Beautiful stated. I thought I had that person 😢 but turned out I was the only person in the relationship for love. She turned out to be a narcissist, and it took me two years to realize I was her mental punching bag.
It fucking sucks to watch all your close friends turn into strangers. And all you can do is sit there and watch it all go down . No one can tell me shit until they've had that happen to them . To really fully feel alone .