A Girl / Tatsumi Hijikata 

A moving Goya painting, unspeakable horror yet the truth is resounding.

This is really the highest level of artistic achievement -- terrifying, profound, and beautiful.

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"Quiet House" 1. “The Red God” A girl who plans an evil deed in the rain Keep Floor Face throughout the whole time Obsess with Salmon Face compulsively Stuffed spring Nest of Forest (*1), Nest of Eyes (*2), a moth placed on a wooded board (*3) A vaporized candy maker or the Christ drawn as a Samurai warrior A fine spider’s thread that runs on the forehead Beggar Cat Waist Behind World Garbage disposal place When I rubbed a mirror, there was a swaying shadow of flower A fragile sound collapsed in a shed Can Factory (*5) Regenerate a reduction by X (*6) Behind the mirror (*1) Nest of Forest: cf. Ch. 4 and Ch.5 “the far away forest”, Ch. 26 “forest” (*2) Nest of Eyes: cf. Ch. 5 and Ch. 7 (*3) A moth: cf. Ch. 27 (*4) A swaying shadow of flower: cf. Ch. 24 (*5) Can Factory: cf. Ch. 6, Ch. 7 and Ch. 16 (*6) A regenerate a reduction by X: cf. Ch. 7 and 26 2. Important “Shisha transform their shapes quietly yet infinitely. It is not rare that they borrow the shapes of things on the earth with unexpected nonchalance.” 3. “Ash girl” Soul and Spirit Bug Whereabouts Nobody visits any more Nobody can sleep any more Flower of density An extreme fulfillment came to her and she became an incredibly beautiful being. She learned the various customs of Shisha A dream of horsemeat (*7) A man who was dragged out of the behind room A mad man-child sitting on a chair = a beast Dance the beginning of Kanchen (*8) naked Use the floor technique of Framan The morning when a storm has come Materializing (*7) A dream of horsemeat: cf. Ch. 4 and Ch. 7 (*8) Kanchuin: cf. Ch. 5 4. (Vaporizing) 1. Flower, Rain, Girl, Use all of them Mask or Bug Doll - Ash Girl - Washing Clothes - Nobody visits any more 2. Running from Bird to Girl, Girl vaporized and sitting technique 3. Witch [A] is vaporizing 4. Witch, who is connected to the red salmon head, is vaporizing 5. The Great Witch, who dreams of horsemeat, is vaporizing 6. Various Whereabouts are vaporizing Water - Obon (*9) - A far away forest - Shisha (*9) Obon: Special days in August when ancestral spirits return home 5. Something that was grasped as a shadow of mind A girl who moves with subtle speed The Christ who has gone slack The Christ who was released with the slacked body Kanchuin Mad King’s hand (*10) - Bug, Bird (*11), Stick (*12) A sitting crane fly These are almost danced by the waltz Thus, the reduction by X and regeneration are flying off from the far away forest and the nest of eyes, And “Shisha” participate with all of these Someone, who appears in order to dance these things (or a Butoh dancer), has to be familiar with Bird’s fear and Bug’s fear. And the girl becomes the horse face and stops there. Also, another girl stands up and becomes a doll through a dragon fly. All sways stop there. (*10) Mad King: cf. Ch. 10 and Ch. 11, and Heliogabalus at Ch. 22 (*11) Bug, Bird: cf. Bird's Fear and Bug's Fear at Ch. 5 (*12) Stick: cf. Ch.18 and 27 6. "Can Factory" "Can Factory" that hides in front and behind the mirror 7. (Dream of Horse Meat) I was sleeping naked, and dreamt of horsemeat Where did the whereabouts go? Mad King was put in the box (*13) The whereabouts of the box is connected to a fine dismantling Dance of hair Ship Reduction by X and regeneration About the nest of eyes Bug Rakan (*14) Bear Tiger Dragon Fly Mustache that dances a waltz of bug, or Waltzing Mustache Cat Gunya-gunya (*15) cat Gunya-gunya whereabouts All of these compose the parts of a ship A bird with long nose hair and a bird which became a box The ship has taken these forms Or it could be seen as a dismantled ship I see far away leaves and nearby greens and I fly This is what I smelt at the “Can Factory” (*13) Box: Fold body into a smallest size. cf. Ch.19 and 27 (*14) Rakan: Buddhism monk who is on the path of enlightenment. cf. Ch. 17 (*15) Gunya-gunya: Slimy and amorphous 8. (The morning after the storm has passed) The morning after the storm has passed, nobody visits me any more I stood up A samurai commander becomes a nest with his body intact. 9. (Behind the mirror) Behind the mirror a wall of light The dizziness, shivering and swaying shadow of flower are hidden in the freedom to carry the density at will. 10. (Mescaline) The love affair of hands (*16) and the copy inside the skull are connected through discontinuity. A mescaline injection is given at a fingertip. Small flowers and small faces are born there. Knitting with very fine thread, infinite mesh of stitches (*17), a fire-breathing bird and a funny bear follow Mad King while swaying (*18). In the middle of it, the head is chasing another whereabouts. All matieres (qualia of material or sense of material) are supported by the behind world. The compound eyes (*19) and multi-layering are muddled and become unified. (*16) Mescaline hands: cf. Ch 14, the hands Ch. 26 (*17) Infinite mesh of stitches: cf. the picture of the abyss at Ch. 22 and 26 (*18) A sample of Chimera Body (*19) The compound eyes: cf. Ch. 11, 22 and 23 11 (Chimera) Bellmer (*20) - to Funny Bear - to Horse Face From Gaze of Deer - to Stick - to Beggar -Tiger Bird with nose hair - Flower - to Mad King - Compound Eyes - Whereabouts Bug - to Dog - Orangutan - to Ears of Fukusuke (*21) Ears being pricked - Dizziness - to Front and Back of Mirror Things that are dying in the compound eyes Doll - Mask - Papaya - Firefly - Development of a wooden board (*22) There are small flowers and so on Horse Face - Girl Face - Dog - Spoon Unification of Bug and Tree - to Behind World - A being who tries sudden development, following the path of a plant (*20) Hans Bellmer: German artist who made dolls with spherical joints. cf. Ch. 19 (*21) Fukusuke: A special character who has big ears which connect to prosperity and happiness (*22) Development of a wooden board: Changing the number of dimensions; one dimensional space as a stick; two dimensional space as a board, plate, paper; three dimensional space as a box; four dimensional time/space as a movement; multi-dimensional time/space as qualia stream 12. Collapsing A shout and a girl - shivering before collapsing 13. Shivering The forms are independent (*23) (*23) cf. “Shivering” Ch. 24 14. Mescaline Hands The issue that the hands possess will gradually become clear (*24) (*24) cf. Ch. 26 15. Slow diffusion Keep in mind not to vaporize all at once. A development should be attempted in the vaporized condition. This issue will also become clear before long. (*25) (*25) cf. Ch. 26 and 27 16. The difficulty of changing place The body is a dancing place. A dancing place of the hand, a dancing place of the hip, a dancing place of behind the elbow, and so on. The depth of this dancing place is formed by overcoming the deep memories (and qualias) that were caught in each dancing place and reverse twisting them. For example, suppose there is a house of Mr. Yanagida, and I discover that it is a very precious thing that there is a peacock in Mr. Yanagida’s yard. And the place called “Can Factory” is narrated by the powder that was dear to me. They become the blood of the dance. 17. (Rakan) Bugs attach to Rakan with senile hand - Small Flower - String - Sea Shell - Scale 18. (The Eyes) Gaze deeply inside the head and eyes - Gaze deeply at the condition of the gazing deeply - If you observe from outside, it may seem to stop moving - to Gaze - to Fine Fine Stick 19. (Small Box of Joints) Small box of joints - Hans Bellmer - Samurai Commander - Princess - Tiger 20. (The Flower of the Whole) The flower of the whole and the participation into the skin (*26) are homogenous. The nightmare, in which everything is performed with drooping hands, is particular to the naked body. (*26) The participation into the skin: cf. Ch. 22 and 27 21. (Ripples) Attacked from behind and inside, I picked a flower on the road. Shivering, the ripples spread to the floor and to the sky. 22. (Heliogabalus) In the picture of the abyss, the focus must be on the participation into the skin rather than the compound eyes. There is only one moment of Heliogabalus (*27). Things that endure - It was the other face of dazzling moderation (*27) Heliogabalus: A Roman emperor; a symbol of “Mad King.” He is known for his extreme eccentricity, decadence and zealotry 23. Compound Eyes 1. Flower Gaze and a face wrapped by flower petals 2. Small flower inside eyeball 3. Breeding dust with eyelashes 4. A girl in the bush as a stuffed body 5. A girl and mad king in the bush and in the spider’s web 6. A girl and mad king in the bush inside eyes [I am] waiting for an attack of the storm with the body that connects to these parts, like a puppy that felt the coming storm, or like a spoon or a firefly. Thus, a Butoh Dancer must have the gaze that connects to those. This gaze is the eyeballs of the pink parakeet. 24. (Shivering) When I rubbed a mirror, there was a swaying shadow of flower 1. The extreme dirtiness of the enduring stuffed body 2. A waltz of cow and tree is shivering 3. When I rubbed a mirror, there was a swaying shado

