I've also had this insane urge to "GET OUT" this year. The aching need to find where I really belong is distracting and almost debilitating in its strength. I'm stuck in the heart of a big city, in an apartment, and the need to be in my own home with my own land is almost crushing me, it's all I can think about. I don't know that I really fluctuate at all, but I definitely feel that "Constant unknown" feeling. Being up in the air, unable to settle, having no clear path forward and feeling *stuck* is. . . Hard. Very hard. I hope that you find your way forward very soon! This isn't a pleasant feeling at all!
Something crazy has been going on since that CME in late March or April. If you look at the clouds they're kinda weird most days. We're still in that solar storm as far as I'm aware. Just not as abrupt.
That's the point of an energy shift,,everything gies upside down... just stay focus on the moments as much as you can...try to syncronize your brain hemispheres... but with you being the observer
@Secret_Squirrel_Scottishgamer nothing spoken about in this video sounds like bipolar... I'm unaware of your background and credentials, or if you've ever researched the condition or not, but bipolar disorder is characterized by having alternating states of mania and severe depression. In the world of social media, everyone loves to toss that term around to describe anyone who changes their mind often, or has fluctuating energy levels, or has a bad day. If only society knew how damaging it is to just toss terms around all willy nilly, then maybe people would stop. But until then, no Dr. Secret Squirrel, nothing in this video points to a mental health diagnosis of bipolar disorder 1 or 2.
@@storybrookefamilyfarm I said it was a bit like bi-polar not bi-polar itself... basically what i meant is one day you can feel great and the next feel depressed.. the day you feel great is so good you feel like your on top of the world the day your depressed well you know what I mean. The situation where you describe one moment being happy with where you are and then another moment not being happy where you are draws a few parallels with bi-polar. I don't need credentials to point this out it wasn't meant to offend but the way your kind of answering what I said sort of affirms my initial comment.
🤦♀️ I'm not offended by any means, I was hoping to help provide more education to the general public on a serious mental illness that is oftentimes misunderstood. My knowledge of mental illnesses doesn't come from me having them, but from me actually researching them in order to help better take care of others in the world around me.
