before you go by lewis capaldi but it’s even sadder 

it's even sadder when you learn this song is about his aunts suicide.

i feel like love only hurts if its real

is it just me that’s wants to be alone but doesn’t want to feel alone

POV: You’re listening to this after realising that you’ve fallen back into the darkest place that you thought you only just began to forget about.

this was my dads funeral songs so there was a lot of tears i must admit

What makes this even sadder is that this song is about his aunt’s suicide 😞.

"I found you" "You found me" STOP- IM CRYING

100 reasons why you should stay alive -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your mom's smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late-night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee/Tea 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating your house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED

Pov: your listening to this in your room as the world falls apart piece by piece edit: now that this has gotten A LOT of attention please look at my tiktok to see what's going on in Armenia (tiktok: itz_mari_mur)

"Time can heal but this won't" - I feel that...

wow, this hits different at 3am

this song made me realize how it would affect people if i committed, when i was having bad suicidal thoughts. it just put my feelings into words.

I wish I could have this version on Spotify

not me saying the lyrics facing my mirror, acting like it's someone telling me this... Not me...

if this isn't playing at my funeral, im not going

play this at my funeral

You ever just sit in your room in the dark listening to songs like this singing along while crying? It hits so much different-

here’s the text so you can sing: I fell by the wayside like everyone else I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I was just kidding myself Our every moment, I start to replace 'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say When you hurt under the surface Like troubled water running cold Well, time can heal, but this won't So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go Was never the right time, whenever you called Went little by little by little until there was nothing at all Our every moment, I start to replay But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face When you hurt under the surface Like troubled water running cold Well, some can heal, but this won't So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go Would we be better off by now If I'd have let my walls come down? Maybe, I guess we'll never know You know, you know Before you go Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go

ngl this song hits a little personal

ive been watching these vids the whole night but this one, this is the one that unlocked the valve to the tears. they just started flowing out, i havent cried like this in a long time and this song just reminds me of everything thats ever happened to me, just reminds me of all the people out there who’re about to do it. if you’re reading this and u feel u cant take it any longer, just know theres always that one person in ur life who’d miss u way too much, maybe u havent realised it or u forgot about them, but they’ll always be there for u no matter what; and if u really believe theres no-one, that person is me. even if i’ve never met u and maybe never will, just know, i’ll be crying for u, every night :”)

*75% of ppl here: Being sad and depressed* *25% of people here: Saying reasons you should live* *Me: *Singing like a dying pig** *BEFORE YOU GOOOOO WAS THERE SOMTHIN-* *My mom: SHUT YO MAGIC LIPS YOU ARE GOING TO BREAK THE WINDOWS WITH YOUR SCREETCHING* *Me: But i sing guud :

When i found out that lewis wrote this song for his aunt that took her life, i broke down. My uncle took his life about 10 months ago and i listen to this song whenever I’m think about him. He was like an older brother to me. I miss him every second of every day💔

Hey you, yes you. Go grab a glass of water, go to a mirror and smile. Even in you have nothing to slime aboyut, just try it You’ll find something beautiful in you If you think your ugly Focus on your eyes. I think your eyes are beautiful. Dont think so? Thing again. No such thing as ugly eyes. Still smiling?? STOP now smile again. Notice how you’re more beautiful when you smile. Cool right? You should try it more :) Are you scared of anything? Or stressed? Take a sip of water Now before you wipe your lips, look at the water droplets on your lips. Notice how they shine, even with the tiniest bit of light They’re just like you. You shine, no matter what. You’ll shine even though youre in tears How do i know? Because youre still here practising self care. And you know, self care is not selfish You’re still shining, and im proud of you.

my brother looking at me: me: I HaVe DuST In MY EyES

The atmosphere here changed immedietely when i came into the comments....... i-

Comfort Crowd- Conan Gray but lonelier? 🖤

pov: ur listening to this while crying after being informed that ur best friend tried to commit suicide . . . bc that me right now . . Edit[23/11/2020]: thank u guys so much for the kind words it means a fuck tone, and yes she is doing better, I'm still scared something might happen to her or she might try again but for now I'm just hopping for the best If you're reading this rn and ur thinking of ending it all trust me it's not worth it, you are loved and appreciated and u mean so much to so many people please don't let go just yet

did this give anyone else heartburn or just me...

