Call off all the arms Time to lay your head back down Cause I've been runnin' for The line between what's lost and found Tried to climb inside my head Put the pieces back again Sleepin' behind the wheel, we're drifting off the edge What are we supposed to do When it comes to living fast and getting through Cause time will pass before we blink Sat in silent rooms then pour another drink If this is growing up then I don't know what to think But time has come to move ahead Don't hold it back just let it be Another empty face Just more headlights in the distance Filling empty space Of the times they're reminiscing Holdin' back all of my dreams Tryin' to point out who I'll be Why are they afraid of living till the end What are we supposed to do When it comes to living fast and getting through And I can't see through my reflection in front of me Can't take it back why live a life like we're asleep Cause time will pass before we blink Sat in silent rooms then pour another drink If this is growing up then I don't know what to think But time has come to move ahead Don't hold it back just let it be Cause I'm dying alone I'm finally about to break And I'm ready to grow And how long is that gon' take Sunken eyed on a tightrope Left home blindfold on a backroad Slept in another sunrise Guess I've got a long way left here to go Cause it's a long haul to what we know Or at least where we're heading for No star is ever out of reach The higher that we're heading lookin' down is steep Soon enough the leaves will change Bleedin' out till the color fades Movin' forward nothing stays the same But I can sleep at night knowing my hand was raised I hope to a god that I don't believe in That I'll make it one day So here's to the life I'm leaving I'm growing up again
This song has stayed on rotation ever since I found it back in 2021. It hurts, but it’s healing. It gives me hope, it makes me cry, it kills me, and it lifts me up. Absolute masterpiece. Love you, 50
God, I've missed your music man. still was so good, but music's felt a bit empty lately. Sure glaive is coming out with his debut album in 9 days now, and Ryan Hall's probably gonna release another single for his project soon, but you bring this feeling that other artists just can't. It's not that you and EDEN sound similar, but just something about the music feels fundamentally different than other artists'. I really hope you come back soon man. I've really missed your music. I did see that Atlas posted you on his story somewhat recently, so maybe you'll come back soon by being featured or featuring somebody in a song. Either way, I really want you to come back soon. I don't really care what kind of song it is cause I know it's gonna be amazing anyway. Whether it's like still, pains, don't, or Moscow it'll be fantastic and I'll still listen to it. You have made an impact on me, and I know you've impacted others. I just hope you'll come back soon well and everything. I may not know what happened, but I hope you're okay