I will always have joy for you when you are pregnant and I will always have sorrow for you when things like this happen and we will never be angry about you needing a break. You are not alone, pregnancy loss is a club that none of us want to be in but we can all lean on one another in these awful times.
My heart is with you girl. Iv suffered 5 miscarriages myself with no living children. It is brutal to deal with. Big hugs both you and your husband need each other more than ever through this. You are not alone. Also take the time you need i doubt anyone will be upset that you need time to heal
there's no word for me to express how sorry i am listening to you today.. take some time for you and your sweet family. take a break from the RU-vid.. lots of love, warm hugs and soft kisses to the 4 of you. I know that's not enough and it won't change a thing but here is my little message, just full of love ❤
I wish I had words to take away this pain. :( I am so incredibly sorry Alia. You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Of course, take all the time you need. Much love from my family to yours.
This is a good thing for families who go through ttc like you. You are a good person for sharing your story no matter how painful. Its a small ray of good through a crappy situation
You don't need to apologize momma. We understand that you need the time to grieve. I know it's hard but try to keep hope you are still young and their are lots of doctors and treatments and many more thing out there. You and your husband are in my prayers. Like I said in my last comment you are the reason I'm way better on my breastfeeding journey this time around. You deserve better and I hope you find the root of the problem so you don't have to go thru this again. Sending love and prayers your way and take all the time you need. 💜💜💜
I’m sorry to hear.... I think you need time off. This is part of it and it’s hard but there’s hope. I wish you all the best and just feel it out and relax and enjoy your precious ones. Don’t do it just vent it out in your own way your heart can handle it.... I’m really sorry l because I can’t imagine how my mom dealt with it before having me. I wish that your range is in zero. I wish I could give you a deep long hug girl.... dua and stench for you and your husband. Your husband loves you and you protect him and hug him and just take time and be alone together more often and enjoy your girls and go travel a bit. I wish the numbness and weight of this all lifts... I can’t help ni cry
I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m new to your Channel and am back tracking a bit on your videos. I had two back to back missed miscarriages for my first two pregnancy’s in the first trimester. I’m currently 21 weeks with our rainbow daughter, and this pregnancy was the first one we tried Progesterone suppositories with. My fertility doctor doesn’t really believe in them, but also said they won’t hurt. And here I am. It’s something to think about. I know how you feel for your husband, it shows how much you love him. I almost cried more for mine than myself. Stay strong, and know that if you decide to keep trying, you’ll have your rainbow eventually.
Hi, you are incredibly brave not only to talk about this but to have 5, miscarriages, I can only imagine your heartbreak. I lost my baby in August , I was 6, weeks along it was my first miscarriage. It was horrendous. The most difficult and emotionally destroying thing I have ever experienced. I have two sons, and desperately wanted a girl, we have been trying with no luck for a while. I didn't tell anyone I was pregnant because I didn't want the negative comments or judgement, as I'm an older mom and people tend to be a bit opinionated about this and be very abrupt and unkind. We're still trying but it's not looking good, and I think you can only try for so long before it gets too much. I want to say thank you for your courage and honesty .your a very brave and caring lady to share your story with us. I wish you all the best for the future. Don't ever worry about other people it's your life, they wouldn't worry about you if the roles were reversed. I've learnt to do what makes us happy and sod anyone else.
It's only because you guys have given me such a safe and supportive community that I continue to feel good enough to share. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's such an awful and destructive thing. I hope everything turns around and you have a healthy and successful pregnancy soon. Sending love and hugs momma
I am so sorry your going through this. U are in my thoughts. Cuddle ur little girls when ur feeling sad. That helped me a little with my father's passing. Happy Thanksgiving and whenever ur ready to pick up ur camera, I'll be waiting to watch
I'm so sorry for your loss. I also deal with recurrent miscarriages. 3 babies we got far enough to see alive on ultrasound (my daughter we saw alive multiple times before she died) and 9 early "chemical pregnancy" losses. I also deal with infertility and the 2 together can be so hard on a heart. I hope that next time you have a very healthy pregnancy and you guys are able to have lots of joy in the holidays during this hard time.
I’m so sorry mama. Take as much time as you need. I’m thinking of you and Mark during this hard time. It’s so unfair. I hate that you are going through this again. We are thinking of you and support you. 💞
I’m so sorry for your guys’ loss. I pray that you get through this ordeal with the peace of God, trusting that everything will be alright. It’s not His will that you be in pain. You’re not being punished. You have two beautiful girls and the fact that you’ve had two means that your body is still more than capable of having more babies. God bless you and enjoy your time off with your family.
