Are you telling us that God is angry at those He has forgiven? He “died once for all”. Christ died “not counting men’s sins against them.” Are you in the Old Testament or the New? This is a story that has been told to the Hebrew people. Paul says that now, “do not repay evil for evil”, and God is the “avenger.” Now that new Christians have His Spirit, they must “crucify the sinful nature” with examination and confession, and then, you can “walk in the Spirit”, so that you will not “gratify the indulgence of the sinful nature/flesh”. Instead of focusing on what you must NOT do, (which requires human effort), or focus on what you are equipped TO do in the Spirit, by listening to the guidance of His Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, gentleness, goodness, faithfulness, and self-control. Another God-given spiritual, and physical law/principle is that a human being can NOT focus on more than one thing at a time. (This is proven by psychological testing, which confirms why Jesus said, “You can not worship God AND Mammon…..”)