.. I will always love you Achille.. I will miss you forever.. Rest in peace my loved loved friend..
I too am grieving the loss of kmy beautiful girl, fought cancer valiantly and was a bright, happy girl bringing joy to many, but just short of 4 years old couldn't fight any longer. Was good obe day, and the next day it was time to let her go. I miss her so much, I hope she knows how much she was loved.
my dog died today and i’m 12 years olds it’s being rough but knowing the spirit left the body already made it have so much sense because my dog has a mass that ruptured and made the spine move more to the side so he had to be put down. thank you for helping me realize more that my paco is okay ❤️
@Kaitlyn Everitt the same thing happened to me today, he was not walking well so we took him to the vet and unfortunately gave him the wrong diagnosis. We took him back today and we had to put him down, he was 12 and I am 12.
I got a puppy recently about a week ago.. She was diagnosed with Leptospira.. she has been at the vet for 2 days.. I miss her so much. She is 10 weeks old and a Australian shepherd.. The vets say she has no chance of living.. My heart is broken. If anyone is going threw a similar situation know you are not alone! This video helped so much! Have a great day!
We decided it was time to say goodbye to our 6 year old dog this week. She was diagnosed with lymphoma in April. I'm so full of guilt and regret because she still had good days. I think she was a fighter and was trying to keep going even though she was feeling so badly. Some days she was just miserable, so we made the choice. I'm very skeptical about these spiritual beliefs, but two days after she passed I sat outside where I sat for days hanging out with our girl when she wasn't feeling well and a bird immediately flew over and landed on the ground next to me. That bird stayed near me, staring at me for 30 mins. I started talking to the bird and it didn't seem scared at all. And that's just one of 3 things that could be seen as a sign from her since she passed. So, now I'm feeling more open to the possibility my girl is sending me messages. All this to say I appreciate your video especially the part about forgiveness. I can't stop crying because I feel like she thinks I let her down.
I lost my baby boy doggie Prince 👑 my 16 yr old on Monday. Two days ago. I’m so happy that he picked how he was leaving and that he picked me as his forever dad. I love you Prince!! I will stay strong for you and your brother who have crossed.
I lost my little prince on Monday too. He was the sweetest little soul. I miss his snuffles, his snuggles, his trot.....all of him. I just miss him. But this helps.
My dog Joey passed away after 18 years and 3 months with us. This video helped me as I was upset I did not show more compassion to him in his last years. Knowing that my dog had unconditional love no matter what, has eased my pain. I miss him so much ❤️
Four days ago my almost 14 year old dog passed away, I grew up with him, I had him my whole childhood. And today when I called my grandma I heard about it, I broke down and felt so sad that I couldn't spend more time with him. Yesterday when I still didn't knew about it I told myself that the next time I see him im gonna stay with him more but the time didn't work out.. I would do anything to hug him and kiss his head one more time but that's not how life works.. I feel so so sad that I wasn't there with him in his last moments... But i'm glad that you aren't in pain anymore, I love you pedro
My puppy passed away 6 months ago. I never healed I just drowned the pain for so long. His name was Max he was a puppy who had cluster seizures. He fought so hard to stay but he just was to young. I hated seeing him suffer. I find peace in knowing he won’t have to suffer anymore. Love them as much as u Can while they’re here.
My baby 2 years old started getting cluster seizures after he got bitten by something poisonous.. I tried so hard to save him with all the treatment.. he was so energetic in the beginning of treatment for 2 weeks.. at the last day he got seizures…I miss him so much.. I want to see him so badly..I don’t think I can ever move on… my baby
Ever since 2005 I’ve had my dog nearby me and I didn’t take care of her like I should have. I’m 22 now and I think about the day I got her when I was 5 or 6 (hard to remember) and how happy I was to receive her. Years went by and around the time I was an early teen I wasn’t looking over her like I used to and it guilts me a lot now thinking about it. I wish I spent more time with her when I was a teen because now that she’s gone I realized how important she was in my entire life. She used to sleep on my lap as a kid and would sleep in my bed too. She was already not doing well for a year and she just passed on valentine’s day. I’ll never forget my early memories of her and playing with her around my house from time to time. The last few times I saw her it just became too much since they looked like almost a zombie with rotting teeth, but all I saw was that dog I picked up from the airport back when I was a child. RIP Paris you will always be my favorite and I can’t wait to see you again once I passed. I’ll miss when you were young and laid on my lap or played with my socks by taking them off of my feet. I’ll miss you best friend. My biggest takeaway from having her was to spend time with those you love because one day they’ll be gone and you don’t want to have any regrets if not seeing them enough or spending time with them. Shine on Paris
#4 is the big one for me -- the forgiveness issue. I'm still bothered by how I neglected my relationship with Boomer, my terrier who passed about 10 years ago. I got divorced about 15 years ago, and even though it was my choice, I went through a bad period afterwards. I was disoriented about my identity, lost, and also had a lot of work stress. I abused alcohol and went into periods of demoralization about that and my life in general, for a couple years. Boomer lived through all that with me. I was never abusive to him, of course, but I wasn't "there" for him the way I wish I had been. He brought so much love and happiness into my life, at a time when I was struggling, and losing him was devastating. I'm so grateful to him, and yet I also feel guilty whenever I think back on those days. I wasn't much of a daddy to him. My own psychological and emotional issues dragged me down, and I wasn't as caring and attentive as I wished I could've been. Those thoughts, along with sadness and guilt, often come up, when I think of him. Many times, I've asked for his forgiveness -- even though I know intellectually he forgives me (or as you would say, it's irrelevant to him). I seem to do it more for myself than for him, as a way of purging my guilt or something. I'm not sure it works, though. He was such a sweet little guy. I feel like I let him down. It helps to hear that, in his mind, there is nothing to forgive. Thank you. I guess it's more about self-forgiveness.
