0:00 - Intro 2:20 - Near-Death Experience Begins 4:08 - The Hellish Underground 6:19 - Outside My Body in Hospital 9:16 - The Great Mother 11:11 - Real Unconditional Love 13:26 - Escaping the Hellish Underground 15:34 - Seeing Souls of Children Playing 16:33 - Maybe Why Her NDE Was Negative 19:43 - How She Cured Her PTSD 20:27 - Could it Have Been a Dream? 21:54 - What Do You Want People to Know? 24:28 - Some Nice Words
Wow! 🌹 Shaman Oaks…Thank you so much for being here! For giving Rose and many others a platform for sharing their absolutely incredible experiences with the world. 🌹🌹 And Thank you Rose.!🌹 🌹
Shaman, do you think mediums like Tyler Henry, Long Island Medium, and John Edward are real? They never experienced an NDE. A few of the people who experienced an NDE here on RU-vid are mediums because of their NDE. What do you think?
I'm certain that most of these stories like yours are 100% true. My Mom has always been a bit of a 60's Hippie when it comes to Religion/Spirituality. I always asked her to try and let me know if there was an afterlife. (She had been fighting multiple illnesses her whole life) We were in a hermetically sealed hospital room. There was a waiting room off her Hospital room. Seconds after she drew her last breath, that door slammed shut like it had been kicked closed. Scared the crap out of me and the others that were present! At the same time the door slammed, I had a vision of my Mom sailing off into space, happy as a clam to leave her old broken body behind.
@colinsmith3212, I absolutely love that you shared such deep moments with your mother. 😭 It’s such a beautiful feeling to experience this. Many people experience something similar along these lines. I have witnessed this & it can be such a relief to know that our loved ones are free. I trust you are well. Has your mother communicated with you again? ✨🙌🏼💞🙌🏼✨
did she go to the true other side and is in heaven or did she go thugh the tunnel of light that is sied to forcefully reincarnate souls for loosh eating archons?
Wow, what a great story! And so true, when a person crosses over to the other side, they leave the sick body behind and they can be as young or as old as they wish. And disease free.
I had Sepsis from a spinal fusion. It is horrific. I need to write my story because it changed my life forever. I love you all ❤️ It was not a dream, it was a Journey to our. "reality" This here and now is not real.
It is real, as all realms are real. But as the saying goes “We are spiritual beings having a human experience, not human beings having a spiritual experience.”
Dear Rose, I hope this message finds you. I am experiencing very similar feelings in my own life these days to what you experienced before the NDE. This situation shocked me and it touched me to know that I am not alone. If this is life, I find myself saying, I don't want it, God, as if I am declaring it to God. I don't want to be patient, life is hard, I don't want to be tested, I don't want to live or die. I just wanted to cease to exist, I wished I had never existed. And I prayed to God every night and after my prayer tonight, I found this video. After watching it, I literally felt like it was a message given to me. I found myself in what you said in the video, I think I got God's message. Even in the painful experiences of the prophets, there are many lessons and lessons for us, the next generations. Today, I understood this once again. It turns out that no pain is wasted. I pray to God to forgive us all and have mercy on us.
We need to find meaning in the suffering is what I am learning. God says he uses all things for good. I find our suffering allows us to have compassion for others. God know what we go through we can go to Him for help & comfort. Carl Jung found that people who believed in a higher power and it gave them purpose were more resilient. I don’t know if you are a Christian but in the Bible it says: For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in times of need. Hebrews 4:15-16. in the Bible when Joseph was left for dead and sold into slavery God used it to save lives and Joseph told his brothers they meant it for evil but God used it for good. Genisis 15:20 But as for you, you meant evil against me; but God meant it for good, in order to bring it about as it is this day, to save many people alive.
Sometimes I feel the same.asking for the purpose of this existence.so much suffering, sickness,powerty,war,.Way Creator ,God need his creation to go thru all this.i too feel it will be better if I never existed 😢.than again I ask God to forgive me and give me patience.
