independent.ff...
directed by bull//matador (angelo mota + elena ganz)
dp: lucien battiste
camera assist/PA: monica moraes
edit/color: bull//matador
produced by angelo mota & MIKEWAVVS
mixed and mastered by andrew krivonos at the brewery brooklyn
art directed by saint (hearing visuals)
lyrics:
(I'll never forgive you)
Remember that time i got you mad so you fucked up all my shit
Remember that time you pushed me down them stairs when I broke my leg
Remember that time i got home 3 AM, I was out of my head
And the first thing that I said, was
(I'll never forgive you)
Remember that time you slept inside my bed and you told me I’m
Special, fast forward 6 years next time I saw you in bed you was dying
I dropped God a line, saying
(I'll never forgive you)
Remember that time you told me I wasn’t thin no more
Remember that time I told you I couldn’t go gym no more
I ain’t safe in my skin no more, and
(I'll never forgive you)
Remember that time I
I could just wish, I could just wish
I could just wish, I could just wish
I could just wish, I could just wish for this shit to be different
I could just wish to expand my prism
I could just wish to escape this prison
I could just wish but a wish is a wish and a wish won’t do shit, now I’m on tens
Now i’m on downers, now i’m on Hen’
No more howling, never again
Remember the sound, the constant pounding
Throw in the towel, forget what was said
Fantasize about trying to kill you instead
Sneak in your room while you lay in your bed
Realize I’m tripping and love look different from person to person and we ain’t friends
Cause we got blood that keep the division from ever existing outside of our heads
We ain’t comfortable with the demands of life despite you bringing me in
Giving me something I had to contend
Loved you as much as I hated you then
Even the hate felt like a mistake, I’m seeing the plates you keep bringing in
I know the place you came from wasn’t too great at showing you grace
As long as you live, you’re making a way
As long as you give, somebody will take
I’m thinking about giving my body a break from carrying weight, I must displace it
Love me for me, you must be faking, lying, so why be alive when I could exist
When I could exist, when I could exist
When I could exist, when I could exist
When I could exist, when I could exist
(I'll never forgive you)
Remember that time I heard you cry, put pain inside of your ribs
With tears in your eyes, you said
I'll never forgive
A shot come along, it’s a sign we’ll make it out
We used to hear them loud but now they’re fading out
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29 сен 2024
