ASMR GRWM: BIG Tea on My Health, Future, & the Community.. 

I havent finished the video yet but for what it's worth, when someone asks me who's my favourite asmrtist, my mind always goes to you because I feel such a loving vibe in your videos and it makes me feel so nurtured since i'm away from my family. If you need to take a step back, take a step back everyone will be back if you ever decide to come back. 100%. Your life is first. Your mental health is aLWAYS first. Don't listen to shitty people, karma always comes back. Your path is yours. 'Whoever is trying to bring you down, is already below you'. I'm here if you ever need to talk

I love how she’s so real an honest with us and herself. It’s crazy she even had the courage to upload this. This is why she’s my overall, not only asmrtist, but youtuber.

here we r months later and I’m cringing at my hair lmao

You’ve helped me SO MUCH during periods of high anxiety. I haven’t been able to make it through this pandemic without watching your videos over and over. Thank you! Take whatever time you need, we’ll be here. Take care of yourself. You are beautiful. You are worthy. You are LOVED. 🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖

Karuna so happy to see you are doing better. You are such a beautiful person. I know things get in the way to make you feel defeated but I'm so glad you aren't going anywhere. I myself have felt less than in the community for multiple reasons. I just have to remember I can be the only one to cancel myself.

with the new silver you look like a really kind older art teacher that buys you lunch and you can find at whole foods every sunday

You don’t need to apologize for being human. 🤖

I know I’m late but I want you to remember that this channel is YOUR safe place too, not just ours. So if you have had a shitty day, month, or year, feel free to vent to us, your yt family. I also struggle from depression and very low self esteem, I’ve become a lonely person, but to know that someone else is also experiencing these things, it’s so much more comforting than positive affirmations. To know I’m not alone in feeling this overwhelming weight of depression, it makes me feel more normal. Just like you’re always there for us, I hope you see we’re always there for you🤖🤖🤖

You’re literally the only RU-vidr I would ever just sit down and listen to talk about their life for an hour 🤖

“I’m gonna be really honest with you. I’m not an organized person.” Girl same. Lol I have loved watching you grow as a person and an creator.

When your cat started meowing I started panicking because our neighbours cat always comes into our house (not that I'm complaining or anything) and I thought I locked her in our house accidentally. It's like 3AM so I got really worried that if I let her out she wouldn't be able to get back into her home so you can imagine the relief when I saw that the cat was yours lmao

I really hate my mental illness. I can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel all alone. No matter what happens in my life, I can be happy for a little bit, but then I always get depressed and I feel stuck in the same place. So I totally get you.

Karuna: I had a break down and I bleached my hair like 4 times Me, looking up from bleaching my hair while watching the video: *oh, sweet, twinsies*

“Find someone who seems genuine, who’s going to value you” - this is YOU. YOURE that person. And we love you so much for it.

When I was 12 my mom was my everything. She was a teacher. Her students loved her. She would get up at 4am and she was always made up, best dressed, she stayed late. She was superwoman. When I was 13 I came home from school and she was crying. She did this for days. I didn’t understand. Her principal came to our house and stood in the doorway and let her go. I remember when I pulled her out of the bathtub because her little monster was telling her to give up and go under. After a stay in a Mental Hospital she decided to she wanted to show up. That’s all it took. That’s all it takes. It sounds simple but she’s still working on it, hard, every day. She has a list: Does your hair need washed? Do you have cloths without stains and holes on? Stuff like that. Sometimes she has to ask for help with that. That’s okay. That’s 100% okay. I took care of my mom almost like my child for years. Now she’s my mom again. She’s doing charity work, she’s there for me 75% of the time and put me first right after her own health and it’s more then I could have ever asked for more then I ever expected. She makes plans, she drives on her own at least twice a month if not twice a week! She makes me a more caring person. She made me strong, she makes me thankful for my mental health. She made the decision to ask for assurances, facts, I don’t know, I don’t know if you will even read this, I don’t know. I just hope you make the choice to show up. Read us a book, tell us a story and do hand stuff, whatever. Your beautiful but even if your right and your not we don’t care. Your family doesn’t care. I have loved your content. I could tell you have depression before I watched where you came out and said it. It’s just part of some people, it can be beautiful. People with depression are soft and more genuinely caring. I think the end of this video proved that. My best fried also has Depressionen she has the biggest smile all the time. We need you but don’t forget you need you too. Don’t forget you are never alone. 🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖

“But man let me tell you what its like to have everything you want in the world and not being able to enjoy it.” That hit hard.

