Pile 3. My husband is a narcissist and I am divorcing him. In the 34 years I've been with him, I've been isolated, made to feel like I'm no good, overworked, emotionally and financially manipulated. I've given my all to try to hold everything together and ended up completely drained. After I almost died due to neglect, that's when I woke up, realised, evaluated my life and stood up for myself. Because of my kind caring and helpful nature it turned out to be my downfall. I'm rising up now and not looking back, that was a big lesson to learn.
@gardensal3112 …May our Heavenly Creator protect you and surround you with a shield of protection sweetie, Amen 🙏 I am right there with you, am currently getting things together in order to leave a very mentally abusive and totally draining relationship myself…. I’m planning on moving from Florida to Tennessee with the help of a very good friend who lives there and is trying to help me get back on my feet so that I have the ability to get into my "own" home which is music to my ears! I wish you the best, stay safe and many blessings your way!🙏😇💕✨🪷
@suzziqw8049 we are the same. Nine years of emotional abuse at the hands of a cheating, lying narcissist whom I finally left behind. I saw only the good in him and slowly had to learn that his behavior was totally unconscionable, without love for me and without any remorse. No moral compass. Pathological. These people cause us the deepest pain. The Divine Mother awakened me and guided me away and I have shut the door and can never go back. I am still in shock at what I experience but also am at peace being single... animals and Nature are better for me. Sending you healing ❤
Praying for you all to be healed and made whole🙏🧚♀️😇 I'm sorry for all that you've been through and pray for your freedom to be complete and full of abundance🙏🧚♀️🥰😇
I've barely slept the last three days, been having crazy dreams of all kinds of past things coming up and I'm honestly just f-ing fed up with everything and wondering when this is all going to turn around. I need a literal miracle.
My intuition is telling me that this is a purge & something to be grateful for!🙏🏼❤️🩹 our subconscious stores un processed trauma & will bring it up in the dream space for us to integrate the lessons in a safe way, that way it can no longer have any hold over us or our karma.
@@SarahofNewTerra yes I know it’s necessary and a deep form of healing. I can’t wait for things to stabilize, but I know I’m going to come out the other side… Super powerful and prepared for my purpose.
Pile 3. Astonished at how accurate your reading is, especially of my early years. And Joan is one of my names, for some reason. And I've always felt guided and protected, but not by people, who have always been the cause of problems and sadness. Very accurate. And yes, I'm INFJ. The feeling of aloneness is always there. You learn to live with it, as if you were born with only one leg and one arm. Nothing has ever been any different. And the lack of love from Parents, whatever you do, it will be with you all your life. So, you end up preferring to be alone with your animals, with whom you feel safe and loved.
My intuition led me to pile 1. Thank you for the eye opening. I do feel tired and exhausted. I have a hate and love relationship with humans. I prefer animals. Humans are just too complicated. I have been betrayed by friends, coworkers, love partners, and family. I keep going for me and my kid. But I am very tired. Currently, I am working on myself. Healing myself, hoping to get to a much happier and peaceful life before I transition.
Before you said it I said out loud, betrayal. Multiple multiple times. Only animals now. I'm walking with 2 canes, just moved, am beginning my peaceful healing journey. Tired? I've never had so many naps. My dream is to be with my own horses/horses again. Can I manifest my own little ranch near the mountains? We will see. ❤
Pile #3...lol "you have a dear friend", well, yes, I do. He is a young - one year old buck - that lives in my yard. I call him, my "deer friend". He's safe here, and I think he knows that. ❤ 🦌
Pile #3 all the way, INFJ, father issue, not fitting in not for a lack of trying. My escape was the ocean & sky, family who think I’m crazy. Every single card described me. ❤thank you.
Me: *watching this reading to procrastinate writing* Nordic Light: "They're showing me the end of the book." Me: *sigh* "Fine, I'll go write." lol I love how on-the-nose messages can be sometimes. My Gods have been hinting that I need to finish writing my book because a bunch of good stuff will happen, but this reading basically just said it 100% out loud in plain English.
Pile 1. My marriage ended at the beginning of the year. My husband alienated me from my children. I haven't seen them for seven months. I'm trying to keep my business going, I make clothes. All of your readings have been so spot on. I keep getting messages to heal and keep going, in every pile. It's really accurate.
