[Verse 1] To be honest I just wanna be back home, I know I'm not known, I know I been alone, got no friends not even my own family calls my phone, haven't seen my dad in a few months, even though he lives down the street from me, I'm feeling beat, I feel defeat, and I guess he just can't see what he's done to me, you burned bridges, you hurt me, how stupid and foolish could you be, didn't even see me on my birthday, shit.. I invited you, but you didn't show up, it's all deija Vu, I should be used to it by now, I should be used to you, treating me bad cause that's all you do, alcohol on your shelf, walking into your house is a living hell, get drunk at night, yelling at neighbors, getting in fights, all cause of your disease, makes me feel so sick, till I can't breathe, I just need time to be me, hopefully our relationship doesn't die, but if does, Rest In Peace.. [Hook] Cause I just wanna be back home, oh no I'm not known, no one will call my phone, and I just feel so alone, yeah, I just feel so alone. x3] [Verse 2] I should be used to feeling alone right? Started feeling that way since I was 9, when my grandma died right in front of my eyes, everyone I love usually dies, and ever since that day it brings tears to my eyes, makes me cry, waking up during the night, can't sleep cause I'm sleep depribed, barely hanging on, surprised I'm actually still alive after all those times I've tried to die, mom asking me if I'm fine, say yeah, walk away and lie, just wishing I didn't think about suicide., I'm trying to make a difference but everything I do, means I'm sinning, [Hook] Cause I just wanna be back home, oh no I'm not known, no one will call my phone, and I just feel so alone, yeah, I just feel so alone. x3] [Outro] Cause i.. Cause I just can't.. Living in a broken home, I have no one to call my own, whoa..] TK
She said baby i dont wanna come back home, please i dont wanna go i said whats wrong you know you can text my phone. she said the abuse was enough couldnt be alone. I said baby whats going on are they mad. she laughed through tears saying i dont know the half of that Baby said she gets beat at home. Whooped and bruised reap what her parents had sewn Shes tired of the life she got right now. Jealous of my poverty but love i gotta ask how. Can such a loving girl be born too two parents so brutal. I wish shed give them hell back so the feelings mutual. But she cant she feels so cold. I said this wont happen when we old. She smiled and said baby i dont think im gunna last. i hold her hand and smile as the pain passed. She kissed my cheek one more time before getting in the car. Hows a guy suppose to help when he lives so far She said baby i dont wanna come back home, please i dont wanna go i said whats wrong you know you can text my phone. she said the abuse was enough couldnt be alone. I said baby whats going on are they mad. she laughed through tears saying i dont know the half of that She comes to my place beaten and bruised. At home she faces nothing but abuse. This girl twitches everytime i go for a kiss. But with me she said she feels bliss. I wish i could take the pain she felt and just drop it on her mom and dad. They are the reason why baby's life is so bad. They do nothing but yell, scream, claw, and punch. Calling baby fat shes missing out on lunch When we sitting quiet she sobs and apologizes. She said the abuse is her fault I said baby dont justify. What they doing its nothing but straight scary. Seeing the girl i love and whom one day imma marry. Crying and wishing for the peace of death. I said "Baby imma give you the world you only deserve the best.