@@Love_is_the_greatest-jb4khJoseph,beautiful soul, Joshua was the leader in the exodus after Noah.. but we knew what you meant. It is one of the most beautiful stories in the Bible, isn’t it? Imagine, two years rotting in prison yet he never lost his faith. God bless the beauty of you!
This is for real I had a similar experience without having to die. Somehow while driving down the highway i was snatched from time and space suspended in the overwhelming unconditional love this woman is talking about. i too received the life altering download that made everything make sense. For the first time in my life I understood the meaning of the peace that passes all understanding. This happened 35 years ago and I still remember it like it happened yesterday. Trust what she is saying.
For me….when you’re inside the body you are still alive, those negative things that happened to her are just a dreams, but when she saw her own body,,that is the only time that the NDE really begun.
I've read a few comments from folks saying they hope this is their last trip and they've prayed not to have to come back. I feel you brothers and sisters deep in my soul I feel you! I think some of us are just very old souls and are just in need of a break. I believe that time does not exist so we may get wrapped up in eternal hugs of love light and blessing for millennia but eventually there may be something we may wonder about and an offer may be made to allow the experience. Remember there are soul strengthening experiences that must be experienced first hand to learn. But yes, this soul is very very tired. I just hope I have accomplished all my goals and am worthy to ascend. Blessings to all! ❤
thing is why is our memory wiped on our return ? we cant learn any lessons if thats the case which begs the qusetion ,are we just harvested for our low emotions
Yeah, most of us probably have many lives left to live on earth(or another planet). It is possible to gain the same life lessons in spirit, but it takes a lot longer time. Even when we stop reincarnating it's not like we stop doing stuff. We will probably become a guide for a group or have other responsibilities.
I feel with my heart and intuition that the horrendous experience was there to show what lack of self love can look and feel like in its totality. Essentially burning out the self hate by over-doing it in its totality that it is like breaking a bad addiction through over-consumption... (possibly the purpose of those lower-being's existence?) I have felt and gone through something similar, but only in my waking life, not in an NDE. Your story has, will, and is blessing those around you, through you. Thank you for sharing, what a great reminder that love is the answer! ❤
My first thought was that those beings are happy and in their element to harass and torment a shiny new thing. The Mother gave them what they love, knowing that Rose was safe and would also benefit spiritually. My other thought is about how things work in the spiritual realms. Think of our realm here. We have a Sun. It may or may not be a sentient being. It performs a certain way. Shines upon us and gives its light, warmth, nourishment. It also burns, and kills with its intensity. Does it choose favorites? I believe we are powerful beings that enjoy the game of life so much we allow amnesia in order to discover and/or focus more closely. Loving all of the tiniest details good and not good or pleasant at all. The whole light and dark contrasts so we can see more clearly. I'm going with trusting in the plan!
I am surprised that so many peiple want to live. Life is difficult. Most people aren't horrible but they are just trying to survive. Most of life is tedious. Workibg, toiling, paying bills, trying to get through each day. Most people are exhausted and look forward to a better life in the future yet that day never comes. Yet the after life could be even worse . Some goid people have horrible NDE, and some bad people have posative NDE. It just feels overwhelming to live or die.
I'm so confused....I've suffered so much evil in this life and I'm struggling to understand why a good God put us in this evil world... It's been years of a terrible crisis of faith... Thousands of prayers asking God for the peace that surpasses all understanding..why does God not answer my sincere prayers
@@ravenraven966God is not separate from you. All of the answers you seek are within. You will develop as you were meant to. Time is an illusion. Just keep being authentic and listening to your inner light, letting it guide you. Keep breathing, learning... Remember, Living IS learning. Don't be so hard on yourself.
@@phoenixdavida8987I do not appreciate the way you pretend to know things, but you must mean well. Neverheless I wanted to ask you kindly to refrain from saying things that you can not proof.