I feel the same way. She was always there for me, trusted me to take care of her, and I failed her. Everyone says I must have taken such good care of her since she lived to 14 yrs 2 months (had her since she was 1 month) but I didn't. With just a few changes she probably would've lived to 16. I needed to get rid of or put in storage 60% of the stuff I own, scrub & vacuum the carpet, give her more baths, and feed her healthy food. My place looked like an episode of Hoarders; dirty dishes, clothes, tons of clutter, horrid carpet, really dusty, etc. It's been 3 weeks since she died and now I'm clearing the place out and already the atmosphere is so much better, this is what she deserved but it's too late.
@@hybridbutterfly3908 I think part of the lesson of loss is to appreciate how much our pets meant to us, how important they really are. It's unfortunate that the lesson only comes after death -- "you never know what you've got until you lose it." But that seems to be the way it works. Take care, and don't beat up on yourself.
My dog passed away last night. He's with me for about 6 months. He is so sweet at lovable dog, and what makes me more sad because I'm not on his side when he died... I miss you, kobe. 😭😭😭
Thankyou. I only found your channel today. Our Teddy boy slipped away 2 days ago while I nursed him. He had a tumour.We have cried buckets of tears. He has been by my side comforting and protecting me during my illness for the last decade while my husband works. I connected with him this morning during a guided meditation. It has helped me accept his passng and to know we'll meet again.
My 15 year-old chihuahua girl (my very first dog, I was 25 when I got her) was killed on July 24 of this year. She was attacked by something and when I realized she was seriously injured I freaked out (I’m sure the whole neighborhood heard me screaming). Anyways, her name was Cha Cha and she was my baby girl, we did so much together, and I feel so blessed to have had her by my side for so long. Before this even happened I was starting to become a bit nervous about losing her due to her old age, despite the fact that the vet was very happy to tell me she was healthy. The night this happened wasn’t different than any other night. I live in the suburbs and had my dogs on their leashes to go potty before bedtime, around 10:30-11pm. This was a normal habit every night, where I’d hook them up outside and let them quick do their business before bringing them back in. The vet later told me whatever it was that attacked her bit into her and shook her so hard that she had spinal damage. She was only 5-6 lbs, so tiny!! The thought of anything or anyone hurting her just made me so angry, upset, and sick to my stomach all at the same time. I was devastated and still am. I feel that I didn’t protect my baby. If only I’d known there was an evil predator in this neighborhood. I know I can go on the “if only” thing forever, and it’s so hard to think like that any way. I made the decision to put her down (she couldn’t move her legs due to her spinal injury). It was one of the most difficult decisions I’ve ever had to make and experience. She passed away peacefully in my arms but it was extremely traumatizing for me. I’d never lost a pet before. I just wanted to keep crying and make sure she was warm enough, even after she was gone...her little body just got so cold...I’m still extremely devastated about losing her and also traumatized about how she was killed. I’m so glad I got to be there with her when she crossed over but still...it broke my heart into a million pieces. I still cry every day and it will be one month ago on Monday already. I still feel like I’m in some kind of surreal life and that my baby Cha Cha will just show up any time like she always did. I also have another chihuahua, Mr. Miagi (Miagi for short) that misses her immensely too, so we’re both doing our best to adjust and adapt without our beloved baby girl. The thought of some vicious animal attacking my tiny baby just makes me scream. I’m glad I didn’t witness that part. However when I rushed out to see what the barking was all about, I did see some kind of animal running away out of the corner of my eye; it looked almost feline. I then realized it was my baby girl lying on the grass and she was really hurt. I freaked of course. I didn’t care though, I screamed to my mother who I’d been staying with at the time and we rushed her to the vet ER but sadly she didn’t make it. I want to let her know that I really did try to protect her and save her life. I’ve asked for her forgiveness. I feel so guilty about everything. Any advice for a devastated girl like me who just lost her whole entire world????? I don’t know how I’m going to cope with this (I take one day at a time). Each minute of every day is torture for me because I miss her so badly and the pain is so severe. The devastation and guilt are as strong today as they were on July 24th when she passed away. I try to remember all the great memories we had together, and how lucky I was to have her for 15 years (her 16th birthday is next month). I do feel so lucky to have had her bless my life with her existence. I truly know she was here to teach me something, although I’m still not quite sure what the lesson is. Since I’ve been in such deep, helpless grief I haven’t expected a sign from her, like a dream, etc. I know that major grief can influence visits in our dreams from loved ones, including our beloved animals. Maybe in time I will finally dream of her, and I cannot wait until that day comes! I know I have to be patient though 🙂 it’s hard, but life isn’t always easy and we must wait patiently for certain things; they don’t just walk right up to us or fall from the sky right into our laps! Lol ♥️ Still, any advice from anyone on how to cope with my recent loss would be much appreciated. I can hardly look at photos of her or videos on my phone...is that “normal”? I still think this is all still so new yet (not quite a month ago it happened). I know I have to be strong for my other chihuahua baby too, he’s just as confused and scared about being totally alone now since Cha Cha is gone now. I feel so guilty when I have to go somewhere and leave him alone in his kennel 😭 I know he’ll adjust; we’ll all adjust and adapt, but it’s not going to happen overnight. These things take time, I know. But I’m still so upset about a question that doesn’t really even natter: WHY did my baby girl, who wouldn’t hurt a fly, just HAVE to die that way in such a violent manner?! I struggle with this question every day. I can’t even wear the shirt I had on the night she died in my arms. I have no coping skills when it comes to pet loss, and I just came across this woman’s channel, which is so interesting and I think it may slightly shed some new light on what I’m going through right now. I can’t afford any of her readings but I can watch her RU-vid stuff, which seems to be very popular. Please reply