To the lost and weary lovers soul: When I went though my first real relationship I remember telling myself; with a smile "I will be her everything, and someday I will be the best husband and father ever"...Over three years latter, a failed engagement, and trying to be everything for her, she left me. "I hope we can still be friends", she said as the door closed behind her, and just like that she was gone. I gave up on school, relationships, personal morality, and almost my life... If you're reading this that means you're still here, and I am still here. You are still the master of your destiny. You got this.
dont have to tell me 13 years down the drain as of yesterday i dont know what to do im broken and damn near just leaving everyone i know just to make sure i never have to deal with this again
I love Anson Seabra's songs they all have such a good feeling that I can't explain in words. He expresses complicated emotions in the best way, and I have no words to explain my emotions right now. Thank you.
Could have been my happy ever after Living like we're in a fairy tale But you and me were more like a disaster I should have known Intoxicated by your reputation I can see the mischief in your eyes Trusted you despite my reservations Now I'm alone I was so rich With all this love You wanted it And I was so dumb I let you in When I should have run Now all that's left Is something numb I gave you all I had to lose My skin, my soul, my finest jewels You stole it all for someone new, and then You gave away the best of me My sins, my sweetest ecstasy To someone worth much less than me Yeah, you're my Robin Hood Everybody says that you're so great, yeah Walk around like you deserve that gold But what would happen if they knew the place that You got it from I guess that I was just another victim Someone that you thought that you could play I had a feeling and I should have listened Now there's no us I was so rich With all this love You wanted it And I was so dumb I let you in When I should have run Now all that's left Is something numb I gave you all I had to lose My skin, my soul, my finest jewels You stole it all for someone new, and then You gave away the best of me My sins, my sweetest ecstasy To someone worth much less than me Yeah, you're my Robin Hood So alone So alone So alone So alone I gave you all I had to lose My skin, my soul, my finest jewels You stole it all for someone new, and then You gave away the best of me My sins, my sweetest ecstasy To someone worth much less than me Yeah, you're my Robin Hood
"I guess that I was just another victim Someone that you thought you could play I had a feeling and I should have listened Now there's no us..." Best part of the most painful agony.... Knowing you were right...
losing someone who i saw as a best friend was one of the hardest things ever for me. he was everything to me, i gave him all i had. and out of now where, he ghosted me and someone else he was close to. and i thought i did something wrong. this song really opened my eyes
My best friend since I was literally 2 years old doesn’t feel like my best friend anymore. We’re no longer as close as we were. Nothing feels the same, she’s like a whole different person.
My "boyfriend" left me. He was my everything. He went to LA and before he left we had planned to hangout all day when he returned. He returned...not with the love for me he took with him. He left it in LA. And broke up with me 2 days after he returned. A week or so later out of the blue he texted "hey baby girl ❤" my heart stopped. I thought he wanted me back. I texted him wait what and he said sorry I wasnt meant to send that. I asked if he was meant to send it to someone else, he said yes. He moved on within a week. *I shouldve known I wasnt good enough* I thought to myself every night. The day he left..so did I. I changed. I'm also an ace now, where you dont fall for people or date someone and you dont think love is real. No one can change that now..its too late. I also became numb, I dont smile anymore or cry. I feel nothing. So if my ex reads this.. thank you. I hope you're happy. Thank you for making me numb and an ace, now I wont have to go through such a heartbreak again 😄 to everyone else however; *dont let this happen to you, you're amazing, worth it and you'll find someone that will never leave you ☺️, have an amazing day!!❤❤*
And now hes asking me back and I dont know what to do...i want to say yes but i cant at the same time because i dont want to be heart broken again...what do you think I should do
cookie cream well I’m not really the best at relationship advice and I don’t really know the guy. But after he got with another girl after a week you probably shouldn’t get back with him. But if you really wanna get back with him I would definitely talk to him first.
I was in a relationship with the best guy. He gave me so much love like I’ve never got before. For the first time in a long time I felt that I was being treated the way I deserved. I didn’t even know I could be treated this well. He set the standards so high. I guess that also meant that I was special and just didn’t realise it. We broke up and I’m now seeing someone else and now I can’t help but feel that I am being disloyal to our memory which doesn’t make sense. This song reminds me of him. He gave me so much love that now I know what I deserve. I miss him everyday but I know we can never be together.
