Being Kambua I Beautifully Broken (Nessy Lee) 

Nessy Lee. You are worth more than your weight in gold! Thank you for being vulnerable in order to heal others. We can’t wait to see what God does with your life. He writes the most beautiful stories 🦋

I had a miscarriage while in college and I feel like everyone just moved on because I was not even supposed to be pregnant to begin with. But I got stuck in the grief for a long time, little by little God restored me. I am still a work in progress in the healing journey, ❤

I went thru two miscarriages and I can totally relate.Later on God restored and blessed me with 4 amazing kids ....with the last two being twins.He is a faithful God

Thank you Nessy for sharing your Angel's story. The experience is so relatable. I lost my baby just a week ago at 28 weeks. He was just a small beautiful boy...10 little fingers and 10 little toes. I am so grateful to my family & friends, my gyna and the lovely lovely midwife at the hospital for agreeing to my wishes...getting to see my baby, hold him, sing to him and rock him, sleep with him in my hospital room, go through a cremation process because i did not want him to be buried in a mass grave/disposed by the hospital. I also got foot prints of his little toes. That has made the healing process a bit more manageable. But i still miss my little boy every day! PS: October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. Hugs to all parents of angel babies ❤

I pray that for the parents who have lost their child. Please shine your light as we honor and remember this sweet baby who is now in your arms. Please remove any fog from our minds and heart and help us to trust that you are still good, sovereign, and that you care. You bring hope to troubled hearts.

Nessy is so kind and selfless. Even at her most difficult time in the maternity, she was concerned about the other expectant mothers' comfort! Wow. Lord Jesus, bless Nessy and her hubby with Triplets.

This series is a blessing ❤❤ Hopefully men will also join-in in the future to tell their side of the story since it takes dads too make a family. Thank you Kambua😊

The fact that kambua is apologising before the interview shows how sensitive she's towards other souls.. I love uou kambua

I resonate with you Nessy. I prayed for twins after a miscarriage, and God in his mercies gave me twins ❤ this blew my mind and healed my pain. It shall be well with you Nessy.

I found myself watching this and remembering my journey, 4 miscarriages. And somehow, it is still so very fresh in my mind. The pain is still there. I thank God that i have two beautiful blessings after that cruel some journey

The smallest coffins are the heaviest 🤍 Hugs Nessy Lee✨

Hugs Nessy.. as a mom of 5 Angels I feel you...may God give you beauty for ashes, it's only by the grace of God that we can speak and smile.

Nessy 💔 🫂 I had a miscarriage in 2019, and i still remember some of the people who were pregnant at the same time as i was. Now their children are 4years old, my baby would have been 4 on the 25th of November. I thought i had really healed, but the past couple of weeks as we near November, im feeling some type of way😢 I'm still trusting God for a child, and as Nessy said, God and i agreed it has to be a pregnancy that really compensates my hurt and brings glory to Him. Hoping for twins❤

As a mom to two angel babies I feel you 😢😢😢

She really has an amazing voice 😍😍 Sorry for what she has gone through

Oh my goodness! Before she encouraged a woman on a similar journey I paused and said to myself. This type of healing I have never seen, listening to how she has forgiven people and other of her comments, i wondered how has she been able to process such trauma in such a strong way within that amount of time. When shortly after she explained how she intentionally faced her triggers, it made sense then. The world of today unlike of yesterday has us accessing information sometimes quicker like now, mimi am beginning to understand mothers like you through my phone, I admit i really didn’t know how to deal with a situation like this, i was not helpful at all to someone going through this!!!! Silence indeed didn’t do our society any better. Now I’ll change! And using that example, Nessy read that quote about triggers and that helped quite with this healing process she has had to go through. Thank you Kambua for bringing her, thank you for this channel. You both are very beautiful, green does you good Nessy.

November would be my twin's birthday & hits me fresh every November trying to imagine how the identical twin girls would be like.....child loss is soooooo painful 😣 🫂 to all angel parents

Nessy was all I needed for today. my heart is so heavy and seeing someone who went through what am going through right now gives me hope and strength.

When you're in so much pain you don't care!! Facts!!📍

😢😢😢Carrying untill the late minute.. Go through labor pains... All in Vain.. The angel left me... God answer my prayers 😭😭

Listening to such a story just leaves me in tears coz have gone through that pain twice and still no child, it's painful it's heartbreaking and sometimes I just feel like am not worthy anymore 😢😢

May God give you double just as you asked him for Nessy but whatever he chooses to do he is still faithful and he will always be good. His faithfulness and grace is still with you in Jesus name🙏🏾

A beautiful conversation. “There will always be scar but God heals…” Thank you Nessy for sharing so beautifully. Thank you Kambua for interviewing her so well and graciously. Nessy we love you and Alvin. Sending you lots of love. Ephesians 3:20 - exceedingly and abundantly ❤️

Hugs !!this was me in 2021 and 2022 ..but the God of restoration healed and restored us in 2023. You will hold your miracle in Jesus name.

