Mmmmmm RU-vid waited so long to show this to me even though I am subscribed. This is one of if not the most emotional piece I've ever heard. I'm in love. I would pay a decent sum to hear this in person on a grand piano
Thank you for your comments :) to answer your question, I just analyzed and thought a lot about harmony. A very important thing to know is the the knowledge only comes in bits and pieces
@@rrondelossantos1984 it does take a good natural sense though. Like you ear needs to distinguish the aesthetically pleasant effects and work from there
So here we are again again I listened to it at first and hated it and going it over again this one like I couldn't help feel like it was meant to be a passageway to what will come in the fourth one a set up this one feels like and lot of lingering on the same emtioms the first part for the most part seems to be an aftermath almost and to me up untill near the end was quite "boring" like I couldn't catch exactly what happened and it seems so slow and melancholy and just like a single segment of the piece was kind of not much variety it just kind of went on but really listening to it I still find the emotions in this one quite hard to describe and I still feel like it's more of a setup but I kind of see more then just that same boring type of slow perhaps mourning? I'm trying to grip on my opinion on this song as it seems to be the lowest of the bunch and wasn't too much to say I'd thought atleast but atleast I'll try xD The first minute seem simple lifting off with that darkness growing slowly but yet bigger but our protagonist holds on to this familiar Melody that seems to being memories and of what would happen and hope aginist this evil like shutting out voices in your head by playing a song your mom would sing too you as a chlid or keeping the night light on disbite being adult because you are afraid of the dark even still but you know that nothing is truly there but really is it? Untill your so unsure yourself that hope slowly fades away but at 1:00 seems to be a crescendo upward to almost reaching an explosion by the end of it and I have no idea how to discribe it but it's like it's kinda useing the hope motif I mentioned early except and not exactly it has changed to to have it be kind of suspenseful and kind of pushing forward like a father training his son to do something he doesn't want to do but the low bass notes during this part feels like there is some higher power kind of watching him as he's struggling to push forward this kind of reminds me of moving a boulder in some way going across the field maybe it is not so his father but it is rather he has to complete this..... Proposition? Task? Offering? Trial? It's hard to tell and idk how to continue it to make sense 1:25 is not where it completely stops but there is a bit of a halt as that seemingly mysterious but "hero" or"power" like figure to give some sort of relief to our character seems to spark once again 1:58 we receive almost a setback but more of an entrance that was unexpected like to watch rose petals fly in view out a figure but your being pushed backwards away slipping away 3:37 sounds like the echo of bells and maybe it's the strike of midnight and he's being pushed further down and deeper into a darkness seemingly away from his self he'd once knew in the first peice 2:54 is the rough landing of this pit that he'd somehow fallen through and that regret and utter loneliness like he'd look around and it was all dark nothing to truly see anyone as it was only him and everything had left him and he knew somehow it was his fault like it was something he couldn't do I get the vibe that this was failure and disappointment 3:41 is like pent up anger slowly revealing itself but ready to explode any momment 4:23 inevitably it does explode it sounds like a cry out again but this time it's like "Why?" 4:27 he seems to be greeted by this darkness that mocked him in a way and this was clearly the lowest point and gives me feelings I can't discribe like holy shit but it's like dealing with a abandonment 4:58 I imagine him sitting at the bottom of this bit curled up into a ball holding his knees crying into them alone 5:36 seems to be the thought of what he has lost perhaps a love and how he felt without it wishing he could feel that safeing grace again but yet he's still here 6:31 is when he gets up and starts to fight to get out whatever it takes he doesn't wanna be here anymore and he's not giving up just yet kicking screaming and hitting the walls trying to climb up out killing anything that he'd feel in his way this feels like an act of anger and like "this isint it right?" And a lot of denial in what it's like a fight over himself seemingly this part is so crushing and powerful I can't discribe it omg I get chills it's so... Only shit.... (This is truly amazing like wow one thing I really love about these comments is that I can listen to the song and just the small segments of it extremely slowly and really ponder and really decipher what this truly means and momments like this I'm sitting here with silence really like this part is so strong in ever way it hurts and aghhhh just woah 7:26 gosh how crap this part is even more gut wrenching then the last one I it's like he's awoken the core of what's inside him even bigger and darker then the last monster and it's like he's being pinned to a wall wrestling for the kinfe and feels like it's eating him and he's slipping away god damn this is nothing sort of epic 7:49 is when the breakthrough comes in it is like when he was being choked to death that same moment when he was about to pass out a light came and the darkness scattered across the room it is like when the hero comes to save the day this part reminds me of a spiritual kind of mentality almost like Jesus or some powerful god scares the darkness to fly when you thought it was all over of course it can be substitute to multiple different things but to me it really does feel like a sort of light but for this story I'm gonna call it the hero and the same that couldn't save him from digging deeper into this hole but was here now 8:10 is once again bells reminds me of goblin Slayer where preson in arm and quickly running away from the great beast that was behind them but for some reason it surely does remind me of Chinese bells as well like I'm not sure how to make that make sense or I'm not sure why there would be bills but it's like a striking hour of "it's time" idk AND WHAT A CLIFF HANGER LIKE I HAVE NOT FELT MORE TEASED BEFORE AFTER THAT :000 Like I can't wait for the 4th one this one is very motivating now that I think about it and going over the entire thing and detail it is much more deeper than I first expected and much more beautiful actually I am really curious how you were going to end this long piece of yours it truly reminds me of lizst piano sonata in B minor which is extremely impressive I am still quite blown away how you just HOWWWWW this is truly genius in ways and omg I can't wait for the next one though I fear it is the darkest one which makes me EEEEk bc this one was quite sad from what I gathered but nevertheless I really can't wait for the fourth one and two listen to all of this in order I know my opinion has changed from when I first wrote the top of this comment because this is much more impressive than what I first imagined it was just kind of hard to catch anything it kind of helps when you play these extremely slow and like I wasn't expecting to have to say so much but even in your newer stuff that is not so much of this epic dramatic kind of just Cinema like music like its beautiful and I really can't wait to see what you'll do like I hope someday I could honestly compose something like this xD but EEEEk thank u so much you seem really cool and like idk how to express my feelings exactly this made me so pumped like just take care of yourself and have a nice day to watch this to be alive here rn seeing a small composer so amazing and talented as you create masterpieces and be here to watch it is just ackkkkkkkk I'm so happy to just give a composer I like so much my thoughts an opinion on something I admire like it's so special again thanks you can't wait for the final contribute these comments always make me a little happier even though I'm pretty sad preson so just eeeekkkkk thanksss youuuu, you don't even know it's a joy to share this to someone because nobody quite understand I feel like like I do especially piano music and classical and romantic or just instrumental music like these just aren't so popular so to like hear from u is so so so cool wish you a wonderful day again X3
