bea miller - feel something (slowed down) 

i dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this

i’m sorry to everyone here. things will get better.

I just realised we're more in love with the thought of being in love than actually being in love

I Just Wanna Feel Something I Just Wanna Feel

Slowmode is better than original

Did you really want to die?" "No one commits suicide because they want to die." "Then why do they do it?" "Because they want to stop the pain

0:32 hits different 🥺

this song hits different when you are forever numb

When you are happy, smiling the whole day Then you go to bed and just a wave of sadness hits.... I hate when this happens

im sorry if u are here..

pov: your lying under your sheets crying to this song while you look up at the roof trying to not feel numb, your freezing but your warm at the same time.

quarantine made me realise how school distracted me from my sadness but now the its all coming together i wasn't happy, just distracted.

Who else secretly hates them selves but doesn’t show it and actually doesn’t like anything about them selves. Wants to die but is scared to leave people behind

100 reasons to keep going babes. 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains. 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Meaningful sex. 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you love. 75. Spending the whole day in bed. 76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream. 77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky. 78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.) 79. Bonfires and s'mores. 80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them. 81. Coming home to someone you love. 82. The color of autumn leaves when they change. Summer. 83. Singing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends. 84. Cuddling. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. ps: there are so many beautiful things to live. so live, and live, and live.

Ever wanted to cry but no tears came out so u just stare into blank space and your heart just shatters into million pieces?... Thanks for the likes really made me happy🙂

POV: You’re scrolling through the deep, sad, and depressing comments while the song plays in the background. You’re insecure like me and others listening to this. You’re either crying almost every night, or you’re just too numb to even cry anymore. I’m been there and am there. Just waiting for it to get better like you.....💔

" feel like a person again" "I just wanna feel something" "I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this" 😭💔

Isn’t it wild how I feel like no one around me knows what I’m going through but I feel like everyone here does.

"I dont wanna die, but I dont wanna live like this" That hit diffrent..

Bruh I'm crying again I just want to die without hurting anyone

I just wanna end this war inside.

something really real ;c

This song has that aesthetic but kinda deppresive vibe... I love it...

"you could've said something." “why are you so quiet” "We tried to talk to you, but you ignored us 🙄" “why arent you talking?" “stop being dramatic." “Why are you so emotional get over it” "nothing, you wouldn't understand." ☹︎

Hits different when you literally wanna give up😔

" I just wanna feel" :(

The lyrics-✨✨ If I could choose anything I would be good and bad one day I would fall into love and stay Would fall into love And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel But what can you do? And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me Can you tell me what's wrong with me I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me Can you tell me what's wrong with me

hey you, yes you. you have a purpose. you are amazing just the way you are. they might of have been through a hard time but you got this. i care about you. you are beautiful just the way you are. you have a purpose. your purpose is to be as happy as you can get. a lot of people care about you. so stay strong for me please. have a wonderful morning/afternoon/night. thank you for reading

imma get "I just wanna feel something" as a tattoo maybe then I'll feel..

I know this has already been talked about but.. Anyone ever act really happy and jumpy around others but really it's just... idk nothing feels real anymore.. Have a nice day/night

Hi random person out there You are worth more than you think you are You can get through this Better times will come

Lyrics If I could choose anything I would be good and bad one day I would fall into love and stay Would fall into love And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it's cruel But what can you do? And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me Can you tell me what's wrong with me I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real so that I can really Feel like a person again Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret Can you tell me what's wrong with me Can you tell me what's wrong with me

“I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this” jeez that hit hard

These comments give me a sense of comfort I haven’t had in a long time 🥺

LYRICS

Why this song is my life? 'i dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this'

I just dont have the energy to feel anymore. It’s hard having your family asking you why you lost interest in something. It’s hard when your parents ask you why you aren’t even a person. I dont have friends and I’m not going to make any soon. I dont wanna die but i dont wanna live like this.

Never have I ever heard a song that I connected with so deeply

Finally. I find a song that rlly describe my feelings since i was 12.

I’m so lost rn... I’m sure if you’re here then you are too. I’m so sorry you feel like this. I told a friend something that’s been on my mind . They got so mad about it. Now I’m so confused. So lost. I don’t want to feel anything anymore. I want to just take a break. I need to find myself but I can’t. I don’t know who I am. I can’t see my future clearly... idk if that makes sense but that’s the best I could put it into words... I hope you get better soon and find happiness whoever’s reading this.

If I could choose anything I would be good in bed one day I would fall into love and stay I'd fall into love [Pre-Chorus] And it’s not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this [Chorus] I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real, so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real, so that I can really Feel like a person again [Verse 2] If I am telling the truth Watching my friends break their hearts into two Makes me jealous, I know that it’s cruel But what can you do? [Pre-Chorus] And it's not fair I keep on writing a sequel to stories I know that are not there I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna live like this [Chorus] I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real, so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real, so that I can really Feel like a person again [Bridge] Can you tell me a secret? Can you tell me what's wrong with me? I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret? Can you tell me what's wrong with me? Can you tell me what's wrong with me? [Chorus] I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real, so that I can really Feel like a person again I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel something, I just wanna feel Something really real, so that I can really Feel like a person again [Outro] Can you tell me a secret? Can you tell me what's wrong with me? I know I should be angry But I can barely feel a fucking thing Can you tell me a secret? Can you tell me what’s wrong with me? Can you tell me what’s wrong with me?

