!!!! it was directed by the duo bedroom, 1/2 them is the guy in this video (bea's boyfriend, soren) they also directed the 1975's "me and you together song" mv!
Trying to give this song some love on Spotify... It's so hard cos the song and video fit together so well, I want to keep youtube streaming instead :-/
Musically it’s pretty generic crap... really I just can’t see the hype. There’s a million bands with the same sound and look that are just better. I mean this hand deff doesn’t suck. It’s just so basic and generic
p e a n u t b u t t e r // soren is the boy in the video, he’s also Beas bf. Him and his friend amir direct her music videos and have a clothing line together (phug). They Are “Bedroom project”
@@hifianatomia no, it's because of this forgetting people thing, but still keeping a fleeting memory of the person when, coincidentally, they find themselves of the train
Your music and style is so refreshing to the modern music industry I know that it is an overall genre and I’m not saying it’s original I was just pointing out how I like how it is different to lots of other artists :)
Kiss me on my back Tell me all your fears 'Cause the rush of love is gone and I'm tryna' find out why It disappeared Why it disappeared I looked you in the eyes Don't feel nothing here 'Cause the feeling of the love That I used to have Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Do you remember? Our love in November? That shit was so real But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal There's patches on my fingers that won't feel Why'd you have to fucking disappear? Why'd you have to fucking disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Please come back Please come back Please come back Please come back
Janella Bejer aha sorry!! when I looked up the lyrics on safari it came up with back but I guess if they sound so similar anyway it doesn’t matter which one lol😎
Pretty sure we all experience the same heartbreak at least once in our lives. It never really goes away, no matter how far you’ve moved on, all it takes is one line in a song to remind you how much you miss them. I promise this moment of pain will only last just that, a moment. It’s okay.
hits different now they broken up , went through the same thing recorded an ep for my ex with music videos and it kills to listen to the songs now ! bea your amazing !
[LYRICS] Kiss me on my neck Tell me all your fears 'Cause the rush of love is gone and I'm tryna' find out why It disappeared Why it disappeared I looked you in the eyes Don't feel nothing here 'Cause the feeling of the love That I used to have Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Yeah, that shit's disappeared Do you remember? Our love in November? That shit was so real But there's patches on my fingers that won't heal There's patches on my fingers that won't feel Why'd you have to fucking disappear? Why'd you have to fucking disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Why'd you disappear? Please come back Please come back Please come back Please come back
Coming back here to just say how much she's affected my life. 2 years ago, I was in the seventh grade. I was this awkward, weird kid. I was in all the artsy, outcast, after school clubs. I had two friends who walked all over me, I felt like dirt. I had just been diagnosed with anxiety and a mood disorder, and I felt very stuck and angry. In short, I just felt really out of place. I remember hearing Bobby in a short film, and falling in love with it. I played it over and over again until it stuck firmly in my head like it was superglued to my soul. Of course, I became obsessed with every other song Bea released. All of the songs on Lice destroyed my idea of music until I couldn't enjoy any other artist. The bedroom pop label seemed superficial for what Bea was creating. And then, like a gift from the music gods, came Loveworm. This album, even two years later, remains a standard impossible to meet. The lyrics, the guitars, the drums, the visuals- everything about Loveworm is perfect. And as a good album should, it transformed me. I cut bangs and dyed my hair pink in an attempt to emulate that cool indie look, although it did come out more of a syrupy red (thanks to my mom's aversion to bleach). I stopped wearing my leopard leggings, trading them in for jeans one size too big, I went the extra mile in my drama and choir classes, convinced that I could be the star of the show if I wanted. And most importantly, I realized that loveworm's droney music could not be recreated on the dull keys of a piano, and with that information in mind, I picked up my father's old guitar and went away. That moment, when my weak little fingers plucked out some half version of 1999, it changed everything. I was born again. The old Ratt had left, never to be seen again. Now, I play in a band, I have friends, I have a sense of self. Beabadoobee's music has led me down a path where I feel I belong. She changed my life. Her music has been with me through it all. Through depression, school, Sheppard Pratt, self-harm, recovery, and now- life. So thank you, Bea. For giving my life music to rely on, and music to help me grow. Ratt
@@giuliam4820 It's pretty swaggy, we just found a bass player so that's cool. still don't have a drummer. It is a lot of work. like, a *lot.* its fun tho. Im lucky, my best friend happens to be the most beautiful singer in the world. We're working on trying to get into a studio to record a song. we've never played a gig, but thats scary anyway. 10/10 highly recommend
This song hits me really deep. I am completely heartbroken, my ex broke up with me two weeks ago and I know time will heal, but why'd you have to fucking disappear...
