I’ve never followed this girl but I come back every so often to see if she’s still alive & doing any better. It makes me so sad to see she’s still in the same spot every single time.
It’s no longer just her skeletal frame. It’s never been more obvious that her starving is affecting her cognition. She’s never been exactly… articulate… but now, she’s repeating herself, speaking slower, struggling to project and enunciate, using TONS of filler words (like, so so cool/pretty, super super, really, and everything, you guys, as you guys can see, and then, um, and all that, and everything like that, just kind of, so yeah, I feel like, kind of like, etc,) forgetting her place and losing the thread as she struggles through this video. Like the early stages of dementia. Which is exactly what it is. This situation is at a critical juncture. She’s quite literally at the edge. She’s been creeping up to it for years, but she’s now right at the edge, just standing there staring over the horizon, hovering, losing her balance, about to tumble off and unable to snap out of her trance and step back. I’d like to hear her horrible mother say she “takes care of herself” and she’s just a “skinny Minnie” now. Say it one more time, Deb, you unfathomably disingenuous liar. What kind of mother are you? Is this fun for you? You enjoy being your 30-year-old daughter’s caregiver? Is that why you’re doing nothing? So you can play nurse? Or what? You got a couple dozen life insurance policies out on her? This whole macabre circus is vile.
COME ON, THIS CAN NOT BE REAL!!!????? SERIOUSLY????? This isn't even funny its just very, very disturbing!!!! The way she just keeps standing sideways to show EVERYONE how miniscule she is, like literally just skin and bones and literally nothing else, literally nothing!!!! This has to stop, why does she just continue to show off her body, it needs to STOP!!!
You guys know that your comments of you being worried of her, genuinely build up her self esteem? She LIVES for comments and remarks of people saying stuff like “this is insane” “she’s way too skinny” She loves this shit. We need to just stop giving her attention. she’s literally going to die from malnutrition.
i agree, but does she really think she looks attractive as she is. she has no butt or boobs or natural curves shes not sexy or attractive to look at no matter how much makeup she puts on. it looks gross when someones bones stick out of their butt and theres not fat there to hide them. idk as a female my goal is always to look as attractive as possible and i had anorexia at one point but i hated the way i looked it wasnt sexy it was deadly so i put on weight
@@kerryannewalsh3447 some women have very small boobs even at an healthy weight. Why can't we strive to be healthy for health sake? Why vilify and always judge women for things they don't have control over.
Shes almost 30, but talks, dresses, and lives like a little girl, even maintaining a little girl's weight. This isn't just an eating disorder, she is suffering from a serious delusion, with her Mother's help, and with RU-vid's help.
@@tas22222 Maybe to a lesser extent, but her Mom is the one she's codependent to, and probably the only person Eugenia would ever listen to, but her Mom chooses to record her, record with her, calls her a "Skinny Minnie", etc. while Eugenia exhausts herself after walking 3 awkward steps. I wonder if they ever leave the house, other than to record her playing Preteen Dress Up.
@@tas22222 (TLDR: Where are they then?) I've read her Father lives there, but I've also read they're divorced, so I have to leave him out of the equation. I have a hard time believing her Father is there and ok with the situation, but I have a hard time processing how her Mother seems ok with it. No decent Mother should be less than devastated at the possibility of surviving their child. Same with extended family. I don't see them either. I see her Mom, and every word out of her mouth is wilfully ignorant. Maybe they're all entirely equally insane. Or maybe some, or all of them tried, like her (ex)friends tried, which resulted in the same failure, distance and isolation. We wouldn't know unless Eugenia wanted us to know, or someone spoke out. They might be a private family. Eugenia and her Mother control and manipulate a narrative more than North Korea. I can't imagine them at a family reunion anyway; there's food, and pushy relatives. I think those 2 are mostly housebound, especially with the Matrarch dying, Mom's probable health issues, and Eugenia's rapid physical and mental deterioration.
Yep. I don’t come here often. Probably check in once every 6 months. I thought for sure she’d be gone a couple of months ago. Surprised more people don’t talk about her. Her mother must be horrible. Her family aren’t doing their job
It's a ticking time bomb won't be surprised hearing of her passing. Beyond help delusional, the entire family needs help. She has lost more weight since the last video. Far from Barbie this is disturbing and just gross
This is terrifying to me. I am a cancer nurse and none of my patients have ever been this skinny. 😢 please honey, this unhealthy. Not coming from a place of hate but genuine concern.
At least youtube would have ban her, when they would have a little bit of responsibility and humanity, Not for Eugenia, because she is only ONE person, but at least for the 100ds or 1000ds of youg fragile girls, she's taking unintentional in her morbide spiral. But youtube doesn't care about saving 1000ds lifes of young girls, youtube only cares for money and cares about blocking videos with (oh my God !) a bit of naked skin. That is much more important for those dumbies than saving lifes.