First of all I will say that earth is considered (in spirit ) as one of the hardest planets to reincarnate on. Many will not even consider it. And you should not fear the spirit world. These NDEs often create a false impression with people experiencing hell or archons. A more reliable view on spirit would be to read Dr. Michael Newton Journey of Souls instead. He uses hypnotic regression to break the amnesia we have to gain knowledge about life between lives.
This story continues to reenforce my beliefs that each death experience is based on the beliefs of the individuals themselves. That's why some see Jesus, some see Archons (as noted in the episode-- part of Gnostic belief), some see fields or pets or whatever. Your death experience-- like your life-- is tailored to you.
I read once upon a time that since God is infinite there are infinite ways people will be approached at the end of their life. Each experience will be uniquely tailored to the individual. That made sense to me, and is very similar to what you said.
Just when I thought I had my list of Shaman Oaks Favorites complete, and here comes Rose! She has clarified my memories. And just the most articulate and heart warming soul yet. Thank you for this. I especially love her acknowledgement that we believe before we sign up for this adventure that it will be so easy!!! I have caught myself all of my life pounding my forehead with a hand saying, "WHAT WAS I THINKING!", as if I suddenly remember I likely planned to have a certain challenging experience. Life here is always a trip. The dreams, the signs, the deja vous, and premonitions keep me on track and comforted.
I love her for being so honest and in particular for saying how we tend to grossly underestimate the intensity of this earthly experience before we sign up to it! I love her for pointing that out so clearly as it always sat poorly with me when the self-declared spiritual ones - or zealots even - would readily push down their "soulsplaining" down anyone's throat who'd feel at one point or another that they had taken on too much by coming here and incarnate. In fact, about that: I did remember (long) after a series of hypnotherapy sessions how strongly I had recoiled to coming here moments before I was due to choose where and when.. I was given an understanding that it would be perfectly fine, if I chose to forfeit the earth and human experience, but was nudged in by also being made understood that I'd only do this once for all of eternity if I decided to go though with the experience..It still felt like a shi--y deal, but the prospect of never having to come back here for all of eternity sounded appealing enough to - still grudgingly - decide to surrender my rejection of incarnating. It's as if only at the very moment that I was supposed to get born did I get a 'viscerally felt' measure of how incredibly hard this all would become and the sheer impact terrified me! So, yes, I can totally resonate with at least this aspect of her experience, but do appreciate all of what she shares and more importantly _how_ she shares! I can feel her still grapple with the enormity of it all to this day. And I also thank her for sharing how she got over her PTSD seeing that I've been living with the condition forever and following my own NDE at age 4, which was an experience of total, but consciously perceived nothingness and eternal aloneness... horrifying as well and so completely overwhelming that it set me on a trajectory of investigating paranormal phenomena and NDEs from my early preteen days and pretty much all of my life with amped up focus and attention since roughly 2009 when I remembered my NDE in a sudden flashback that was so overwhelming that I passed out from it.... Anyways,I really thank this lovely lady with all my heart for sharing her experience so bravely and candidly! Thank you both for bringing her on!
Thank you so much. It truly helped me. The video reached me on a day that I was down, depressed and lost. The great mother thing …. OMG! That just lifted me back to life and light. Thank you both Blessings 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@ShamanOaks thank you so much you lovely soul for this beautiful channel you have. It has helped me quite a few days and yesterday was the best of the best. Thank you form the bottom of my heart ❤️
My whole life I've tried to explain how I just know...I feel... When something is true or not. It doesn't feel like intelligence, or cognitively fully understanding why something is true or false. It's more like I can feel it. I can feel the truth or lack of it. I dunno, but she hit the nail on the head. There is so much more to us than we think.
