Oh man I feel you. I’m in Montreal and we’ve been a red zone for forever now. I don’t think I’ve let myself go deep with my feelings for fear that I’ll lose it but when they announced our curfew was back to 8pm I cried. Mentally this is draining, days are all the same, and there doesn’t seem to be an end in sight. I’m still hopeful despite it all. We’ve made it this far, are healthy, employed, I will cherish what I can. Love your videos, keep them coming! ☺️
an 8pm curfew is insane to me. They thought about doing that in Ontario but decided against it. I can imagine it's extra tough living in the city! and I will try to keep posting. Vlogging is actually quite therapeutic haha
All the same feels man. Very fortunate to have a job and be somewhere safe through all of this but the monotony of it all is really grinding me down. However I just started a bullet journal to try and organize my thoughts and anxiety and 10/10 would recommend.
It extra sucks going from seeing our team twice a week to seeing them never. I also have a bullet journal!!! I just haven't gotten into the habit of using it regularly...
As a fellow Ontarion and introvert I'm over it too Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful I have a job still and in a lot of aspects COVID hasn't affected me negatively too too much considering But I jokingly say to people I at least want the ability to make plans and then maybe cancel them due to... introverted-ness But I do my best to keep positive and keep chugging. I hold on to the idea that this WILL be over eventually and take a weird liking to the idea we can tell future generations the "year(s) we had to completely change our lives due to something that happens apparently once every 100 years"