to this super long long comment lol if you want to (sorry it got so long, I just wanted to get mostly everything out in the open regarding my story). I’m very curious about all of your stories and pet losses, how you handled them, coped with them, etc. Maybe someone out there has a brilliant tip on how to handle something that might really work great for me! How am I gonna know that if I don’t ask?! Lol 😂 I look forward to anyone’s reply and please consider helping me understand all of this, as I feel quite lost right now and so devastated that my baby girl Cha Cha has crossed over (and naturally I’d like to know how she’s doing). Her passing away has by far been THE most TRAUMATIC thing I’ve ever experienced, and that’s no lie (and I’ve endured some pretty horrifying things, too; but nothing that matches up to losing a baby, a friend, and a loving heart-mate ❤️). My dogs are very therapeutic for me (I have chronic illnesses unfortunately but the pups have always helped me cope with my illnesses too; even my doctor was amazed at how easily they could calm me down)!! Now that Miss Cha Cha is gone, there’s just this black empty hole where she’s supposed to be, you know? 😭😭😢😢 Anyone who can possibly help by even just using a little encouragement or share their own experiences would help me immensely, especially since it’s SO easy for us to feel all alone sometimes, wrapped up all in our dark, cold feelings. 😢 I look forward to your replies. Take care everyone.
My baby Brandy died in my arms on Monday. I’m devastated. She nearly reached her 11th birthday. My heart is broken. My first pet loss. She was my shadow, my side kick, would stare at me for hours. I have another chihuahua Jackson and he used to be so independent, quite opposite to Brandy. She always wanted my attention and cuddles. Now Jackson has rarely left my side. Even moved from sleeping by my feet for 11 years to nearer where Brandy slept, which was right next to my head. I feel your hurt and pain. I have never experienced pain and loss on this level. I hope you are ok
@@deemirais Hi Dee. Thanks for taking the time to read my novel lol. I am so sorry for your loss. 😭 I know that you know how it feels, especially this first pet loss for me too. It’s like a movie that keeps playing over and over in my mind sometimes and I just lose it. One thing I have been trying to overcome is that it’s ok to grieve for as long as you need, NOT what anyone else thinks. I’ve had ppl tell me, “oh she died almost a year ago, why are you still crying” and it’s like WTF AND F YOU!! Sorry I don’t mean to say those bad words but I just get so mad. I know that I (and I’m pretty sure you too) will be grieving her loss for the rest of my life. It won’t get any easier, just maybe a bit more tolerable. I know the pain is excruciating. Do you mind me asking what happened to Brandy? Again, I am so sorry. My Cha was my sidekick too and she’d also stare at me for hours. My dad would say, “she is definitely YOUR dog. No matter where you go she keeps her eyes on you.” I’m preparing as much as I can for the one-year anniversary coming up on the 24th. Ugh I am so sorry you are going through this right now. It’s so devastating. Thanks for asking if I’m ok; I’m ok but you know, not ok ok like when Cha was still here. I’m trying not to think about what happened every time I let Miagi out before bedtime. It’s hard not to think about it. Sometimes I just break down when we come back inside. I lose it. Miagi usually puts his paw on my arm and cuddles with me. Like how your other dog Jackson is trying to comfort you…they know…and they too are experiencing pain and loss, and trying to adapt to not having their friend there all the time anymore. It’s very sweet how your dog is sleeping closer to you, closer to where Brandy would sleep. It comforts me knowing that I still have my other dog and we can adapt and grieve together. Wow, what a week for you 😢 are YOU ok?! If you have the chance I’d like to know how you’re doing! Hang in there. I know that’s easier said than done. I start to panic sometimes knowing my Cha isn’t here - like literally have panic attacks. They are our family, not “just pets” like some ppl say. My thoughts and prayers to you and Jackson. Please know there are others out there going through this exact same thing (although I know pretty much nothing will help atm). I bring my dog to the vet on Monday and I’m worried. He still needs his surgery, and I’m afraid they’re going to find something else wrong. I CANNOT make it through another pet loss so soon. I’m trying my best not to jump to any conclusions though. Keep telling myself everything will be ok. It’s so hard tho, I know. Please take care of yourself and I hope to hear how you’re doing if you ever come back to this thread :-) bye for now, Dee. It’ll be ok. 🤗
man, i don’t even know you but reading this i feel like i connected with you. i can’t believe it’s already been a month and a day after my baby passed away. her name was peanut. she was my most beloved little thing and though not as traumatic as your situation, she didn’t pass very peacefully :( i try to not think about those moments but it holds a really dark feeling in me that i won’t ever be able to shake. she declined so fast within a few days, had seizures and trouble breathing. well, long story short we got her medicine that i think pushed her little body over the edge (since we’ve never medicated her before) and i can’t help but feel so guilty for putting her through that even though i’m well aware we were trying to help. she had an episode of panting and her tongue went purple, her breathing started to sound like it wasn’t air anymore, and she rolled over to her side because she just got so weak trying to gasp and gasp for some air. god this is very hard to relive. anyway, she had this grim look in her eye, almost that she was afraid but i sense that it was her soul detaching from her body (i hope she didn’t feel as much pain as she looked like she was in) but the whole experience was horrifying. her breathing went erratic and she went limp, we rushed her to the emergency but she was already gone. my mom was holding her next to me and i just saw her little body twitch, and mouth open almost like she was still trying to get air.. i was so in shock that i didn’t even cry i just wanted to vomit. such a traumatic experience. a month later i’m broken :( but still trying to cope. trust me i feel your pain, i know exactly how much this loss has such an impact on our lives. but for your situation just know, nothing is your fault. everything happens for a reason (for a reason us as humans can’t understand until we as well are gone) your sweet baby, it was her time. though i can only imagine how horrific it must feel :( if you ever need to talk i’m here, since we’re going through similar things right now. it’s one of the hardest things in the world, i truly don’t know if i’ll ever get over this 😞 i miss you peanut, so so much.