It seems like Rose actually only died for a short period of time. I believe those other (awful) things happened to her when she was extremely ill and in some sort of ‘in-between’ state (in between life and death). Really interesting, thank you ❤️🙏🏼
I had a dream. Jesus picked me up by my waist like a baby and stood me up in Heaven. I knew exactly where I was. A beloved friend then "zipped" around to face me {like the road runner in the cartoons. I know, wierd} and braced herself and I grabbed her and said I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! Behind her was a waist high white brick wall, with people on the other side in grey sillhouette walkimg, coming and going. Heaven is a very busy place! Then I looked back over my left shoulder. I saw a street, then a curb, then a greem lawn, then a little lihjt green house with white trim. It stood alone on the block. Then I was in space. It was black with stars. I looked and saw the earth. The land was black and the seas were grey. Then I woke up. It was all so real it took me a moment to realize that I was back in my bed. I began to sob like I have never sobbed before. I wanted to go back HOME. The LOVE was the air, if that's possible in Heaven. The perfection. The blue sky, the trees, the waist high white brick wall, the lawn, the little light green house, the LOVE is beyond human understanding! It's powerful, peaceful, satisfying, comforting, comfortable, complete. No shadows, no clouds, no sense of self, no anything but complete and total LOVE. This is a dark, heavy place. I felt it the moment I woke up. Shadows. Darkness. I see now that people think they are all separate from each other, but they're not. We are ALL God's children. We are all brothers and sisters. That's why God commanded us to Love our neighbors like ourselves. I have visited with my mother and grandmother. They are on the other side. I saw them and talked to them but we were separated by a lot of space. They are not where I am going. I am going to the place God made for me, the little light green house with the white trim. I don't know where they are, but I pray for them every day. Thank you for reading this. I know it was real, because in my wildest dreams I could not possibly dream up so much Love. God bless you, and I love you. Jesus says "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and no one comes to the Father but by me.
Half-god jesus is fictional, but there ARE advanced souls, like this Great Mother Rose was with. Be careful, a dream is NOT an NDE experience. You dreamed this because humans tell & write ✍ fictional stories, & several ancestors fell for it or fearfully followed it because of human maltreatment. Then these lies carried on to the next generations al the way to you. 😢
Be careful, saying that your dream was "real" is already contradictory as a dream is not defined as reality. This is where the unreal is spread because some people for some reason believe that their dreams or random thoughts are "visions" of reality. The jesus half-god character is fictional. This & more in the bible novel were made to control & fine masses of people, including my indigenous people. Whose languages, attire, beliefs, & culture, LIVES,...were destroyed by Christians & forced into their own beliefs & culture by their own religion (fully based on judgement) all the way into the 1990s!
@@ThisEveinEvening You must realize that her dream can and will many times become the reality as in the astral realm Obe can "feel" and "know " the reality of that realm. Dreams are discombobulated however, once crossing past the REM state Obe is experiencing very much the reality of intent as in the astral realm. Please stop judging others. Much love
Susan I believe you had a knowing in your dream state that became filled with love, thereby creating your experience, as Real as it gets in the Astral plane. You were shown another timeline, imo. Much love to you , it was extremely beautiful ❤
I've wondered this quite a lot--if we sign up for/accept difficult human missions while we're blissed-out on the other side between incarnations, thinking it will be easy and not realizing or remembering just how difficult and distressing life here can be. Hearing her say that really confirmed those thoughts I've had.
This lady should have some hypnotherapy to get some answers about some of the entitys and maybe recall some downloads . Great NDE thankyou for your wisdom.
You had 2 experiences, drugs/entities, and death. We know that drugs can cause hallucinations, but we don't know exactly what hallucinations are. They are usually considered chaotic brainstorms. But some people use drugs to open their minds. When you. are sick and on these drugs, it could very well be that it opens the door to lower entities that take advantage of the weak. I have observed that old people who are put on opiods have horrible experiences. When I was in the hospital with my mom I heard horrible cries and wailing down the hall from 2 or 3 rooms. Shocked, I asked the nurse about it. She said, "They're old." Like this is the natural state of old people?! Then my sane, strong but physically compromised mother was put on opiods. She had horrible lucid experiences that caused PTSD. Same with my aunt. Same with my sis-in-laws mother. Same with my friends mother. No one is studying how these drugs affect seniors. What a horrible way to pass, and then have to be rescued.