Pile 1. We have learned if we stand out and try to share our gifts we get attacked. Viciously. Relentlessly. From strangers And from those we once considered friends and family. Our multitudes of scars make it difficult to move and take action. Betrayal is something we have come to expect. We have always had hope central to our spirit, but over time it has shrunken and stilled. We are beyond tired. Unrelenting weariness has become our norm.
Since a child psychics have told my mom , this is my last incarnation. I always knew I was on mission. And yes I am exhausted. Nothing but the beauty of Earth sustains me. I keep being pulled into service, I am feeling bitter.
I feeel the same. But also, the beauty of nature and animals and my kids keep me going. Yesterday, my mentally ill daughter said "I'm just a charming little munchkin". And she truly is. ❤
I have to say- as pile 3, we were born as mirrors. We are meant to make people question themselves and work on themselves deeper. Not all are happy with that. Actually, majority aren’t. It’s not you. It’s them.
I want you to be one of my friends on this narrow path. 😂 pile 3. Just so accurate. Tree’s and Gaia are my best friends. I’m also adhd and autistic and chuck empath in the mix, It’s tough but amazing being on an extremely narrow path. Love your readings. Love you! Had a wee cry because I felt so understood! 🤍🤍🤍
I chose Pile 1. It was the little pat on the back I needed, much like another reading of yours, for which I also chose Pile 1. You are quite right in my feeling tired, of wondering what the point of all this is. But on the same note, I am glad for all the people I have come to know, and for the good and bad experiences both. I have always had a connection with spirituality since I was very young, and it is something nature has reminded me of quite often. I try to balance my spiritual nature with being grounded, for the sake of myself and those I love, and for the world in general because I do want this to be a good and healthy life with a good impact on those around me. I can't deny the way I feel though; to counter that, I remind myself often that if I'm here, I chose to be here and there's a purpose I have to fulfil. We can do this, people.
I always say this is my last incarnation that I'm not coming back after this.... I know part of my life purpose here is to help guide and evolve my children souls also my husband but this time it has been really hard being in this body and accepting the human form.... because of that I have had a lot of self image issues... thank God I have surpassed those issues... Im now coming into my artistic journey and understanding the power of creativity and how to monetize on those talents. I have always felt like I needed to do more but have recently found out that people are on a different type of time to put it nicely! Acceptance of myself and my journey has been key for moving forward!
Exactly! The “key” is to acknowledge myself and everything on the journey! Nothing works better than faith and trust even in the darkest time - a fellow pile 1
Pile 3 and so resonating down to how I'm treated by people, and still am. But you know its water off a ducks back. I'm the stronger person. Blessings to everyone going through this, you are strong ger than you think.
Pile 3. This morning i wrote in my journal after remembering a dream i had. 'I went down deep into the depths of Gaia and she cradled my broken heart, the waters of her depths sustained a spark of healing that rained upon my fiery anger, soothing flames of my pain, deep unloved feelings of shame, of not being good enough, of sayimg too much and not saying enough, of being afraid to look at my reflection thinking it hideous and unnatural. I floated in her nurturing waters, deep deep deep down. ' Then i watched your reading, and i felt seen and heard❤thank you
Pile 1. I haven't wanted to be here since I was a small child. I don't fit in anywhere. When I let me out I have to put me away bc I'm wrong from all angles. I just watch the skies waiting to go home to where I belong. It's not here. Tired so tired on a deep level with no will for anything. Feels pointless to attempt. Never feel accepted any where to include your family has been a chaos lonely life. I am a hermit now. Over all of it.
