yah, I once have to play work. but People on the field think that I play difficult works , I mean games, But I play seriously and achievements means nothing yet I don't know how to ikigai ,
I have a PhD in physics. So what ? I'm not this, I like many things , but it's my play, I also play music ,like creating , my doomscrolling is creating "difficult works" for yet the play of getting a crappy job , eludes me, and yes my mind is already pacifier, but my body is not
My father has a Noble Prize, several PhDs in physics and engineering etc etc etc.... And....he is, universe bless him, the village idiot. i have difficulty with Watt's binary themes... and no-one is perfect. he knew about string theory before it existed! and all else before his time is profound. Darling take what works and leave the rest.💫