I went through that pain 7 times the pain can't be explained but God is so faithful am a mother.

Nessy.....we hold space for you. My sis Kambua.,...you are doing The LORD'S work. I love you. And THANK YOU.

This video!😭😭😭 Nessy. May God indeed be glorified through your life.

Even with the loss of a child you are still a mother. More grace to you Nessy and may God give you the desires of your heart.You will have twins in Jesus name. Amen

Kambua i keep on telling you you are the reason i still have hope today thank you for doing this waiting for another episode God has really used you to stir up faith and hope in my life i always say the God of Kambua will come through for me love you mama

Hi nessy used to watch her a while back on youtube she is a sweet person

I remember reading her post about the loss while I was also pregnant and I was so scared. I don't know what words can comfort you but I pray that the same God who blessed will also bless you.

Thank you Kambua for bringing the guests❤. Some of us are still in the healing journey ❤

I couldn't hold back my tears. Nessy I remember seeing your instagram post after the loss and shed tears and prayed for you. I still pray for you and I know God will restore. Hugs

I went through loss this July and the wound is still so fresh but one thing I can attest is that your spirit always senses the loss before it manifests in the physical , a day before the miscarriage I wrote the message to my husband and told him that I felt so broken inside and the following day I went to the hospital and the sonographer broke the painful news to me.

Ooouh Nessy now i understand the silence from your end , you'll be blessed beyond your understanding

..i sob with you, this is a very familiar pain, i lost mine a day after birthday, i held her for 2 hours hoping she would wake up, its going to 3 years and i can never bring myself to hold a new born 😢. Hugs to you Nessy and all other angel mums, , God does carry us through. Thank you Kambua for this wonderful platform . ❤❤

The Lord of hosts will answer your prayers and bring healing to you all in pain, this is my prayer

So relatable 😢 also still hopes that my morning will come too and I'll be a mama. We shall too testify 🙏

I love Nessy...such a beautiful soul

You are a great and empathetic interviewer Kambua and your guests have been amazing in sharing their stories. Nessy was so authentic, insightful and rich in wisdom. May God give her joy for the sorrows that she has been through. This will help so many women.

Wow, just her voice's beautiful. Thank you Kambua for having her here. I'm 21, new here, second episode from the one with akin Willis Raburu, and I love, appreciate what you doing. I've not yet been a mum, but believe I will one day, and I can feel this, especially the main point being to glorify God regardless of our situations. Thank you for this 💌

Hi Nessy I am so sorry for what you have gone through. May God give you peace & healing. Hugs ❤❤

Nessy you are a blessing... Hugs and Blessings on Blessings...😇😇

oooh yes i resonate with that part of grief before finding out you have lost...Had a miscarriage in April this year and two nights before i really had a moment of total grief that i couldn't understand

Nessy....God is love and He loves you.... Kambua thank you for asking the difficult questions....it helps in the healing process.... may our Lord continue to guide you as you help all of us heal.

56:51 Nessy you are so beautiful, I am so moved by your story as a mum who has lost a baby am amazed you spoke about it even when you are yet to get a rainbow baby. May the Lord answer you strong woman

Thank you Kambua for bringing this great lady Nessy and God will come through for her. And he has something good in store and she will hold her beautiful children.I Feel encouraged because am still waiting on God for fruit of the womb.

Thank you Nessy for Sharing your story. You are so beautiful Nessy. I will endeavor to remember you and your husband Alvin in prayer. So encouraged#healing. Kambua thank you for providing such an amazing forum. God bless you ladies.

Oh yea loss is very lonely. Even when you have family around you, it feels like you're alone it's the end of the world. Hugs to anyone that has gone through whichever loss ♥️♥️

Dr. Anita Phillips talks about how triggers are an opportunity to heal. Great conversation on the health and healing journey God promised us in Jer 33:6. May His blessings be with the both of you.

Sending lotsa love and light Nessy 🫂💚

When I tell you I cried. I have truly cried and for sure He writes the most beautiful stories.. May God bless your community some more.

Thanks kambua.This programme helps me heal..not on a being a mum side of story but with different kind of loss.Be blessed

Thank you Kambua for the series that you have been bringing. Healing is indeed a journey....It's been a while after my loss but God is a restorer and nothing is impossible for him.

WOW! Thank you Nessy and Kambua

Nessy my heart goes out to you and all the women suffering this most painful journey💝💝

I am always learning, I get to see things in a different perspective, learn how to be a support community, be encouraged by the testimony, the struggles may be different, but the same grace that carries us through. I get to see God through every story .

