Someday I won't be afraid of my head Someday I will not be chained to my bed Someday I’ll forget the day he left But surely not today One day I won't need a PhD To sit me down and tell me what it all means Maybe one day it'll be a breeze, ah But surely not today, but surely not today Oh, you don’t know what sadness means 'Til you're too sad to fall asleep One day I'll be snoozing peacefully But surely not today, surely not today One day I'll swear the pain will be a blip I'll have the hardest time recalling it I'll be the king of misery management But surely not today One day that song won't make me cry anymore (Oh no no) One day I’ll get up off the bathroom floor (Hey, yeah) Oh, piece by piece I’ll be restored But surely not today, surely not Eh, not today Oh, you don't know what happy means If it’s only in your dreams I'll be acquainted with my jollities But surely not today, yeah, surely not today Surely not-, surely, surely not- Surely not-, surely not today One day the thought of him won't hurt the same Won't need distractions to get through the day I guess I hope I’m gonna be okay 'Cause I'm not today
I hate how I look. I hate my overall appearance. I hate the fact that I don't have the body like other boys, I'm short, I'm 149cm. I don't suffer a disease, it's just me. Maybe someday I'll appreciate this body, but NOT TODAY. Edited on 12/4/2021 Being an only child I'm supposed to be the big man, my dad died when I was 11. Growing up and old, I had no where to go to and no one to talk to. Sure, I talked to people, but none of them can be trusted. I used to have this girl as a friend back in 2015, I go to her house everyday for 2 years and be there for her. She's older than me, I regarded her as my sister. In early 2017 she got married and yet that's not a problem. The problem is when she created a new facebook account, I tried to add her but she kept deleting my friend request to the point she blocked me from adding her. That's when I realized I had to leave and since that day my heart was broken.
Are u asian ? If so thats normal. In my country we tend to believe those women who marry a shorter husband will attract wealthiness in their family. Its not a shame tho.
I moved to another country and cut any line to communicate with him. A year after. Even though he still appears in my dream and still missing him sometimes, but i got used to it now
Thanks. I thought I was the only one who doesn't need a "bad word" to get the point across. The lyrics flow better when... Well when lyrical words are used.
Someday I'll realize regardless of the beautiful deep fun memories we had that something changed. And neither of us handled it well. You denied saying it was all in my head and I obliged to the best of my ability not realizing that ignoring what felt was so obvious is not how I rolled. It wasn't suppose to end how it ended. But it is what it is. And someday I'll truly get over it. Just... Not Today.
it's frustrating to get trhough the day searching for distractions....sometimes it's just going from a room to another like a ghost and then sit on the couch frustrated XD it's so sad that is funny... XD
I've been there. It took me and God to forgive the past, face it and for give the other person in writing and move on with my Life. Thanks for the video.
Someday I won't be afraid of my head Someday I will not be chained to my bed Someday I’ll forget the day he left But surely not today One day I won't need a PhD To sit me down and tell me what it all means Maybe one day it'll be a breeze, ah But surely not today, but surely not today Oh, you don’t know what sadness means 'Til you're too sad to fall asleep One day I'll be snoozing peacefully But surely not today, surely not today One day I'll swear the pain will be a blip I'll have the hardest time recalling it I'll be the king of misery management But surely not today One day that song won't make me cry anymore (Oh no no) One day I’ll get up off the bathroom floor (Hey, yeah) Oh, piece by piece I’ll be restored But surely not today, surely not Eh, not today Oh, you don't know what happy means If it’s only in your dreams I'll be acquainted with my jollities But surely not today, yeah, surely not today Surely not-, surely, surely not- Surely not-, surely not today One day the thought of him won't hurt the same Won't need distractions to get through the day I guess I hope I’m gonna be okay 'Cause I'm not today
I love you Manop. I always did... okay always might be to long, but i have spent 1/14 of my life thinking and dreaming about you, and about us thogheter.. i would do everything having you bening my end game. But for you i am just a friend... and i cant come to you and telling you the truth because i dont wanna lose our friendship. And whatever you ve got a girlfriend now... i am happy for you. But she will never gonna love you like me.
One day i wont be always crying in my bed Because i always wish im better there One day i will be laughing in my bed And enjoy the joy success brings to me But surely not today. Ayy not today. Someday I wont need a box of tissue To wipe of my stoopid tears Someday I'll laugh of my foolishness in the past But surely not today. Ayy not today. Oh you dont know what sadness means Till youre too sad to fall asleep One day I'll be snoozing happily But surely not today. One day I swear the happiness will fill me I'll have the hardest time to be sad I'll be the queen of happiness But surely not today. One day that song wont make me cry anymore One day I'll be happy everyday Ohh piece by piece I'll be close to success But surely not today. Oh you dont know what happy means After you licked the lolipop of success I'll be acquainted with my jollities But surely not today. One day the thought of success wont hurt the same Wont need distractions to get through the day I guess i hope im gonna be okay Cause Im not today. Thanks for reading!