I'm so sorry to hear this. My heart breaks for you and Mark. Sending lots of love and prayers. Take the time you need to grieve and let your heart heal. Do not feel bad at all for announcing you're pregnant and then having to announce that you miscarried. It is not at all like "the boy who cried wolf", it's getting the best news in the world and then experiencing the worst kind of pain. It is an absolutely terrible experience to have to go through and you shouldn't feel bad at all for sharing that. We will always have hope and share in the joy with each pregnancy announcement you share and try to at least make you feel a little better with support if it does sadly end in loss.
I just want to reach through my laptop and give you a huge hug. Life is hard right now for you. My heart breaks for you and I don't know if I have the right words to say right now. I just want you to know I really appreciate you sharing your story. Stories like yours helped me when I went through my miscarriage and I know they help many, many more people out there. Maybe if we keep sharing our stories, one day people will talk more openly about miscarriage and all the different paths we all go through when growing our families. I hope you never have to go through another miscarriage. I hope I can soon celebrate with you again. Sorry that I don't have the right words to comfort you. Sorry that you're going through another roller coaster of emotions. I hope that knowing that we're all here going through it all with you, even if online, helps at least a little bit.
It really does make it easier. No need for perfect words, support is way better than that. And you guys give me tons and tons of it. I’m so grateful for all of you💕💕
I’m soo sorry love! We all know how excited you were. Please take your time to heal emotionally and be there for your husband. There will be a rainbow after the rain. We love you!
My heart breaks for you right now, im so sorry. You are in my prayers, take time with Mark and the girls and just heal from all of this.. sending positivity your way ❤
So sorry. I had 4 miscarriages before I had my first 6 months ago. It’s so unfair and painful. But there is hope after recurrent miscarriage. Prayers ❤️
I’m so hurt for you and your husband. Take all the time you need off, relax, reset and enjoy your girls and the holiday. Thinking of you and sending big hugs 💜
I had my first miscarriage 2 days ago.. I’ve been so heartbroken since. I don’t know how to cope other than crying and staying in bed all day. I know life never gets easier but you get stronger. Your videos about openly talking about miscarriage have helped me💕 thank you for that. I truly wish you the very best.
I am right there with you! I also got pregnant this month and ten days later I had a MC. It is my 3rd lost this year! I am hopeful we will have our rainbow soon enough! I am happy that at least I am able to conceive.
Alia, I am so terribly sorry. My heart and head ache over this news. I know I don't have words to make you feel better in this situation. Please take a break from videos for as long as you see fit. You absolutely do not owe us any explanation or apology. I have faith that your baby will come to you ♥️
Hugs and prayers for both you and Mark. My heart goes out to you. Know that you have helped me through my multiple miscarriages. You are helping people get through the journey.
No! Ugh, Alia I'm so sorry. I just wish I could hug you. My heart is broken for you all over again. 💔Take your time. We'll be here waiting for you and rooting for you. ♥️
Honestly i wish i could give you a big big hug! I wish i had words to make you feel better but i don’t. All i know is that it’ll happen one day. I don’t know when but you guys choose whatever works for you. Like you said we only know whatever you share. I also hope you get answers soon! At least then you’ll know why and possibly have a way to prevent it instead of wondering and being left in the dark
I am so sorry Alia. You have been through so much. I hope you are able to take the time to care for yourself and be kind to yourself. We are all pulling for you so please don't worry about your viewers.
Words can’t express how sorry I am and how much my heart breaks for you guys.💔You have nothing to apologize for. Take as much time as you need. We’ll be here when you get back.❤️❤️
I'm so sorry to hear this, I can only imagine how you're feeling right now. Take as much time as you need, enjoy being with Mark, your girls and the rest of your family, and look after yourself. Sending you lots of love and positive thoughts, and lots of hope that things are going to improve for you soon. ❤❤❤
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you when you go through this. I've gone through this many many times myself. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers ❤️❤️
Thank you for bringing us along with your journey, I love how real your videos are. I can’t imagine how difficult this is for you, but this video made me cry. I’m sad to hear this happened to you. I hope you take all the time you need to rest and heal.
I'm so sorry, there is nothing I can say that will make it better but I hope that you both just take the time that you need. Please look after yourselves. Xxx
My heart goes out to you. I’m so sorry. After our daughter was stillborn seeing my husband lose his innocence was so damn hard. And then I had a miscarriage. And then we had our son and he was hesitant about my son. He didn’t connect until after he was born.
