@@InkiLisaYT_ Ok here comes my essay.... (sorry for any grammar mistakes lol) First of all, thank you for all your support. Seriously you have inspired me to be a better person and to have better edits. Seeing the joy I give you guys is amazing to me! I don't edit for myself, but I edit for you. We need more people like you in the world. Also don't say your edits are ba- b-... We'll I would be a hypocrite if I said that lol. But for me, seeing you get inspired by me of all people brings a smile to my face (BTW your edits are fire 🔥) . Keep on being who you are, because we need it. People like you give me the encouragement to be able to climb mountains. So I sincerely want to say, thank you... for everything... For anyone reading this... I started this channel to be like octoboy, to make people laugh. I wanted to be a big shot in the beginning. I saw subs rising, views thriving, and I was trying. (Sorry for the rap lol) Later on, I realized thats not the algorithm. Edits got better but my consistency got worse and worse. It made me feel dead, just sitting there... waiting to be sucked into the graveyard of dead content..... The haters started to role in at this time. They tried to put me down. But I didn't fall... Something kept me afloat... I look back into the abyss, but I don't see darkness. I see you... Pushing back to the top, fighting the haters back. You guys always come to my defense and always support me. I wish I could do the same.... In conclusion, I found a new goal... one that I think I can achieve. The goal is very simple but priceless. As I head through the valley of darkness, and to the lights I see my reward. AS I TRAVEL OVER MOUNTAINS, THROUGH RIVERS, THROUGH HOURS OF PROCRASTINATION, THROUGH HOURS OF LAG, THROUGH MONTHS OF DEPRESSION!... I walk into the light and what I see... Is you smile about to bloom.