I feel so nostalgic now watching because I was so obsessed with this one and Susie May when I was in high school. I think their relationship always has been hazy. I remember how everyone was talking about if these two are breaking up when this song came out. They stayed together and this gossip soon disappeared but I think it was the time when their relationship started to crack besides the open relationship thingy. I know there must be more, there's always more that outsiders don't see in a relationship and I know Bea and Soren started dating young, are young now too, will eventually move on with their life, but I feel sad because they were part of my teenage years and dreams.
“The feeling that I used to have, that shit has disappeared “ Of course, the chemistry and infatuation will go away. You need to purely love with the flaws of the person
I want her to get recognition cause her stuff relaxes my soul but at the same time I want her all for myself. No. I hope she does well. More people need to hear this.
It completely blew my mind to see how this clip was so Gondry stylized :O The last scene looks like the meeting in the train in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (between Red hair Kate Winslet and ma boi Jim Carrey) and also all the train mechanic looks like the entire clip of Bjork's "Bachelorette" (an asian girl in a cardboard train) also directed by Gondry ! I don't know if those are references or some kind of tribute to those things but indeed really great job Bedroom ! And of course the song is near to perfection like every other beabadoobee song ! Keep up the good work !
Bea's music always makes me cry. But like... not just in a sad way... and for no certain reason.. It's like it draws out all my strongest feelings and memories and makes me feel them all at once in this really out of body way
It feels like it ends so quickly. I was amazed when I looked at the length of the song, I thought it would be around 2:30, but it’s over 4 minutes. I love it.
I really love Bea's instrumentals in the middle part because they give me certain feelings. Disappear's instrumentals before the bridge gives me a feeling of nostalgia and longing for someone, while Dance With Me makes me feel like I'm in love. Stan Bea.
Okay student in London here: at 0:13 her boyfriend is clearly at Elephant & Castle tube station, and one second later, he stands in front of the Regent's Park sign. Was this meant to be two different timelines or am I just high?
So yesterday my best friend told me that she doesn’t wanna be friends anymore bc a month ago we had feelings for each other but we didn’t date. Now that we took away out feeling she said its “awkward” to talk even tho we said nothing in gonna ruin our friendship. This is pretty sad the fact that I did everything to keep her happy and be there for her when i coudve been sleeping and working on myself. At the end it was obvious that she wanted to get rid of me as fast as possible. Even tho we were friends for a month and a half it hurts bc of the bond we had. Like 4 months ago i broke up w my gf and I finally felt free from that and now this. If u see this i wish u the best in life 🙂
love that it's asian pacific american heritage month and she uploads another music video, I love the album a lot and this is jst so refreshing to see more faces like mine in music keep it going dude!
You should see Lush videos with another red haired (half)-Asian, namely Miki Berenyi, I thank her to have made me discover Beabadoobee after her comment on them on Twitter.
I miss him like I never have. I let go the only person who ever cared about me, I let go of all of the memories we could’ve made together, all of the conversations that came out without hesitation, I miss you. You were and still are my soulmate.
I cannot expres how fucking beautiful this is, you guys have such a unique style and it's perfect for bea's music, can't wait to see what the future holds for you! :')