Karuna you are a great mom, and a great person. Don’t let anyone tell you different. ❤️

karuna, you were the first asmr creator who ever made me feel good. u showed me the power of affirmations and taking tine for yourself. recently , i feel like i’ve watched you fall mentally and it hearts my heart. i could tell that u weren’t “feeling” the videos u were making. but i will ALWAYS come back to thus family at the end of the day and i cant wait to see u truly smile again . i love u so much💗

Like Asmr Glow said, whenever someone asks me who my favorite asmrist is I always think of you because despite all of your troubles and worries you have never let us down and you always post great content and it’s real. And by that I mean nobody is perfect but I feel like sometimes people ( especially other creators) act like they are but you never pretend to be someone you aren’t which I love about you. You are such a kind hearted, beautiful, strong person who deserves the world. You have helped me and many many other people with our problems and our worries.You ARE worthy. I love you so much. WE love you so much.

From someone who also suffers from depression, this made me feel less alone. I want to thank you for that, sending you all the love in the world. Stay strong

Karuna: *spills enormous amount of tea* *half a second later* so this is the makeup product I’ll be using

This really made me tear, I’m just a kid and I don’t know what’s it like to raise 2 kids and animals and have a house to pay... but I just wanted to tell you that we are ALL here for you, and I really hope you get better soon, take your time love you can take as much of a break as you can we all love you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Dear Karuna 🤖, Some tips from someone who used to be the most depressed person on earth: 1. Happiness will never come from looking beautiful. Feeling beautiful will come from learning how to be grateful & reminding yourself of what to be grateful for on a daily basis 2. Stop eating all processed foods. Eat clean, fresh foods, including extensive greens. SEE & FEEL the difference within a week 3. Get 20-30mins exercise/day. FEEL the difference within a week 4. Get 15mins min. full sunlight per week 5. Do not participate in cancel culture, either as a perpetrator or in a read-only function. Someone, somewhere will ALWAYS be offended by something, which is important. We mature from being offended, not by being scolded 6. Taking 250mcg of vitamin B12 & 500mg of Curcumin every morning changed my life and most importantly, my mood so I could do all the above 7. Good luck 😉

You are the most pure, realistic soul in the whole ASMR community. Like, of course there are other nice ASMRtists, but you just seem so *real* I am so glad to be apart of this family, we all love you 🤖🤖🤖

My dear Karuna: I have been part of this family for a very long time. You've been there for us every time we needed to feel understood, heard, taken care of and safe, even if you were only a person behind a phone screen. Please don't apologize for being you the one that comes to us trying to get that as well. We are here, we will be here, to hear you, understand you and support you. With your downsides, your breakdowns, your insecurities and anxiety. You have built and amazing community founded on the love, respect, acceptance and support that you always show here. This is probably just a little comment but it speaks for these past 5 years that I've been watching your content, and I am sure way more people will agree with it. Take all the time out of RU-vid that you need to heal, we will always be waiting here for you and be thankful for the time and effort you make to give us the best content we could ask from you. I wish I could grab a coffee with you some day and talk over every part of my life that you've had an impact on. You are a loving, caring, supporting person and you have always shown us your personality in the most transparent way I've ever seen. We will always be here to remind you how great you are, regardless of how negative things might seem to you sometimes. You can try to take a step back and lean on us like we do with you. Lots of love and support from this Spanish girl, I wish you all the best and strenght you need to get iver this like every other time you have done it, whether it is sooner or later. One battle at a time, Karuna. A huge hug xx 🤖

I've only been a casual fan for a year or two and this is my first time hearing a lot of this, I think putting this video on the main channel was the right move. Everything that's happened is truly awful and I don't think you should feel sorry for taking time for yourself. Overworking can often make things feel more overwhelming than they are. I honestly hope you can weather this storm and come out the other side a more beautiful person than you already are. I don't know if I've seen a more caring soul on this platform. This year has been plain unfair to you and as someone who's struggled with similar issues I'm rooting for you to keep yourself afloat; I know how hard it can be. You deserve all the love in the world and even though I don't really know you, you should be proud of yourself for making it this far, because we're proud of you! Thank you for keeping us updated.