this is touching me in a different mood my "ex" bsf she blocked me on everything and ive tried to reach her she goes to a different school we were friends since 1st grade and faced everything together but ever since she moved to a different school she hasnt been the same shes been bullied and she has a new bsf she makes videos on tik tok and brags abt her bsf being some new girl when im right here trying my hardest to be her friend my mom and grandma says its just ok to let her go but they have no idea how much i loved being with her we went everywhere together and now im alone but lucky me i have a new friend shes caring and cares about me *Shes my bestfriend.*
To everybody who has lost they’re favorite person who is gone... I’m sorry for that, you don’t deserve it at all. But because they are gone doesn’t mean you should be so sad and depressed. You should be somebody that people can talk to. Be everyone else’s sunshine, even if it means that you are hurting. It’s ok, people come and go. Not everyone will leave if you have nobody, remember you will always find someone better, who will be on your side forever, and wait for you. It may seem like people don’t care, but there are people who do. You just need to find them. Don’t let anybody make you feel bad for something that you didn’t do. If nobody is there, and you lose all hope, keep your head up and keep searching. If it makes you come out of your comfort zone to find somebody then do it. It’s ok not everyone stays the same unfortunately, but I do hope it gets better, and you find that special someone. I hope you have a good night or day 😁
This song reminds me the time when I met my crush... He doesn't know, and I have no idea where he is now... OMG I'm literally crying... *Edit:* Last week I bumped into him in the market. He was happy to see me, and took me home... (he still has no idea about my feelings ) I've drawn his partret , and I am going to surprise him...
I'm young I'm only 12 and go ahead and say its a stage but its not but I'm sad there's not a week that goes by without me crying I'm scared for the future im moving to mexico but my dad is gonna stay in America for 2 years at least until me and my mom with my sisters get a home and we will work but I love my dad with all of me he's been there for me since I was young he taught me everything I know. I also slit my wrist I've been clear one month at school I love it because it helps get everything off my mind I laugh and everything but once I leave I'm sad again my parents love me but i don't know how to express my love to them. Music is there with me I enter a realm but once I exit I'm sad again I try to hide my pain but every night I cry myself and no I don't cry over boys because I'm not interested in dating at a young age I just want to study to get my family in a better place I want to be proud of being in my skin. I want to make my parents pround like my siblings do. I want to feel good enough.
I'm so sorry and I understand. I'm 19 now, I live with my boyfriend and his family. I was the 6th child of a 10 person family and the black sheep. We were "home schooled" and we lived in deserted places where it was extremely rare that we'd meet outsiders. And my parents were always working on our family business away from home so I'd see them 1 to 2 times per month when they'd bring us new resources. As I mentioned, I was the black sheep; unlike all the others. So living with them was really hard for me, I had my two younger sisters to look over and be friends with until I turned 7 and they "outsmarted" me. After that it was a constant fight, a fight that only I could see, a fight for me to fit in, to be likable to them, to please them. And to stay positive doing it, never cry, be strong. And each year, at the end of the year I'd reflect and see how all my efforts did nothing. And I'd cry so hard, I'd question ending my life, but in the end I always thought how sad it would be for my parents working so hard to lose their daughter. And it would start over with the next year and I'd try even harder. I was desperate for love and support, so I decided to be my own best friend. I became who I liked best. I was suffering to the point of intentionally putting my life in nature's hands, thinking if I die, then I die. And I'd try to get kid-napped, or discovered by the social workers and taken away, or to get some hillbilly guy to like me enough to take me away, or hitch hike. None of those things ever worked but the thought that they would relieved some tension. My parents had finally moved home when I was 12. And that was such a relief for me because I had people in my life who cared about me. But they were still always working, and I had to get their attention because there were so many of us it wasn't easy to be in the parent spotlight. Around 13-14 I started hanging around my dad all the time while he worked, I'd help him work and we'd get good laughs in, I saw my black sheep personality in him, I loved it in him and I saw that that's why my other siblings didn't like him. Finally my differences were a good thing, they helped me bond with him, he called me Sundrop or his little drop of sunshine. The last thing I said to him was "Just be positive", he walked out the door to the hospital while I made the family breakfast. He had diabetes, and he had heart troubles. Later that day I went to sleep but woke up to a phone call at 3:00am, my brother answers and I hear my mom crying... She says "He's gone..." I promised I'd stay positive, I'd turn tears into laughter... So I laughed and my laughter turned into tears... I couldn't stay positive anymore. After that life was so weird, we had his family coming to the house and his brother running the family business and our aunt trying to take custody from our mom. We moved down here to Florida where me and my sisters went to public school and we lived in the 2nd oldest's boyfriend's mom's house... my mom got upset with being