and also thats why i geniuely vibe with you bro and also know that your enlightment and wisdom can and is a burden at times, and i'm the best at isolating aswell swearming with anxieties and feeling worthless and being a waste of air but just know you're never alone even though i'm just some random fucker who sees your videos from time to time but i am you and you me in a way and thats why i say we gon make it big time with all these hardships lots of love man ive been going trough some myself keep triumphing bro
Much love to you my brother I appreciate you being here through so much of my troubles and I'm grateful to have gotten to share suffering with you as truly nothing connects us more here on this plane. It truly draws us all back to the dharma. We are far from wastes of air, we are the air we breathe, we are the trees that breathe our air, we are the leaves blowing in the wind. All is
stay strong brother stay strong! proud of you im in a tough situation right now too, relate to this a lot. keep posting man I love watching your videos
Take care of yourself. Go for a 1 hour brisk walk every day. Set your alarm for 30 minutes, when the alarm goes off turn around and go home. As you walk, breathe and look around and clear your mind. 2 or 3 times a week do some weight training. It could just be pull ups and push ups or it could be with dumbbells. Put in the work and you will benefit in the long term. You are not alone
looking good my g shit happens i genieuly hope it gets better for you, going trough similar situation not benzos but still wanna kms on a daily but fuck that bro
These wds only get harder when you're older and end up doing substances longer, so better to get it over with now. Later in life I've found benzos occasionally help with massive life stress events like seizures, but dealing with stress and the thoughts that come along with it can sometimes help us grow (when we don't have that chemical blanket you mentioned). With college loans and stuff you'll be okay, I'm a year past 30 and they've repoed my car and taken houses, but if you stay in touch with the sunsabitches those small student loan companies won't mess with you if you make payments. You're already considering way more than I probably was when I was younger. This video is helpful as substance withdrawal just feels isolating overall, so thanks for sharing. Life in general feels a little uneasy, I communicate plenty one day, then I get nervous to go to the store. But end of the day my head is still on my body mostly, as is yours, so don't worry too much.
I really appreciate your reply! I resonate with your take on it being done sooner than later. Getting this experience now is important and there is so much to learn from it and it will stick with me for the rest of my life. I am getting tougher as a result. Thanks for the reassurance around the college loans stuff, it's been weighing heavy on my mind. But it truly will be worth it I know it. To get out and network, learn from people wiser than me, that will be life changing. An opportunity I can't pass up on.
I hope you're doing alright and you find peace in whatever your situation is, things will be better. Our heads to do stay on our bodies, and that is truly a blessing of itself
@@isnortair Oh things are much better now absolutely, life felt it handed me chaos at points in the past. I learned to fear death less, to appreciate family while I have them, and other things that ten years ago I'd have no idea I'd have to tackle. But at all those points, despite some road bumps, I learned the most sober and don't regret my past experimentation. And with other psychedelics with self control, to each their own (a lil trip or weed won't kill ya). You'll be just fine my friend.
@@isnortair I don't see my last comment? I hope it wasn't deleted, but essentially I was saying I'm doing much better now and the things I used to worry about pale in comparison because life hands you a lot of things that seem a lot bigger or are a lot bigger in the grand scheme of things. Overall that's a good thing though. You'll be alright.
@Theeosees I don't see it either, RU-vid can be weird like that sometimes randomly taking down stuff. But I'm glad to hear you are doing better. The tough times definitely do make us stronger