also i wanted to add that it almost felt like she didn’t pass at peace because her eyes didn’t even close 😢 god this is really hard to remember but i have to get this out. that image is stuck in my head and i can’t stop thinking about it. it hurts so much! :( i just want her back again. i just want to hold her and kiss her little head just one last time.
Hi hon…how are you going? Holding up the best you can, I’m sure. I’m so sorry to hear about your Peanut. 😭 I don’t even know you and I too felt like we really connected with this (although I wish we could’ve met each other due to much happier circumstances). I started tearing up as I read your story. Thank you so much for sharing it with me, I feel thankful and grateful that you did that to someone who you didn’t even know (me)! But it helps, no matter what platform you use really, to let out your feelings and just let it out. Also, thank you for taking the time to read my super long comment (more like a novel lol) that I wrote on here 11 months ago. Man, it’s already been that long?! I’ve been nervous and extra teary-eyed this week since the one-year anniversary of Cha Cha’s death is this upcoming Saturday, which I can’t believe is already almost here! It’s true that time goes by so fast! But I really want to work on celebrating Cha’s life more than just focus on what happened to her, how she died, etc. I plan on planting them in a pot so I can keep them in my room and watch them grow (representing a new chapter in my life without Cha Cha; I feel kinda guilty at that though cuz I feel like if I do that, I’ll be like “forgetting” my beautiful Cha Cha and our life memories together. I still can’t really look at many photos of Cha Cha or any videos - I just break down right away. But I have come to the conclusion after this very hard last year, that life has to move on and I can’t dwell in the past. Cha Cha and Peanut would not want us to do that. They want us to be happy and I truly believe they are already working on our next beloved animals coming into our lives. I really do. And in no way do I think Peanut died any more tragically than my Cha Cha. What you went through sounds heartbreaking, you’re a brave person…please don’t blame yourself on giving your baby that medicine; you had the best intentions for your baby and I think most ppl, including me, would’ve given medicine to our babies if there were any chance that it might save their lives. It’s so hard not to keep going over the whole tragic event over and over again in your mind, isn’t it? I still do it all the time. I mean, one minute everything is ok and we were going to go to bed soon as usual, and the next minute here we were, in the vet ER, with me saying goodbye to the love of my LIFE!! WTF?! I’m STILL in shock! How can life go from so good to absolutely so horrendous in a matter of seconds?! I still can’t wrap my head around that. It makes me cry and cry. I felt so helpless, as I’m sure you did too. It’s the worst kind of feeling, knowing you can’t do anything! I can’t stop seeing it! It still haunts me. I remember the vet warned me that she would pass away with her eyes open (which she did, and it just made it even harder for me to watch, so I know where you are coming from when you said Peanut’s eyes didn’t close; it just makes the whole thing so much more traumatic)! At least the vet warned me, but you didn’t have any warning about Peanut’s eyes, and I’m so sorry for that. It’s so unsettling, I know, and it’s hard not to forget that horrible image). Anyways, I’m so sorry the way your baby passed away - wow, that had to be torture for you watching your baby go through all of that. I almost think it’s more than what happened to my Cha Cha in the sense that I didn’t see her get attacked; you, on the other hand, had to watch her go through a longer death and that would scar anyone for life. It tells me what a strong person you are and someone who really, really loves their fur baby. But please don’t think Peanut didn’t know you were there - Peanut knew, and Peanut was so comforted by the fact you were with her all the way to the end. Her momma was there, and she knew it. She knew with you there that it was ok to cross over. That meant a lot to her, believe me. It’s pure, true love at its best. I’m so glad you contacted me! It’s already been a year but I’m still hanging in there one day at a time. It’s like losing your own child, you know? Thankfully there’s a light at the end of the tunnel - we can always celebrate their beautiful lives, relive all the wonderful memories with them, and know that when it is our turn to leave this earth, we will see them once again and be together forever…they’ll be waiting excitedly for us at the Rainbow Bridge! I find comfort in knowing that I will see all of my beloved animal babies that went before me someday when it’s my time to see them again. But for now we need to try our best to live our lives to the fullest, with love, with other animals, and with all the wonderful things this life has in store for us. That’s what Cha Cha and Peanut want us to do! On Saturday when I plant Cha Cha’s remembrance plant I will also think of you and your Peanut.