never apologize for being real. I'm sending love your way. I know it's hard, I know you're struggling. You've saved us so many times, let us help you out. We love you so much. We are proud of you. We are your family even if we aren't blood related. 💖

I’m new to the family like maybe a month now and I watch all these, hearing about your life and how your doing and stuff really hits me like your so real and I just love you for that like I’m proud to be apart of this family and I hope you are doing well soon 🥺❤️❤️❤️

This year is sucking the will, empathy, love and energy out of everyone. Please be kind to yourself. I noticed your content change and I was wondering about that. Thanks for your honesty and I hope it lightened the load a little to share with us. 💜 The growth you've shown us in the last few years is amazing. You are amazing.

☹️ it breaks my heart that you feel that way about yourself. You're such a beautiful human, inside and out. I completely understand where the thoughts come from because I myself deal with depression. You aren't alone and you have SO much support. From us, your husband, your mom... We all love you so much and have helped us in ways you may never know. You deserve all the positive vibes ♥️♥️

you’re such a beautiful woman inside and out. you bring so many people so much peace and grounding, including myself. that’s such a unique gift that only some people hold, whenever you feel down remember that, remember that you have helped and saved so many people. you have so much purpose.

hey sarah , i just wanted to thank you for saving my life , for making life better for me and helping me through everything. i love you and am so proud of you , you are the bravest and strongest person i look up to . i hope one day , you really do write that book , your story deserves to be heard , thank u for everything❤️❤️

Dear Karuna, my second mom: 🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖 You may often feel like you are not enough, but you are perfect for all of us. We think you are beautiful, talented, kind, compassionate, funny, genuine... I never feel like youtubers are actually talking to ME the way you talk to ME. I feel cared for. The last bit of your video made me cry and it was so lovely to hear. Depression is a very difficult battle. I have been dealing with it myself and have been using your videos to feel better. You are always taking care of others, I wish there was more we could do for you. Never apologize to us for putting out "bad content." I KNOW that you are always trying your best and that is ALWAYS enough for us. Please, please, please, stop being so hard on yourself. It hurts me to see you hurting yourself.Depression makes us see everything through a dark lens: it makes us see the bad in everything - ESPECIALLY ourselves. I relate to you in that way. I recently sat in front of my mirror and just sobbed looking at myself and who I've "become" in quarantine. But we, together, need to stop being so mean to ourselves. We are trying our best. It's time we love ourselves like we love each other! I know its easier said than done (obviously), but being aware of how hard we are being on ourselves is a good first step, and the fact that you're gonna do one productive thing a day is so cool!! I think I'm gonna start that too. We can do it together! I love you! Thank you for worrying about us when you are dealing with such dark personal issues. WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT CONTENT YOU PUT OUT!! We KNOW you love us because you always remind us. And we love you too

i love how open she is about her problems. because even though sometimes we are scared to say, we do have similar if not the same problems in our lives. thank you so much for being brave and sharing with us. it really means a lot 💞

>if you're going to choose someone to sleep to at night, choose someone who seems genuine Yeah literally you, RIVER ASMR, and ASMR Muzz are my go to. Y'all just seem so nice and immediately have me in a good mental space

Karuna you’re amazing. you’ve made it through so so much and you’ve turned your life into something so beautiful. your true followers get asmr if you do absolutely anything. legitimately if you’re just talking or moving because we love YOU! the videos don’t always have to be an entire production. you’re amazing at anything beautiful!! don’t be so hard on yourself lovey !! anything you do is better to me than any other creator. you have the biggest heart. I feel like you’re absolutely gorgeous and I know you say it doesn’t make you believe us when we say that but I hope one day you can see yourself as beautiful as we all see you. I hope you see my message and the messages from all of these other wonderful people that love you!! you deserve all the good in the world and I hope that lots of blessings come your way. I wish I could give you a huge hug. you’ve had an impact on my life in the sense of sleeping. I can have a hard time sleeping sometimes and your videos calm me down and allow me to sleep soundly. I always go to your channel first and have the BIGGEST smile on my face when I see that you have a new video up. just keep doing you lovey and I hope your life keeps moving in a positive direction. thank you for being you Karuna. I love you so much ! 🤖 🤖 🤖 🤖 🤖