@@nbeizaie For me it is to acknowledge an error or mistake I made. Then give myself a hug and let that go. Do things that make me happy to live in the moment, and to not put off giving others comfort and pleasure, and give to myself equally. Giving myself a break when I don't accomplish in one day what I think I should have done easily, but still recognize my efforts and be grateful for all I did do. That sort of thing. Just don't ride your ass so hard, basically, and if it balks at the gate, don't beat and berate it!
Wow! Her story is absolutely amazing and beautiful! She is so brave and she has brought so much joy to my heart and I’m sure many others! Thank you 💜🩷🩵🧡💚
@@ShamanOaks I love the way Rose said when we write our contracts on the other side, we, with innocence, eagerly agree to the pain, loss, suffering, hardships etc saying “sign me up” Then arrive on earth…… 😞 PS: Alan, your beauty of spirit really shone through in this interview. I love your channel, your style + quality of work
There is an easy way, to begin learning, for those who really, sincerely want to wrap up their karma in this lifetime, learn about the sacred word for God, HU. ❤️💕❤️The powerful HU is on Many RU-vid channels and the one with the quotes is great. 👍
She hadn't done anything...and that is the point. You don't have to be religious but spirituality helps. If we learn nothing while we are here, then we go back to the lower levels. When we learn to become spiritual beings, we raise our vibrations to a much higher level. Peace and love. ❤
SO BEAUTIFUL! 😍💖🙏🏽 Thank you so much, dear Shaman, for using your platform to share these awesome experiences... I also had a NDE and it took me a long time to process it, so I kept it mostly to myself, but now after watching this interview, I feel moved to share it publicly with you and your audience... please let me know, if it resonates with you 🤗🌈✨
That would be great! I’d be honored! This was Rose’s first time going public as well. If you could please email me at shamanoaks@gmail.com we can set something up.
7:40 I keep telling people it’s so much better to be dead than alive. I am not suicidal at all. I have my seatbelt on as I’m driving currently. At the same time, not building any bonkers nor am I trying to find ways to survive a nuclear holocaust instead I am praying that I always either live well or die fast
@Kuncous not suicidal? But yet you are watching a video while driving? And then you are texting and commenting on that video while driving?? WOW! That is reckless! and also potentially suicidal behavior, if you wreck your car and slam into someone else's car.
The nightmare part of the experience was surely caused by the illness, particularly sepsis. Love is ALL. The one lesson we all have to learn is how to Love. Ourself. Others. All creation. Thank you for sharing this wonderful experience so graphically. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@@patdow4276 No, I think the bad part was probably caused by the illness and also medication. I had a real horror experience with prescribed meds once. I believe the NDE part is real enough, though I think our own beliefs dictate what form that takes to some extent.
I saw one of those beasts during a lucid dream. He had wrapped the earth in serpants and was giving me the evil stare down. I told him he could not hurt me because I was choosing love. After saying that, I had zero fear and he did nothing. But the message was that he was clearly working to manipulate the world.
The idea that it could have been 'lower planes' does hold validity, based on what I've read and accounts I've heard. There are people who do have hellish experiences, but they eventually get out. Maybe the scariest part is that with no time felt on the other side, it feels like an eternity. But there may be a physiological side to this too. Perhaps the sickness itself is experienced in a personified way. I've read/seen a handful of accounts where they described similar things. One was a medical doctor who got a brain infection, and his experience was of seeing/being a worm creature (bacteria?) wiggling through muck. Rose's experience sounds a lot like how you could imagine the personification of sepsis. Maybe combined with the negative self talk. But the most astounding aspects were the Great Mother and the transformation of Rose. The Great Mother - wow. A deity? An angelic being? I am amazed at the difference of human perspective compared to perspective once unfettered. So vast and awesome it feels kinda alien. But apparently this amnesia experience is really important. More than we realize.
Perhaps. I love that she says, "I don't know" so much in the video. It's honest and pure. I much prefer that over pretending to have all of the answers. I believe there's so much outside of our understanding as humans. We don't need to have all of the answers, we just need to learn to love ourselves and others.