Reading 3 Our inner child is the gatekeeper to our full spiritual ascension. They are the most important and powerful presence within our being...and they deserve the very best! Bless you!🌺
Pile 1 EVERY SINGLE THING you said fits me 💯 %! I was called to be here one last time to usher in the shift, but I am completely exhausted from this life. Into my soul. I am highly ascended and gifted but all I want to do is go home. I try to get over it but I struggle. I have worked very hard on reconciliation with my karma, which I have beyond necessary and I still feel worn out. I don’t like to deal with people because they are hurtful. Even family is difficult. I just want to hermit until I can return home. I appreciate your messages. You are extremely gifted. Thank you and bless you. 🙏🏻✨☮️
@21:22-22:22 it really hit me (pile 1) meant to find the middle way, living my truth, expressing my gifts, without being in any kind of competition. In this life I’ve always felt “in the middle” and you explain it wonderfully here. Never superior or inferior, finding the middle way, the enlightened and balanced path. This is the way. 😂😊❤❤❤
I chose Pile 1. and Ifeel so sad. but your comment really make me feel better. So I copy it and put it on my desktop note to see is everyday and feel better and remember what I really should do for myself. Thank you for sharing.
@@parzou omg I’m so glad it was helpful! This warms my heart. It’s so incredible that you trust yourself enough to be honest with how you’re feeling! Maybe you’re experiencing growth behind the scenes- and without even realizing it, you’re moving into a new phase where you are simply not the same person you were 6 months ago! Sometimes we have to move through the tough emotions and sit with them, and tell ourselves we are still whole as we experience them. But reaching for a better feeling emotion on a daily basis (like posting a reminder on your desktop 😉) will have you feeling like you’re coming up out of the water for a breath of air. Love to you on your journey and good luck.
Pile #3...wow...i cant even begin with how many synchronicities came up in this pile...unreal. This was like a personal reading for me. Thank you. Absolutely painfully beautiful. Love and light to you. You are such a beautiful soul. Keep spreading your light language. You are helping and guiding so many ✨️💛🦋🐬🐋🦀🌊🌈
Pile 2 is spot on. I picked this from a soul level and I hate frogs but I was drawn to it. It's true. I give so much and I never give myself the same grace I give others, it hurts because I keep hurting myself when I should be giving myself what I needed when I was a helpless child. But when you become a parent tour parents at a young age you can't help but feel responsible for everyone but yourself.
I cannot get over how accurate you are for Reading 3, which was the one I connected with. The Emperor was my father who I was very close to, he was my best friend, we were very much alike. He was a spiritual person. My brother and mother also died and I had a heart attack. I love very deeply, so deeply it surprises me that other people can't or won't love like me. My living family, besides my sweet husband and two sons, have rejected me because I have chosen to embrace my gifts and not suppress them. Their big sticking point with me? They believe there are no such thing as a spiritual world, except what they believe aligns with their church. I miss the Unconditional Love I received from my father. I know God loves me, I love Jesus but I also work in the spiritual community, moving on the lost dead and cleansing locations for people who need spiritual help. I love the water, I was born on an island and have always lived close to the water. Thank you for a beautiful reading.
Pile 1: I’m just overwelmed, you‘ve described my whole situation so well. An old soul so tired and exhausted, keeping on going… broken hearted and therefore blocked in many ways, trying to live this Life in an unconscious world… I always said it‘s my last journey on earth…now I have my confirmation 😊 Thank you for your pretty little Guide Deck it helps me getting answers 🙏🏻💞😊
Pile 3, thank you Angel. I have a narcissistic mother too. She's 81 and I'm 20 years younger....it gets tough......but it will all come to the good. If I didn't have my Spiritual side I don"t know where I would be. Yes you are very good at what you do, amazing actually. God bless your path with joy and total fulfilment.......oh my gosh, I get to the end of the reading and you mention the moon......I have been seeing a thin blue ring almost all around the moon all this year ...... 🙏🦋💕
Pile 1 was so on point. I have been through it all. I finally broke and attempted to "end it all" last January. I am so tired. Im just constantly struggling and going through bad things. 332 pills didnt do it and ive been trying to find the motivation for life again. So if anyone out there is reading this, just send prayers because the struggle is real. I understand im supposed to use all of this to help others, but i can't seem to help myself at the moment. Lord willing this reading is teue and the struggle is almost over.