POV: you're crying in your bed alone a week later after your grandma died because you have stuff that smells like her because me too

Me; this song can't get any sader right? *nervous laugh* Ramona: hold my beer

You got in a huge fight with the love of your life your boyfriend and it's all his fault but he's been trying to apologise for weeks. Even though you want to forgive him you're hurt really bad and you miss him so much. On a really rainy day he tried calling your phone but you ignored his call while crying in your room by the window seat. But then you heard someone calling your name outside the window. You look out and its him, the love of your life, the guy that showed you what love was, the man that was always by your side to tell you how perfect you are. He was drenched by the cold rain. Tears streaming down his eyes. You could feel his hurt and no matter how hard you try to ignore him you can't anymore. You break down your walls and ran out in the rain and hug him. He hugs you back tightly like he doesn't want to lose you. You two hug for a while and later talked it out. Turns out the whole fight was just a misunderstanding. Love wins

"Why is everyone quoting?" -Me

im falling apart, and this song made me realize it

I remember how I watched every single person in my life leave me.. Not 1 friend stayed with me.. Not even 1....

I love this song period.

These comments are so sad🥺 If you are reading this Remember u are loved💕Im so sorry for what you might be going through. But it gets better. After the rain comes a rainbow 🌈😁

Hope everyone watching this is feeling alright. Just remember, don’t give up and continue keeping your heads up kings/queens!

When she worries, she shuts down When she's upset, she won't say it When she's upset, she doesn't reach out If something happens, she mentions it and then drops it If something happens, she won't discuss it If something's wrong, she won't say what When I want to help, she stays quiet When she tried to kill herself, she almost didn't tell me When I worry about her, she plays it down If there's anything I can do If there was a way I could help If something happens Let me help

At this point I would be surprised if I even make to at least 18 because right now I can't even imagine it myself at the age of even 20

this was our song.

we met at the carnival. He asked me to take a ride in a big wheel. We went for a walk day by day. But then two months later he told me he didn’t feel the same way. 2 years later we took a walk again. We laughed, I burned a hole in his pants because of a little firework for his birthday, we ate ice cream, went on road trips and made a promise. When he will be 18 and single, we will be together, no matter what comes. But then months later he said he didn’t feel the same way as before. He broke up. I collapsed and was broken as I’ve never been before. It was such a hard time and still is because even it’s one year later, I can’t stop thinking about him in every step I take. I’m still holding on and just hope something changes. Now he has a girlfriend, but I feel that there is something between us what we both know. He was my soulmate. 1 month ago we met at the party of my best friend’a brother. I saw him and when we both drunk much, we sat on a rock and talked. I cried and told him everything I felt. He was there for me in this moment and we laughed directly and understood each other as we’ve never been apart. But he told me he’s happy in his relationship. I asked him if he has any feelings for me. He told me I will always be important to him. I still love him so much and hope our promise will be true when he turns 18.

Life betrays me more than my friends do.

When its actually raining outside.

me: trying to be even more sad ads: wOuLd YoU lEgGo YoUr EgGo

omg you should do Let me down slowly by alec Benjamin but its more sad

pov: you were listening to the one direction hits then little things came on and you went to youtube to search “little things by one direction but sadder” and then you were scrolling and saw this so you tapped on it and you started thinking about how much you hate life the way it is now then you saw someone comment 100 reasons to stay alive and it made you realize that you take most things for granted and how much you want to go back and redo everything and now you are sobbing uncontrollably (edit) now your numb and can’t feel a single emotion so you re-listen to the song and it doesn’t make you feel anything - - - - - - cos same

i’ve been struggling in my battle with my own thoughts. i’ll be in a decent mood and it would just be interrupted by the thought of”your annoying”or “your not good enough” and i’ve cut. only once. i’m thinking of doing it again. i’m supposed be going to therapy but i can’t. i’ll be fine lol.

how can this get sadder than it was before like i’m shook

screw a breakup. what hurts the most is when you fall back into a dark place that you worked so hard to get out of.

i still blame myself for what happened.