I saw a clip of her on another RU-vid channel where the person showed her a photo of herself when she was healthier and she said you will never see me look like that again and something to the effect that she hated herself like that. That’s when I realized that she is really too far gone. Nothing we says can reach her. I would not blame her mother at this point totally for her isolation. She seems to like to be isolated living in a totally fantasy world where she can just use make up and buy all this expensive clothing to dress up her emaciated body. In contrast to Lique Faith who wanted so much to live and recover but her body was too damaged, Eugenia is too far into her disease to see the reality of her situation. She will eventually pass away but I don’t think she’s sad and thinking about what life could be like without her AN. She’s lost in her illness. Nothing we say to try to reach her or persuade her to care will matter.
Right words I think. I saw a report about a young woman with ed who died in sleep. And she always said to her parents that it's ok, if she dies. But also that she's very sorry for the pain she gives her family. They all know, they gonna die soon and of course the ed starts in the head and monopolizes all thoughts
One day we will see a little blip about how a youtube anorexic person succumbed to her disease. Can you imagine being so self-absorbed that all you do is video yourself and look at yourself in the mirror. Gag....so much more to life than that and she will never know.
Poor girl. Why isn't she forcibly taken to a hospital? If someone is bleeding to death on the street an ambulance will take that person to a hospital, where one will stay for as long as it takes. The same should be done in Eugenia's case and others alike. It's a scandal.
They can't really do anything though..? She isn't, and to my knowledge, has never encouraged people to do what she does/doesn't do. Her videos aren't to do with her diet, exercise, etc. Even if it is obvious/easily assumed what is going on...if they start demonetizing youtubers just for their physical appearance and not their content, it is a slippery slope to a lot of problems, and possible lawsuits.
@@mollyrhreally? You have no clue? So... You think youtube should demonetize channels with underweight people? Hmm. How would youtube decide the minimum weight for demonetization? Would they develop a weight chart of some kind? What about obesity? Would they need to demonetize overweight people too? It would be unfair otherwise. They legally can't remove people who have mental illness, so would this minimum/maximum weight requirements supercede that law? Eugenia has never said people should starve themselves, nor has she said she is starving herself, so how would youtube decide she is willfully not eating and that this is why she is underweight, and again, how would that supercede the law about discriminating against those with a mental disorder? Eating disorders are mental illnesses, BTW. Eugenia could sue their pants off and she would win too. 😅 I hope you now have a clue why youtube has not and will not demonetize Eugenia.
It’s genuinely really upsetting to watch such a beautiful person go to this awful disorder. Eugenia, you are more than this. Go grab life whilst you’re here girl!! We will keep you up
Morbid curiosity. I honestly thought she passed away a while ago. I'm stunned she's still alive at this point. I'm sorry for her family and friends that have to watch her waste away. I'm hoping she can recover but I doubt it now
@@sstephkate86yeap, same. RU-vid reminds me of her every few months & I always click to see if she is still alive… few more months and RU-vid will be recommending I check out r.i.p compilation videos and “iconic”fashion looks from her 😮💨 sad but true
Okay so she is at Kairi stage now. This is when she was forced help. It saved her for a while, don't see that happening this time unfortunately. This is bad BAD.
She needs to be hospitalized but if we are holding out hope her parents will FINALLY do the right thing..........I think we are the ONES that are DREAMING!
For some of us loving ourselves is the most difficult thing to do. What happens to us or our brains isn't always our fault. I just hope this woman keeps on living.
Sadly, all of you are just giving her the attention that she is looking for down in this comments section and with the views. You want her to get better? Then stop commenting and watching..... The money she makes living on RU-vid in this fantasy world allows her to not face reality. I check in every once in a blue moon to see if she is still doing this or getting any better. She isn't, and she won't because you all keep giving her what she wants, and a reason to keep doing it. Unfortunately, this disease often develops in girls seeking attention, good or bad. You keep giving it to her and you keep giving her the money to keep living like this.
@@fionavictoria88she’s gonna be who she wants to be period. Even if she’s not getting the support from “fans” it’s her mother, or I’m sure some “friends” & “family” around her. It’s a personal decision of wanting to get better. I’ve been there. In many ways
As a kid I used to watch and look up to you, completely in awe. At 22 I was my lowest weight of 72 pounds at 5’2. I am glad that all though I still struggle, I know to nourish my body now. Truthfully watching your videos when I was younger was really bad for my own body image issues. Any kids watching this// this is not what your ideal weight should look like. She’s extremely sick, and this is completely unhealthy and unattainable. Eugenia, I really hope you get the help that you clearly need love. I always check back here and there to see if your doing any better but you’ve been in the same spot for years. It’s a matter of time love, food is fuel. You can’t run on empty forever. All the love and best of wishes 🫶
Its beyond me how youtube can allow her channel to be monetised while other people who are trying to spread awareness to real issues that hurt the youth are being censored and de monetised.
I wish you much strength Richard 😘, and yes this is promotion, it makes me so angry! But reallly hope for you its gonna get better. And yes its not only happening to girls...............
@@littlelighthouse89 Yes, they ban films because of a little bit too much skin in it like a naked person... And they let this kind of very dangerous content. It's almos criminal. Eugenia isn't criminal because she istoo damaged to understand everything, she can't understand how influence works, specially in the doman of anorexia. RU-vid is responsible.