☺️ Is there anything you can do to remember Peanut by planting a flower, or making a photo collage of some sort, or write Peanut a letter? Just some ideas. It’s possibly way too early to do any of that right now, but as time goes on, maybe give it a try. My thing has always been if I move on, I feel even more guilty cuz I feel like I’m abandoning my Cha Cha, you know? I don’t want her to think I’m just moving on and forgetting about her. That’s been one of the obstacles I’ve faced for a long time whenever I try to move on past her death. I feel more guilt. I know, deep down, that there’s always a time in which we must say goodbye. It hurts, yes…it hurts more than anything! And just like with your Peanut - NOTHING WAS YOUR FAULT. Please try to remember that, no matter how hard it is (I know cuz I still can’t forgive myself completely either. This stuff takes time, unfortunately), Peanut and Cha Cha know we did our best, and also knew it was their time to go no matter what we did. How could you have possibly known that your Peanut was going to get sick suddenly? And how would you know that medicine wouldn’t work either? There’s no way you could’ve known, so nothing is your fault. Please hang in there, hon. Thank you for reaching out to me. It really means a lot. I’m so sorry you are going thru this; but at the same time I’m so happy that you contacted me when you did. I think it’s kind of a sign in a way - the fact that you sent me these messages so close to the one-year anniversary of my Cha Cha’s death coming up on Saturday sure says a lot - mainly that I’m not alone in this grief. And I want you to know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE AT ALL IN THIS EITHER!! You and Peanut will be in my thoughts and prayers, I promise. I wish I could give you a giant hug right now. Here’s a virtual hug: 🤗 💜 It’d be great to hear back from you. I’d like to know how you are doing. Sending my love and hugs to you and Peanut. Goodnight, and I hope you are doing ok. Hang in there. Your baby is at peace now, and is probably playing at the Rainbow Bridge with Cha Cha, who knows! 🥰 🌈 💕 ✨
I lost my 6 YO sugar glider 4 days ago, Milo, bcs of cancer. I’m in pain and completely devastated but somehow I feel he also gives me strength and a hope that he will come back to me soon. I love him so so much like my own son, my own baby. He was very weak but he managed to use his last strength to lick my tears before he passed away. He was such a very loving and sweet baby. He is very unique, not like other gliders, he knows that I’m his mom and treat me like so. his personality makes me love him everyday even more. my pet psychic told me he seems like he wanted to come back as my human child. I still can’t get over it, I cried everytime I remember how amazing he is to me. He’s the only source of comfort that I have 💔
You just reminded me that I used to wish the my baby girl could be my human daughter. But that would mean she would have to pass away before that could happen. So, in my next life I hope that we can be together again. Weather to be as a furry baby and a human, or as my daughter.... or maybe even as my little sister - a new thought that just came to me. edit: also, sometimes when I snuggled her, it was as if she was my parent and I'm her child.
My Daisy Girl died 5 weeks ago. She was 12. I miss her so very much. I've been watching your videos Danielle and I believe they are helping me connect with her. I have felt her visit in my dreams and it was so real. Thank you for your videos. They bring me peace. Does she feel the same peace when we visit each other?
I am so grateful that I found your channel, beacuse my Guinea pig died this morning and I was so devastated and couldn't calm myself, but you helped me and I want to thank you
Thank you Danielle. I had two awesome Border Collies. They passed 4 months apart. It was a heavy hit watching them go. Dealing with grief and accepting it. Just hoping someday they will communicate with me from the Spirit World. Takes time, I guess. In harmony, Brian
When my fur baby passed away I was not on her side, she was in the vet confined due to kidney disease. Watching this made me realize it was her choice not to say goodbye to me today is her 49th day I still sometimes cry but the pain is not as much as during her 1st month. I will forever miss her... Thank you
I don't normally trust those who say they can communicate with such and such... But I believe you in this case, your videos is what I needed today and I'm beyond glad I found you and your channel
This helped me so much I can t express in words enough.I am 14 years old and my dog,Bruno,passed away yesterday in my arms.He was a chocolate lab.I loved him so so much that I couldn’t believe that he was gone.He died from parvovirus.It s a tragic experience for me.I have never been so sad.Me and my family had dreams of him last night.We love him so much and we feel him with us.The sound of his tail that s swinging around and hitting the walls because wow happy he was.Thank you for this video.Now I am relieved that he is not upset because maybe I haven t spent enough time with him or so.You helped me so much,thank you a lot❤️
Thank you for those videos, now I see things from a slightly different perspective. My best friend passed away last night, and I just can't stop crying😭 He's been with us for over 15 years. We were literally growing up together. I love you and I miss you so much, Kefir 😭😭😭 I hope you are in a better place now and don't have to suffer anymore. Rest in peace my little baby ❤️
My dog passed away today after 12 years, I got him when I was 10 and now I am 23. This information is very helpful. Thank you so much, I feel so much more at peace now learning this. I know why he came into my life and I will keep on learning to grow with the lessons my Charlie taught me.
