I came home from work to find him gone, I collapsed on the floor and just sobbed. No nothing from him, he kissed me before I left for work and told me he loved me. We had been texting back and forth all night. I was devastated, he finally contacted me two weeks later and apologized. I’m still healing and hopefully I can love again someday
I literally just went thru the same exact thing like my heart just sank reading this I work third shift and I came home and everything of his was gone and he was no where to be found like the house felt so empty without him there. I lost it when he left while I was at work like he didn’t say anything I thought we were fine
friday marks half a year since you left me, on the floor. bawling, choking on my throw up, begging you to stay. 6 months without you. 6 months of healing, and growing.. yet i still miss you. 6 months has passed and it still hurts the way it did watching you shut that door. we could have made it. we could have pushed a little harder. you know things aren’t supposed to be this way, but you gave up on me. on us. it’s still so unbelievable. 6 months and you’re already trying to replace me. looking for our spark in another woman. fighting to make y’all perfect, after giving up so easily on us. how could you ever love someone else that quickly? where did your love for me go? the 2+ years of memories we made together, the love/connection that was so obvious it was undeniable.. was it ever even really there? how could you fall in and out of love so easily? you can’t. your distraction will never be me. us. you’ll never feel the way we felt. the sparks we created. the energy that ran through us. that only exists within us; no matter how hard you try to force it somewhere else. i can’t wait for you to realize it.
My engagement ended also when he left 3 months before we got married .In my case I do not know what the heck happened ,he ghosted me ..left to pick up the pieces of my life and it is tough...
@@s.p.baughman7885 it really is rough we had moved 4 states away from my entire family so when he decided to leave I was quite literally all alone trying to figure out if it was something I could survive? But now he has a baby and a wedding coming up and it’s only been 4 months. I’m working Towards an AA degree in medical technology taking things day by day and being patient with myself.
Ashley, I discovered you a month or less ago and you have the most relatable songs. They are beautiful. You don't write too many sad songs. Sometimes those feelings are the most powerful and they need to be expressed. Music is one of the best ways to express yourself. Don't ever stop doing what you love. You have a real talent here. Absolutely stunning.
Darn relate to those words''but I am still relieving the night you left ..when I shattered to pieces broke not bleeding..The worst kind of pain buried to deep to see.. my life right there when you left me H.B.
My boyfriend cheated on me and instead of talking about it he just left, like I was the one who cheated so this song is explaining me the day he didn't come home....
Left me with the worst feeling and told me he loves me deep down but just can’t seem to find it the went on to tell me he feels like our story not done and we will find our way back left me no contact with sm hope just to find out he moved on in less than two weeks while four months later I’m still grieving it and anyone who comes my way I just hurt cuz I leave before I could get to attached
This girl I loved a LOT left me a little while ago and we’ve been talking since but it hurts cuz she has a bf now and I can’t stop thinking of the night I got the message saying she broke up with me but I’m healing and I relate to that part where it says “I don’t wanna love again” cuz at this point I don’t but it’s kinda weird how her name is Ashley 😂
This song hits right through the heart. We we're fine, or atleast i thought it was. Didn't have a fight, last conversation was full of love and excitement that we'll be seeing each other again, and then a month passed and he still wasn't responding, till he responded days after new year. He ended everything with reasons I don't even think are reasons. But can't blame him, since loving is a choice and a matter of commitment I unfair though for some who's gonna be left behind because the other fell out of love. It hurts but it doesn't hurt they way I wanted to hurt since I knew it was slowly coming to end
Ashley I don't know how I missed this!!! I remember you at the gym with your sister tumbling around..I'll always picture you that way..but it's amazing to watch you grow!!! Way to go love!!!
I was talking/ trying to get to know someone. He’s was so perfect, he was everything i dreamed a man to be. He was so busy with work and with his Navy work. I didn’t see the wonderful person that was standing right in front of him. I was very understanding when we couldn’t talk or wasn’t able to see him. At one point I went months without talking to him. Felt like strangers all over again. ….. long story short he was busy hanging out with his girlfriend ( at least someone called and said she was dating him) when I questioned him he said that was his ex and that was the last conversation we had and it’s been a month and a half. I wish I wasnt so nice and understanding at first and didn’t put my eggs all in one basket. I’m doing better. It hurts to know he didn’t put in the same amount of effort I did or more. Thank god I lOVE MYSELF.🥰🌺🌺
I loved him despite my fear of losing a love before him. He was the one to come in my life, completely broke me for absolutely no reason at all when I was barely trying to heal, blamed me for his mistakes, and left saying thank you one day.
The 26th of every month since 2017...I think about her and our engagement and how drugs got caught up in both our lives and her insecurities and trust issues projected on me, to the point she weaponized men against me knowing damn well as a genderfluid how I feel about my gender expression and such. Now she’s married and my whole family laughs at me for being hurt over someone not even that attractive and well off. ....I don’t know, I fell in love but I guess I was just trauma bonded.
Le temps s'est arrêté Quand la porte s'est fermée, je t'ai dit de partir J'ai attendu jusqu'à ce que tu descendes la route Et c'est là que j'ai rompu Hyperventilation dans la salle de bain Comment diable suis-je censé vivre sans toi ? Je ne me souviens pas du jour où nous nous sommes rencontrés Mais je revis encore la nuit où tu es partie Quand je me suis brisé en morceaux cassé mais sans saigner La pire sorte de douleur est enfouie trop profondément pour la voir Ah-ah-ah Si c'est comme ça que ça se termine Je ne veux pas, je ne veux plus aimer Ah-ah-ah Si c'est comme ça que ça se termine Je ne veux pas, je ne veux plus aimer Je ne sais pas ce que nous avions entre nous Et je ne suis pas religieux mais j'ai ressenti quelque chose Plus haut Mais pourquoi cela nous donnerait-il une fin aussi vicieuse ? Et maintenant je vis de notre histoire (je vis de notre histoire) Bébé, tu travailles de neuf à cinq (tu travailles de neuf à cinq) Je déteste la façon dont tu es capable de m'ignorer Je creuse des blessures juste pour écrire (mm-mm) Je ne me souviens pas du jour où nous nous sommes rencontrés Mais je revis encore la nuit où tu es partie Quand je me suis brisé en morceaux cassé mais sans saigner La pire sorte de douleur est enfouie trop profondément pour la voir Ah-ah-ah Si c'est comme ça que ça se termine Je ne veux pas, je ne veux plus aimer Ah-ah-ah Si c'est comme ça que ça se termine Je ne veux pas, je ne veux plus aimer Crois-moi, je sais que j'ai fait des erreurs (ah-ah-ah) Mais je n'ai jamais aimé quelqu'un de cette façon (si c'est comme ça que ça se termine) J'avais tellement de choses à dire Et putain tu es juste parti (je ne veux pas, je ne veux plus aimer) Ah-ah-ah Si c'est comme ça que ça se termine Je ne veux plus je ne veux plus aimer Le temps s'est arrêté Quand la porte s'est fermée et que je t'ai dit de partir