Eh…. No she 100 percent deserves bad karma. She’s kind of a narcissistic POS. Sorry that she takes advantage of people like you that thinks she’s so innocent and hasn’t done anything wrong. She knows her position and she knows the danger that she is putting her younger viewers in. But she makes money from fetishizing the eating disorder. She frankly doesn’t care about people that say they care about her. It’s like watching a train wreck you can’t look away lol.
@skelter1153 I mean... skeletons existed before that film. If it wasn't him it'd be something else trust me. This is psychological and runs far deeper than that.
Hahhaha you are spending your time to see if someone is dead..Maybe you need some help lol she is living her life and you aren't even a thought in hers lol
This is just conspiracy thinking my guy. To think that she's somehow gotten a deepfake model that specifically makes her skinnier when its clearly her is just insane. That would take a very long time to do, and also would only be useful to people who want to look anorexic. The unfortunate truth is that she legitimately is just this skinny, and her body, from the length of time she has done this, has adapted to this lifestyle she's chosen. Similar to an athlete that can run long distances through training for it. The original commenter was right, it truly is fascinating to see someone be able to sustain this lifestyle for this long. No need for conspiracies here.@@rubyredjeans
The fact you think its more likely than not that she's using deepfakes rather than actually just having this illness is strange and very telling of your ability to judge skepticism rationally, lmao. That's all i really need to say.@@rubyredjeans
The support she'd get if she fought to get healthy and learn to be a grown-up would be next level. I know I would be in her corner! Please get well Eugenia.
Honestly, she'd get even more support if she put in some effort. There's only so much other people can do. It's up to her or the people closest to her.
1000% agree! I've never commented bc I don't want to add to her hurt, but this time next year, we are going to be talking about her passing. I've not really followed her for long, really since the Shane doc but where is her support and family? How is anyone in her day to day life not stepped in and taken over to get her help? Yes I know she is a grown adult, but how can this be continuing? If she would accept her true self and get help, I think she would be blown up way more bc she is being honest! Stop pretending your a 2 year old and like playing dress up! This is not okay to spread online for views!
@@JamieNotLamie The audacity of you and people like you to claim she doesn't put in effort? Enough effort to satisfy you? You have know idea what she is going through personally, you're gross.
I’ve followed Eugenia for almost a decade I believe. Seeing her get help and put on weight was amazing. I really had hope that she was about to live her own life. Seeing this is devastating
Unfortunately the treatment was forced upon her. She didn't want to get better, and as soon as she got out, she started starving herself again. Plus, it's very rare, almost unheard of, for one intervention to fix the problem. It's too late for her now. Even if she gets treatment, she may be able to bide time, but there is no way her organs are going to be able to fully recover from the damage.
@@oceannegroulx80 Are you pro Anorexia or new here? I've been watching her content for years. Her mother called the police on her friends for kidnapping when they tried to get her help, the mother told them not to contact Eugenia, she was under a 51/50 hold and went to rehab for an eating disorder but her mother took her out of rehab after 6 months, her mother has said in livestreams that there's nothing wrong with Eugenia and she's not sick. So, there's your proof that she's enabling Eugenia, Eugenia has been like this for 15 years and no help from her family, Eugenia also mentioned she never wanted help in the first place when her friends helped her. Also what's TCA?
@@oceannegroulx80 With all due respect, if I wanted to make my daughter happy, versus making my daughter's funeral arrangements, I'm going with making my daughter unhappy and having her committed to a specialized center to safe her life. Just saying.
Watching her is like passing a bloody car accident. You don’t really want to see it because it’s so traumatizing and disturbing, yet, you can’t really look away ….
But then, Eugenia is still watching her slowly Dieing because, She literally Ignores all the help from people, Her health (Once we knew) is slowly dieing with her, So, For all that kids out there get better/stay healthy and Don't be like Eugenia Cooney 💀 and then she fades away like a forgetful memory of her Declining ass, No helping with her ED Eugenia
@@startrilogy I’m not really into the clothes and makeup truthfully, but the real draw is the psychological disorder on full display. I find it intriguing. If there was a way to help her I would. I have nothing but love for my sisters and brothers, and wish them Victory
@naihoshinai But this isn't normal. And the people who comment and pretend it is are not helping at all. They are going along with her disorder. They are telling her that what she's doing is okay.
