Ending it all is not worth it, u go through bad times and after you'll go through good times. Life isn't easy but it all gets better brother. God loves you remember@@Menevolence
@@Menevolence I feel the same as you. Almost 25 and see no point in living anymore and I'm fine if I go tbh cause this world is bullshit and the people too. Nobody gives a shit anyways
I sadly realized something just a few weeks ago, I spent all my youth learning to program, learning to reverse engineer, but I never had any real friends, never had a love, never had somebody you go home to after school. I realized that you can be the smartest person in the world, but if you are lacking social relationships you are sad. I always thought I can live without friends, that I can live without a love. But I was wrong, and I am feeling it now. I am thinking about what I am going to do. Sometimes I wish I could just restart as a new person, without my memories, because the sheer presence of my thoughts give me social anxiety, akwardness and self worthlessness. If I have 1 recommendation for you guys, just get some friends, find a person who you love, be happy, do better than I did.
You actually made the right decision. Focusing on stuff that actually benefits you like a career or fitness is a much more useful way to spend your time than wasting it on people. As I have gotten older I realized people just disappoint. People who you thought were your friends will throw you under the bus as soon as it benefits them and a girlfriend or wife will leave you as soon as you don’t benefit them anymore. Everything in life is transactional. It is difficult for the human mind to accept especially since we are raised since birth with this attitude that you need humans to like you in order to feel good about yourself. Maybe it just comes with age but after spending enough time with people you realize you are better off just doing your own thing. It’s difficult to do since our society makes fun of people who don’t fit in and have friends or girlfriends or whatever stupid standard they use to calculate your value. But you truly don’t need validation from friends or women or whatever it is in order to have value like our society says
I just want to say that Jesus loves all of you. I used to be agnostic and I was always questioning about the purpose of life and how we are here and I always wondered if there was a God or not. I went through a period where I was trying to find purpose and fulfillment in something and that was getting money and becoming a better version of myself. I was chasing it and I realized that it would also pass away anyway and that it doesn’t make sense for money or grinding to be my purpose. Not saying money is bad but it’s definitely not the purpose of life. But eventually I got more hooked into God and who the higher power really was and I actually had a supernatural encounter with the highest power and I can tell you it is Jesus is and that day I had it, it changed me and my heart from that day forever. It was the most joyful and at peace that I have ever felt in my entire life. I can tell you that Jesus can do the same for you and he can help you through anything you are facing now. Jesus is the one that can fulfil your true purpose in life. Following Jesus is not about a religion but a relationship with him. And Life is temporary and so is everything we chase on is as well but what is eternal, is your eternal life in heaven, and Jesus is the only way to get there. I believe that if you truly with your heart call on him he will reveal himself to you. I hope you seek the truth and seek a relationship with Jesus because he loves you and he died for you on the cross so you don't have to suffer for eternity. God bless you all
Im here because I feel the vibe but not what shes saying, just the moment of edging life in muffled silence, just so that you can get a glimpse of what it's like to feel alive in this aimless journey.
If I would say 100% the truth so no iam not ok. I about to lose everthing, I want to fall asleep forever and never wake up again. But I can't i need to be there for that girl but I don't know how long I can stay...
i'm okay! are you okay? remember, ending it all is not worth it, there is still a lot of things in life you don't know. keep smiling, enjoy life. life can be tough, but if you believe everything will be fine, it will be fine.
life's fine. its truly not ever since i moved states my life has been down to shit i have no friends nobody that cares abt my siblings hate me were constantly moving i have nothing to do I'm bored I'm susidle I'm depressed my life has just gone to shit..
To answer your question. No I am writing 2 final exams in the next 5 days and I feel like I am not able to do anything of the things I have to learn...
