Benzo success story. POWERFUL TESTIMONY. Message of hope. 

We need more positivity like this! Too many benzo “support” groups do nothing but focus on the doom and gloom.

I'm suffering so greatly from the mental aspect of this drug. I needed to hear this today! God is so good, and I know he's telling me through you to worship even in my suffering. This is so incredibly hard. It's so hard to think of going through one more day like this! Jesus I need your strength because I am weak.

Please post more! The world needs to hear more of you. It's helping more people than you know.

Thank you for your testimony. I'm going through thick benzo withdrawal right now, I can't imagine bringing in LA county while going through this. I'm trying to remain thankful that I'm getting to detox in a hotel room by myself. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing but I'm day 5 benzo free. My eyes are bulging and going crazy on me so it makes it super hard to interact with people, but when I have to I can now tell myself, "Hey.....at least I'm not in LA countyjail.

Damn bro this is literally the best benzo video I have ever seen. Truly amazing it’s like God knew I needed to stumble across this video right now 🙏🏽 God bless Homie

This is what I’ve been waiting for!! There is power in the name of Jesus!! I had God come into my kitchen and He put his arms around me and kept telling me that I am not alone!! To feel his presence was a miracle!! Thank Jesus for you and your testimony is beyond words. I’m two years off Kolonipin and still suffering badly. But I know God is with me and He will not forsake me. I so needed to hear your story it is a reminder that all things are possible with Christ Jesus!! Thank you a million Isaiah you are truly blessed and you are being used by God. Even through the darkest painful experience we endure in benzo withdrawal. Please pray for my healing. ❤️‍🩹 Amen 🙏 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Proud of you brother you’ve come a long way . I hit my one year mark clean off a 11 year Ativan dependency . Shit was a tough ride but here I am as well back to my old self. Happy holidays

Awesome story bro! Im about to finish with a klonipin to Valium taper. It’s been absolute hell. Anyway, your story really inspired me to keep going. Thank you

Thankyou Isaiah. I have been going through this benzo withdrawal process for a few years now. I have a similar background story to you with the drugs and dangerous lifestyle. Finding this video was a true miracle. I have been fighting against and resisting God and Jesus for a while for many different reasons and last night I broke down in the shower crying on my knees asking for God and Jesus to help me and purify me. And today I find this video. Amazing. Thankyou for guiding with the prayer. I repeated every word you spoke. Thanks Isaiah, your story is inspiring and your advice is simple and very clear. ❤🙏

I‘m going through a Lorazepam withdrawal right now. Please pray for me , that I have a true encounter with living God. I have a lot of „head knowledge“ about Jesus, but I don’t really know Him. Lord, break this terrible pride in me. Stop me running away from Him and myself. I need prayers. Thanks

Isiah I am on your Facebook support group. I had never heard your testimony. Thank you for sharing this. It is such an incredible journey and walk in the Lord. I cried as I can only imagine the suffering you endured in prison. I am suffering like nothing I’ve gone through before. I have overcome cancer twice and thyroid disease. I am living in hope of a healing. I’m a Christian and I am trying to pray. I wish I could hear God. I pray through the Holy Spirit for all those suffering. This is the hardest journey. Praise the Lord he healed you. 🙏

Oh Isaiah. I am 60 years old. Pastors daughter. Pastors wife. Mother of 7. Grandmother to 10. Withdrawing from 14 years of benzos. It is hard. Harder than anything I have ever done. As your sister in Christ I would like to say I am so pleased with you and your surrender to Jesus Christ and the power of the Spirit to transform, carry you through your suffering, protect you, minister to inmates and then heal you. I was moved to tears. Bless you. Bless you. Bless you. May the Lord fulfill His every purpose in and through you. Shalom, my young brother. Please pray for me to heal, my young brother. Thank you.

I was on valium 10-15mg a day for 7 years followed by additional 8 month taper and am benzo free for 3months now. Really thank you for this video. God bless!!