She is the definition of being intellectually disabled sadly Im beginning to feel she shouldn’t have had a platform in the first place bro fr reminds me of Munchhausen syndrome her mom reminds me of that one mom of gypsy Blanchard 🙁
You can know there is brain damage because she often repeats herself, stops sentences and cant seem to think of things to say so she ends up saying: so yeah.. and like. So pretty. Just like, yeah you guys, alrigjt guys.... Its clear her thinking has gaps, she uses the same words over and over again. I really trully think that is because she now has brain damage because the body needs the nutriënts and will take it from anywhere if it has to, so slowly the body will take nutrients out of muscle, then slowly out of the bones, and organs, including the heart and the brain. It can go on for a while but any day or any bump, normal light virus can be her last day. Because its just so much stress for the body to go on like this. Nornally people can skip a few days of eating and after that the body will have tine to heal and get better from that, with her, the body is constantly in this state of stress and doesnt have time to heal. The body will try its best to survive, leading to taking nutrients from other important places, but eventually, it cant any longer
Not even the Grim Reaper can stop Ewwgenia from filming more videos. She'll find a way to do more of these videos in the afterlife. Ewwgenia might as well hawk Ouija boards. As is the case with Hungry Fatcorpse, Nikonary Coronary, and Cholesterolynn Greed, it won't be that many years before an Ouija board is needed to keep up with Ewwgenia.
the fact that youtube allows this content and type of behavior to be promoted it just hurts as someone who used to “idolize” and look up to people who were sick. prayers for eugenia and anyone else going through something
@@alexandramoyer8785 No, he or she meant that Eugena is too skinny, and she or he thinks that is a bad image for teens to see. I don't think he or she is right, because people that are too skinny can be anywhere.
This is literally so hard to watch, it's so heartbreaking to see her like this. Her skin isn't even normal colour anymore, it's literally grey. She looks so dead. I really want her to reach out for help but I know that will never happen. She has mentioned that she basically hated the way she used to look and is never going back which is so sad to hear. If Eugenia does see this comment by any chance, you deserve happiness and to get better, to be healthy. Yes it's going to be really hard to recover but you will feel so much better once you do. You are loved in this world and are such a bright light, I don't know what you have gone through in life or what your story is, but all I know is that you matter, and are worth something. You deserve to live a long full life.
She tries on the clothing and leaves each outfit on for like a full 3 minutes, she goes through every single detail on the clothing posing in the camara, but she never tells us the names of the dresses and shirts how much they cost etc like most try on hauls by other RU-vidrs do
genuinely…this is the worst I’ve seen her in all of my years of keeping up with her. I really hoped for a good recovery…seeing her like this is beyond heartbreaking. I hope she can turn it around before it’s too late
Unfortunately, by now, its too late. With all the money she has, it's perfectly possible that she has a personal doctor (or something) who gives her IV's and stuff to keep her levels in check. But even if that's the case, her organs (namely her heart) would be in an irreparable state and its only downhill from here.
Or short. Barbie ..read the box ) is supposed to be 5'11" and a California girl. She was modeled after the woman's daughter Barbara, and her son Ken. Skipper was the short one. Now they have all kinds of Barbies.
I still don’t understand how this is okay to put on youtube…I used to feel bad for her but now I feel like she purposely harms herself for a check. Makes me wonder, if she wasn’t online would she get healthier? If you’re impressionable and have an ed, please don’t watch her. And for grown adults getting butt hurt over people saying she shouldn’t be online; get a freakin life. What if your child was watching this and decided to look up to her and start doin what she’s doin? Being upset that people are glorifying Ed’s is NOT bullying.
Can someone in the U.S. please report this case to the authorities? She has to be taken to a hospital soon! ... and she is clearly incapable of making rational decisions on her own. Also her mother is failing her duty to help and should be investigated by the police.
This is grotesque. Barbie appeals to young kids who will find this video and think its something to aspire to. I have had severe mental health issues myself and unfortunately the only person who can make a change to seek help is yourself.
You should be put away somewhere, especially away from children. Or, maybe, just MAYBE, their parents could get to know their little child and monitor their screen content. They could block this channel.
THat’s absurd! 😂If young kids are watching this video, I would say that parental negligence is a far greater detriment to their welfare than Eugenia. It’s a shame you didn’t gain empathy from your own struggles with mental health.
Research has improved the understanding of anorexia nervosa as a complex psychiatric condition. The eating disorder is most commonly seen in “Westernized” countries, although rates are increasing worldwide, and it’s understood that cultural beliefs about bodies and appearance can influence rates of anorexia significantly. Health professionals now acknowledge the role of genetic, environmental, psychological, social and individual factors in the development and experience of anorexia. The current classification and criteria of eating disorders allow for proper diagnosis and appropriate treatment. Research on anorexia nervosa has also helped to identify effective treatments for the disorder, often involving a combination of re-nourishment and psychotherapy.
Not sure why people can't understand your comment. The point is she is far beyond "Barbie thin", being like Barbie would be healthier than her state now. Dense people
This is so accurate. It’s scary to think how many young people will watch this, since Barbie’s main demographic happens to be young children it’s likely this video will attract droves of them. Eugenia has absolutely no concern for her younger audience…or anyone other than herself for that matter.
@@irishkk88 You don’t think she’s glamorizing it? I mean I’m not judging by her choices of clothing, although it’s been pretty skimpy at times. My opinion comes from the constant bodychecking & the fact she can’t stop looking at herself for more than a minute at a time & the fact she’s in complete denial. It’s like she’s eyeball fuqking herself every chance she gets. It’s creepy.
