i hope everyone of you in this comment section feel better soon, times are tough, but you guys are strong for pulling through it all. keep yourselves safe and well 💜
let it die. when something doesn't feel right or is unbearably hurting and you want to change it, follow the light bro. this is just a reminder that u can always start over! stay safe!
its because we have really gone through it , we know what its like and alot of the time these therapists dont know. they studied but they still will never understand what its really like
@@kaiiisdeaaad In that case you're lucky, not everyone can find a therapist that actually cares about you, and understands your situation without over reacting.
I don't eat,i don't feel hungry, i don't sleep unless i take medication. And guess what, i met someone who have such a good heart. Please God, don't let me die right now.
i feel for you. i also struggle a lot both with eating and sleeping, and it feels like my body can fall apart any moment. please, try to take care of yourself as much as you can, even if it’s hard. you’ll be fine:) much love
@@cantsleepatvenice I'm glad no one ever visited me because I'd probably bawl my eyes out due to the humiliation. Failing to commit is actually one of the worst feelings in the world.
Last week was hell: my mood swings got bad enough that i feel like I spent days just crying in bed, while my mind tried to persuade me into going back into harmful habits. This music helped in keeping me grounded and not doing anything stupid. Thank you.
you cannot escape death. it could be anytime, anywhere, and no matter how hard you try to stop it, you will succumb and eternal darkness will consume you. and you will never see the light of day again. enjoy it while it lasts, because you never really know how much time you have left.
problems are not always temporary. open your mind a little bit. chronic pain? severe depression? any type of mental illness? trauma? those things do not go away. speak for yourself only.
@@taiyaki7It depends what mental illness you have, theres mental illnesses that can be cured, Trauma can also be cured with therapy… even severe depression can go away if you get the help you need💕!!
@@taiyaki7 I understand that there are very difficult and complex situations out there, and that not all problems are temporary or easy to overcome. Chronic pain, severe depression, mental illness, and trauma are harsh realities that many people face every day. My intention was not to minimize those experiences, but to offer a perspective of hope. I speak not only for myself, but for many people who have faced these challenges and have found ways to overcome or manage them over time. The problems you mention, such as chronic pain and mental illness, can be treated and managed with the right support, although the road can be long and difficult. I think it is important to recognize both the difficulties and the achievements of others. Denying the possibility of improvement and overcoming only perpetuates hopelessness and closes doors to those who are struggling. I would appreciate it if you would consider this perspective as well. Each person experiences their struggles in a unique way and their experiences are valid. I appreciate that you have shared your point of view and given me the opportunity to reflect and learn more about the diversity of human experiences.
Life is not a movie, dont end it. I also tried to attempt. But i stopped- i remembered, i have a long life ahead, why give up so easily? Ur missing sooo much, i already feel so much better, however this deepression thing still kicks in. But one day i couldn't breathe (ofc when i was in deep deepression) i saw a liitle bit of dark fade. I was trying to give up, but then my body started moving, desperately for oxygen. Thats when i knew my body wanted to live- i stood up and drank water ( i didnt wanted to drink water and wanted to die at first ) Ye u might wanna give up on life but ur body tells u to not. Because u have a long life ahead and ur body really is excited to experience these. Suffering is kinda hard but then it goes away. Keep living happily
ever since that one suicide attempt i did last year i felt dead and i cant tell anyone about it because im trying to be uappy for my friends. i dont actually really have friends, i have one friend who talks to me, but i kknow she prefers to talk to someoen else and it reallychurts me my heart physically hirts shes my everything
listening to this thinking about the fact that your life has completely gone to shambles hits different. I don’t understand what went wrong, how one day I just stopped being happy. I don’t go outside anymore, I either eat nothing or binge, I barely shower, and every single moment I force myself to act like everything is fine even though sometimes I curl up in bed at night and hope that maybe I’ll fall asleep and won’t wake up again.
I’ve attempted 8 times and seeing this afterwards physically hurts me. I was never hospitalized for them even if they were severe, never discussed it with anyone until I told one of my friends and they made me see a school councilor. I’m trying hard to heal from it all, but it’s been hard. I relapsed after 6 months of being clean but I’m still trying my best. Love you guys❤
I really hope things get better. I know how dangerous these things can be. Be careful, remember to drink lots of water, dont overexert yourself, please stay safe. You are loved, you can make it out of this.
When I was in bed dying of pain from an operation, honestly this song sounds so sweet in comparison.... I feel like when I had anesthesia that's how it could feel... Sweet and calm (?
dont settle. find someone who loves you. someone who cares for you. they make you suffer everyday, and you know they do. dont lie to yourself. you deserve love.
