The hardest part of everleaving is that you become bitter and I am still here almost 47 years married and will never truly feel joy in this life....awaiting Heaven.....😢😢😢
I know there are many women who just can't bring themselves to leave and end up living in hell most of their life. Thank God for eternal life with no more tears and no more pain. ❤
I felt your heart sink emotionally. This one had me in tears. I know what your going through. I’ll be praying for you. God is good & can make miracles.
I was married to a narcissist for 12yrs. I had to leave the state to get away from him. I stayed single and swore men off for 14 yrs. PTSD is hard to deal with. Ended up marrying a high school boyfriend recently . There are good men still. Prayer and time is the ultimate answer to healing. This song is beautiful.
This one hits so hard! I walked away after 20 years of marriage because this is exactly how I felt. Being married to a narcissist will leave you broken and bruised. I am happy now and with a man that actually appreciates me. It takes a lot of patience on his end because I think I still have PTSD from all those years. There’s good men still out there. Love your music ♥️
That's my story too. Best thing I ever did was leave that 23 yr marriage. My guy now is the total opposite of the first one and we've been together 10 years now.
I’m not sure who you are but I’d love to maybe talk about how you left? I’m so stuck and I’ve never hear good morning beautiful and glance over to see another woman he’s focused on. I’m so broken and 8 yrs feels so wasted. I’m still stuck in the first verse.
This NEEDS to be released!! I think so many people can relate to this!! 😢❤ Hits home so much and will resonate with a ton of people. Music can tear you down and build you back so much stronger!
Well I’m 38 years in , and I stayed and not one thing has changed I’m just less SEEN; it’s so past time, I gave All I had ; LOVED ALL I COULD, nothing mattered, it’s like I’m here but Invisible, we’ve been through some really hard times and I keep praying God can soften his heart, and he will see me, but Nope. My advice, please don’t wait one more second, if you can RUN GIRL RUN, be kind to yourself bc YOU DESERVE IT NOW.
Hi Alexandra, I’m in tears right now this song hits home for me. I’m going through a really difficult time right now. Your voice warms my heart and gives me hope.❣️💫 I love hearing you sing so keep writing music you are truly blessed. Thank you for what you do for your fans. 🎤🎶🎵🎶💖😘🤗🥰
I started over at 40 after 23 years with the wrong man . I have the most amazing husband in the world. I'm living proof that God had a plan for me .. ❤
Ive been living this life and have never been able to explain it in words... until this exact moment I found someone else was able to do that for me ❤😢
Her voice is like none I've ever heard before... it's soft with a touch of nostalgia, it easily leaves you wanting to hear more. There are truly only a handful of artists that I would love to see live in concert, and she's at the top of my list. 🤍🤍🤍
Agreed! Love her voice! It’s addicting … wish all of her songs were available on 1 full record..I never go to concerts… but I want to go to one of hers. Can’t wait for the new record to come out.
Honey best part your young you will find life your songs are amazing its when your 68 and been married 30 yrs to a man who said he never loved you and left you...heartbreaking for sure but life goes on hopefully maked me stronger until life ends.
I'm sorry your going through all that. It hurts like hell to hear they never loved us. Because I too am with someone of 11 years and . not married but mine also said he aint here for me just a piece of ass. But I'm telling you we are worth more than that. I'm working on getting out safely. Mines verbally, mentally, emotionally, physical abusive. I just can't take any more of his Narcasist ass. I'm going to send him back to his country or he's going to jail.
Get out and be happy. You don't need him. You need to find yourself back. I'm doing that little by little. He isolated me from my kids, family and friends. I'm going to take time to fix me and get counseling to help me understand this ain't my fault it's his. I'm guilty of enabling him to continue abusing me. Well Enough is enough. I wish you the best. Life is too short to stay in a relationship , marriage where they r bringing you down.. Take time to get the you back he stole from you. We deserve to be happy. Tomorow is never promised.
He didn't believe i would leave the last time after 2 kids and years of mental, emotional and financial abuse and even trapping me in Alaska for 2 years. But I did it. I've been free completely since 2017. I feel the raw and intense emotion you put into this song. Love you 💚
I'm so proud of you. I'm trying to get there. Eventually I think I will. I'm just not ready to let go of my dream yet, even though I know nothing will ever change.
I never even thought about the financial abuse! I focused on the emotional so much, but we lost vehicles and our home because he said he was paying bills that he wasn’t. He also wouldn’t work much. I walked away from 20 years of marriage and it’s taken me 5 years to build my credit and finances back and it’s still not where it should be, but I’m free!!