Hugs to you Nessy Lee❤

To all angel Mums, God remains faithful, He is the Lord God of restoration.

ooooh Nessy, she is so beautiful and strong, Will be here when she comes back with an amazing testimony

I love her voice and composure, before I even hear her story.

Thank you so much for sharing this story with us it's helped me a lot because I was asking God a lot of questions, but today, I have a hint of why these things happened to me

I experienced the same kind of mourning/grief before my miscarriage. I never got to understand why and it has always puzzled me. A deep pull of grief a month before the miscarriage. By the time I was losing the baby, I had no grief in me. I tell myself, God was preparing me for that loss in advance. Thank you Nessy and Kambua for being vulnerable.

I 100% relate with this episode.The Only difference is i made peace with myself that i am ok even without a baby.Praying for you Nessy

Pole. May God almighty remember you and others who have gone through the same loss, again and again. He is our shepherd, we shall not want.

Can we take a break @kambua. I didn't know this would be so triggering...... i have cried my eyes out. Lord......aaaaah this is just reminding me of my situation in 2021.

Hugs to you Nessy. May God continue to give you peace and bless you with beautiful babies.

Nessy,wow God heals.This story has brought about soo much triggers but it is well.Hugs to all mums who have lost babies,they are our angels

Thanks for sharing your story, Nessy. Thanks, Kambua, for hosting her. May God bless you both

Sorry mummy. Hugs and love. God give you grace and peace 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

I love Nessy

I really missed nessy and Alvin on their channel,,,never knew what was up,,,hugs Nessy ❤❤,,

I felt it when Nessy said when you go through loss it changes you..can't be that bubbly person ,the strength she has is God's grace . Loved listening . One day Kambua I will seat with you on my journey how I battle Ectopic pregnancy and overcame and won .In God's perfect timing I will tell my story 🙏🏾.

This is so deep 😢nessy is such a strong lady.

Hugs Nessy ❤❤❤

Kambua, these sessions are really intense. Let me tell you, nothing prepares a mother to see their dead child. It's the MOST PAINFUL thing a person can go through. There's nothing like healing completely, memories of course come with tears.

Kambua is so warm ❤I really admire her.

Hey nessy lee i miss your vlogs been wondering where did you guys go to... sad what you been through sending love and jou your way!!😊

That statement, "feel and heal" means a lot, my dear ones around the globe, in our journey of life, processing our emotions well will definitely lead you to complete healing, God created us as emotional beings, never neglect your emotions allow yourself to feel those emotions and healing will surely come. Am also going through a different way of pain in my marriage but through processing my emotions well, healing is coming on my way. So thank you thank you and thank you to you the host and the guest🌹lots of love

Hugs Nessy.. God will restore you. I wondered why you were not posting on your channel kumbe you were going through alot . Brightet days are coming ❤❤

Feeling and healing,my take home.May God bless and heal all angel mums

Hugs Nessy. You are a strong woman..

I just love how honest she is about friends who didn't call. How can your life not be still for a second, like mine.

Thank God for sharing your story Nessy... Thank you for the healing power of God through your experience&fod the true community you own that can't be taken for granted. Takes me back to prayer for many who've walked this path. Speaking life over all🙏🙏🙏

That was such a beautiful interview. I can resonate with the triggers when i lost my dad, I had a hard time wearing the dress I wore at his funeral. I decided to wear it on other occasions despite fhe memory it brought me. wearing the dress now doesn't trigger me as before. God is indeed so good.

I have had so many losses that even when i get pregnant i don't tell people.

For all these pains..God of another chance give us a reason to smile

Hugs Nessy...Thank You Kambua for this podcast...It's a healing platform.I can relate so much.

God's will ,I'll not take you where His grace cannot sustain you..though it may tarry God is still working even now..shalom gals

I related so much to Nessy..unfortunately I'm on nightshift and now I just wanna break down so bad....I miss my Sesame so much...but to us ,angel mums...❤

Nessy is strong may God fulfil her desire

Hugs Nessy..May God fullfil your desire

Despite it being theee years or more after my last loss I still feel my heart skip a beat whenever i watch or hear another angel mom's story.. indeed we are stronger together,thanks for this amazing series @being kambua , you're a such a gentle and gracious host and your guests very authentic. God richly bless moms as we journey together.

I've watched this severally. Sad but encouraging. Thanks Kambua, thanks Nessy. May her dream to get twins come true.

Tough tough,sorry to all who go through that😢

Wow! I am speechless and amazed at how this session has made me feel. I have tried watching this video 3 times then I finally managed. Oooh!God! I am going through some pain right now and listening to Nessie’s voice and Kambua’s assurance has given me some peace. Asante sana ladies.

She has an amazing voice 😍😍😍

Thanks Nessy for your story ❤May God show up for you.The God of perfect timing.

Nessy...i pray blessings and abundance of joy ahead of you ❤

Nessy , God's glory is coming your way ❤❤