#3 can't believe how much it resonated. Inner child, emerald, self-worth, masculine, connection with nature. All have come up for me the last few days. Actually, I've picked 3 in your last 3 readings, all have been amazing! 🙏🏼
#2 for me! Key from Akashic Records::: these Records are within our DNA🤗♾️🌀🦋Crown Chakra- lots of 4’s‼️I do recognize that my body is evolving from the organic towards the Crystalline Body into the 5th Dimension…bitter sweetness:::you are in Order of Melchizedek:::a low point now but do not give up🥰❣️🤗--past lives many hardships--in Ireland, I am almost 100% Celtic💚🍀💚-you are realizing your self- worth now! I had an abusive 1st spouse 😳I DO HAVE a really big,big Mission this life now!!!Blue, happy ending….you are transcending…wheel of Fortune… my mission is one to give a gift to all of humankind.
Pile 1 is on point. Taking time off work due to exhaustion from dealing with ill people daily.and to think this video appeared during my burnout break. Thank you for the insights that you shared here. Healing ,Art , Service to Humanity .
I picked pile 3. I was utterly stunned at how much this reading resonates with me. As each card was read it struck home. Thank you. I had a wonderful career as a nurse in positions and events which were outstanding and I've always considered my skills as gifts from God. I've felt odd within the world and wondered why I was "different ".
The golden orb sounds like the story of the princess and the frog. It starts with the frog going down a well to collect the golden orb for the princess and eventually leads to him transforming into a prince (can see the crown in the corner of the card). That story swayed me to pile 2 🐸👑❤🙏
Pile 3 not the first time I've been told that I have angelic protection and guidance. Being sensitive and not being understood by people. Many times I have felt lonely. However, also been told that I have some kind of big mission in this world and that is a narrow path. Beautiful reading and advice thank you Liz here ❤️😊🙏
Listening to pile 3 made me so sad and wanting to end this life because it truly is a bit too much. But when you started talking about the forest everything felt ok again..💚
I've noticed there's a lot of wanting to die energies right now. And I want to let you know that I'm sending you so much love and light and healing. I'm going through it too. But being on here and seeing all of these people makes me feel not so alone. Ascension is hard my friend and I'm sending you so much healing right now. I love you. 🙏❤️🔥🕉️♾️💗✨
@@solei4 I've felt similar, too. It's a really difficult time to be alive, with all the different energies. Please make time for self-care, exercise, being out in nature, drinking water, and doing something you love. You are loved and just know that this will pass. You are so strong to survive all this. You are amazing! Please don't hesitate to reach out if you need someone to talk to. 💛
@@solei4 Thank you my friend! That means a lot to me as well. I'm just so grateful to be among people that have such beautiful hearts. If you ever need to chat, I may be a stranger but I would definitely listen. 🙏❤️🔥
The character with the 4 of Pentacles is smiling behind the coins. I enlarged my screen when you held it up. He's proud of himself. His hard work has paid off.
Pile #1... The key for my connection was faulted by an organization of many people that I thought Loved me. Which was a tower moment for me to realize that these people that I called friends & family had never, NEVER showed me love OR compassion.... Let allow acceptance for me to be ME. After that, I came back stronger than any of them know. This was my Rebirth. 🪔
Pile 1 I have been so tired and I feel your right. I have been here a long time. I am empathetic and have abilities like reiki. I haven’t been sleeping well but I know good things are coming. Accension will take me home.
Pile 3... Felt exiled from my hometown... an outsider to society. I always asked questions that challenged people, unknowingly, and made them mad. I was always able to tap into people's intentions. Just the other day, I was thinking about how my father didn't really like me. He'd take my sisters out and spoil them but not me. I never realized til now. I'd cry a lot mirroring what he was doing and how wrong it was... he probably didn't like that. I'd ask him questions that he didn't like or want to answer. My father told me I shouldn't become what I have wanted to become. I'm 37 still fighting that limiting belief. When I was in school our department was doing pretty shady stuff. My classmate and I organized a silent group to push back. Joan of Arc is what I thought in this situation. I believe in change and it hasn't always served me well but has been for the best. People don't really understand me. I have one friend left from 3rd grade and it's because she is the purest person I've ever met. I've gotten better at pushing back people who drain me.