This is an amazing testimony. I have watched it a few times now. It is a great encouragement to me. To go through all of that horrendous withdrawal during the misery of prison life is beyond my comprehension. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤️

Thank you man. I'm not even religious but this touched me. Helped me break some thought patterns, so good to hear these words of encouragement, keep us updated brother

Thank you brother for sharing this testimony with the world!! You've been a big help to me as I was coming off klonopin and I remember your keto diet and it helped me too back then!!!! I am so proud of you. Our Father has His hand on you and has beautiful plans for you. I would not have made it out of the klonopin without Him!!! Praise you Yeshua forever!!! I just passed 18 months off now. God Bless you! You are a huge inspiration and I truly believe you will help many❤

Thank you for sharing your story. Really enjoyed listening to it. I'm going thru all those symptoms trying to come off xanax now. It is a true struggle. Thanks for your words of encouragement because it's very hard to see the light on most days. I really believe in the power of prayer & would really appreciate your prayers.

I’m 33 months off and I’m so broken from this. I definitely need people’s prayers. Thank you

So incredibly PROUD of you! I went through it for over a year and lost everything...it is like being tortured alive! No person who actually went through this will EVER understand. I think there is nothing in this world that can compare...thank you for telling your story! D.

Thank you😊 Amen! Jesus is the Way our MINDS are renewed and our HEARTS healed.

I came off 4mg of Klonopin after 8 years use about 10 years ago. It was a fast taper. I healed around 2 years off. You do heal from it! Congrats on your healing! Benzo withdrawal for me was horrific

Wow this is exactly what I needed to hear. My son is 33 and has been going through withdrawals and I am helping him he has totally lost himself.

Praise God for your deliverance! The Lord brought me here today because your testimony is exactly the message I needed to hear. I joined your FB group because I found that other support groups for benzo's avoid speaking about the glory of Jesus Christ, our Great Physician. Thanks Isaiah for sharing this, Glory to God.

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! I REALLY needed this message today, as I'm going to start my taper from 10+ years of xanax tomorrow. Even though this video is 2 years old, I know I was guided to it trying to find success stories. If I had known what this journey was going to turn into, I would've never taken that first pill! I was prescribed 1mg. 3 times a day, but my paranoia about becoming addicted kept me from using the total prescribed dose. I've been steady holding at a total of 2 mgs. a day, sometimes 2 ½ on really hard days, but I do suffer from interdosal withdrawal, so I know it's time to get off of it. I'm terrified to even start even though I'm going to do a very small cut to at first in this part of my journey. You have truly inspired me to put my trust in GOD, and to know that HE has me. HE will take care of me! My heart and soul are completely open to Jesus Christ to come in and take over from here. I was born and raised in a Christian family myself, so the saying "With God all things are possible" is really sticking with me, and I know this is possible. I just have to keep my faith. Your testimony brought me to tears a few times, and I thank you so much for sharing your experience with all of this! I'm just going to give it to the Lord and have faith that everything will turn out better than it was before I was prescribed this drug. God bless you hun, and I pray that you are still doing well. 🙏🏻 ❤

Beautiful testimony.... Thank you for sharing your personal testimony for others who may need it such as myself.

Isiah I feel miserable weak tired anxiety hot headed, nauseous and just depressed I recently took a probiotic that fucked me up I didn’t know it was gonna do that I’ve stopped taking now but my poor nerves were rattled badly! Please pray for me to be healed soon!??? Please God please I’m suffering

I went through CT too. I was CT'd 10 mg of Klonopin and 4 mg of Ambien that I took for over 6 years. Cut off suddenly by my doctor. Consequently, I will never go back to a medical doctor ever again. There is no way to describe the hell to put into words. I never lost hope and also got deep into the bible. I don't think I'd come out of that experience without the help of God or put it to you bluntly, lived to tell my story.

I been SUFFERING from this as well for 29 months tho. Its TERRIBLE. I'm happy you made it bro...i PRAY i snap out of it soon to. Amen...stay up. 🙏👍✌

Thank you for your testimony, I have been in hell for 24 years, I have also thought the same thing, how is it possible that God sees me suffer in this brutal way, I know that I have sinned, but I have repented and I have prayed a lot, many times I I feel so alone and empty, this life has no meaning, it has been so many years that I have come to lose faith, however I force myself to go to church, do Bible studies, I have also lowered the dose by a quarter, coming soon I will lower it a little more, sometimes I would like to sleep and not wake up, I recently separated after 30 years together, unfortunately my ex-husband ignored me for years, I tried and tried and tried, but he didn't, love broke, then he begged me on his knees and with tears but it was too late, my sadness is deep, I am alone, living in hell, with attacks and terrifying symptoms, I don't sleep much, the palpitations are so strong that they move my entire body, my doctor and family told me no He had nothing else to do with me. God is silent, watching me suffer this death in life. The testimonies keep me alive, I no longer know what it's like to smile. Please a pray for me😖

Thanks bro, I'm going through it now voluntarily, it's no fun but at least I'm in m own home, I can't imagne being inside going through this. You're a true warrior man, thanks again for the message of hope.