Remember being at that point. I came to terms with how much abuse was happening and sheathing and I had that moment that thought is today the day I'm going to be brave enough to walk away.
Downloaded the song as soon as it released, 3rd verse was dif and I thought I was crazy for a minute. I AM IN THAT EXACT SPOT. I’m getting stronger daily.
He didn't believe I'd ever leave after all the years of cheating an fighting an being abused. But after 16 years I just couldn't do it anymore I loved him so much but I decided I love myself more. It hurt like hell for months but I slowly made it to a full cup an now I love myself again an my life. This song hits my heart so hard. I needed this one. Thank you for what you do Hun. Love you tons ❤
Bless her heart. This is basically a confirmation of what many thought. Her and her husband are no more. I hope writing songs helps you heal sweet one.
I've been there and done that. I'm so sorry you've been living through it. This song is the best by far that you've written in my humble opinion and I absolutely love it.
I fought so hard for our marriage until I realized I was the only one fighting. Never would I have seen myself back to being single after a decade of time lost. He was my best friend before anything else, we met when we were 12, I’ve had him in my life more years than without. If something that was that perfect can’t survive, is there really any hope of anything making it?
Did you notice you said " I" been fighting hard for my (not our) marriage?" That's because you were the only one in that marriage. It takes 2 people to make a marriage work. Both have to have the same goals and want it. I'm so sorry you didn't get the same efforts back. I'm sure you worked hard. There is someone out there who wants it as bad as you do- 2 people committed as one and working together to make it work don't give up. When you find that someone, it is every bit worth the effort. I praying you find that someone
Its so sad to see so many artists go through this in the beginning when their careers take off. Im sure it must be adjustments, give and take and a lot of time apart and pressure. Looking at your videos from young to now, just my observation, you may everleave, but that strong bond, will never break. You may both drift but thats true love and you two are so blessed. If it comes back around, please take notice. You are beautiful inside and out. Keep singing with your heart. 💗
I wish I would have known about you and your music 🎶 when you were in Lakeland FL. I live about 45 min. Away from there and would have liked to have seen you and supported your growing career. I am a bit older than your usual fans, 65 years and married for 28 years with a daughter 27. However, music doesn't know age it only knows hearts and souls ♥️. Your music touched mine 1st time I heard you today! You go girl! As Keith Urban says, don't let the "shine blockers" ✨️ 😎 blockers your shine ✨️!
Bummer! It was such a good show!!! I did record the whole set IF you are interested. She sung a few unreleased songs. 😁 ru-vid.com/group/PLYo50Wb3DMEzsjXtrZppgYzR1dC8DJnj8
This gave me goose bumps. I am currently in the middle of this right now. 14 years together and I have divorce papers sitting at my house. God knows I would have never left and he removed him from my life so I could see how hurt I truly was, physically, mentally and emotionally.
alexandra kay you have a magical voice so soft and gentle and so nice i love alexandra kay her gang and her songs i will do anything to see her on july 30th even if i go with my friends is whay i do to sneak out with tickets to see her magical voice and cotton soft skin i love you alexandra kay make your dreams cpme true girl me and your fans love you❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Im doing though the same thing now dont know were things will go but I just want you to know that you have helped me m ore then you will know so I just want to thank you for everything you have done for me I truly appreciate it so thank you from the bottom of my heart
Courage… life IS too short not to find happiness… don’t doubt yourself… you know the truth so. Start your happiness journey…you will find it easier every day!
That hit so deep in my soul babe! I gave all I had left and was 3 yrs ago I walked away from 8yrs. And I've never been more fkd up and alone and empty and wantn love never again.
You putting out another beautiful song. And I believe you've been going through that a little over a year, possible almost 2 years if you look back and think back. you have one life to live and don't waste it on someone that doesn't deserve you. Break it off, the full chain you've got to stop from now on. Thank You 🥰
I feel your pain😢. 21 years for me 17 yo son and 16 yo daughter😢😢😢 the pain we endure from the name calling physical bruises heal its the emotional ones that remain.
This made me throwback to 1990 when I was going through it. It took him drinking and driving, running over a man on a motorcycle killing him to finally call it quits. Best thing I ever did. I don’t even recognize myself as that abused young mother anymore. Now I’m a strong independent kickass woman. I never looked back.
13 years, it took me to leave it for good, and it was the best thing that I did. My children tell me all the time it was the best thing I did. He was toxic and toxic to them. He has not seen his own children in 3 years. before that, maybe 1 time a year.