I love this channel and I’m glad Shaman Oaks gave insight to the guests he has on that always have something to plug. That’s so authentic and it’s what I always think when I get to the end of these episodes and they’re plugging some book or website or course. I love these stories, just like everything in life you hope people are being authentic and genuine with their stories and doing things from the right place
Thank you! Yeah, I'm still learning the proper balance. I showed her the clips I was planning on using to get them as close as I could to her experience too, so they are as accurate as I was able to. Ai definitely helps, but It can still take many hours and sometimes days to get one little clip the way it needs to be. I'm glad you appreciate them!
@@ShamanOaks Thank you So much for spending hours go give great experience to Everyone. I think your hard work worth it because this video will be there in the internet and anyone came and see anytime and I think that makes your video unique.. Thank You again.❤❤ LOVE FROM INDIA
@@ShamanOaks your AI clips really set your channel apart from the other NDE channels out there. These efforts really help put you on the short list of top NDE channels.
"It all sounds doable when you're living the perfect life." Yep. Reminds me of when I did drugs and when I was high I would suddenly feel like conquering the world and made plans I regretted later. That's what heaven must feel like. When we sign up for life not really understanding what we're getting into. Feels like never ending potential in the moment.
Rose looks like an older sister of Pam Beesly from The Office. 😊 What a lovely woman, I so enjoyed listening to her recount her time on the other side. Thank you, Rose.
We come to school room earth to be tested by fear in hopes we will choose love. We are made from love but if we didn’t have those fearful illusionary experiences we would not learn the value of who we really are and where we came from. You are so correct in that if we don’t love ourselves we can’t love our neighbor! ❤️
Having many unpleasant experiences from chronic sleep paralysis, I can relate to your experience. But I am still concerned with "why"? Obviously, I want the really beautiful experiences and I do like adventure as well, but if something seems dark and pointless it bothers me. Recently I went to a workshop and one of the exercises was for each memeber to say the negative thoughts that one person was saying to themselves, in order for them to see how unloving that kind of talk is. Maybe that was the point of the dark beings? To bring light to the dark so that transformation can occur. And not to dissociate from it but to witness it, understand it's not very effective and then be open to something more beautiful and meaningful; the mother goddess. Maybe not, I don't know. I just don't like not knowing! Thank you Shaman Oaks and Rose for sharing. I hope we can all be adventerous in life but remember to also be the light for each other. Sending love.
Thunder Perfect Mind, was a Gnostic text about the divine mother, suppressed by Church authorities after the Council of Nicea in 325 which declared all Gnostic texts heretical. The Hindus call the Divine Mother MahaDevi. In the Devi Bhagavata Purana she is described as 'the mother of all', 'the life force in all beings', and 'she who is supreme knowledge'. The Lalita Sahasranama also describes her as Visvadhika ('she who transcends the universe'), Sarvaga ('she who is omnipresent'), Vishvadharini ('she who supports the universe'). The fascinating story of Om Swami who meditated almost nonstop for months until she manifested to him in a retreat in the Himalayas is told in If Truth Be Told: A Monk's Memoir.
People carry a lot of garbage around, thinking it is who they are. Perhaps that was the meaning of the archon. Or perhaps it was the disease expressing itself. In any case, very interesting account.❤
I've seen the hot-pink grid in black when I was a little kid and having surgery on my ears, they administered gas to put me to sleep. I was terrified and didn't want to be knocked out.. so I tried to stay awake and I slowly faded away, and then saw the blackness and the grid as I was moving through it and the plane of the grid was getting closer and closer and moving as if it were the ground and I was crashing in an airplane with forward momentum. And then I was out.
