To the person who’s reading this, it’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes there are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something-to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to write for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? Look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you feel like you don’t belong here then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is blue, and I hope the next time you see the color blue you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fcking lucky he/ she/they is/are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish/hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :). I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every damn cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “I will be here-Gary Valenciano” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure of yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it’s your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :). Have a good day and great years. I love you so much and I'm so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- giana, the stranger that cares about you more than anything. :)
Hello I never really comment but I really wanted to thank you for your healing words I was having a bad night but your words helped me release the pain that was consumming me everything you wrote was exactly what I needed in the moment thank you so much I hope all is going on well your side : ) may God bless you always take care giving you also a virtual hug
Thank you! I’ve been struggling a lot with life, it feels like it’ll never end. I’ve been wanting to cry but for some reason I couldn’t cry but when I started to pray and worshiping God as I listen to liveloud song I stumbled upon your comment and I felt like God was speaking to me through you, truly I thank you from the bottom of my heart! I was able to release part of my emotions that I couldn’t, I have anxiety and I’m always so afraid to let my emotions flow because I always think that something bad will happen to me if I cry it all out 🥹 but thank you again Giana! I will be praying for you someday! And if God’s willing I hope we can meet during a mission into sharing God’s abundance in goodness and love ❤️ God bless you friend!
Hello, just want to say thank you for these healing and wonderful words. Maybe HE really uses you to be an instrument to say these uplifting words. May you continue to spread hope and positivity to everyone. God bless!❤
my Gf was a SFC i allways remember this song kasi itong yung gustong gusto nya sakabila ng sakit nya sa kedny 😭 i serving d comunity as cluster kuya ng YFC lagi kung pinag dadasal na sana gumaling na sya. ngayun kapiling na sya ni LORD 😭😭 lagi akong mag siserv tulad ng pinangako ko sayo at sa Diyos
Sobrang sarap pakinggan nito araw-araw, yung tipong kahit may problema ka sa buhay pero once na sumabay ka lang sa kinakanta nila mararamdaman mong ang sarap sarap mabuhay sa mundo e, Sarap maging tao! Sarap mabuhay sa pagmamahal ni Lord! God bless us always!! Di ko titigilan to hanggang mag-100k views hahahahaha. ☺♥
I am a catholic but attending born again church services, there is no diffrence in religion, same God we worship. Same goal, to get closer to God and getting deep relationship with Him and accept Him as our Savior.
Brothers and Sisters, can you please pray for us na medyo nawawala na sa service and sa pressence ni Lord? . Dati po akong YFC leader and this songs is my personal favorite but know Im out of the community and currently living the life i didnt want to :( and for sure marami ding nakakaexperience ng ganito :( pray for us po
Meron nakong dalawang anak ngayon bro. Kung gusto kong balikan yung mga masasayang araw ko? Eto lang binabalikan ko. Sumali ako sa YFC 2007, nawala ako sa service 2014. Pero hindi ko na muling hahayaan mawala yung faith ko sa puso ko na mas lalong nag liyab nung napasama ako sa CFC Family.
Been singing this song lately and before my colonoscopy procedure. :) As I surrendered my health issues, this song really helped me get across the battle. Thank you, Liveloud. ❤ Thank you, Lord. :) #affirmation Nice singing, Kuya Karlo. :)
This is my Sanity song whenever I am stressed out on my review, please pray for me 🥹🙏🏻😇 I am going to the battle tomorrow and on Sunday for the Licensure Exam for Civil Engineers 🥹
i always listen to this song sarap pakinggan araw araw nakaka wala nga negative energy I am Proud be YFC and forever YFC Greatings From YFC MLANG NORTH COTABATO
I have met someone na kasali sa YFC community April 2019 and since then lagi ko nang pinapakinggan yung mga songs nila. Siya yung nagintroduce saakin ng mga kantang to. This is one of my favorites kasi damang dama ko yung message ng kanta. It somewhat touches me kasi nung time na pinadinig nya sakn to kailangang kailangan ko talaga ng guidance ni God. Super depressed ako noon and feeling ko dko na kaya pero dahil sa kantang to bigla akong nabuhayan ng loob. Maybe its God way of telling me not to give up.
Grabe Lord. Di ko alam kung iyakin lang talaga ako pero sobra yung presence mo sa kanta na to. Mahal kita, Lord. Sobrang sobrang sobrang mahal. Hindi ako mapapagod intindihin yung mga nangyayare sakin kase alam kong hindi ka napagod ituro sakin at ibigay sakin yung magandang bagay na nakalaan sakin. Sobra kitang mahal Lord talaga. Sobrang sobraa.
2 DAYS FROM NOW, MAGTTALK NA AKOOO AND I WANNA THANK THIS SONG BECAUSE IT HELPED ME TO REFLECT AND TO STUDY SA TALK KO. AND ALSO, THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGGG!!!!!!
It's been years already that I ran away from the community and even from the grace of God. Circumstance led me to this video. God is still working. Thank You, Holy Spirit!
I felt broken last month, but this song helps me to heal all the wounds in my heart 😭😭😭😭 This song served as my prayer to heal it Update: I still remember her but I accepted her decision and I got back on my feet. I feel happy again thanks to you o Lord!!🙏🙏🙏
Joining Singles for Christ lead me to Ablaze Music. Even though I was not born singer but singing Ablaze music/songs makes me a great singer 😅🥰.. Love all Ablaze Music or songs 🤗🤩😇
Sobrang sarap nito pakingan kahit paulit ulit... i really miss serving in my community. I hope someday, they will understand why I need to leave even I don't want too.... I surrender everything and I lift everything to our Lord almighty God know only knows my desires. If every brother and sister of my chapter read this, I hope everyone is in good.. I really miss all of you guys. Im in doubt leaving, but I have to.. . (crying)
Lost my sister and his husband due to covid leaving their daughter . I lost my mom last month. 2021 was a painful year. I surrender everything to you Lord. Please give me strength
Proud ako sa sarili ko na kabilang ako sa sfc community. Maraming lesson, madaming failure , per Hindi Yun hadlang sa pananampalataya ko Kay lord , sya Ang aking sandigan sa bawat pagsubok na hinaharap ko sa buhay , maraming salamat panginoon at naging part ako NG napakagandang community na Ito ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🤗 Hindi madali ang lahat dahil madaming mga temptation 🤗