🤖 I discovered ASMR while having a panic attack. I googled “videos to help a panic attack” and your video showed up. I always return to that video. It had gotten me through so many difficult moments. Your genuine care in your videos have brought me to tears on multiple occasions. You’re one of the few ASMRtists that shows love and concern for your viewers. In this increasingly isolating world, I’m grateful for you❤️

You don't seem negative at all. This year has not been what anyone expected. Take care if yourself. You're doing amazing. Wishing you well and keeping you in my thoughts for your health. Just one day at a time.

For whatever it's worth, you've helped me through some really horrible times in my life and you've given me a lot of peace and comfort in the moments when I needed it and felt like I couldn't put that burden on other people in my life. I don't talk about this stuff often or at least not online, but earlier this year your videos helped me through some really heartbreaking grief in a very meaningful way and I'll always be grateful that you gave that to me. I wish there was more than what words could do to make feel as comforted as you've made me but just know that you are loved and cherished in this community and you deserve that love very much.

Karuna I just wanted to say I love you a lot and you deserve good things

The most helpful thing my therapist ever said to me (I have CPTSD) was when I was saying how I felt like I was doing so badly and I felt like a failure and I was so mad at myself, and she was like "for the amount that you have been through and overcome, you are doing so well. Cut yourself some slack, you are not coming at things with the same advantages." And that fits you too, you have gone through so much, you are trying your best, you care about people, you're a good mom. If you have to take a break that's completely okay, it's a lot to manage, but don't feel ashamed because you are trying and you have done so much good already, you don't owe us any more

I think you need to treat social media like I treat my job: leave that shit at the door when you come home. I know you probably film primarily at home but.. Give yourself a sacred space. Shut off the social media apps when they're not serving you and your content. You dont need to and shouldn't be engaged 24/7. Its not healthy or sustainable. As for your goals and your book and your success..the year isnt over! There is time. You have time. Be gentle with yourself and give yourself some grace. You've been through it. You will make mistakes and hit roadblocks but you can always move forward. Depression is a season that will come to an end. Until it does, care for yourself first

I'm so sorry you've been going through, and it's a brave thing that you've shared this. Sending you love ❤️

I’m so sorry you have been going through so much. You are one of my favorite RU-vidrs to watch even besides ASMR creators. You are insanely beautiful but I know how hard it is to feel it for yourself. Thank you for being so open with us. You are an amazing human and deserve to feel loved. I have been depressed for the past six months and this video is a reminder that I’m not alone. Thank you.

Depression has to be the worst thing to exist. Currently my depression isn’t as bad as it used to be 3 years ago. I recommend to do the stuff you love again slowly, it’s better starting slow again to go all in it. We love you so much, we are here for you💕

Karuna: I’ve been putting out dull content. Me: Searching for this “dull content”. We are our own worst critic darling. I’ve loved your content during all this ...it’s kept me sane. This has been a very hard time so I get it. Omg are you me? I turn 29 in August, I’ve had medical bill bullshit during this and have been depressed and not wearing makeup which makes me hate my face more. Chin up beautiful. Life is a rollercoaster...but you brighten so many lives! Hang in there. You are human STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP.🤖🤖

You’re not alone!!! I lost myself for a while at the beginning of this year and only recently this past week I’ve decided to tap more into my feminine, wear some makeup and jewelry, love MYSELF... put the same effort into myself as I was putting into others. Even went on a vacation to the beach. I think we have the same life haha! My friend. Put your health first. You are amazing and I believe in you.💓 much love xoxo

Karuna, I'm really glad to find your channel on RU-vid. I have a severe depression and anxiety and no medicine, nothing in this world could make me sleep. I tried A LOT of other chanels with asmr, nothing worked. Until I found you. I see trust on you eyes, truth on your voice. You're my best friend amd I don't sleep without you. I know what you've been through, that's my everyday life since a long time. Don't give up, you save lives everyday. You matter. And I really need you. Thank u for being so open. You have a beautiful heart! ❤️