I am so sorry to hear of your struggles at this time. Its totally understandable that you take time for yourself. Keep positive and here's my reason for saying that...I have a friend who was told she would never conceive and hadn't had her cycle for 3 years (because of eating issues through her youth that depleted her body of good nutrition). She did make good changes, got her period back and now has two beautiful babies. I'm hoping you too will be blessed in time. I know how hard it was for her as a wife and woman..it was crushing. Your sharing your story shows such strength in you. Please keep your head up. 💜
😢I’m so sorry for your lost sweetie...💔 Take as much time as you need to heal during this difficult time. I wish you and your family all the best, and stay strong mama!💪🏻
I am so sorry to hear this!! 💔 I have been following your story since we have been struggling to TTC. Prayers to you and your family. God has a reason, we don't know what it is right now but he has a plan. I know that is easier said than done. My heart aches for you, thank you for allowing us to come along. It makes us girls that are in similar situations not feel so alone. ❤ Continued prayers.
Mama Alia, there’s not much I can say other than I know God will give you strength that you need. We have to trust him, everything happens for a reason. ❤️
My heart breaks for you and your family, girl. Seriously. Definitely praying for y'all. This is so sad. 😔 God has a plan for you, mama. It takes time, but He will come through for you.
Sending love to you and your family. I'm so sorry this is happening again. Thank you so much for letting us into your life and sharing these incredibly personal things with us. You are so appreciated.
Please don’t worry about your subscribers and how they feel about your loss. This is all about you. We choose to follow you for the good and the bad. I wish things were different for you and I hope you and your husband are doing okay. Hugs
So sorry for your loss. I hope you know how helpful you have been and much you impact others greatly. Take the time to heal and spend with your beautiful family. Love to you and your family.
My heart breaks for you and Mark but I just pray that you get your much needed and deserved rainbow baby soon. I know there's nothing anyone can say to take the pain away as I've been through miscarriages too but just know that you're not alone and you're so brave for sharing the good as well as the bad sides of trying to conceive. I'm sure your rawness will be helpful to other women in your shoes who would feel like they have someone to relate to. I'm praying for you and your wonderful family. Take all the time you need to heal 🌹♥️
I'm so so sorry for the loss of your precious baby. I have lost so many babies. It never gets easier. Prayers as you go into the deep abyss, God will meet you there in the deep. He has been the only relief in my storm. Hugs.
I’m so sorry to hear this. My heart breaks for you. Keeping you and your family in my prayers that you get your rainbow baby. Remember how blessed you are! Enjoy the holidays with your family. ❤️
I'm a stranger but I'm sending love in multitudes to you and your husband. I hope you feel it and it helps you heal in even a small way. I know this will happen for you. Take all the time you need. I hope you are blessed 20 times more than the pain you've had.
Oh no momma! My love and condolences go out to you! You are so strong and keep on going momma! Keep your head up and know there are so many of us praying for your sticky baby 🖤
Don’t give up. A friend of mine went through the exact same thing. After she had her first baby they were trying for a second one and kept miscarrying for 2 or 3 years before succeeding. Doctors couldn’t explain why she kept miscarrying either. She believes it was due to low progesterone levels in the beginning of her pregnancies. You have to find the strength and stay positive. I know it must seem impossible at the moment but stress and emotional state are very important. You are both young and healthy and your two daughters are proof enough that you can carry a pregnancy to term. When you get a positive test, do you immediately test for progesterone level? Have you talked to your doctor about taking progesterone proactively once you find out you are pregnant? That’s what my friend did.
Thank you💕 We haven’t tested for progesterone deficiency because it doesn’t seem like it’d be a problem perspectively. I have a good luteal phase, not all of my miscarriages have been spontaneous (two were missed miscarriages) and my levels were tested in previous pregnancies and they were good. I’m going to talk to my doctor later this month about testing it just to rule it regardless
Sending love your way Alia. Take as much time as you need. I've suffered many recurrent miscarriages myself. Its draining in so many ways and you need to take care of yourself. I know you had mentioned testing you had done that all came back normal if your doctor hasn't tested you for MTHFR that might be a good thing to look into. My doctor believes some of my losses were caused by it and I am negative for all the clotting disorders that usually go along with it. Or maybe just take a little time to research it yourself.
Oh momma :( my heart breaks for you and Mark both. Please take your time off to focus on your wellbeing and your family. I will miss seeing your videos but your health comes first. Sending you lots of hugs, good thoughts and so many prayers.