One of the best videos! Thank you so much! I CTed 6mgs after 8 years use , couldn't skip a dose. I did it on purpose. I wanted to get it over with. So I could get a job. Boy was I wrong. But after almoat killing myself I couldn't go back on it. I was scared I hated it. 18 months off bow and maybe 60% healed

Loved this. This has given me hope and try to get ready for my taper and I know god has me I just am afraid still. I don’t have Facebook as it makes my anxiety so much worse. So i just want to thank you for your inspiration. Maybe I will pop in once in a while and say how I am doing. I don’t have much support so that is scary too. But god has me I just am trying to convince myself that I can do it. Good bless.

🎉All my Glory Hallelujah I gaveth Unto Our Lord Thy God Amen Brother I Love you and Ur Family God Blesseth You.

Watching your video was SUCH an inspiration, and actually made me feel really grateful to be able to be in the comfort of my own home during this horrific process. Thank you for sharing your story. I have truly found and accepted God into my life through this process, and I swear some days it’s the ONLY thing that’s gotten me through. Thank you for your story! God bless you 💙

God bless you for telling your Testimony i am tapering off benzo right now. I am a Christian but I want my spiritually back. 🙏🏻♥️ please keep making videos Hallelujah ...you are A Mighty Man of God. Pray for healing for all of us in JESUS Precious Name AMEN i pray for delivery for cigarettes and I am tapering off benzodiazepine. I was misdiagnosed give this medication had Graves disease hyperthyroid. I am praying for Total healing.

I am a Christ follower. I gave my life to Christ in 1998. Been taking Klonopin for 17 years. Started at a very low dose for post postpartum depression with SEVERE anxiety. Over the years many SSRI's prescribed but never been able to take them without severe side effects. Klonopin has been the only drug that I've been able to take I've increased gradually thru the years and now I'm taking 1.5 mg per day. Have had loss of "feelings" for so long I feel like I exist but without joy, peace, etc. Been thru healing sessions and have dealt with childhood trauma with my Christian counselor. Forgiven those that have inflicted pain upon me. STILL having a lack of "feeling" other then lots of depression and hopelessness. Hopelessness because my heart knows God is able but my head seems stuck. Looked up videos last night on Klonopin withdrawal because I feel God has told me it's time to stop depending on this drug that doesn't even really help. Still breakthrough anxiety. Looked at one video which just compounded my fears if stopping it. Never wanted to increase over the 1.5 mg per day out of fear of this medication. When I woke up this morning God put it in my heart to look up "testimonies" about Klonopin withdrawal and yours was on the top of the list. It gives me hope that if God got you thru the withdrawal in your situation He WILL walk with me thru a medical withdraw. My Dr plans on helping me do this as per our last phone conversation. My appointment is next month and the slow process will begin. So THANK YOU for this video. THANK YOU for taking 54 minutes of your time that has made such a difference in my life. God directed me to the hope that you are giving. Thank you thank you. Many blessings to you and your family.♥️ I will be adding your FB page to my FB likes and hope to find support there.

Don’t stop searching for His face. Learn His whole Law and learn His whole Way . Praise Yahuah ❤

I haven't gone through this type of hell personally, but I have had my personal type of hell. And yes, God definitely shows up when you need him the most and sets you on the right path in several ways. I was desperate and at the end of my rope when it happened to me. I didn't even truly believe it until it happened. Now I'm a devout christian, going to church, reading the scripture and everything. It's pretty awesome. And yes, God definitely has a finger in setting us humans right with diet and health right now as well. That's his work for sure. Great story. Glad to hear you got through it.