Pile 3 ❤😊 I was born to a narcissist mother and both parents on the spectrum. Also. Im the only girl, and the oldest child. My brothers are also on the spectrum to one degree or another. I have no judgement to anyone on the spectrum, whatsoever. I only state these facts to show that the ways that my family see the world is so different than how I see things and because of these misunderstandings it can create some toxic circumstances. As an empathic and so-called adhd person, I could not understand why they were the way they were and why they treated me as the bad kid. I was consistently criticized, judged, and neglected. All of it was a blessing, however. And i have forgiven all of them and myself, especially. This reading is so validating and on point. ❤😊 ty Also, I'm Mintakan and also have felt drawn to Hadar. ❤😊
I am pile 3.. this is my 3rd reading I listened to ,of yours . And it's been 99% spot on each time. Thanks for helping me confirm my power. Those narcasists can really toy with your confidence!.
I haven't listened to the readings yet, but I am blown away because I just pulled cards from my Lightworker Oracle deck, and the cards I pulled were, Initiation By Fire, Life Path, and Past Life Activations. I was receiving some deep messages, and when I grabbed my phone to turn off my singing bowl music, your reading was in my face saying " A Key from the Akashic Records that will Activate you Now." Wow! Cannot wait to watch all 3 piles. Thank you Angel! Sending so much love! 😊🌈🦋🙏🏽
Wow. Very accurate! A lot of readings I pick you say " I think this is my pile". I think we're very energetically similar. Thank you for the reading once again 💞
Thank you ❤ Pile 3. From about the age of 5 my youngest son became VERY open spiritually - he was able to converse with his Guide and others, and the trees. When he was 15 he looked at me in a particular way and marvelled at how I was able to carry so much light. I've always been open spiritually, but nothing seemed to manifest. I've definitely had my share of narcissistic behaviour from certain quarters, and yes, I've always felt it was my fault. This last five hrs I began standing in my own power. This reading resonated so very strongly with me. And yes, I do feel a very deep sadness which I'm trying to figure out. Thank you again, you've helped lighten a load❤
I just finished listening, and i got full body goosebumps when you're like, theres a big heart release soon here, and then you got angel bumps, and im like still chilling in them ❤ so beautiful. Our energy is connected ❤
OMG Angel... I'm crying!! I am 100% all 3 piles. I have been really confused about what is happening with me and these 3 piles explained it ALL to me!!! I feel like a weight has be3n lifted off me, because now I understand. I can't thank you enough Angel...you truly are an ANGEL!!!! 😢🫂🥰🙏🕊
Pile 3 felt like a super personal reading! I have North Node in Scorpio, 12th house. Every single card made me get crazy goosebumps as if I was being activated. I started remembering so much more of my past lives within the last year and really connecting them along with my whole life and connecting the dots. Wow. Just wow. Thank you for the very beautiful reading and it’s really aligning with what the universe has truly blessed me. I truly feel like I’m living my Cinderella fairy tale. It’s ironic because growing up she was my favorite princess and I’ve always envisioned of having the same happily ever after growing up with immense sadness and being totally outcasted from society and my extended family. (Being Deaf and heavily attuned to the other side/psychic) Thank you for all you do ❤
Pile 2 Ryser då det stämmer....satt livet åt sidan för att "ta hand om". Spot on när kortet caretaker och Samaritan kommer upp. Hoppas och tror att jag har jobbat igenom i detta livet. Tack Angel ❤
3 - I’m finally starting to understand myself and my talents and this resonated so much. You didn’t say anything I didn’t already know, but it felt so nice to hear it externally - I almost cried several times (and prob would have sobbed if I wasn’t at work) - thank you so much!