@@MommaAlia so what really sad about this video for me is the same day you posted it we found out we were pregnant. But only found out because I started bleeding and miscarrying. My progesterone levels never took off even though my HCG was still raising. So as sorry as I was for you when I wrote this, I'm even more sorry for your loss knowing how it feels to have those feelings of loss and hopelessness. Just hoping you two find some answers soon
I’m so sorry to hear this news .. I’m praying for you and your family . No on ever deserves this pain . I don’t understand why things like this happen to amazing people . I’m truly sorry . 🙏🏼
Love to you and hubby. This totally sucks. Unfortunately, you’re in great company. I just send my warmest wishes for peace and comfort during this time. 💗💗💗
You are such a strong women I can not imagine the pain and grief you feel. I wish I could give you hugs I know it is easier said than done but the scars and pain will get better. You have the support and love of your husband and children (even if they dont know or understand what is going on). I am sending positive vibes and my prayers. Remember you are an amazing person and keep your head up as often as you can but I know things can be rough and it is hard to do so.
Alia I cannot begin to imagine how you feel. My heart just aches for you and your family. I'm so so sorry youre going through this. My prayers are with you and your family in this difficult time. Hugs to you sweetie. 😭❤️
Girl, anyone who holds this against you (telling us "too soon"), isn't worth having as a friend or viewer... we love you. I want to pray for you, a treasure your transparency. I'm so sorry
Oh Alia, I'm so sorry. There's not a whole lot I can say as a stranger who watches your videos. So, I will just say that if there's anything your RU-vid community can do to support you please let us know. Thank you for sharing even this most painful stage of the TTC journey.
First I want to say that I am so sorry for your loss. It is hard to miscarry no matter how many times you have before. I’m sure you get a lot of “advice” from others but I would like to suggest something to you that worked for me. I had 2 miscarriages and everything was fine with all my tests I was healthy. My last OB decided to put me on progesterone as soon as I got pregnant with my son. All was well and he’s 18 months old now. It’s hard for drs to find that unless they’re specifically looking for it. Just thought I’d suggest it to you to look into. Prayers for you and your family.
I'm so sorry for you loss hun. My heart breaks for you. Take as long of a break as you need. Maybe go on a vacation or a staycation with your husband and your girls and do something fun. Try and make positive memories. I just hope you find a way to bring some joy into your life at this time of heartbreak and hurt. I know it hurts all of us to see you in this much pain.
Hugging you so hard Through the screen Alia! Love you guys so much! Take as much time as you need!! we’ll be here for you with open arms when you choose to come back on your own time. ❤️
Awww sweetie... First of all, I’m so sorry for your loss, My heart is with you, Mark and the girls... Second of all, you own no one an explanation! Yes, we are here going through, goods and not good at all, with you but still it’s just what you want to share and especially just what makes you feel good and comfortable sharing with us... so do what you want and what will help you heal your way through this very sad loss... My prayers are with you and your family!
Sending you all the love. Thank you for bringing some well needed realness into social medias. Life is not always rainbows and unicorns and picture perfect. Take care of yourself xx
May God wrap his arms around you and your husband. May he put strength in you two mentally and emotionally. 🙏 may he also grant you two the wish of becoming pregnant and carrying a healthy pregnancy. 🙏 with God all things are possible. Do stay strong.
Alia 💔 I’m so sorry, I love how open and vulnerable you’ve been with everything and I’m so sorry this keeps happening. You’re amazing and you should take all the time you need to work through this. Sending you and Mark so much love ❤️ I guess I’m gonna have to join insta... lol
Fair? No girl. You take all the time in the world to heal. To be with your husband and your girls. To mourn the losses. I wish I had the words to lift some of your pain. I'm so so sorry.
Don't be sorry take time for yourself, I'll be praying for you I'm sorry this has happened to you again mama, gods not finished with you yet I hope you find some peace in all of this.
Alia... it IS fair for you to take time. Take as much time as you need. We are only here to support you. I’m proud of you for enjoying this pregnancy. It’s hard to say I’m sorry because I know that’s just a word.. and it doesn’t help. My heart hurts watching these. I wish nothing but the best for you and mark to heal and to keep faith. Xo! Happy Thanksgiving!
😔😔Im soo sorry for you loss i know exactly how you feel i had 4 miscarriage never gets easer!😞all my miscarriage have been back to back! but plz don’t lose hope god is good and you will be bless but your trust in god hands! God bless you!♥️