I am so sorry you are going through this. Breaks my heart. I suffer from anxiety and depression and some of what you said and how you feel I can totally relate to. I want you to know that my sister suggested your channel and it has helped me so much. I have started a channel because you have inspired me to help others. Thank you so much for what you do for everyone! Love you! 💕

Karuna: you guys will find other ASMR artists you like Me: NO I WILL NOT 😤💕

I love you and what you are Karuna, I really do. Your videos have been and are still helping me to cope w my own life you know. And your person has a lot to do with all of this. Listen to us if you can't see yourself the way we do, you're still lovable and dare I say loved, even by a family you can't physically reach 💕💕💕

For like two years now I’ve found myself floating back to your channel not realising that I watch you because you’re so calming. You’re my first and favourite Asmr artist, I was drawn to your honesty and beautiful face and nature. You’re insane and I can’t wait until you start believing it, I’ve never commented on these videos before but this is so relatable to everything I’m going through and I’m finally coming out of it! Take your time and I’m sending you all the light and love you have given to me! Lots of love xox

As horrible as people can be, reading the comments it make me happy and proud to be part of this family. This is what it should be about, love and support. Everyone should be supporting each other rather than putting people down☺️💕💕

I love how serious you got but your cat was like “mom is sad, I must sing her the song of my people and cheer her up”

Karuna love you 😘 Hope you are feeling better after some time. You so deserve happiness and self love. You’re such a genuine person through and through. I do miss the ASMR community from like 7 years ago when it was just exploration and a true niche community for relaxation. Love ya

If nothing else, I just learned a FANTASTIC AND LIFE CHANGING method of applying eyeshadow by watching you you do yours!!! Seriously, I have struggled for YEARS to figure out how to apply shadow and in 30 SECONDS of watching you use the shadow box as a guide, I GET IT!!!! Sincerely, thank you. Keep your head up, please.

It’s awful being blessed with a partner and beautiful family and to KNOW you’re blessed and not be able to enjoy it because of your mental health. I know it, I struggle with it everyday and then feel guilty being depressed knowing I have no good reason to be. I hope it helps to know you’re not alone. This video helped me this morning.. not that you’re suffering but when people are honest you realize you’re not the only one out there in a sea of eternally happy people.

Really want to give her a Hug! She’s been honest, brave and sensitive, but that what her her. I hope she can gets what she wants and desire ASAP. Not only for herself but also for the world. Because the characters she has might not be the most perfect but definitely something worth people to learn!! World is fun and beautiful, but they hide from all the craziness...wish everyone and her the best and remember to try best to be nice at this sensitive time. There are always people who love you, agree with you and SUPPORTING you. 🤖️💗💗💗

Karuna, I have been watching your videos since 2017 when I was a freshman in college. I just graduated and am starting a PhD program in the fall and while I am so proud I often miss simpler times. Your realness in this video really brought me back to that deep contentment I felt when first discovering your channel. Please know that being ‘negative’ isn’t inherently bad and that it actually helps a lot of us to know that we are not alone. Thank you so much ❤️🤖

Ok so I’m 15, and I don’t know what it’s like having a big platform on yt but please, if you need to, take a break for a couple months. Your true family members will understand, work on yourself love, and your family and your mental thoughts. We love you and we only want the best for you, don’t give up.

🤖guys she was there for us now we need to be there for her let’s go fam keep posting karuna whatever type of videos you need to ur the best :]

Awwww Karuna ur such a special soul. I hope you find some peace and take the time you need but I hope you just continue to come back even if you take a break ❤️

you've helped me through depression for about 5 years Thank You! Your The Best!

I went through the same depressive period this year and I’m just getting out of it. School is starting for me soon and I think I’m finally in the right headspace you take control of my life instead of letting it float by. Thank you so much for your videos, you make so many people not feel alone, so thank you for sharing :)💕💕💕

I debated on whether or not I should comment because I’m not usually one who comments because I feel that no one actually reads it. I’ve been watching you for as long as I can remember. You are my go to when it comes to RU-vid/asmr. I literally rave about you to my boyfriend about how much I love your content. I was at work when you uploaded this and clicked on it as soon as you posted because even though I have never met you in person, just like many other people on this channel I genuinely care about the content creators I watch. I’m sorry things have been rough for you and that 2020 has just been a shit year so far. I don’t know what it’s like to struggle with severe depression and anxiety so I won’t say I can imagine what it must be like because I can’t...but I hope things get better for you soon, I believe things will get better for you soon! Just keep doing you and focusing on you! We all love you, Karuna!