bossed by his mom and they fought, so we moved in a single bedroom with 3 neighbors all in the same house. We got into trouble with a pedophile and moved to another house with the 2nd oldest. In that time I was trying to learn in school but hated my classmates because they all seemed so senseless, my younger sisters refused to admit that we were related, in that time I had a few bad relationships. I was now 16, in my gym class I was eyeing this kid who seemed happy-go-lucky like myself and kinda resembled my dad, but he was popular in a good way and I was popular in the "Everybody pull out your phones!" way. our friend Jordon introduced us by forming basket ball teams with us and he was so good! so fast and sly I couldn't keep up. I'd already been crushing on him a while when he asked me to join his dodge ball team because they needed at least one girl and he said that I was the most athletic girl there. And I accepted. a couple days later I saw him walking home, I had my bike so I caught up, and then got off to push and walk with him. We walked and talked until we split ways when I went home. But just then he messaged me, and we talked until my battery died, we had a lot of general disagreements in common. The dodge ball game was later that's when we had our first argument about how many times another team had played. We split our ways that night, but it didn't feel right to me... I had an online boyfriend at the time but I'd been with him for nearly a year and he was nothing but irresponsible stress. I wanted to be with dodge ball guy tehe. So I split up with online guy/Faiz and went out with dodge ball guy/Alan because he and I just clicked. Soon after he went to Puerto Rico for a week meanwhile I turned 17 and got hit on by our drunk neighbor... I went through a lot of hard times with Alan and he saved my life a few of them. I couldn't stand being without him, he was my savior. And we rebelled against our families until they dropped all the rules and allowed us to live together. Over time Alan has healed my self esteem and made me a much better person over all. And my family are practically strangers but when I do see them, at least I have self respect, I know who I am and I know how to face them. Moral of the story, I think you'll only find fulfillment in your family when you find fulfillment in yourself and to do that, you need to cut ties with them long enough to know your values before you dedicate your day to day life to them.
Long story short my whole childhood was wasted on me trying to be what my siblings wanted and trying to please them but always ending up devastated by my effort's failure because I was so different. I had a small brighter opening when my parents finally lived with us when I was 12 and started hanging out with my dad learning that he was like me when I was 13 but then I lost him when I was 15 and then we moved to Florida where I attended public school and met Alan, my savior and moved in with him to get away from my family. So that now at 19 I know who I am and I don't need my families approval. I just need them to get used to me.
I'm mad at myself because I lost a best friend...then I started to blame god and i know it's bad and it's a sin but i can't help it i even started to doubt god....I'm a terrible person I'm so sorry
Never been a type she just do away with people's feelings been alone for a while starting to get used to that have to put on your smile so you don't feed other people's pain in my life is another's gain found in my own pain
I don’t know who I am anymore. I’m completely different. I don’t even know who I want to be. I feel like I’m ready to explode with anger each time someone even asks “how are you”. I keep lying to everyone about the slightest things. I’ve made a date to run away bc I stopped myself from ending it all on my last attempt. I hate how I look. I hate how I feel. I had who I am. Funny enough I hate everything about me
Is it bad that I can imagine Izuku Midoriya singing this to Katsuki Bakugou because this song basically describes their complicated friendship. If you haven't watched bnha/mha then don't worry about this comment
I am watching this and my friends are at a basketball game and they didn't get invited and i am crying in my bed right now because my boy bestie is just straight up toxic but i have to deal with him and i don't know why but he tricks me to be his bestie. this is also like a toxic friendship.
whats the point of living? i have been thinking that question for a long time. the one who stolen my heart and tore it into pieces. no matter how much i cry he just turns around :(
Daniel He I ask myself the same thing, I always think how I’m just going to be miserable with my 9-5 job, work 5 days a week and then be exhausted on the weekends and not want to do anything. I don’t understand how that’s something to live for? And I can’t chase my dreams because I have nobody, I’m so fucking alone and don’t know what to do.
You can live and do something great and be remembered for a LONG time.. think of Hitler, wait bad example, think of Abraham lincoln, he did something a long time ago and has been remembered since then, you could do something great as simple as being someone that makes everyone happy.
Hi i would like to say to my family my friends I'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway. I honestly was catfished and can prove it. I made a promise to my Big sis and a girl i really loved and still dont know? I understand if not and its ok u changed me. To my Big Sis im sorry i havent haven't made that promise yet I'm not torn I'm maxed out more than ever you have no clue. I'm actually scared for ny health..to that girl with a cat I'm really sorry I really dont know I'm nervous about you if ur mad happy ok? Dont know.. If I've disrespected you in any way I'm sorry but feelings are feelings. I'm signing off all channels because its not fair to 2 ppl and a cat and kitten. I love u guys me.
