Damn, so much respect for him telling the truth like that. I think it hits hard too because everything he's saying in relatable. "Tattoos, scars, trying to be masculine because I'm begging for attention. In my childhood, I didn't get any attention". I think a lot of us, if not all of us have a void we're trying to fill. Thanks for uploading this Egi.
I've been depressed this year because of my grandpa's death. My memory about him will never fade and I still cry. But I try to let it go with listening to music.
He wouldn't want you to be in such cycles he would want you to remember the good times and and and think i need to make my grandad proud of me not upset looking down from heaven with Jesus and them both crying wishing you would just get up and realise your potential staying in the depression hole can be detrimental much love and may Jesus Bless YOU And Your Family Greatly 🙏✝️🙏
100% can see he's genuine, every video he's eye contact with the camera like he's looking at you, this video he can't look because no matter how big a man, no matter how much masculinity we try to show, it's very hard for us to sit there and say yes I'm dealing with this yes I have this problem it's almost like we feel embarrassed to admit cause we feel weak, we aren't immortals we are allowed to have emotions and go through problems be it childhood related or not Alex you're a beast your content music and videos are incredible you got massive support behind you, also the tattoos and scarification looks intense, much respect from Australia
A man that can express his truth like that with no shame is the real manly man. I'm in depression but what you said with the step aside I will try to remember it.
Much respect on that honesty, thats definitely the case for many people, but they aren't aware of it, and even if they are, they won't admit it like Alex.
Sometimes I feel the same pain you fight every day but I face it with work and playing guitar for mindset. When you feel about to hurt mentally inside think that i will not be like my hurting self and kick it with music that seals your deepest pain which includes screams and intense rhythm to imagine that you trying to kill an enemy you wish him to die with honor
I get seasonal depression, like twice a year. I try to focus on things to keep my mind occupied. And I look at it like every year I'm getting stronger.
Like me. It's normal. Except I don't fight it. It's not a disease. Nothing wrong with you, it's the world that is wrong and acting upon us. If you use your body physically you will cure depression in like 2 days. This is all written in the Ted Kaczynski Manifesto, but don't read that if you're young. Too powerful.
Alex sorry you have to hurt like that. I hope you know that God loves you and Jesus died for you too. I know that might get some hate around these parts but it's true for anyone that hates my saying this too. From experience, Ive been through serious depression too and I know the comfort God gives us even when it's hard.
That sounds nice. He just allowed my toxic family and this evil system to strip everything away from me. Now I’m homeless and have almost nothing. Doubt I’ll stick around for another year.
@@_Arugula_Salad_Please keep going man. I have been watching your videos and I want to thank you for all the wisdom you have shared. I wish i could help you personally, but i live on another side of this world.
Fight in progress...but depressed since years... Just known today that I have autism spectrum disorder...what could explain some things... Hope that knowing that will give me keys to better know myself and fight better but guys like Alex & Ronnie helps me a lot the last weeks with their songs and personalities 🙂
I think this word depression is over used without fully understanding what it is… Depression isn’t sadness… My entire childhood… my only goal was to kill myself