Imagine thinking that you are a loser when you are a powerful woman in the ASMR community, who set the bar too high and who is giving her family what they deserve. Ignore the three haters out there and remember that you have a lot of us here supporting you. Love you Karu, stay strong and keep rocking! 💕 (PD. 🤖 🤖 🤖 🤖)

I have dealt with trauma for a very long time. This year has been awful. We are surrounded by hatefulness and negativity. I got to a point where I could not function. and could not sleep. Then I discovered your channel. Then I became one of the family. You have blessed me and I have introduced you to my daughter having sleeping and trauma issues as well. You are amazing. I did make it all the way through.

I feel that you are very down to earth and honest. It is very admirable and I don’t view your concerns as negative at all. Your attitude is totally justified. I can relate to recent depression, just not being able to be present at all, its hard. You are an awesome person and ana great role model :)

Girl, I’m having the SAME EXACT problems as you! From the depression and body dysmorphia to the heartburn!! Girl, I didn’t brush my hair for 2 months during quarantine and I’m just recently getting back to showering every day. I’m a recovering addict as well and it’s like you are telling my story! I’m fairly new to your channel (within the past 6 months) but let me say you are beautiful no matter what. I’m glad I heard your story and hope you know that you are not alone. ❤️ you.

Your cat meowing made me think my cat was outside my room 😭

WE LOVE YOU KARUNA, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING YOU!

I feel old saying this, but I remember the asmr community from like 6 years ago was so different. Now its so flashy and exclusive-seeming, and while I like the overall improvements in quality it does feel more hollow. However, I've always felt that your channel stayed true to its roots, and remember, you're always going to be your worst critic. None of your fans are scrutinizing you that hard--we're just happy you're still here! P.S. Thank you for always giving minx laura a shout out! I'm fairly certain she started the clicking noises that are basically ubiquitous with asmr now

🤍 checkpoint 🤍 some positive affirmations: i'm happy that you are here many people love you you are a great person you are worthy of happiness you deserve to be loved you are so beautiful you are a really strong person looking forward to seeing u again :) VIBE CHECK!! u are doing great? i hope sooo and i hope u will continue to feel this way u are not doing well? i'm here if you need anyone to talk to :) 🤍 checklist 🤍 [if needed] have u... brushed ur teeth? set your alarm? turned autoplay off? charged your phone? removed any make up? removed jewelry? changed into your pj? said good night to ur family? turned down brightness? prayed or manifested? done your work for school? turned on ur night light? i wish you all a great night/day/afternoon✨ sleep well and dream something sweet

Really sweet that people helped KS with her kids’ Christmas. I love that.

It’s been a while since I’ve watched asmr, and I wanted to catch up on my favorite creators so sorry this is coming in so late. I’m so appreciative of everything you’ve done in my life. You have a bigger impact than you realize. I myself dealt with depression for a long time, and still battle with it and trying to resist, I definitely know how much energy it takes to even get out of bed. In time, I hope you can be proud of even just taking that first step. Last thing, as others have said, don’t apologize for being human. We acknowledge it, and we learn from it🤖

Karuna you have always been here for me, you have saved my life more times than I can count , I love you with my whole heart and I will always stick by you no matter what, whether you go on a huge break , wether there is drama and if your health is bad you should take care of yourself. We will wait for you, I promise I will wait for you, here. Please take care of yourself we love you so so so much and please please please be safe and I will watch your old videos over and over until you come back, I already know the safe space one off by heart xx

Hey Karuna... when I had issues with GERD years ago... they tested me for esophagus spasms... apparently they are painful. Luckily I don't have them... but it kinda sounds like you may have that issue.