Siento decirte que no pareces Barbie para nada. Barbie a pesar de ser una muñeca, tiene un cuerpo más sano. Es penoso que no puedas darte cuenta del estado en el que estás. El secreto para salir de la anorexia, consiste en no mirarte al espejo hasta que pase un tiempo y mientras tanto, comer más normal. Cuando te vuelvas a mirar al espejo ya no te verás "gorda". No dejes que tu mente te manipule. Saludos desde España
That's wrong. FOX 26 Houston did a whole story on her and how social media apps might be banning her soon. I hope so. She needs a wake-up call before it's too late.
You can tell her brain has been damaged by not taking care of herself. Her whole body has suffered but she can barely speak, every other word is "like, and yeah, and so cool, and like yeah"! Oh my it breaks my heart to see this woman slowly killing herself.
I wish she’d come clean and tell everyone “I’m an adult, I WANT to look this emaciated. It’s my choice deal with it” at least then I could respect her. Instead she is a snake in the grass.. “ohhh like no guys I’m actually fine and all that, no need to worry, my doctor actually says I’m fine and everything like that hee hehhh”
So this is anorexia porn at this point right? These clothes try ons are just for that are they? Because i cant for the life of me work out for what other reason theyd be happening?
To all teens: you are the perfect Barbie just the way you are! No need to copy or aspire to be like someone with a deadly illness. You are amazing, you are loved
At this point, Barbie the plastic doll is more healthy than Eugenia. I wish those influencers who tried to force her into rehab would've left her alone. At that point, I knew when she got out, it would be worse than ever.
RU-vid is helping this girl kill herself. They should have canceled her account by now and made sure she gets the help she obviously needs….It’s honestly so sad😢
Maybe she’s being used as an example to other people of what happens if you don’t admit to yourself you have a problem and won’t accept help. That’s the only reason I can come up with at this point :(
Sadly, all of you are just giving her the attention that she is looking for down in this comments section and with the views. You want her to get better? Then stop commenting and watching..... The money she makes living on RU-vid in this fantasy world allows her to not face reality. I check in every once in a blue moon to see if she is still doing this or getting any better. She isn't, and she won't because you all keep giving her what she wants, and a reason to keep doing it. Unfortunately, this disease often develops in girls seeking attention, good or bad. You keep giving it to her and you keep giving her the money to keep living like this.
@@fionavictoria88She will have the disorder regardless. Anorexia is not caused by someone “ seeking attention.” Please, if your going to comment, educate yourself before promoting ideas that are not correct. That causes harm as well. The cause of anorexia is not fully understood. It is a combination of genetic, environmental..social and cultural factors. People with certain personality traits may be more vulnerable than others, though research has not established a set “ cause,”. There is a false sense of body image. To say it’s “ attention seeking” is uneducated, and harmful. You are admonishing others..while you need a realty check as well.
@@fionavictoria88that’s bs. First off you’re here giving her the same attention you speak of, so none of this holy then though bs. You say “ All of you “, like you’re something different. It should be “ all of us “. I’m here for the same exact reason you are.. a lot of us are. The guy encouraged her. He didn’t say how emancipated she is. With or without social media attention, Eugenia would be dying. The people crying for her to get help probably doesn’t help her, it doesn’t hurt her like you’re making it seem though either. And this isn’t even that situation. Her RU-vid channel is not the reason she is how she is. It’s not the reason she’s never gonna change and is gonna die to this illness. It’s pretty low of you to try to make people feel like it’s their fault for being here or speaking up about it.. let alone saying “ don’t give up, we’re rooting for you “.
Hahahaha people been saying this for over 10yrs, she is still here, still enjoying life, making videos, living life..When ALL you people do is spend your time commenting how she's dying lol
@@dawnp6038she’s going to tucking die wake up👏👏 unfortunately I was like you at one point…deluded and was a “fan” I stood up for her for so long until I woke up and realised I was part of the problem…comments like yours are disgusting
@@dawnp6038enjoying life? do you have any contact with reality? she is in a VERY SERIOUS state, it is not possible to live much longer like this!!! you have no idea in how much pain she is in now, she is not enjoying life at all! what she is doing is real slow suicide, wake up!!!!!
I know her mother just lost her mother and is grieving but that does not excuse Deb from NOT seeing what is before her very eyes and that is her ONLY daughter killing herself slowly. I think the parents should be held accountable for not getting her the help she needs so badly. I look back 3 years ago and this young woman HAD a chance! She turns 29 this Monday.........she will never make it to 30. She is just bones now. She says she likes skeletons all the time that is not just words that was her goal. Her ED has taken her over, her mind, her body, her life. I know by even posting this comment..........it may fuel her ED even more.
Remember on her video in regards to her grandmother how she was talking about all the medical care that she was receiving and how professional it was and they did a great job taking care of her and yet she will not except that same type of care for her self, it’s truly sad.
She is a bad example for little girls growing up watching her. They will think this is ok and normal when it's not. She needs to be banned from RU-vid for promoting an E.D.
shannongerard-vivlamore3174 I disagree, what are you going to do, are you going to ban her from stores and malls and are you going to ban her from the beach? You can make sure that your kids don't watch her, but I don't mind if my kids watch her because I wouldn't ban them from caring about a person. It's healthy to talk to your kids about this, it's healthy to able to talk to your kids, open discussion, about things that really happen.