I can’t help but wonder if the illness colored her experience. I know she feels it was spiritual and I’m not trying to downplay that. It is just odd to go to a negative place like that…and not be told it is hell. She said she went back to work in IT. So her work is about computers. And her experience was that of a neon computerized grid. One thing is for sure. I’ve watched hundreds of these NDE’s and every single one of them is different. I really appreciate that she says “I really don’t know why this happened” or “I really don’t understand this part”. There are so many that come out and try to say that whatever they saw is the way it’s going to be for everyone, which is just silly since they all see something different. The Christians see Jesus in a white robe and sandals. Other people just see and or feel energy that they know is God. This is the first time I’ve heard anyone who saw a female figure, but maybe she needed to see a female figure. Or maybe she wanted to see a female figure. Many of us women have been traumatized throughout our lives by men and their constant push for sex with us that we have a hard time seeing God as a male. The picture you showed of the mother God was really beautiful but she sounded quite cold for some reason. Saying that she loved the experience that the dog went through with his head stuck in a jar. I understand what she meant. It just made the mother figure seem cold to me. Oddly, when I think of a Father God, I think of someone who is extremely full of grace. I’m thrilled that you seem to have caught this woman before she has told the story a million times. Most people who repeat the story on these channels sound very robotic as they have told the story to many many interviewers. I always felt that if I did get to see heaven and come back , that it would be almost impossible for me to raise my voice and speak of it. And she struggled with speaking of it. Exactly as I would expect someone to sound who had been in the presence of God.
yes. my wife was stuck in a waking hell of a nightmare where she was 100% unaware of anything around her.. eyes opened in terror, until a happy 'accident' allowed her the medicine to flush the ammonia from her blood and let her lapse into the peaceful sleep of coma before i had to walk her to her death by shutting her meds and o2 off. her brain was gone from acidosis. sepsis is terrible. may whatever is GOD bless the nurse who went behind her attending physicians back to get the ok for that medicine. it gave her 2 days of peace.
Wow dark night of the soul,then an ancestor coming through and coding you with healing,and the beautiful children.Your experience was dark and light.After the darkness there will always be light,it's about believing and loving unconditionally as the mother that coded you loved.Thank you for sharing some people are going through dark night alive not in a coma it's clearing decades of suffering 🤗💖❤💛🙏 when you go through it,it doesn't feel that way but once it's past your basically given a new beginning, Love n Light to all
I think the Great Mother is Hathor/Holy Spirit who visits Chris Bledsoe (see his regression on line with Barbara Lamb and his book UFO of God); the text Urantia also speaks to Divine Mother/Holy Spirit concepts; she’s been visiting humanity for a long time, it’s well documented in the book The Great Marian Apparitions by Ingo Swan. Divine Mother is returning to Earth. I love that the experiencer’s name is Rose as Divine Mother is associated with roses and flowers. Interestingly, there are experiencers today who are visited in real life by Hathor, she tells them that new knowledge will come to humanity around Easter 2026 and that we are about to enter the Age of Acquarius. A new age is upon us. Expect Heaven on Earth, love everyone unconditionally, including yourself, cultivate inner peace and know that everything will be okay. 🌹✨💖🌙
I had similar things show up as a child that were constantly putting me down when I was trying to sleep. I was 2 or 3 years old and they scared me at first, but then they got annoying and I told them to shut up and leave me alone and they did. I've had this fear all throughout my 43 years follow me and I feel my time is winding down. I've been sick for 3 years with no diagnosis. These experiences are calming to me.
It's interesting how many people seem to have hellish nightmares/visions when connected to breathing devices. I've heard from several I've encountered in my line of work who suffered PTSD after visions under Covid-induced coma states.
your belief. fact is catholicism has made her equal to jesus and god as 'coredemptrix'. all she did was pop him out. an all powerful god could have had hi spring from a tree if he wanted.. and this is not the dark ages. i have no 'king'... or 'lord'. i am not a feudal serf.
What a blessing that you got to experience the personification of what you put yourself through by being so hard on yourself. It sounds like that was the gift. We torture ourselves with negative self- talk and self-belief. Sorry you had to experience that, but you got the lesson and can now move forward. This is why I work with women to help them learn that lesson of self-love. I lived that shift. Self-love is everything. It’s what allows you to truly have an impact on yourself and others.