I love this video so much! Thank you thank you thank you! I was prescribed 1-2 mg of klonapin in 2006 for seizures. I didn’t know anything about the medicine back then 🤦🏼‍♀️ I’ve been tapering for a few years, I’m down to .2117 mg per day. Thank God. I couldn’t do it without Him 🙏🏻

Thanks for sharing your story brother! We have a very similar experience. I’m still earlier in the healing process but I’ve witnessed some progress thankfully. Still have a ways to go. May God continue to work through you and to continue shining light into the darkness! 🙏

LA county jail is fucked up Benzo withdrawal is pure hell And to be in the LA County n going through that withdrawal is something I wouldn't want to ever experience Thank God I didn't get busted while going through this crazy ass 19 month benzo hell This is by far the best video on this subject thanks big homie ...everything you said I can relate from the symptoms to the exercise n diet from the craziness to the relief

Finally dude I’m at those torturous waves it’s been 3 night of them in a row it’s severe I must be very close to be healed it’s rapid cycling I’m exhausted pray for me to get through this

What an amazing testimony. Thank you for sharing it! I am struggling and am part of all the other benzo withdrawal groups and do find them somewhat encouraging but I have so many bad physical symptoms and when I see a post about someone struggling after years I lose hope. I just joined your group on Facebook and can understand why the focus of the group is God and lifting one another up.

I am seeing the same thing with myself, Isaiah. Prior to the benzo injury I behaved in ways that were chronic and very self-destructive and sinful. All of those behaviors were removed from me during recovery from this injury. Enduring antidepressant and benzo injuries is indescribable torture. People typically do not know what profound suffering truly is. But just like you, I know that if I hadn't gone thru this incredibly horrible experience, I would not have shed the sinful behaviors on my own. It actually took something this horrific - being smashed beyond recognition and eventually emerging from it. It is just like silver being tested by fire.

God bless you, I don't know how to articulate what I want to say to express how much I needed this testimony. I've been on 25mg of valium for nearly a year and a half, it started from a prescription for my back spasms and anxiety and I just kept taking them and I never knew what this was going to do to me. I got really sick and was made to go cold turkey for 6 days and the symptoms I had were like hell, i'm now tapering and scared of the road ahead but have faith in God, the Lord has already worked so many miracles to get me to this point. Thank you brother for this testimony it is very powerful

Isaiah may I ask you something, I have this fear that because there is some doubt in my belief to God and Jesus Christ, I fear that if I think the wrong thing or don't read the Bible that God won't accept me or help me. Do you understand this feeling and was just wondering if you could give your thoughts. Thankyou ❤🙏

Thank you for doing this video. U r doing a wonderful thing by sharing your story and giving hope. Powerful!

Wow dude what an inspirational video. I’m 9 months in after two years of 4-6 mg of klonopin everyday. Have barely left my bed. It’s brutal but at least I’m not in jail. I’m worried that I wont heal for years. I used to run 40-50 miles a week. I’m lucky if I can leave my room now. Do you just one day wake up feeling better? Thanks again.

I do relate! Yes, Jesus is the Lord, raised by God from the dead. Praise God for His Grace!! God moves in mysterious ways. I have not had a divine healing, but I feel Him always! I have no fear, as I know that he is always there. Nobody can understand this withdrawal unless they have experienced it. I pray for you and pray that you have planted so many seeds! Thank you and may you praise Him always! Love ya brother!

Heck of testimony man. God was deffently helping you. I went took 3 mg klon for 9 years. Went to jail an they tapered ms in 2 weeks. Did 9 months. An i get what you mean when you say god was protecting you. I get some people in the pod that were giving me problems an id prsy for god to protect me from them. The next day theyd get moved to another pod or on the bottom tier. I have glaucoma to so i couldbt hardly see anything in there. Someond could be standing right infront of me an i wouldnt even know it. Unless i heard them. Thanks for the video brother it was helpful. Our stories are little bit alike.

Please pray for Me on last 0.5 for over 3 months I need JESUS HELP thank u a d GOD BLESS

Thank you! An awesome testimony. Youre amazing. Uou remind me of my son. He wont talk to me for two years now. Please pray for us to be reunited. Blessings.