The filter can't even hide how emaciated you look now. As someone who's had an eating disorder this is what happens. Eventually you end up in the ER force fed with feeding tubes down through your nose into your stomach. That is if your joints don't buck and you go into a seizure. That is where you are headed to Eugenia. They will literally strap you to a bed or chair and force feed you in some cases which is why I took it upon myself to start healing and eating more
Her voice has changed a lot, but she sounds so much worse here. This is what an eating disorder does to you. Its a medical mystery she's lived as long as she has. And assuming she has another decade, she'll probably spend it bedridden.
Sadly, all of you are just giving her the attention that she is looking for down in this comments section and with the views. You want her to get better? Then stop commenting and watching..... The money she makes living on RU-vid in this fantasy world allows her to not face reality. I check in every once in a blue moon to see if she is still doing this or getting any better. She isn't, and she won't because you all keep giving her what she wants, and a reason to keep doing it. Unfortunately, this disease often develops in girls seeking attention, good or bad. You keep giving it to her and you keep giving her the money to keep living like this.
Hey girl. I was 5 foot 7 inches and ended up 80 pounds after my mom died. Everyone saw it but me. The doctor told me I could have had a heart attack. I've been drinking boost shakes and am now 127. YOU CAN do it too girl. You probably are obviously meant to be small boned person but not emaciated or this skinny!! Just Imagine the support you would have along the way 💕
Yes, when you are anorexic you never see just how skinny you are until you come through it. I look at pictures of myself as an anorexic 15 year old and am horrified at how thin I was - like someone in a concentration camp. But I never saw it at the time.
@user-cc2zq5kl9f I apologize, I should rephrase myself. I meant small boned genetically small people aren't meant to gain tons of weight. No doubt she completely malnourished, unhealthy and needs to gain the weight. I was just trying to give tips on how I started out with boost shakes..sorry if I offended anyone 😔
@@kasecole It's obvious you were speaking from your heart sweetie and just trying to help her. @user-cc2zq5kl9f didn't have to be so harsh and overreact like they did to make their point.
she would lose all meaning her in her pathetic mind and life. Do not even dare comparing you to her! You are a hero and a fighter, she is nothing of that. Sorry to be so harsh, but she makes me soooo angry, thinking of other girls and boys she is "influencing"
Ela já não deve menstruar, nem ir ao banheiro, deve tossir muito, sentir fraqueza para andar e fazer as coisas… Ela está deixando de comer e o metabolismo basal dela deve ser mínimo, por sobrevivência do organismo… Se ela soubesse que na verdade o músculo é que acelera o metabolismo, que dá saúde e deixa o corpo mais saudável e bonito, não deixaria de comer, mas sim comeria saudável e faria exercícios de musculação… Mas problemas alimentares são na sua maioria, problemas psicológicos. Ela poderia ao menos desconfiar já que milhares de pessoas estão dizendo que tem algo de errado e buscar uma psicóloga. Ela vai ter que lutar com ela mesma para conseguir enxergar o corpo dela do jeito que deve ser enxergado: um risco para a saúde. É importante se sentir bem ao se olhar no espelho, se sentir bonita, e querer ser magra, mas isso não deve afetar sua saúde! Tem olhar o corpo do jeito que ele realmente é e colocando a saúde em primeiro lugar.
When the body does not ingest or take in/eat enough calories to carry out basic metabolic processes, it starts to consume itself for the energy it needs. Once you start seeing bone you realize fats and muscles are being used for the energy. The heart is a muscle.
My fiancée (a 43 year old man) walked in the room as I was watching this video and he asked me to turn it off because it depressed him too much to watch it. So sad. She doesn’t realize the negative effect she has on people when she puts herself out there in the state she is in. It’s not just about triggering people with EDs…it’s legit broadcasting her own unaliveness. It puts a damper on everyone’s day, even the ones that choose to ignore what they are seeing. At first, I was super sensitive to her condition and tried leaving positive comments and encouragement about things like her makeup and personality. Eventually you start to realize the gravity of the situation and watching takes its toll.
It’s called compassion fatigue. Eventually, being empathetic towards someone who doesn’t care or doesn’t get better, or even can’t get better, gets harder and harder, and it can literally harden you. I was a caregiver for 8 years. It happens to caregivers which is why they need to take breaks and take good care of their mental health to maintain their compassion.
Eugenia, I'm so sorry you've been so used and abused by those you should be able to trust the most. You haven't failed, but you've been failed by so many. I've been watching you for so many years and I'm proud of you. You have a great heart, and i wish so badly that you would just unplug from the toxic internet, and do the inpatient deal. I know it's terrifying, but this world needs you. For what it's worth, if you need anything, I'm here. No judgement. 💖🙏🕊
@@VC-mo5yg The big question is: how? You can't force her to do anything. She has to be willing and talk about it. She prolly read enough of these comments, but the natural reaction is to dismiss the problem and ignore it. Only the ones closest to her can even try to get her into some clinic / psychological help and save her life. This is just sad.
