must be really convenient to leave out that you complained for weeks on end about ur soloq experience and smurfs and have been told 1000times to stop since that server solely exists to revive the eu comp scene, then continued to make up shit and complain which resulted in the timeout and instead of accepting the 2 week timeout, decided to go on an alt account to not in ur words "look whos defending the player" (who btw. wasnt even smurfing he was on his main acc which even u urself acknowledged) but instead type out a whole ass conspiracy theory about stuff like cults/gatekeeping while ridiculing other players which only then resulted in the perma ban. i dont agree with ur perma ban and i think u should be allowed to play in eusl s2 but stop making up shit or leaving stuff out to shine urself in a better light.
It is true that at the date of the incident he was on his main, although it was able to be connected that he was doing it on his alt (as I played before these days & which lead up to me him asking if he was doing that, which he said at the time yes) I didn't mention the EU OS discord stuff because what doesn't allow me to play is the ET OS discord server ban related to the white flag incident EU OS discord: I think writing 3 letters to people at that time I was jealous 2 years ago was a really shit thing to do & I am ashamed of doing so. At that time I was thinking of life being more of a video game (reincarnation, etc.), so the weight of these words weren't clear to me at that time, still, it was shit me doing that 2 years ago I've been trying to make it up for this by the past year interacting more with the community on a positive note, like trying to give out advice, offer myself as a goalie for tournament (I was playing in several teams and a few people moved further), etc. I don't think that this can make up for these words but I feel like I've hit a limit on how much more positive I can interact with. I've been playing normals the past weeks, streaming a bit of it, uploaded a few mechanics on RU-vid and also tried to participate in tournaments that were related to helping new players or giving them an unique experience (I was banned in 3 of them). Also I published a few steam guides, especially if someone wants to join playing Juno goalie.