Estoy tan triste y no puedo olvidar esta depresión De mi mente Mi corazón palpita muy fuerte Respiración sin control Ya no tengo ninguna emoción Sufro de mas trastornos mentales Q todos son muy incontrolables Como la fobia social Eso me hace ser antisocial Le temo a la gente Dicen que soy muy diferente No trabajo por miedo a la sociedad Me hacen burlas,me juzgan pero ya todo me da igual No tengo a ni un amigo tampoco enemigos Soy un chico tímido Con 18 años de edad jamas e besado a una chica Para buscar novia se me complica Jamas me enamorado de alguien no se que es el amor si ni siquiera yo mismo me amo Evito la mirada de la gente eso siempre lo ago me da miedo ver con mis ojos llorosos Estos miedos de mi mente Me hacen ser muy diferente Tengo miedo Y no puedo mas aguantar este sufrimiento Evito ir a lugares con mucha gente Yo ya me considero un demente No me gusta estar en familia odio las fiestas No hay manera de que nadie me entienda Me gusta estar solo y cuando lo estoy siempre lloro Me vas a creer que hasta para comer me da ansiedad Yo amo y odio a la soledad Es la única que le tengo confianza Siempre con ella tengo esperanzas Me odio por eso siempre estoy solo No tengo a ni un amigo en las redes sociales,mi redes son muy aburridas Sin ningún mensaje ninguna llamada Estoy solo en la cama Estresado,ansioso Me veo al espejo y me veo muy horroroso Estos miedos de mi mente Me hacen ser muy diferente Tengo miedo Y no puedo mas aguantar este sufrimiento Lo que hable en esta canción es un poco Sobre los sintomas de la fobia social si alguien la sufre no te burles ni lo juzgues entiendelo y ayudaloooo
Dont know if its gonna be long my hearts froze all along wondering where you were gone my life test me so wrong i want you to do what you have to do but please back home dont save and play the hero just please back home dont call me from unknown place i dont know back home
Endlich wieder zurück zu hause Lebe in saus und brause Muss mir keine sorgen machen Wo ich mal Lebe Im Lotto gewinn kann nicht jeder daher hab ich die Knete Die große liebe habe ich zwar noch nicht gefunden Bin bisher noch nicht für ewig gebunden
I really like the vocals in the beat and I like how they come out as the chorus even more. All you need to do is do what you do. Make it as fire as possible, make it crackle, emit heat, and burn, and let me know it's made just for my (A writer's) inspiration. I could look at any of these beats as that, but it's different when it's made for you. I know what I'm asking. You might be busy, in the middle of several other projects, and it's free posted on youtube. I could help advertising your channel for views. I'm a really good writer. Almost NO ONE knows I write. I've been writing for 6 years and I can be amazing. It's time I come out and give free samples. You're already gonna give a free sample. Have you ever worked or collaborated with another individual (on youtube) on the same project to gain something? I haven't and I'm willing to for no more than your time and I WONT upset or fail. I think you'll be pleased. I'll give you time and I'll start writing what I think will be admired.
VERSE 1 uh Knew I would love you like fat kid loves food just wanna be back home Knew I score like Shaq Did In school I must've had the flu or I was just cool being notice i Knew she would fall in love with me and that's cool but never knew she would've Stop Remembering Me and just Didn't want to talk to me what did I do but I never Knew you didn't love me and I was stupid and looked like a big Fool Yea, Verse 2, Yo check it She knew all me baby but she wasn't me baby damn young Aj Prepare for Change Cause It Seem like Girly don't care the same When we met there so much potential Knew I would keep her well knew I would fight for you I would Pull out my heart and bring it right to you she had me by her attractive chains she buried my name then we had champagne. This Is Freestyle I made don't be so Harsh I new at songwriting thanks! EDOBY This is an amazing beat Kept me hitting the replay button Lol
@Edoby beats can us who freestyle/writers/poets/speakers, etc.. Have a slow/strong beat?? Just for writers? Obviously one ANYONE can hear, but anyone who writes will KNOW "a lot of time has been put in this, I'll do the same" #Embrace #Embrace PLEASE! It will let me and anyone who reads this know that you want to promote for you AND your listeners. Your beats are good and we write already (well, I do), but if you even name one #EMBRACE I swear, I'll go as hard as I possibly can. I never made a video, but I'll even make a youtube account and dedicate it to your channel of beats for you. #AsAListener. #HowManyRequestsDoYouGet?
I know it ment be but I change to a different dude how did you still recognize me you found me playing hide in seek. Different level I'm not devel I just want to go back home that's what I want to love you telling stories about our memories its going away I save it but now its fading away. Lost each other we love our mothers we lost our kids we got to find them shouting our kids still cant find them we found some of there clothes I know I take everything I said that I cant. That's a fact flying back home going place to place our son loves going to outer space eating dinner saying grace. You change to a different girl showing your talent you called your self a showgirl back home our daughter simone was only 5 years old we lost her cant believe it we still cant find her we started 😭😭😥😭 no oh no oh no why oh no oh no keep crying. Back home with a balloon for her found out she died oh why whyyyyyyy oh why oh whyyyy it's not okay broke memories lost our baby she was so beautiful she keeps happy because she called us mommy and daddy 😭😥😥😭😥😭😥😭 everyone misses her not going back home. We never throwing party ever again staying confident back home singing this song to her 🎤🎵🎶😭😥😭😥😭😥😭 miss her to our universe. Our lives is falling apart because lost someone we love lost our trust left to dust back home we use live now we had our ups and downs turn around that's what I'm about not playing this out loud house with me all alone people left me.😭😥😭😥 Back home flying every where like I dont care 4:00 in the morning waking up to eating because I have meeting baby girl is gone every show she likes is on but she's gone.😭😭😥😭😥😭😥🎶🎵🎤🎶 Oh Back home.
