Really. Is that so much to ask ? I had family members stalking me. People are weird, And I don't wonder what I did wrong. I just think these people have nothing better to do. They're losers.
And this is why I have kept myself small or not shown who I was quickly- especially around those who have authority- the moment I give the benefit of the doubt of kindness as a green light to be more me- this happens whole dynamic happens. I trigger insecurities and instead of me being a partner to lift up- I am put up against or minimized or used. Staying small has also meant I could never be in a space of authority without trying to “work in silence” and that does look two-faced. When what I am doing is keeping boundaries with those that showed me they were not safe.
Same ,some people really wanted to be in the center that they didn't know what kind of rocks will be thrown at them...then they will blame other people who warned them at the first place if they get negative response from other people...not my problem anymore I hate dramas.
Also…I just listened and you hit the nail on the head with so much, but I felt so called out when you described how I overthink how I come across to others and tend to stay small so I don’t offend or hurt anyone. Very true. It’s like at the end of the day, my inner knowing that I’m good, pure, honest, kind means a lot to me and is a big source of comfort and pride. You are so gifted with these readings!
For me, this ties back to your readings about being ended in a previous carnation. Everything in my body tells me that these 2 people were involved last time around and I want nothing more than to be time zones away from them. I’ve prayed so hard for them to be removed from my life and energy and I feel like spirit is honoring that request now.
Spot on 👍🏽 What's really crazy is when they begin acting cold just because they now know that I Am Aware of their intention and activities behind closed doors - as if I didn't Know it all along 😑 Namaste to the True Believers 💜🙏🏽🕊️
As the awakened one, I can so take this message. It has though given me even more clarity on the situation, despite my already having this awareness. Also that I need to accept and appreciate my own strengths
In all seriousness, people shit on weakness, we are a specie in the food chain, survival of the fittest is deeply ingrained. When poeple shit on me, I always worry if it is just their human nature, some instinct, telling them I am weak. Why do narcs have the best cuts of the meat? It 'shouldn't' be like this, we 'should' be cooperative, if we want to evolve, but thats not what 'is', thats just a 'should'. I dont understand a lot of things, the more I think, the more questions I have. I'd like to know what Jess and other people think about it. Thank you.
Thank you. I am not a two-faced person. I really tried to help him get his life on track. No more. He has free will and chose someone else that he was involved with. Changed his mind now.
Thank you for seeing me without knowing me. I've just found you through the comment section of Awakening to Spirit, another viewer mentioned you. All your videos so far are amazing and so relevant. Pulling all 4 elements into myself and now seeing that it's what has also been trying to come out in my work was a big realization as I listen. I've got a brand new channel and this is an amazing takeaway that I will ponder over today. Thank you 💜🐾
😱 Jess you just keep channeling My story I swear everything. From the Chinchilla song. To the idea of the Monkey's Paw, now this! It's crazy. I been saying this. That she tried to straight up S.W.F Bridget Fonda Me. It's my cousin. She literally wants to wear my skin like Buffalo Bob or something. Man. Truth is stranger than fiction. I was married to the so called Emperor. He thought he was just going drop me to go be with her covertly after 8 years of marriage. God knows how long they were having an affair. She was married too once upon a time. Anyway. Spirit started giving me downloads about what was going on what he was planning and I just woke up one day and just left. Without a word. Bcuz I knew there was no fixing that. I chose Me. I discarded the Narcissist. Before he could finish his insidious reverse discard. I reverse Uno'd em both! And they been butt hurt and trying to take me out for six years now. Then I was DARVO'D by him and my messed up family and some how became the villain.... The Smear campaigns. Defamation of Character. I've lost jobs even I had to move towns bcuz I have been shunned and ostracized by the community I grew up with. By liar's and manipulative calculating ppl. Thru Parental Alienation my own kids which are young adults now won't have anything to do with me and believe me to be a monster. I have never got to meet my grandson. I guess I never will. But it's all bcuz I wouldn't do what they wanted. I stopped giving to them. So they punish me. I don't have any friends or anyone. Everyone freaking hates me. But all I ever was was good to these people. I was blinded by love and family loyalty if spirit hadn't woke me up. I would have never left. I know that. I was so beaten down. I felt worthless. Still do sometimes. Intrusive thoughts ya know. It's been six years. Since I left. And they're still doing everything to come at me. I hope ppl can finally see the truth one day. 🥺 It's really lonely
Wow this one saved my day❤️🔥 it will be downloaded and saved. This is the story of my relationship with my parents. They will not see me as the grown awesome woman i have become. They see me as a victim of poverty and suffering from schizophrenia. With this diagnosis everyone does. But i am dealing quet well with all of it. But it is hurtfull. Still i am proud of my own way of living and loving ☺️
I'm actually trying to help a couple that is extremly toxic, in a situation I recognize because of the horrible relationship I endured for 10+. I genuinely want to help, and I know that pointing out who the problem is, to fix themselves and work out the unhealthy versions of themselves. YOU ARE SO RIGHT ABOUT THIS!
wow! … cowardice and cruelty, omg 🎯… thank you. your messages are helpful in processing So Much of the last 12-16 months… both within and what’s happening around… am slow to dip in, but very thankful . If i could dm id explain why am not allowed to superthanks, atm.
This is so draining very exhausting!! I am sick of going though this over and over again I am almost to the point of what the heck just leave me alone I can never ever trust this so called pastor from the past just stay the hell out of my life my boundaries are high you and all magicians just leave me the hell alone I am sick of all Of you. All I can do is surrender try to understand this journey but I am so clueless he need to stay the hell out of my life enough damage has been done
Hi! This message resonated with me to the point I created and posted my first youtube video! I used a portion of this message as a voiceover, named you in the video because I want to give you credit. I could not find an email for you to get prior approval, so I tagged you in the title. When I created it, it was intended for a smaller audience- shared via imessage. I want to be transparent but the only way I knew how was to post it. I hope I am not breaking community guidelines as I post a debut video! If it werent for you, I would have no inspiration. Thank You! ❤✌️
I'm this Empress. Thank you for your.nice comments. The dm and.I love in different countries. He's in the US and.I live in the UK. He's avoided any physical contact totally. I don't know.his new.name, where he lives, who with, she etc etc. All very odd. I wonder if he's an imposter with my husband keeping his.life private. Makes a.mockery of all my efforts to reconcile as we promised each other before.his death.
This definitely resonates, obviously we must always give credit to the Holy Spirit but where do you find these energies and how do you break them down so well?
I would like to see how he reacts to others mentally and physically at the office the convos about me ... I would like to see his energy beings he is allowed to video me cause he can claim I'm cheating knowing he knows I ain't did such with noone... Considering 🤍
Oh btw ??? Quick question. We both have the same Moon sign. Cancer. A lot of times I come up as the Queen of Cups upright and she'll come out as the Queen of Cups reversed it's like she mimics Me and makes it obvious that I am everything she pretends to be. And it makes her crazy. She's delusional. I was just wondering if the moon sign was significant somehow? I love astrology. I was I knew more about it. Namaste. Have a great day. Ty for the reading. You just described me to a "T". I'm always asking myself what did I do to deserve. What happened. OMG even the Divergent movie you speak of! I've been having this same download about this situation as well. I got chills! Get outta my head. I love you. You're amazing. Really. Don't go changing ever!
Jess….I’ve been NEEDING a reading from you about my situation and this felt so deeply personal - I’m not even half way through but you’re so on point with literally everything. You’re also confirming what the cards I’ve pulled for myself have been saying. Like IAISOSKANNENDDMS the validation is so extremely satisfying so THANK YOU SO MUCH I knew I wasn’t fking crazy