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It seems utterly impossible to buy this film in europe. While the whole "Summer Storm" film is online on youtube, I refuse to watch it in 480 pixel barf. Does anybody know where I can get a hard or digital copy of Summer Storm?!

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todas as pessoas que amei foram essa menina ferida por opressões de Ser para além do que é imposto sobre gênero em diversos lugares do mundo eu as amei as vi as aceitei por completo mas elas se esconderam de si e do mundo e atacaram meu amor para não atacarem quem abusou delas para não verem o abuso que sofrem dos homens me deixaram para viver bem com eles porque eles são donos do mundo e eu não e eles ensinaram a elas que eu sou o demônio e que mereço ser abusado humilhado caluniado abandonado e deixado pra morrer para não incomodar o poder machista deles todos concordaram com o abuso machista e decidiram que eu devia morrer e disseram que meu amor não era verdade e sim uma coisa demoníaca ou manipuladora so por não concordar com a manipulação e o abuso que as meninas sofrem os abusadores decidiram o que era amor e como eu lutei contra o abuso decidiram que o que eu sinto não é amor e que eu devo ser torturado até me matar e assim eu me mato todos os dias sem ninguém que eu amo estar comigo com as pessoas que eu amo arrancadas de mim com medo do que os outros vão pensar ou mortas por feminicídio