Guys, this is all true. I experienced so much of this before even discovering Danielle so PLEASE believe what she is saying. And thank you dear woman for everything. Especially I needed to hear number 4. My heart to your heart. Thank you thank you thank you.
My dog passed away today just after lunch. I needed to hear your words today. Thankyou so much. I’m a very spiritual person and I know about talking to my passed love ones. But my love language is touch and my brain struggles to process that I can’t touch them anymore. My kids and I are just so sad right now that our bodies are numb and our hearts are broken.
Hello Ms. Danielle! Thank you so much for this video. My adopted puppy died last Monday night. I was devastated and crying since but this video helped me. He died in my arms and saw the tears in his eyes. I felt guilty that I was not able to notice earlier that he was ill because I was very busy. From your other videos, pet's passing taught us lessons. What happened to him pushed me to bring my 9 year old shi tzu to vet again. WE've been under quarantine for many months and things are just starting to "new normal". I found out that my shi tzu's test for liver is increasing. Haru was a very sweet puppy. He also made a way for me to find your videos. He was preparing me for something or teaching me to become stronger because I am really scared of losing a pet. My first pet who died was almost 30 years ago but her memory is still with me. I can still feel her. My family said stop crying, just moved on because it was just a dog. Your videos helped me a lot. Thank you so much again! God bless!
My sweet Bella Bear 🐶unexpectedly passed yesterday! My heart feels so broken. I love her so much. I didn’t know she was dying I thought she was tired. With in 2days she went downhill. The doctors said it was too late. I miss her so much. We are so much alike! I have never been so connected to a dog like I was w/her. I would love a sign from her I cannot tell you how much I needed this! I want her alive and having so much fun in heaven!
I feel for you! I had a similar experience 2 weeks ago with my 14 year old lab. She had been to the vet a few times the last few months and just seemed tired a lot. I thought it was her age but then she got bad all of a sudden it seemed. Still don't know what happened and it's so hard. I understand your situation
God bless you and thank you so much for this video. I just lost my Husky 3 days ago and am unable to deal with the emptiness and pain of losing her 🙏🏼💞.
My good boy Clark has passed away 2 days ago and it gives me some relief watch this video, he was with me for 15 years and I was being guilty for him to cross over. Thanks for sharing this and help us to heal this pain, when it happens..
If you think of him a lot he will come to the other side it happened to me with my mum she is still in my dreams from 5 years or so now my dog passed away and I see them on the other side connect with him by your mind in a quiet place
I just lost my beloved dog last week. I'd love to know, will we see our dogs again when we humans cross over? Will we be re-united in heaven? I just found your channel. You may have already talked about this....I will search your channel. Thank-you!
Hi Jennifer. I actually have videos on this. Here's one called, "Who Greets Your Pet in Heaven." I hope it helps. ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-RCQ1UmSkNgM.html I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you and your dog my love
I lost my beloved German Ridgeback, Copper two weeks after losing my Boston Terrier Uggi. I don't know much about anything, the one thing I know in my heart of heart's is that Copper will DEFINITELY find me. The absolute love, companionship, loyalty and respect we shared with each other instills the one and only thing I know with certainty. It's been 7 months since he left and I still have horrible days of crying non-stop, grief and pain. I probably always will. But, I know we'll be reunited again.
I think our animals, that we loved, will be waiting for us someday. Many gifted mediums have written about this. Love is the only thing that never dies. It’s eternal.
Thanks I needed to hear this, my 10 week old puppy died today and it has literally broke me. I don’t know what to do with myself right now but I’ll soldier on, at least for her. Thanks so much
my dog pasted away this morning around 9:20am and all day I didn't want to cry but when I got to my room after leaving her at the hospital I just broke down cause she's been there all my life and my deceased father bought her and I feel like that was the last thing that we really had of his and she's was there when my father was killed. She's helped me grow into a teenager and has been with my family and I will just be forever grateful for her for just being such a great dog. Rest in Peace my dear Princess.
Thank you for these comforting videos. I lost my best friend on rememberance day. 13.5 years together, I am beside myself and have a grieving dog also. This is so tough. It's nice to hear that he is still with me.
My boy passed away a week ago tomorrow...and 10 mins before he went limp...I wasn't sure why that was...but now watching this...I think that was his spirit leaving his body...but witnessing it I felt as tho he was in pain with that happening and the fact that he made 2 whimpers as he was already limp. He passed in my arms at home...I'm so torn apart by losing my boy...my heart is completely shattered. I actually just finished my first ever session with one of your animal communicator...it made me feel better but still torn!!!💔💔 Can't wait to see my boy again.
Danielle my G- boy just passed away this weekend I was trying to figure out how to tell my daughter. These videos provided what I needed. Prayfully she will get what she needs. 🙏
My dog had died today at 2:38pm today, he was ran over by a car I feel really bad , and I told my family my family doesn't understand that look he gave me that joy he gave me was like no other,it made me realize we can go on while there gone forever it's not fair he was just a year and couple of months old , but the impact he made on me will be forever
My baby Patches 🐱 passed two days ago. I was devastated when she got sick, she went down so fast, Monday she was good, and by Monday night, couldn’t hold herself up. It was so crazy, By Thursday, she couldn’t walk and had lost 3 lbs at least. I spent 2 days and nights by her side helping her drink water, go to her litter, and Saturday I finally had to make the call. The day of her passing we were actually so peaceful, she went to the rainbow bridge in the most beautiful peaceful way possible. And in her own little bed, in my arms. now i feel so full of love, yes I am saddened she isn’t with me, but she’s been sending me so many messages to make sure I’m happy and put a smile on my face. I get so happy when I think of her. My little sweet girl.