who else thinks karuna is SO beautiful with or without makeup??😍😍🙋🏽‍♀️

Your honesty and this video helped me in so many ways. I've suffered the loss of two family members recently, my older brother and uncle. I've been harassed by my neighbor, I started a new job and moved to a new city, I developed depression and anxiety attacks, and for the first time in my life my health is suffering. I want to hide but hearing your truth has been like a refresh button for me. Thank you for always being authentically you and for giving us videos in the first place! I truly love them. You're great at what you do and like ASMR Glow said, we will always be here for you. Your mental health and physical health is always more important. You're beautiful inside out and there is nothing you can tell yourself that will change that. Keep doing you. Xoxo

your videos are amazing, whenever i get into a depressive episode i just watch your videos and they help a lot. i’m so sorry for what you’re going through, we are here for you and we support you. 💕

This year has been absolute shit. My parents divorced ,my grandpa died, and I have been struggling a lot with anxiety. We will all get through this though, keep pushing everyone this will get better.❤️

My grandma always use to tell me "there could never be a more beautiful you" and I always thought, ya okay lol. Then she passed in 2010 and that saying just has so much more meaning...when I start being hard on myself I just think of that and it makes my heart happy. 🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖🤖

what I have learned as an adult is that being an adult sometimes sucks and other adults KNOW THIS but dont want to talk about it or even act like it exists to have a bad season in life and I have become negative towards people because of that fakeness. So I appreciate your honesty and it never stays bad we learn to appreciate these tough times because its when we grow the most without these times we wont grow. Its needed and happens to us all and how we deal with it is what matters. You got this and take this as a blessing in disguise.

Dear Sarah, I feel for you so much! Just know that it's completely normal not to feel happy, not to feel beautiful all the time. You are still one of the best ASMRtists for me, your content has been helping me to get through a depression for several years, it's never been shity, believe me. I have my fingers crossed for you, you've been through a lot already - I believe with all my heart you are strong enough to get tough this mess as well. Please be safe🙏🏻 You are worthy of all the best things in the world!

No matter how much people say about you, I personally will always stick by you. Until about a year ago I lived with my mom, but I ended up getting taken off her. And when I did get removed from my mom, I found you. You helped me so so much, and over the course of this year you made me feel like I did have a mom and that I was appreciated. So thank you so so much 💕

You have helped more people than you’ll ever know Karuna.... with this gorgeous... from the depths of your very soul...your honest love... your raw truth... that you have shared with us today!!! ❤️

I know I'm late on this Karuna, but honestly? You're like my second momma. ✦ I watched your videos to calm my depression, to calm my panic attacks at night, when i was panicking from work. ✦ Your videos helped me fall asleep, when I was failing out of college not knowing if my parents will let me live with them or kick me out of the house... ✦ Your videos and you were here for me for years and till this day YOU ARE my most favorite asmrtist. You gave me safe space and healthy confidence. ✦ You helped me with my insomnia, panic attacks and depression so so much ✦ I know you want to make us happy and to make us feel safe, but if your jar isn't filled with happiness... you can't pour it to other people, because you'll have nothing left u know? Take care of yourself first. The internet family here, who loves you and supports you will stay and wait for you. ✦ I love you so much from the bottom of my heart. I love what you do and I always thought that you're beautiful not only on the outside, but from the inside. It's hard to describe, but i just feel this warm caring light from you and it makes you even more beautiful overall. And I'm not just saying this to make you feel better I genuinely have these vibes from you and I'm stating it as a fact ❤️ ✦ I must admit that I felt that you were disconecting from the videos, when you were posting new content recently, but I enjoyed what you did in them regardless ✦ Karuna you're amazing as you are, even without all the make up, You're amazing mom and wife from all the things I heard from you, the way you talk about your family is so precious❤️ ✦ I know depression is terrible, it sucks! But please don't beat yourself up just because you feel tired and need more rest. ✦ If you're depressed you gotta take care of yourself even more you know, lil extra love or at least lil extra understanding. I know it's easier said than done, but try to at least tell yourself that it's ok to take some time... to not be your 100% self, that you can get through this by taking baby steps. I know hygiene is important, but to hell with it... if you don't have the energy for it and don't feel like it then take your time you can acomplish it lil bit later. ✦ I don't know if you have bath, but perhaps if you're depressed take it as an opportunity to relax your mind a bit, take it as your safe space to cry, to take care of yourself, to hold yourself. Sometimes being your own therapist and telling yourself that it's gonna be ok helps, sometimes it helps to speak out loud about what worries you. ✦ What I'm trying to say is that during depression and hard times like this you gotta give yourself extra space in your mind for a break down, for feeling tired, for feeling bad and be understanding, why are you feeling like that. ✦ I hope your health gets better both mental and physical. I'm honestly glad you're making this video, because talking about what happened to you is very therapeutic and will give you some relief ✦ Unfortunately internet can be a bad place sometimes, but there are still genuine people and I know you know it. And your channel here is filled with kind and genuine people that's why I think it makes sense for you to make these videos, because you and us .. we have great relationship. I'm sorry for the long message, but in short sentence "Please take time for yourself and your family, we'll be here when you decide to come back, sending you all the love and good vibes ❤️

