Hi Bonita Washington I just want you to know that you always lift up my spirits especially when it comes to the song Thank you for everything you done for me you sing that song with so much passion and it makes me shout and sing Hallelujah so much I want that song to be song in my funeral and I hope that my son will provide that when that day comes whenever I'm feeling down I play that song because I do thank you for everything he's done and will continue to thank him for the good and bad I'm going through some stuff right now and I'm just trying to hold on I don't want to disappoint the Lord or my son or anybody that truly love you so I'm asking you to pray for me I'm so tired of being hurt all the time and trying to make it since my ex divorced me why I just been left with the back with this house and everything trying to make them survive I've been there almost 40 years I have no place else to do so much needs to be done in my church family helps me as much as they can my church family is called there's a doctor in the house ministry by Teresa Lundy awesome pastor and I truly don't want to hurt any of them just pray that I don't get ripped off for what I did of paying this man yesterday to fix this so I will have homeowners insurance pregnant up yet when you get out of this hole and try to hold on until I'm ready to stop I am so scared and I have been so depressed this man left me and it has been a long time trying my best to get out of I just feel like I'm the one hurting so much and don't know why this all happened to me I wish you had let me stay in the house that I could afford but it didn't happen and like I said I'm here at this one uncomfortable my son has moved out nobody bothers me oh please banana pray for me all I have ever done was help other people then I thought it was my friend and people that was homeless but all I got was a let down people think they can live with you for free I try to be obedient by God but I just wanted to let you know this cuz you are an inspiration to my heart and you always have been ever since I heard you want to Bobby Jones show that same day when I heard that song I had to go out and get it every time I'm down I play it thank you Lord thank you and I am some people may think I'm crazy but that's what I want to be song at my funeral and I hope that I can find someone to sing it just like you do with the passion and where it comes from your heart so I'm asking prayers in action that things work out for me and it's me that I gave this money to do not rent me off and it gets fixed and I can pay him off oh God please I don't like these messages in my head I love you Benita Washington truly from the heart thank you for encouraging me so many different things but if I knew encourage now I need it more than ever please help me get pass this I truly do want some happiness in my life before I die right now I just feel like I'm at the left and end of my road take care love you much Valerie