Just so you all know. This video being centered around “Barbie” is so she can attempt to push her content to children for more money. Had to say that in case some of you still believe she’s a “nice girl”.
Actually because of the new Barbie movie, she saw it as an opportunity to be her own Gothic Barbie and make some more money being someone else, which in turn pushes content to young girls.
I really wish RU-vid would shut down her page. Not in a mean way, but this is harmful to youth that find her. She needs to be hospitalized and intensive mental rehab. Not people online cheering her on. This is sad and shouldn’t have a platform. Again, I’m not trying to be mean. PS. I’m not arguing with anyone about it lol So have your disapproval of my comment between you and God. 😘
When I was younger and struggling with ED , watching this would have been horrible for my mental health. I'm glad I've grown and learned a lot, I just fear that young girls are watching this type of content for the wrong reasons. Eugenia knows what she is doing.
Sadly, all of you are just giving her the attention that she is looking for down in this comments section and with the views. You want her to get better? Then stop commenting and watching..... The money she makes living on RU-vid in this fantasy world allows her to not face reality. I check in every once in a blue moon to see if she is still doing this or getting any better. She isn't, and she won't because you all keep giving her what she wants, and a reason to keep doing it. Unfortunately, this disease often develops in girls seeking attention, good or bad. You keep giving it to her and you keep giving her the money to keep living like this.
Guys... it's too late. It's been too late for awhile now. She knows it's too late, and she's just living the rest of her life in the way she knows how. I think its time to stop everything else and just show her love while we can. She's a beautiful soul underneath her pain, and she deserves to feel the genuine, unconditional love that the universe has for all of us. We are more than our physical body, we are more than our past experiences (good or bad), and its very sad that she couldn't see her true worth in this lifetime.
@@catherinemitchell3721there is a true disconnect from reality in these comments. Psychopaths, sociopaths, narcissists and enablers in droves. The world has become so dark and evil. Lots of just waiting for her to die comments intermingled with an enormous amount of she's dying anyway so let her have her fun. They drown out the ones begging for someone to save her from herself and her mother. This is terribly tragic and gut wrenching.
Guys, there is a Mother around and /or friends and family, don’t you think someone SHOULD BE doing something about this? That’s why there is the BAKER ACT !!!!
@martacaballero8440 psychopaths? Dark and evil? If you're referring to the trolls who are outright insulting her and being a-holes, then yes, I agree 100%. I also agree that it's disgusting that people are getting thrills over the anticipation of her death. But how is it narcissistic/sociopathic/psychopathic/evil for people to just show her love for the time that she has left? Of course, it's gut-wrenching. But what is begging gonna do? Because it certainly isn't gonna convince her of anything. Some of us have been begging her for over a decade, we can see the decline, and it's at the point where there's nothing left to do except let her know that we love her, we think she has a beautiful soul, and we wish her nothing but peace. There is a bigger picture here that none of us will understand in this life, and unfortunately that includes Eugenia's situation. She IS dying, she IS out of time, and there IS nothing more that can be done except show her love. Nobody can save Eugenia from herself, and the idea that somebody else can save her is completely delusional. So why should their final words to her be futile attempts to convince her to do something by freaking out and getting upset? It isn't serving her in any way. The end is a time for peace and love towards the individual. Not negative emotional upheaval towards the sick individual. All that does is make the commenter feel better. It does nothing for the sick person. This is the sad truth about end stage anorexia. You have to detach from hope and just show love.
Eugenia, I hope you read this comment...I am not a hater, I just want you to know that you're so much more than your weight. You are a bright light and a good soul. You treat people with kindness, even if they don't deserve it, and you have such enthusiasm for so many things, and I love your positive attitude! I promise that people will still be interested in you if you decide to get help, you will still be relevant, and could inspire others with ED's in a positive way. I pray that you just admit that you have a serious illness and need help. You're going to kill yourself honey, and you're too good for that, and the world is better with you in it! You are worthy of love, and you are worthy of loving yourself too! Please treat YOURSELF with kindness, you deserve that too.❤❤❤❤
This comment is so sweet you could’ve just stopped at you are so much more than your weight because that’s the only thing people comment on whenever they come to her channel so she probably thinks that that’s the only reason why people are paying attention to her is because of her weight like it it’s a self-fulfilling prophecy
You are a beautiful person , i think what you put into words is really impactful and can only pray she reads and really let’s herself get past whatever put her on this destructive path it’s really hard to watch another human being literally wasting away in front of our eyes 😢
as a person with an eating disorder in the past, that flares up from time to time, its not about weight that made me think, it was being told I had weird and noticeable behaviours to others. Such as in this vid, I see her talking about clothes. I see her measuring her arms and legs in the vid screen against the feather boa. She liked her arms were smaller than the feather boa. She was checking her legs too, I saw that. And a multitude of things. Once you are thin, its not about losing anymore, its the fear of putting any on. Thats what keeps the brain unhealthy. She will know she can see her bones, and she will know she is sick, but that fear of gaining anything, out ways everything. The panic of it is hard. BUT, there is a way. If we all just stopped looking at her and commenting, if she was taken off you tube and other platforms, if someone intervenes. If her mother would get some help and if they stopped with thinking about money they get from this kind of attention. An anorexic loooovvveees attention. They thrive on the comments of being thin. If we are told we too thin, that just means we are succeeding. She is thriving off all the 'too thin' comments. to her its win win... getting paid and getting the comments of being too thin. that is only 'feeding' the anorexic. And yes Eugenia... I know. The second someone says, you look 'well' without help you will revert to your ways. Its take a very strong person to manage an eating disorder. Are you strong enough to overcome it? or just happy with the status quo? Happy to die early? up to you. Its harsh yes, but these are thing I say and know about myself. Confrontation intervention is what you need. If all the comments about her being too thin stopped altogether, it will do one of two things, she will go even harder and become more thin, or decide I need help, Im over trying to get validation on my thinness, and the brain will focus on other things eventually. An honest review from someone who knows. I dont even have full length mirrors now, its a trigger, I dont own scales, its a trigger. LET ALONE SEEING MYSELF ON CAMERA EVERYDAY! the worse thing for her mental health. Im so glad that there was no social media when I was in recovery.