I wonder if that first being was seeing the colours of her aura and if they have the same meaning than we give them on earth; like blue for spiritual seeker and green for ingenuity, etc.
Our true nature. What a dream. We are all one. ❤🌟The irony is that our true nature is always there. Laughing in Love and Joy and living with us all along.
@@janetpattison8474 Oh, I was only saying... "What a dream" Because I just recently had gone through my out of body experience and a shift of reality. Just something incredible. It's something I am so grateful for.
Really useful and helpful to hear as I can relate so much with trying to come to terms with hellish states which have this unbearable quality of lasting forever with no hope of escape. I am just coming out the other side of having a very bad mushroom trip that happened over 45 years ago resurface up, much to my shock and horror, and the entire hell of that, which felt like a very difficult spiritual experience overwhelm and envelop me. So the lesson of learning to love oneself extremely vital for sure, but also ones soul does come to save oneself when in desperate straits.
I know the feeling. I actually turned to NDEs as a way to help me make sense of some of the things I've experienced on psychedelics. I still have a hard time processing some of the things, but these experiences help me and give me some comfort.
@@ShamanOaks Yes I recall your blue lady experience but also that lady when in ceremony who got told the future date of death which seemed distressing. Aubrey Marcus gave some insight that aya will give you your worst fears to face. I was amazed that with 11 aya ceremonies this old bad trip of mine didn't surface for me but just came up by something stupid, hopefully with a goal to now heal it but it has also triggered a kundalini thing that I didn't expect and is very difficult.
@@janetjacks3406 unfortunately I think people don’t know and make stuff up that sounds good. I saw it first hand in Peru. The shamans didn’t actually know anything and were just locals the retreat centers hired to act as shamans. I personally don’t trust most of the advice thrown around out there anymore, and now I don’t touch the stuff. It’s why I ended up taking my videos down. I didn’t want to be part of the problem. I had a coworker once say that people tend to get drawn into psychedelics with cool and beautiful trips then eventually they will have a bad experience and then the bad experiences will get more and more frequent until they give it up entirely. I didn’t believe him, but that’s eventually what happened to me. I’m sorry you’re going through a rough time, and I hope you get it figured out. I just personally don’t recommend trying to fix it with more psychedelics. I personally felt psychologically damaged after my experiences with Ayahuasca. It took me nearly 6 months to feel mostly normal again, and I still don’t feel back to 100% over five years later.
@@janetjacks3406 Also I'd be super suspicious of anyone that tells you ayahuasca is the answer to your problems and then tries to sell you an ayahuasca retreat, which Aubrey does. There's a ton of money to be made in that approach and I made sure I never went down that road, because to me it feels unethical and suspicious, but a lot of youtubers do it.
@@ShamanOaks Yes totally agree with how ill equipped retreat centres are and the Shamans not capable of dealing with some serious issues and also trying to use psychedelics to fix certain things not advisable and personally I have sat in some poor ceremonies here in the UK but was always very careful to take extremely low doses. Yes there is this big question about harms and risks versus benefits and I have been pleased with what it helped me accomplish internally during my six years of experiences. However that initial bad trip when I was 15, where my brothers thought it a laugh to give me psychedelics caused big problems and trying to integrate such terror seems impossible. I too am now at the stage where I don't think I will take another psychedelic again which seems to be a common phenomena and recently discovered the work of Dr Joe Dispenza, who seems to be focused on love or elevated feeling which seems to have offered some anchoring during this difficult energy thing that's happening to me at the moment. I really appreciate your content which is produced so well and you offer a really good space for guests to unfurl themselves fully in such a fruitful way, thank you.
She loves “death”? Sound nihilistic, this does not resonate and is unsettling Rose. Paradoxical indeed. Thank you for sharing. Your quote: “So these beings said, why did you make us if you are taking here away from us?” Sounds not only as beautiful, but also ambiguous.
I'm pink/purlple energy and have daily battles with these archons. I figured out how to starve them and defeat them. Thank you for sharing your story!!!