I literally can’t explain how broken and dumb and lost I feel. I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s like I’m just watching my life happen instead of controlling it. I’m so broken. I’m in so much pain yet so numb. I don’t even know anymore. I feel so trapped. I need to get rid of this. All of it. Whatever it is that is suffocating me. Slowly killing me. Everything is so bottled up, I really don’t know when I’m going to break but I know it’s going to be bad. Really bad. Help me. Save me. Please.

can you tell me a secret? can you tell me what's wrong with me?

feeling numb and then listen to this song and starting crying- my mood

Sometimes I don’t feel like a real person. Like sometimes I feel so many things at once and then I suddenly go numb. And I don’t know which one is worse

it's a paradise for the ears ✨😍

I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING

Just a daily reminder; It's not weak if you cry. It's weak if you don't ( ◜‿◝ )♡ Stay strong you beautiful beings!

Imagine u just don’t exist. Completely u just don’t have to be happy, sad,mad, just no history of you

"i dont want to die but i dont want to feel like this" "can you tell me a secret? can tu tell me whats wrong with me?" thats my hole mood because of my DID

Dear person reading this I’m so sorry 😔 don’t cry 😕 Ty for the likes guys 🥺 but frl don’t cry😕

I just want a day where I don't have to panic because of my anxiety, I can't eat because of it, can barely socialise, can barely even be outside my house. Now my anxiety is growing because I'm 24/7 in the custody of my own house.

*Set it on 0.25 speed. It sound like an alien.* *By the way, the replay button for FREE: **0:37**, enjoy it.*

My grandpa died today he was the best thing I looked for living everyday for

This just hits so different.. I can't explain its just I feel co calmed down when I hear this.. amazing💙

sucks that when i listen to this song it makes me feel so touch starved. like i just wanna feel something.

"I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live like this" Same girl..

I'm not well :( I can't take anymore to make people happy: ((

i don't wanna die, but i don't wanna live like this *:(*

Who else is here crying in the middle of the night because they were told by there parents they hate you after coming out just me ok Edit:welp I'm still here Edit:thanks for all the support I really didn't expect it and it really helped as I was in a dark place at the time,you guys actually saved my life and I can't thank you enough for that I am currently out of that house and doing a lot better mentally,again thank you all for the kind words and support

me looking in the mirror looking at how ugly and fat i am: “i don’t wanna die but i don’t wanna live like this, i just wanna feel something really real.” why can’t i be loved.

I thought I was the only one who felt really empty... I’m glad

i’m just tired of being alone. i have zero friends and i feel like i’m a burden to my family. does anyone else question why they’re here in this world or is it just me?

trying to sing with the lyrics, but can't breathe

Why does everyone hate me.. i- I haven't done anything bad at all to them..

Am I the only one who accually likes the type of sad slow songs like I'm not sad I just like them...no just me okay

“I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this” same tho... but I’ll still keep living cause I know things will get better one day... and if you guys feel horrible don’t hurt yourself it won’t make anything better. I care about you.

“I don’t want to die like this” “I just wanna feel something really real” 🥺

This hits harder than the moment that you wanna cry but you realised that you don't have any tears left :()

To the people who are here... Life will get better.... Promise you ❤ You'll be ok.. ❤❤

“I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this “

Headphones, Volume 100%, dark room, closed eyes and clear mind. The best combination ;)

Someone once told me I shouldn’t be sad and that I should feel guilty every time I cry because I have never “felt pain” so every time I cry, I feel guilty and list a whole lot of things that are worser than my situation and try plastering a smile because I think of that sentence every time 😌🤚

i really just wanna feel something. i'm depressed about this

This song hits different at late night drives..💭

it's not that I want to die, is that I don't want to exist in this moment

If your here because your in a dark place, listen to me. Think about the dogs you haven’t pet, the places you haven’t been, the roller coasters you haven’t screamed on, the late night adventures you haven’t had. think about how lonely your soulmate will be. the world may be awful but without you in it the worse it will be

A lot of people say "I wanna end my life so I don't have to be broken", but you'd be even more broken once you realize you left the earth.

this is beautiful

When I close my eyes while listening to this song I imagine dancing in pouring rain while its dark out, laying on a hill while it still rains and just letting the rain wash over you

You are loved, you may not feel loved or realize you're loved... But trust me, people appreciate you. Stay strong.

every time I listen to this song I cry, it reminds me of my anorexia...

Feel like a person again🥺

Anyone else here severely suicidal but unable to talk to anyone about?

the only group of people who gets me are here

i don't wanna die but i don;t wanna live like this i just wanna feel something :(

Thanks all the persons who cheer us up in this comments section, we are together, we will going to feel better one day

"Feel like a person again" I just wanna be happy again...

I miss someone who no longer exists in this life. I just want to hear his voice and I want to tell him I love you so much 😭😭💔💔

A MASTERPIECE!

When someone tells someone they want to kill themself, it isn’t them wanting your pity. It’s one final cry for help, one final cry for salvation, before they end it all.

The lyric "I dont wanna die but I dont wanna live like this.." hit me. Like because I relate. I dont want to die but I don't want to live life the way I am..

Been playing this on a loop for 3 hours... crying away because I can’t find the type of peace we need to fall asleep.. “I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live like this “ really hit deep..

0:31 this hits hard

i wished to feel something real ...

Even if i cry i didn't feel sad. Hi my numb friends.

"And it's not fair I keep on writing on writing sequels to stories I know that are not there" :( This part sets the mood

Night chills with this music hit different

I'm tired. I just wanna feel something really real. I forgot what it was like to be a person.😓

how many times do you force yourself to stop complaining, stop sad, stop crying, stop hoping? Hey we are humans, we live by feeling. You should start worrying when you feel numb. And all of us here are numb :)