Hey Chey, so very great to see you back, your videos are always worth watching, you're always the best ASMRtist that you've ever created videos, hope you're doing so very well 😉💞
Seeing a video from you is analogous to finding a $100 bill in the pockets of a jacket you haven't worn in a while. It's never bad news! And it's fine if it doesn't happen every time you put on a jacket. I hope you have some support to help with sadness and / or motivation. It's a perfectly normal thing, and very common for many people from the least to the most successful in life. You don't have to feel like you're on top of things every minute of every day. You're allowed to simply be.