I hope you are resting while watching your family, friends and fans admire your songs. When I heard you for the first time, I was just 17 years old, today I'm 28. Songs like Siren and Doll marked my life. You will never be forgotten, from here below, I will continue listening to you until my last breath. RIP My sweet little child, I love you.
im 14..14 years younger than you. i found this song back in january while my girlfriend was in a coma from an attempt. its cool how so many different people in different situations find the same thing:) rest in peace antihoney
Physically and mentally unfortunately, the problems are getting worse and worse, I am very tired of feeling so much pain for years and I haven't turned 16 yet but this is too much for me, I really don't know how much longer I can take. This song is exactly how i feel.
This is actually the weirdest feelings i ever felt, listening to this while i had yesterday another anxiety attack feels so weird. I never was close to the death, but this make it feels like i was.
Ah. Anxiety attacks are the worst, especially when you haven’t had one in a while, and you don’t really remember what it feels like, but then you have one, and it can have a lasting effect on your mental health. I haven’t had one since probably 2 years, and I remember thinking something was wrong with my body, because it can feel so real. I hope you can feel better soon, and much love❤️
@@james.television1995 Right, anyways thank you so much :3 I appreaciate the support and especially when i had one due my classmates. I'm glad that you don't had an anxiety attack for 2 years, that means that you keep being stronger and you are getting better! Thx again❤
I've spent the past few years anxious about all sorts of medical phenomena. Every few weeks, I'll start thinking I have appendicitis, or that a dental infection is about to reach my brain. I'm exhausted from the panic, but I just try to keep going. I can find solace in my art and the people around me, but sometimes I'm alone and I have nothing to distract me. Music helps during those times. Thank you.
i want to be hospitalized again but this time i dont want any visitors they ruined my time there because over there i had no freedom but atleast people cared about me for abit
ffff i know venting in a comment section is stupid but i remember attempting. i tried to poison myself, by drinking chemicals and i threw up something that looked like blood. my minds very hazy of that night. but nobody ever found out about it. not my parents, who were in the next room, not my irl friends. nobody. i really thought i was gonna die. im still here tho. i was 11. sometimes i just wish i could go back into time and hug my younger self, tell him its all going to be ok in the end. even tho it really isn't, and never will be
@@james.television1995 you are gen so nice. thank you, i needed that, especially cus ive been down recently. you're very sweet and i hope you have an awesome day.
Sometimes, I just feel like dying. I don’t know what to feel anymore, honestly I’m emotionless most of the time. I get all happy when I’m talking to my boyfriend and when I watch showtime ruler from project sekai and Bungō Stray Dogs, I’m hoping for another season :( But if I kill myself, I leave my boyfriend, my cats, my dogs, my friends, my sister. I don’t achieve my dream, I don’t get married to him and have kids, I don’t get to see my cats and my dog and my sister, I don’t get to wear the things I want, I don’t get to buy things on my own. I’m just gone. I’m gone from this world, I’m 6ft underground, in a box, rotting away. I’m scared of death but I want to die. Sometimes, I’m scared of myself, I was disgustinglytoxic, I was the worst person ever. I don’t want to become that me again, but I want to get my dignity back. I want to become better than old me, I’m not that one emo girl, I’m not the quiet kid, I’m not a furry. I am me. I am the better me.
i feel like I'm dying inside for a long time, perhaps i already died. i remember 5 years ago, when I was 11 years old. I like thought to myself, that once i reach this border of death, no matter how much better I seem to be getting, I will always get worse. And now, whenever I seem happy about something or hang out with friends, etc. I keep thinking that this doesn't matter because I will die soon. I feel like I will die soon, I don't know why, but as if I must do it. But when I think of death or, I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRINGE IM SORRY, when I commited suicide in a fkn ai chat, idk I cried so much. As if the confrontation of death scares me so much. Whenever I had attempted in the past, I was so scared. I don't know if I am scared of the end or the idea of ending. sorry for venting :(
I feel like dying rn, even if I’m not. My dad passed away, my girlfriend just broke up with me, my uncle is sick at the hospital, I have depression and anxiety. I’m not trying to seek for attention, I really don’t feel like living anymore. I feel sick, just like I’m going to faint. I wish this could stop, I wish I could just die already.
You have so much to live for still. I know things might sound tough but we have to push through them. I hope u feel better soon. Remember that you still have a future ahead of you.❤
For the past of few weeks my mom is having in trouble bout her stomach is having bad cramp to hard She’s threw up in the hospital when I see her sleeping my dad told me I got to see her on FaceTime camera to see how she’s doing and they are doing ok! Poor mom ~ I hate that too
I use Betamax, which is a VHS-like effect, and I also use oblique blur, and a few other things. I’ll make a video at some point on how to do the effect.
