1:56 Comparing yourself to your younger self. It’s like looking in a mirror, realizing your body is changing. You don’t even recognize yourself anymore.
1:59 hits really hard, my grandpa died years ago . And he was essentially my father and sometimes i realize i cant remember what he exactly looks like and i get really upset
No fr, I thought I might be the only person who sees this song in that way so it feels good to know someone else also feels that way. Even if I see pictures of them it doesn’t feel like how I saw them through my eyes.
I was a bad person, a bad friend, now I'm trying to change, I was traumatized and didn't know what true friendship looks like, I understood it too late, now trying to bring back what I have lost one day
This reminds me so much of derealisation. It feels like you’re life is constantly flashing before your eyes Like you’re on cocaine and you’re drunk at the same time Like every person around you is a stranger The “you’re starting to look really weird” and “I forget what you just said” really give that vibe even though it’s probably not about it
“Your staring to look really weird oh yeah your face is out of shape and I can’t make you out.” - how I feel towards my parents cause I see them as complete strangers
"you're starting to look really weird, oh yeah your face is out of place and i can't make you out" ok walk with me. character A was in an abusive relationship with character C, leaving them with PTSD. character A and character B start dating, and bc of character B's job, character B is put in traumatizing situations on a daily basis. this causes character B to sometimes be incredibly aggressive. one time during a fight B hurts A in some way, and A falls into a corner, and staring up at B, who is still shouting, all they can see is C's face. (it's the ResEv brainrot for me :[)
It is about how you can love someone but it can fade and be a lie "you're a joke and you're a hoax and I found you out" is a great example and the second half os hom finding out and feeling like they are changing "you're starting to look really weird and now you face is put of place and I can't make you out" is a good example the hot coal was an apology of him thinking its still a real relationship but he thinks the partner is on thin ice than realizing it is fake "itchy throats" is meant to talk about lying. Hope this helps!
this song makes me think of someone with anger issues and how they deal with them (keyword: they) its just what i thought of because of the lycris and the increase of the volume(?) with the instrumental and.. its a little relatable "youre starting to look really weird..." - when you impulsively take offense to something small, and only see that person for what they are telling you at the moment "and i forget just what you said" - lashing out. you overthink these events and realize only after the fights that you didnt act properly and then the rest is you reasoning for lashing out - the fear. but youre ok with me? - i feel like that would either be a question, or a dot dot dot realization
“You’re starting to look really weird oh yeah your face is out of shape and I can’t make you out, “ It reminds me of my sister since she has changed so much and I kinda miss the old her.
0:28...From this moment the beautiful sound of a comfortable voice begins, accompanied by an awesome melody - it sounds very atmospheric, you can walk down the street listening to songs Alexa G
My grandparents died when I was going to 3rd grade.i had no friends everyone hated me.I get weird looks because of something I have called Nevus sebaceous.And they were my best friends.
Why does this make me think of my best friend is that even healthy I’m terrified of losing her and I try to convince myself I don’t need her for everything but because it hurts so much I wanna be the first to leave not her so it hurts less
Alex, stop making songs that sound like something a character I’m hyperfixated on would listen to / write, that game is fucking depressing (this song is actually peak)
ты ходишь по раскаленным углям, теперь ты над пропастью ведь ты шутка, ты обман, теперь я знаю тебя ведь ты думаешь, что мозги в твоей голове чего-то стоят дышать отравленным дымом до зуда в горле и быть счастливым и я мог бы быть твоим весь день и ты бы могла заглянуть в мой мозг и увидеть там одну вещь но позже она исчезает, как тот дым и ты остаешься один я забыл как играть эту игру каждый хочет пройти вперед я не знаю где ты ты начала выглядеть очень странно, да твое лицо так неуместно, я больше не могу разглядеть тебя я забыл все что ты мне сказала не ясно, было ли это о страхе и желании выбраться отсюда но со мной ты в порядке снеси его это неправильно снеси его это неправильно