Ahh yeah sweet tunes of *depression* ... ~

When u listen to it closely it hits 😔

*If this doesn't play at my funeral I'm not dying*

listening to this while i bake and then it suddenly rained hard, thanks weather.

“Its crazy how your mind can make you feel so worthless” Probably my favorite lyric cos same.

my sister used to sing this all the time. i never realized she was hurting. now shes miles away.

No one: Not even a single soul: Adds:GRameRlY

Lol i always have a moment every midnight. It's dark and cold. I could hear the soft noises of the electric fan, the crickets from outside, and my breathing. Then suddenly a regretful memory plays in my mind. Then I would question my existence...

Any song that is slowed and has rain in the background automatically makes me cry.

i am barely holding on and this song is my quickly fraying rope

anyone else listening to sad songs tonight to try to cry because you haven't cried of sadness in months? I only cry over frustration. Over being not good enough. I know I'm worth it, but I feel so useless. All I ever do is stay quiet, I never tell anyone about my true feelings. I guess I'm that one therapist friend who listens to everyone, but I can't find anyone to listen to me.

when he first saw me he mistook me as his ex, my face was half covered that time. i was shy, i was a transferee. few days passed and i started to notice his gestures, thoughtful, caring, cute, i knew there was something going on. for months he kept it up but im tired of people telling me how i looked like someone they knew. he was one of them, thats why i never really opened my heart to him. i was scared, i never fell for anyone before. i made it clear in my actions that i dont want to be with him... when i already fell a little. soon enough they became couple with another girl. i kept holding back because gosh... he wasnt treated right, i realize he just wants to be loved, badly. he stared at me, with longing in his eyes and sadness and... i dont know. i was a fool. that was before i transfered school again, for two years never have i forgotten about him. holiday came and im going home. the whole time on the car all i ever think is when will i see him again? what could he look like by now. what would i feel when i saw him again. two weeks passed, i heard a heartbreaking news one afternoon. he was out with his friends and gf when an accident happened. he died. i was shaking hard when i walked home from a friends house until my knees gave up, and my sobs cant be kept in anymore. i cried, kneeling on the ground, my heart felt as if its squeezed out of oxygen. everything flashed back, even his longing smile the last time when we saw each other... its been 3 years now and i never talked about it, he still visits me in my dreams, and i never ever have the courage to visit his grave or attend his funeral... im so sorry i just cant... what u did to this song is so beaitiful, i cried while listening to this, thank you, and im sorry for my confession.

Ooh I love this song

Idk why but this song just....hit home....❤️

Damn I thought I was going to be happy again..I guess not🙂💔

i want to cry ---- my brain: *plays this making up scenarios*

will this pain ever end

To everyone who thinks about suicidal thoughts remember that there ARE people to talk to and your going to get through this. We love you and send love and prayers! 😔❤️

Everything you are going through has a purpose, keep going, are circumstances are not forever, it will hurt but it will not be the end of you, its all part of God’s plan, how can you be strong if you wont have circumstances? Its an opportunity to learn something new so fight it

the one thing that I have always discovered, is that the comments under sad songs like these are always the most kind, genuine, caring people that you'll find because we're all hurting. all of you are appreciated and you probably saved someone, I know I've been saved by some of the comments under videos like these. well done to all of you, you're loved, valid and appreciated ❤️

cherish every moment you have with your beloved family cause some people would leave you without saying a word

I just realized I can’t be alone. Because when I’m alone, I think. When I think, I remember. When I remember, I feel pain. When I feel pain, I cry. When I cry, I can’t stop anymore.