Thank you very much for this video.. my cat died yesterday morning... I’ve never felt so sad in my entire life .. it hurt so much ... your videos help me a lot ... Thank you
My puppy died tonight suddenly of CDV. We thought she was improving. She was eating again and even walking around a bit. I was so proud of her. I still am. She was a fighter. We only had her for less than a month, yet, it crushed me to see her lifeless body just lying there. I never knew that it would hurt to this extent when a pet leaves.
I just wanted to thank you for your videos ♥️it has really helped so much with the loss of my 🐶daughter in February of this year🙏🏽 thank you so much and you’re absolutely right ; I got a sign that she visits. I caught her scent in broad daylight with my mom on my birthday -thank God.✨
My beloved Copper… our beautiful Pomeranian, passed away recently. Now we run into things like Pomeranian socks at the Hallmark store. We see copper cookware as soon as we open the door to bed Bath and beyond. I’m watching a stock analyst say if you wanna really know the health of the market you have to look at copper. We got back in our vehicle after doing some shopping and reminiscing about copper and James Taylor’s song called copper line starts playing as soon as we get in the vehicle. There are no coincidences in life. All you have to do is look for the signs. I promise you, they are there. 🌈 🐕 🐈 🐁 🐟 They are all there!!!
June 20th we had to rush my sweet bella girl to pets ! She was acting weird.walking in circles .having trouble walking/standing .they sent us home on 2 meds . Antibiotic and motion sickness.my bella was house broken .but sunday night she had a accident in her bed .i gave her bath @ 3:30 in the morning .called the vet monday morning. They had me bring her in. He sent us home with more meds . Steroids.within 3 days we started to see such good improvement .almost normal behavior .bella was more alert .eating and drinking better than she has ever did the whole 5 years we had her.(we rescue her on the SPCA.)then saturday morning june 27th became our nightmare .my daughter came running yelling bella was having a seizure.we called pets and rushed her in .we had to wait in the car as before because of covid 19 happening !the doctor called me .she said they gave bella a dose of meds but they didnt have any effect and wasnt working .then the words came which i didnt want to hear ! It was time to help my sweet bella girl .they allowed me and my husband to come in .we sat in a room waiting for them to bring bella to us ! As soon as i seen her i was forever broken hearted .we video chatted our 3 kids .they said their good byes to bella .all my kiddos are grown but still live at home with me and my 1 year granddaughter ...it was the hardest thing for me as i knew their hearts were breaking and i couldnt do anything about it ! Then the time came .the doctor walked in and explain what was about to happen .my sweet bella girl was in my arms the whole time .she weigh about 6 pounds.she was 15 years old .a Chihuahua....her little tongue always hung out the side of her mouth due to not having teeth.she was thd sweetest little girl .always loved to be wrapped up in a blanket like a baby and carried around .within seconds she was gone .all i remember was my husband rubbing the top of bellas head saying its ok bella girl its ok bella girl . I feel like the medicine gave me false hope she was getting better. I feel like I gave Bella false hope that she would be able to stay with her family longer.they think she had a brain tumor on the left side of her brain .today is july 2. I am finally sitting in the recliner that I held Bella every night.i cryed and had trouble breathing .oh how i miss her .i have lost nights of sleep and hardly eating and crying off and on .and everything reminds me of my sweet bella girl .she showed love right to the end ! She will never be replaceable .i am patiently waiting for the day they call me and tell me I can bring her home.they say it can take 10 to 14 days . Oh how i wish i could see and hold her again 😥
Thank you for your sharing in this video. It does comfort me. My Roxy, she was a very pretty, friendly and healthy dog, suddenly passed away last Monday morning. It was a heart breaking moment for us as she was healthy and just played with her friends in the morning before she passed away and left us at home.
I believe I witnessed the moment my 17 year old APBT’s transition began. He passed Nov 2nd 2020. I knew it was coming but he went downhill so fast that it still bothers me. I’d planned to take him the following Monday to the vet because I knew it was coming but that Friday night he went downhill fast. By Saturday night he could barely stand and Sunday he couldn’t even get up or control himself but I laid with him on the floor all weekend. At one point Monday morning I was putting water in his mouth with a dropper and he lifted up to drink out of the bowl I was holding. He took a couple sips then looked up (now I’m crying again) at me like he had no idea what was going on. I put his head back on the pillow and he shook almost like a seizure but only a few seconds and after that he didn’t lift up again. As the time came to go to the vet I was a wreck. When I saw your video about the soul leaving out a certain area I felt it was kinda a way he got me to laugh one last time because as we got ready to leave I was on the floor by him and sure enough he pooped 😆... It’s like he’d done it as a sign for me to make a connection with later and smile instead of cry...