Pile one and am fully convinced you can see me through my computer now and have a full file on my 48 years on this planet this time lol. That might as well have been a personal reading. Thank you ❤
Path 3 When you said "....they all understand you.. gia, the trees, tye wind, the butterflys, they all love you.."(i actually was rescuing (monarch) butterfly eggs while listening to you say this) That was the most wonderful and sweeyest thing i have ever heard said.. It made me cry. -Russell and Odin
Pile 3 and this resonated with me so much... First when you said that I could be an introvert, my mind was like "But no I'm an extrovert, quite cheerful " and stuff... but that's more of a mask I put on to be liked by people... in reality I feel completely misunderstood and lonely... recently I've been preferring to stay isolated and focusing on my own healing instead of going out with friends for a quick shot of dopamine and feeling "normal"... but whenever I express my views and thoughts, people give me a bizarre look or even if they listen they cannot understand and have an awkward smile.. I always find comfort at peace when I look at the sky... especially the moon... I tend to hugs trees randomly too😅😅 so yeah thank you, this was reassuring to me🤗💜
I'm also a total pile #3 and can we please become best Friends, U finally sound like someone who could really understand me and where i could feel just "normal" and seen. It's so rare to find someone like me😂
Thank you from the depths of my heart for your reading. I was your pile 3 and it really resonated so deeply. It just felt so comforting to be reminded that this path although narrow is full and pure and I am ready to be seen. Sending you so much love!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
You always have the same pile as me! It's remarkable. We must be similar. The forest, the ocean, the trees, the dolphins: that's where I feel at home too. I hope this is my last incarnation in this realm. Lotsa love ❤️
Dear sweet woman your story resonates with my life so much!! I was with my narcissistic husband 37 yrs😮. We have been divorced 15 yrs. I am so much better without him. Hang in there and God bless you.❤
Pile #2 Angel! När jag lyssnar på dina readings så är det ofta jag får tankar som "men jisses, det här är inte klokt, så rätt hon har".. Så även idag... I tisdags så satt jag i vårt växthus med min man och jag sa "jag känner att min själ har något jag ska göra, något som ska komma fram, något som är viktigt för mig". Detta är inte första samtalet vi har haft kring detta, jag har känt detta i par år. Jag vet att jag har någon som jag ska göra i detta livet. En viktig livsuppgift, som jag på många sätt är på rätt väg att göra. Även om jag inte har en aning om vad det exakt är. Men jag är helt säker på att det har med kärlek att göra och generositet. När jag såg korten "putting others first" och samarit så vet jag så väl att det är jag. För mig är genorsitet och ge kärlek det största man kan ge. Är idag också väldigt bra på att ge det till mig själv också och har kommit till freds med det mesta i mitt liv. Även om vi är alla är en "lök" och man hittar djupare och djupare i sig själv. Men jag är fortfarande för mycket i huvudet än i själen. Jag har ett jobb som jag tycker mycket om med som jag ändå känner är inte är rätt för min själ. Mitt jobb gör tyvärr också en hel del att jag är för mycket i 3D än 5D. Det är också många energier att ta hand om på jobbet och skydda mig ifrån. Något som jag jobbar med mycket. Men helt klart finns det en dualitet i mig. Jag står med en fot i vad själen vill med detta liv och en fot i mer hjärnans väg i detta liv. Men jag kommer hitta fram det vet jag! Tack Angel! 🥰😇💗🙏
Pile 3. I was lead to this reading and it blew my mind. So much is clear now. This will further assist my healing journey in more ways than you can know. Thank you for showing up as such a clear channel. I ill benefit greatly from your service. 🙏
The hardest part of these readings is my attraction to all three of them and the fact that that each resonate with my experience of my past and present. However I never leave your readings without a list of strategies and actions about getting through the tough elements and on to the future outcomes. Thank you a zillion times for your time, devotion, intelligence, intuition and other powered that you share❤❤❤❤
Pile 3. Spot on. Afterward I read the emerald tablets and WOW. I wanted to cry the whole time. My heart hurts for those in darkness. I just want to walk around with a big spiritual spotlight to light people up, all the time now. Like lightning McQueen-Kachow. Wouldn’t it be amazing if that worked and we just didnt know it? Im gonna try it.