I believe everything you’ve said about your testimony. I experienced something very similar . Thank you and God bless

I am a muslim and i am keeping my faith in God . I am in severe withdrawal since 4 years. Believe in God is what is keeping me moving. I am happy for you and i believe you are a pure soul. Good luck

Thank you for sharing ❤️🙏 Please pray for the chains of addiction to be broken for my son 🙏

Thank you for your testimony! Im going threw alot right now,I need Jesus he's the only way.....may God bless all who are going threw this. 🙏💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜🙏

Jesus is.the only.way through this ❤Turn to Him all of us

Great 👍 job Dude never sell drugs tho that’s a big one as in SIN smoke 💨 cannabis Man 🔥 Canada 🇨🇦 Salute’s you Kirkland Lake Ontario Canada 🍁

I jumped off September 1st after 23 years clonazepam, my taper went smooth no real issues. I was cut off cold once and nearly died.

Wauw! I took 3mg k too. Now im on less then 1mg, but i updose 3times so now its severe... for almost a year im home bounded. I dont believe in god, but please say this will be ok. Im so sso sick.

Praise God your moving forward for Christ. 16 months off many drugs. Thank You Jesus...

Thank you for sharing. This helped me to be more hopeful. 1 year is amazing. I’m going on 3 and still having issues. Hopefully this is the last year for me, and God heals me too. I’ll definitely worship more after this. I kind of broke away from God during this time, besides prayers. No Bible, no Christian books, rarely worship, etc. Because I was scared of being attacked by the devil. Feeling like I’m already going through so much, let me stay off the devil’s radar. Felt like I was at my breaking point too many times. But I gotta keep my faith and this has definitely inspired me to get back closer to God. Thank you again 🙏🏾

HalleluYAH! What an incredible testimony brother. Thank you for sharing HOPE and TRUTH!

Can't imagine being in a dangerous place in withdrawal. I retreated to my house to have the recognisable ego death then slowly in painful baby steps, like a hundred year old, recover the central nervous system. I've had addiction, probably more physical than really psychological addiction because I have been able to crash and burn to stop those pills. I flipped the agony into a fight for my sanity and a stubborn refusal to quit. The Dr refused to help and abandoned me to Internet drugs with no help. I refused the chronically disabled diagnosis and decided it was a fight for every single person in my situation, I'm going to use this to expose the neglect.. If I can make it then it will show they are allowing people to die in addiction when they can be saved. I was terrified and alone but I decided I'd get better or die trying. I inflicted the prison on myself, a comfy zen prison with nice food, music and incense but what can you appreciate when there is a burnt out desolate landscape of a brain body. I raced into withdrawals, unable to sleep it was like 20 lsd tabs and a coke mule od of cocaine, sweating, hallucinations, depersonalization, delusions, burning intestinal problems for months, water retention in the whole upper abdomen. I was so traumatised I was laughing at nothing as well, I think it's just our minds snapping with the intensity of it. I've never broken the law except when I had to self defend and that night in jail was emotionally the most hurtful thing I'd been through because of who put me there. I didn't enjoy smackings and afterwards it's crying, nobody likes that. Family sad. I don't believe in stories passed down about a dead guy they weren't alive to even see, stories get adapted as they are passed. Abrahamic religion is good for discipline but not for deep questioning thinkers who aren't easily delusional. If you can believe in jesus then it's a good thing, I'd tend to think spirituality will channel through whatever diety you like, right thought and intention.

Thanks for this man. I have been suffering for so long. Working hard to get better. This message helps alot.

Is there hope for healing totaly ? I read on Ashton manual that over time some genetic change in the gaba receptors , and that you therfore have sensitivity to setback when eating something that trigger the gaba receptores. Please pray that God will do a miracle!

My taper has been 2 years of hell. Totally alone in Thailand and Cambodia. It’s impossible to describe so many of the symptoms. Like a dementor from Harry Potter was ripping out my soul and terrorizing me every moment. What hell. I’m so thankful to be Christian.

Thats gnarly man god is good im just starting to backslide im in san diego any way to get ahold of you

You've been through hell I can't even start to imagine. Enjoy every day of the rest of your life.

Healed after 1 year. You're very very lucky

What an amazing testimony! Praise God for his amazing love and grace! Thanks so much for sharing your incredible God story and being a lighthouse for those caught in the storm of addiction!❤️

Thank you for sharing your story. It encouraged me to face boldly this withdrawal symptoms from Clonazepam. With God's help I too can get away from this. Plus. include me in your prayers.