Thank you so much for being open about your life and your feelings! You deserve so much. I wish you the best mentally and physically ❤️ we’re here for you always !!!!

Karuna, I have watched you for years now and I have to say you are one of the most fucking resilient people I have ever seen. You haven't had it easy. And even now, when you are at a low, you are deciding to actively make a change and say "I'm going to get better". I admire you so much for that. The best advice I can give you during this time is exactly what you said about doing one thing everyday. But also celebrate and appreciate every little thing your do. Something as simple as "I got out of bed today. I woke up and decided to take on the day." and genuinely making a big deal of that to yourself is such a positive first step. And KEEP doing that for every little thing you do that took effort. Depression sucks the energy out of people so you putting effort into anything is genuinely something to be proud of. I believe in you!

Halway through the vid and i just wanna say, that i am so so proud of you, i have been following our channel for over 3 years, and am so proud on how you turned your entire life around!! You bought a house, have a beautiful family, and have mentally grown so much❤ sarah we all love you so much, and will always be here when you need a platform to talk to💕

I am from where you live (though I've lived all over the U.S.) and recently moved to Pittsburgh. I hope you take the time to visit physicians in the city. Magee Women's Hospital had some of the most phenomenal care I've ever received and I'm a childhood cancer survivor who fiercely advocates for my health.

You’re human. You have the right to feel. We, as your family, are here to help! We’ll wait for you. We’ll never give up on you! ❤️

Love the freckles on her shoulders, they are so cute! Never seen them before. And that top really compliments her bright personality, girl's got style. 👏🏾👏🏾

See a specialist like a gastroenterologist. Get a second opinion. Don’t be afraid because the er is literally the worse place to get healthcare. Don’t wait until it’s so bad that you’re in horrible pain.

We're here for you Karuna as you've been there for us. You've gotten me through a lot of rough times in my life. This space we've created is warm and inviting and we welcome you with open arms. I'm glad you were honest with us and I hope you take as much time as you need to heal. 🤖🤖🤖

I have been feeling like total shit usually these days and also not taking care of myself and I'm so sorry you're going through all this and I hope by now you're doing better. Hearing you talk about this stuff made me feel so much better❤ Your videos heal me.

I've sat on this for too long and hope this is a good time to express this. About a year ago, when I first tried ASMR, I found one of your videos (the teeth tapping/kisses one). I later fell out of ASMR and labeled it as "not my thing". Nearly 5 months ago I decided to try ASMR again. One day I was on the verge of a stress-induced anxiety attack and found your panic attack video (the one with the candle). It helped me feel so much better and helped me fall in love with your channel. ASMR was the first thing in my life that helped me genuinely relax and that's thanks to your channel. I always feel safe when watching your videos. It's a small detail, but it matters so much to me when you ask if the viewer is okay with being touched. Thank you for always trying to be active with our family. It helps remind us that we matter. You have saved me in so many ways. With all my person I thank you, Mom. 🤖

"You can tell me how beautiful i am and this and that but ill never believe you" that hit a little to hard

You've overcome SO MUCH. I believe you can overcome this too. I believe you will stand on the other side of it and marvel at what it was and where you are. I'll be praying for you. Hang tough.

I hope your health gets better & that you begin to love yourself as much as others love you!❤