I wonder if that's true...cause my boy pooped too...I thought it was just from everything shutting down...but that makes sense...but my boy went limp and made 2 whimpers...so I thought that's when his soul left...but idk. I miss him so much...dies last Thursday and I knew it was coming because of his diagnosis but I didn't really know he was done fighting until 1:30pm...he died at 3:30pm...I work nights so we were sleeping till he woke me up at 1:30 basically telling me he was done💔💔💔
Hi. I just lost my best doggie ever, Elvis, about 3 hours ago I'm completely broken. 💔💔 This video made me feel much better. I had every question you talked about! God bless you for your gift and for sharing it with us 🙏 ❤️
Thank you so much for posting all your videos and info. They have been a great help dealing with my loss of my best friend. Heartbroken is slowly becoming sad ... Eager to try dream visits as well.
Just found your video, thanks for this. I just lost my 3months puppy last night. I was taking a bath and he suffocated himself accidentaly right at the time I’m taking a bath. I found him dead by the time I finished taking a bath…. I’m really broken and crushed right now. it’s good to know that dog will not hate me or resent me cause I’m not there at that time. This morning I woke up because I hear his collar bell ringing.. and just a moment ago, I smell my puppy’s smell somehow. I really hope I can recover from my lost and accept the fact that he’s gone.
My dog Jay pass on yesterday and I’m having a really hard time but I’m so glad to know that I’m not leaving him behind. I felt like by saying goodbye I was abandoning that part of my life along with him but now I understand that he is still here with me
MY Dog passed 2 months ago and the pain is still as intense today as it was the day I put her to sleep :-( wake up crying go to sleep thinking of her :-( today I have noticed it has begun to ease a wee bit !! this has helped some thank you
My Pug past onMay 30th, and a couple days after my son went back to college in another state. He just got a new puppy that my dog Susie had the pleasure of spending a couple weeks before passing, like she planned it. Now, I was expecting her to visit me in my dreams, but instead my son said that he’s been dreaming about her nonstop at his place with his new puppy💕 she had the best time with him, so it makes sense! I’ll wait until she’s done having fun, hopefully she can take a break soon to throw her mommy a bone🐶👍🏼. She was the BEST dog ever💗
@@DanielleMacKinnon Super cool! We keep talking about how well orchestrated her passing was. All your videos have helped me tremendously. Thank you so much!
great video and very comforting. The audio is better too. Sometimes I have to crank up the volume for some of your other videos but I can definitely hear you for this one. :)
I lost my frenchie last Sunday. I'm heartbroken, but I felt like the day before we decided to put her down to take away her suffering, she actually perked up, which has added to my guilt. The pain is unreal as she was my little shadow.
I feel ya...I had made 2 appointments for my boy to be put down...after I made the appt...he perked up and so I canceled them...but then he passed in my arms last Thursday and I still feel guilt about that😭😭
Oh, thank you so much for this! I cannot tell you how much truth I heard, and comfort I received. Its such a struggle when we dont know what they are thinking, feeling, or are they afraid. So much of what you said, I noted. The "out of it" appearance, but, calm. I know that some say that our pets dont go to heaven. I believe that they indeed do! Now, I am off to more of your videos. Thank you!
My dog passed a few days ago. First time i experience this . 15yrs of good memories. We gave him a good life it's what gives me peace ..... but I still feel horrible emotionally
I couldn’t afford my dogs surgery and I was devastated and I felt like I let him down so much in that way. I really needed to hear #4 thank you so much for this.
If it helps, I took my dog to the vet yesterday for a surgery and I believe the surgery is what killed him because he passed away last night after the surgery. I wish I wouldn’t have taken him to the surgery. 😭
1 and 4 resonated with me. 3 days ago, on her final day, she kept lifting her head up high to smell or search for something, and i'm hoping that's what she was doing in #1. #4 is the regret i'm dealing with and could/should have done more. Thank you
Thanks for your insight ,lost my Pug Daisy after 14 great years a little more than a year ago miss her every day .Your kind ways make me feel better again Thank You
My dog passed away a few days from now. We had her for 6 years. She loved us inconditionnally. Everywhere I look in the house, I can only imagine her, how she acted, what she would do. And when we to to walk, I know that she would get soo happy and excited that she will start barking. I miss her soo much and the painful thing is that I wasn't by her side when she died because she fell very ill and got a really bad infection that she was in soo much pain and her belly was huge, the vet told us that she wouldn't make it and that there's no chance for her, so we told the vet to let her rest and at this time I was home and not next to her because I was hoping that the vet will give us hope. Now I feel so bad and I can't get over my beloved 'Flora'
Man my dog died recently and it hurts so much like ill be fine then see something that reminds me of her then im gone crying. I feel so guilty that i didnt help her and i just want to know that shes safe and happy wherever she is. It still doesnt feel real ill walk past were her bed used to be and look for her like shes still her like ill completely forget shes gone. It just hurts so much she was my beautiful girl and now shes gone.
My dog Bella passed away today and I wasn’t there during her passing but I did bury her. I came to look for clarity that she was okay. I cried on the floor when you said her name because I know she wanted me to hear this.
We just lost my beloved mini-sheltie maya of 9 years today. My God! Why did you take her from me? I loved her smile, her soft hair, her smartness. Now she is gone from my life. You can't take it with you when you go, she is the one thing I wanted to take with me. My beautiful Maya - let it be known you will be dearly missed and loved every moment of our lives. RIP my Love!!!