This reminds me of my grandma that passed away 🥺

I always listen to this whenever im resting, it reminds me of my bullying, and someone actually caring about me

I hate that feeling it’s here again i feel empty after i stopped self harming i wish i never do that again but i am becoming weak

I feel so empty?I don’t know what I want and it’s driving me crazy not knowing...

''As the rain poured down it reminded me of the day you left me'' crap with the rain effect it just hits different..

This song already makes me sad, but when Ramona edits it you know your gonna cry 🥲

this song hurts hard when u aren't aware ur loved one is suffering into something.

The fact that a lot of people like you and want to be like you,and you still don't feel good enough.The fact that you go to school smiled and say hey to everyone,you do your homework,you have good grades,your family loves you,and you still cry every night just because of your insecurities, that are not even that much,you just don't fell good enough.You don't know why you just do. That's my story.

i sometimes think about my cousin when i hear this. she's been through so much, and i always wanna be there for her. i just wish i could help her more and make her happy. she couldnt help crying the other day and seeing her cry, man that shit sucked. but im glad, she felt comfortable to cry next to me

unknowingly my tears fell and my heart aches especially at the chorus

Listening to sad songs while raining with a broken heart is the best combination , don't fight me.

I fell by the wayside like everyone else I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I was just kidding myself Our every moment, I start to replace 'Cause now that they're gone, all I hear are the words that I needed to say When you hurt under the surface Like troubled water running cold Well, time can heal, but this won't So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go Was never the right time, whenever you called Went little by little by little until there was nothing at all Our every moment, I start to replay But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face When you hurt under the surface Like troubled water running cold Well, some can heal, but this won't So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go Would we be better off by now If I'd have let my walls come down? Maybe, I guess we'll never know You know, you know Before you go Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better? If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather So, before you go Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless So, before you go

im crying sm my head hurts 💀

I trusted myself to love someone but of course they left me.. I thought they were the one. They were the only reason I wanted to be on this earth. Love is pain 🥺🥺 I wish you all the best in life. God bless you all ❤️❤️❤️

this song is so sad but the day i found out what its about made this so so much sadder.

does anyone else have that one "friend" that seems all nice until you say something they don't agree with? then they begin to be more toxic, and they don't know you know so they still act like your best friend but in reality, they are the worst person you could be around. Cause I don't know how to un-friend that friend without hurting myself more than hurting the other person.

I'm crying tho 😭

Oh I stumbled on your channel twice today.. Thanks for adding to my sad playlist..!

yoooo!!! you're almost at 100k!!! omfg Im happy to see this channel grow

I absolutely love everything you put together 🥺 Would an edited version of “married life” be possible..?

unexpectedly lost my mom 4 years ago and i never told my friends cos i’m afraid they’d judge me for not having a mom or dad 😔💔

the rain hits so different omg

Just imagine this; You just went through a close friend committing. Youre in your dorm with your friends. You check so theyre all asleep. You leave a note saying goodbye. It was night, it was raining. You were on the edge looking down at all the lights, the wind blowing through your clothes. Then when you were about to jump, your friend sings/talks the chorus of this song. Its your choice of what the ending is.

It stayed at 16.02 the whole time. But I understand why. Time stops when ur grieving.

I’m here at 3-5am listening to this song nonstop probably until my phone dies. While listening to this, I keep thinking about my best friend. He never passed (I hope not). He was an online friend, and one day he just disappeared. That was a year and half ago. I’ve been thinking of him more in the past 2 months. Him leaving has hurt me more than anything I’ve ever experienced. I keep hoping he’ll come back. Maybe he will, but until then, I’m gonna sit here with no friends listening to sad music instead of sleeping.

Anyone else just listening to this over and over while crying so hard they cant breath? Bc I'm really on edge rn and questioning my life and want to know I'm not the only one.

hey james, i hope you’ll be happier with someone else. i hope they dont treat you like i did, you don’t deserve that. you’re such a wonderful human being and im glad i was able to call you my boyfriend. i love you, and i always will. goodbye.

I’m crying sm my head hurts. 💀