as a recent sudden revert back to Catholicism from a lifetime of atheism and agnosticism with an experience where i felt the presence of God I believe there is an societal outpouring of The Holy Spirit. deep communal sense of connection and renewal is in the air.
you are god as am i experiencing itself through the illusion of seperation. if you cant understand the concept of timelessness and nonduality this may confuse you or make you upset but when you feel it you'll know and its beautiful. feels like the biggest most hilarious joke that you forgot and it makes me smile my most genuine smile
@@completelytransparent6320thank you for your view. I view that we are not gods, there is only one god "I am who I am". Our nature is finite, imperfect, dependant and changing. Our knowledge is limited, our senses betray us and our flesh is weak. God bless you✝️
Even though you don’t know me, this is kind of comforting. When I talk to my friends about what I’m going through, it’s hard to explain that in one aspect of my life-work-wise-it’s going terrific, but the things that really matter outside of work, like the love I show to my friends and family and the love I have for myself, are a disaster. I just turned 24, and people tell me that for my age, I’m doing great, that I’m doing better than they were at that time, but I don’t see it. When I was younger, I used to hang out with my older cousins. Some of them are five or ten years older than me, and I watched them go through their 20s-some of them partying, some of them working. I decided that I was going to work, that I was going to make good money. Now I’m sitting here at 24, having accomplished that, worked hard for five years, and I find that I can’t relax. I have to work all the time. I really don’t know how to do anything else. When I take vacations, I just wait until I have to go back to work again. I never actually relax. It’s like I’m forever waiting. I thought I just needed more things around me to feel better, so I spent a lot of my hard-earned money on things that don’t matter. I bought the fanciest PC, a brand new car, nice clothes, and yet every day, I just sit in my room dissatisfied. I feel stuck, and I’m still trying to figure it out. How can I have so much discipline and motivation in my work life, but when it comes to myself, there’s nothing there? That shit hurts. I carry it deep in my chest. I’m scared to gamble on myself-on who I am. I’ve let my body go to shit, gained a bunch of weight, let my relationships fall off, and now I’m trying to take steps to improve all these things, but it feels like I’m not doing enough. It’s hard to try to rebuild relationships with people you can’t relate to. I have some friends who recently graduated college, and they were doing their college thing-studying, partying, meeting people. Meanwhile, I was just working. People would ask, "Where’s Alex?" The answer was always, "Working." It feels like I missed out on a lot. We’ve just grown into different people. Every now and then, I remind myself that I wanted this. I’m where I wanted to be, but then I also ask, "Was it worth it?" If I’d taken a different route, would I feel better? It’s hard because I don’t want these thoughts to mess with my head too much. How long can a person keep pushing forward? Can you ever take a break, just to relax for a little bit, to have some downtime for just a minute, or do you have to keep chugging along? I’m putting this out there not for anyone else in particular, but just so I can get my thoughts written out. Thanks for the video.