I have had a similar experience and I know that torment and fear! ❤ I have hope 🙏 Thank you 💞 so much. I believe ❤

SCARY story about LA. I'm starting to realize that there is NO EASY PILL to take for your problems. Doctors need to give us options (e.g., for anxiety) that dont include drugs. The consequences of taking drugs are just too serious and can be devastating.

Just watched this once more. Have shared it too. A powerful testimony. Thank you 😊❤

Amen God bless u , ur a freaken soldier , ur 100 percent on the money , avoid the BS , And find God !!!!!

I’m trying to open your page on Facebook but it won’t open

Thank you for this testimony. I watched it a few times. I’m amazed

Amazing. Please pray for me My physical pain is terrible. Trying to come off benzos

Awesome testimony, thanks for sharing.

What a beauty! Thank you for this.

14:42 ive been on 1 mg i tried to go cold turkey and the first day wasnt bad then the 2nd day i did start hallucinating and pretty much paranoid, epileptic seizures.... Im supposedly epileptic but research and following good doctors like john Campbell, dr eric berg, sadeem dahrm and others got me wondering about the "jabbies" well i found out about more than the jabbies.... I tried to quit it and on the 48 hr mark i ended up taking a half of one and it gelped enough so im cutting down im on a half a day but also a half of an onfi pill (these were both suppose to be for epilepsy) i got a bunch of vitamins without filler for the "epilepsy" and havent had a seizure since. But will continue to taper off med. Glory be to god

Praise Jesus. I was given Klonopin. No one told me about withdrawal. Went 5 days without it and thought I was going to die. Now I am on a wean. I am a Christian and was deceived with this evil drug. I pray to my Heavenly Father to heal me. I am 64 and have evil panic attacks. I trust in Jesus who is Almighty.

Thank you so very much needed to hear your words god bless and your family 🙏🙏❤️❤️🤗🤗🤟👏👏

Thank you ❤

Im 16 months off was doing great but drank occasionally throughout 2020 not knowing i wasn’t supposed to now the past 5 months have been horrible in and out of bad waves and panic. Hoping to be healed sooner than later i smoke weed at night to sleep but i might even drop that for a while i get windows of hope but the waves that come are so bad it feels like i need to go to the hospital

I had to come back and watch this again it answered some of the questions I asked you. In inpatient this October I made friends with all the inmates and they truly were some of the kindest people. I had a best friend named Jeremiah in there and he told me a lot of stories about the penitentiary and what y’all have to do I never could imagine doing stuff like that! While I’ve been out in my car I’ve been staying in church parking lots and keep running into signs that say FOLLOW JESUS and other messages

I believe the adult son of a dear friend is no doubt a victim of benzo injury. Rehab hasn’t been the answer, years of searching for relief. The only thing he hasn’t tried is finding Jesus. Can you recommend a few versus of the Bible that could illicit hope for him? I’d love to present him with the Bible with a little bit of direction.

How long did it take you to get off clonazepam? I've been tapering, my doctor had me on 2mg of clonazepam per day. What was the lowest dose before you stopped?

Thanks for a great story, good to see and hear your success.

What is de page in Facebook. I can’t find it please

Please pray for me I’m fixing to be cold Turkey off 3 mg K and 3mg Lunesta. Did you have akathisia if you did how did you keep it under control. I’m scared as heck right now. I’ve been through smaller withdrawals but this is scary. I used the medication to sleep. How did you get your body in mind to go to sleep

Isaiah - can I ask roughly how long your head pressure lasted? If you can't remember, would you say it was more than 3 months?

ISAIAH...where are you now ??? Trying to find more resent updates..videos..❤

Bless you. It’s crazy how we trust ( ed) doctors. This medication is evil. I finally ended my 2-year taper 10 days ago. It’s been hell. Hopefully it’ll get better and I’ll stabilize again soon. Clonazepam is poison.

How did you continue to get klonopin without working or having insurance and being on the streets ??

hey did you have no windows i havent had a window in 7 months. Just constamt waves no matter. I cold turkeyed after 3 years on klonpin,

Brother watching this again, such a powerful testimony bro 🙏

You have the best testimonial videos very encouraging thanks brother.Ive been tapering off 2mg clonazepam for a couple of years.Poisonous drug.During the storms I'm in the boat with Jesus.

The brain and all the toxicity it has on the body eventually heals. So much mental illness. I’m going to heal