I can totally relate... There was a leadership role I was given by a particular fellowship I was involved in, it's a very colourful gathering and there's "more honour" (according to human standards) and more popularity than the primary fellowship God told me literally to "work with my life for". It was a very strong temptation to leave the God-given vision for the praise of men, but thank God for His grace, even though I'm not even an executive in the primary fellowship that God directed me to, I've learned that the greater condemnation would be given to the masters and before you jump into it, you must have been built by God.
It’s not in your jurisdiction to determine the standard of preparation for your life. It is God who chooses what will prepare. I was really blessed by this sis😊