They have strict laws now that don't allow runway models to be under a certain weight, for the health and safety obviously of the models but also its unethical for models to be presented in such a way. Strange that RU-vid and other platforms haven't taken this into account
It's irresponsible and it is enabling her. This is just fucking disgusting. She wants to parade her skeleton around proudly then play victim when ppl say it's wrong. So narcissistic. It's like all these videos she is actively trying to showcase how skinny she is. She is half dead.
Yup, she's even admitted that she will NEVER go back to "looking healthy" again. She's completely lost it at this point. Can't help someone who clearly doesn't want it
It makes me so sad to see her still body checking & succumbing to this awful disease. Eugenia, you deserve so much more than this. I hope you are able to find peace whether in this world or the next, we are all rooting for you & will never forget you.
I’m a type 1 diabetic and her speech (especially in the beginning) reminds me of how I talk when my blood sugar is low and my brain is just not connecting thoughts and words properly. It just breaks my heart.
My daughter has type 1 & I agree. Wish u all the best & know how hard it is, but also know that it's all about blood sugars and if managed u can live as healthy & long as anyone...even longer cux refined sugars r bad 4 all of us.
Even if she does recover at some point, I don't think she'll reach 60 years or even touch them. The damage is already irreversible, it's a shame that the disease is dragging her to the grave with barely 30 years... Honor your grandma Eugenia, Shes watching you and wishes the best for you, fulfills her desire to see you healthy
I find it strange that you (Eugenia) will tug at your hair to prove it's real, show your undies to prove they aren't diapers, but refuse to take a bite of food or a sip of water to prove you eat or drink anything. You play the 'kind' act and that's all it is. But good, genuine, kind people don't outright lie to their audience!!
She has an eating disorder. She doesn't have a diaper disorder or a hair disorder, so your comment makes no sense. Of course she won't eat publicly. That is high up on the list of fears for someone with certain ED's. They're terrified of doing that. It is really tone deaf to think she would ever ever eat in front of millions of strangers. As for her "kind act," I do not believe she's acting. She very likely has histrionic personality disorder. She has the symptoms , and women with HPD are much more likely to have ED's. Histrionics behave the way Eugenia does all the time. It isn't an act. It's part of their personality disorder.
I suffered from anorexia my whole teenage life. The act of eating was very embarassing for me and i would never even look at food when people were near me. I felt like it was a shame to even eat. It is not as easy as you think. Relationship with food for anorexic people is complicated.
Oh, Eugenia, I have just watched a video that you made four years ago, you were were dressed in a pink studded jacket and you were showing us the shops where you live. You were bright, upbeat and chatty, you looked healthy and happy, your hair was shining and your skin was glowing. You were speaking coherently and confidently. I don't know what's happened in your life since then to make you destroy that pretty, Bubbly person you used to be. I don't know who you see when you look in the mirror but I do know what the rest of the world sees, a woman with so much potential simply withering away in front of us. There are people who want to see this because it holds some kind of morbid fascination. There are young, impressionable people who think that this self-abuse is something to aim for, and they will copy you, leading to massive problems for them. Then there's the huge majority who want to see you happy again, we want to see you healthy again, and we would be cheering you on and supporting you all the way. Euginia, if you die , you'll quickly be forgotten, even by the viewers that care about you because we have our own lives, and the pervs will move on to watch some other vulnerable person self-harm. Or you could turn things around, you could go on to be an example for young people, show them that you are a strong woman in control of her life. You could shake off the perverts by showing them that their morbid curiosity is not wanted or needed. You could make us stand up and cheer you and be genuinely happy to see you truly living your best life. But only you can decide which way it goes. You must decide if you're worth it. Xx
A woman near the 30s showing off behaving like a three year old digging in the disguise box of the kindergarten. Not sure if I‘m more sad, deeply irritated or amused by that.