Pile 3, thank you so much. You are so incredibly good ! You are so intuitif, so gifted! It resonadet so much! I went to a medium and she also said i lived in a forrest one lifetime and there was a deer who always visited me., which was my dog this lifetime , who died two years ago. She was my soulmate. Thank you again, you are my favorit on youtube! U are the best❤❤❤ love from the Netherlands😊
I chose Pile 3, and every time I listen to your reading I understand myself and what influences have made me who I am. And I am not me, so I am on a mission to find out who I really am. Thank you. X
Pile 3- also it seems like this particular lifetime has already been a wait longer than hundreds of lifetimes - I def feel I jumped on a fast track to learning !!! ❤ given enough waiting
Thanks sooo much 4 the readings u give. I am pile 3 through & through since I became conscious of my intuitive discerning nature as a child around 9 years. I am in my 40s now. I remember feeling I must be adopted as a young teen as I felt very alienated from my parents and siblings and even at school. Growing up in these environments was truly traumatic, violent, and lacking in love & affection. As an adult, I choose to go my own way, away from family and so-called friends, and felt lighter since then. It is amazing when u realise that being born into a certain family & situation does not bind you to them. Blood may be thicker than water, but genuine LOVE, especially self-love, is the THICKEST of them all. I have through the years of working in youth work, mentoring, wellbeing, and special needs now work in leadership roles that are hybrid work patterns as I am not good with 9-5 either. I am alone a lot but not lonely, I feel my ascended ancestors and guides strongly and use them in my work with clients too. I have yet to meet my divine counterpart but also feel him close too. It's just a matter of time now. I focus on how far I have come and what is still to come, not forgetting my past but placing it where it belongs. Thanks 4 this reading, much heart ❤felt love. Judy.
Pile 1 - thank you! ❤ I knew it was true as soon as you said I was fed up with life, fed up with trying, had no desire to be famous or rich. At 15 I learned to play guitar but it felt like I had known forever. The same with the flute. I was too good with no explanation. I love to play and would go to a big park where I could sing and play to the trees and the sky. People would come and sit behind me to listen. More people came. I just played. Soon I had a manager. I was playing bars and local, large public venues. I was always reluctant, stage fright of something, but I knew when I started playing I would be fine. Almost like I felt I shouldn't be doing this. Then I got into a car accident. My boyfriend /husband saved me from going out the front window and over a bridge onto a highway below, but my right arm was broken in two. I had nerve damage in my arm and could not move my hand. My manager came to the hospital with a big fur coat over his shoulders, a dozen roses and cried when he saw me try to move my hand. My boyfriend later ratted him out to the cops for all the drugs in his house. I should have cared more but I felt free. I spent two years and two surgeries not playing, writing with my left hand, doing schoola dn everything just being okay about it all. But when I picked up my guitar again, very soon it was as if nothing had happened. I played the same. I would wonder why I could play like that and still can. I thought a few times that it must be from a past life. My husband is a singer/songwriter/ musician and also very good. But he wanted to be famous. I said okay, go be famous. I just didn't care. I like to play and jam with friends and go up on stage every so often, but I like to keep it casual. I worry every time, though, because often people will come up to me and offer to produce me or ask me to play with them or to come to another place to play and I always let it fall away. Then I get homesick for it, for the fun of it. This is the same to an extent with artwork that I do, but not as intense. I kept wondering why I didn't try harder to make it. I was thinking I am busy with a job and three kids- maybe when I retire. Now I am retired. But still, I am like ... eh. There have been many betrayals. When I think of people I know who have pursued a career in the business, I feel sorry for them. I don't want to go on the road. Play gigs when I don't want to. Stay on a schedule. Appeal to a trend. I just like playing and singing to the moon and stars on my.front porch. I just made myself cry. Thank you so much for this reading.You are a wonderfilul, deeply insightful reader and you touch my soul with your clear, inspired readings/ channellings. Now I have to find the middle way. I think I can do that. Tomorrow I will be having a full chakkra cleansing. Funny... I knew I had to book that a few days ago. ❤
I was crying seeing my reading fr pile 1..because today n few days before i was petrified for fear of death for me n others n feel soo cruel for self n others that i dont need to suffer like people do ..so i have to die before 40.. Thank you soo much n the wonder is yes i feel soo drained n yet some thing in me wants to serve n express thats soo true..im drawn to dance..music art writing speaking..singing
Thank you. I picked pile 3 and it resonated deeply with me. I almost didn’t pick it! I watched a video earlier today from Out of this World and Colleen said she sang Que Sera Que Sera on her mothers 100 bday and I have been drawing deer for my graphic novel (one crying), so yes thank you very much. I have been feeling very alone lately so this must be my guides telling me I am not alone❤️
