Billie Eilish "it hurt so bad to see that.. when im literally was bleeding on the bathroom floor.." 

to hear her say "bleeding on the bathroom floor" made my heart shatter. the fact that people on the internet can drive such an angel to things like that is heartbreaking. i'm so proud of her

The fact that she felt the need to keep saying “this is so embarrassing” pisses me off. The way our society stigmatizes mental illness is so disgusting. That’s why so many people who are struggling with depression don’t ask for help until it’s too late. Because they feel ashamed and embarrassed to admit they’re suffering. 💔

she said she didn’t think she was gonna make it to 17,she’s 22 now. Couldn’t be any prouder of her.

Hearing her voice being shaky and her saying “bleeding on the bathroom floor” literally made me tear up like I’m literally crying 🙂

poor finneas hearing that is prob breaking him inside

finneas looked really sad for billie :(

Watching Finneas’s face while Billie is talking, his eyes locked on her, like he’s gonna make sure that nothing bad ever happens to her, just shows how much and how strongly he cares for Billie

she never thought she would turn 17. today she is turning 19.

Guys her talking voice is as amazing as her singing voice

she said that she didn’t think that she would make it to 17, and now she’s turning 20 IN FOUR MONTHS. so proud of her.

I love her she littery saved my life...

2:00 when she only said the word "bleeding" look at finneas's face...look at the face of finneas that has changed from one moment to the next. HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM. We don't deserve them.💚

The shakiness in her voice and feeling the need to laugh so that its not “awkward” breaks my heart. “Thats so embarrassing” is literally the worst thing to ever hear from someone who’s gone through everything she’s gone through.

This killed me inside. Billie is my world and I don’t know what I’d be like without her in my life. Watching Billie and listening to her music got me through my moms divorce, and it makes me feel good now matter what happened before. When I was in 5th grade, (before I heard of Billie) I started dressing in oversized shirts and athletic basketball shorts, and I would only wear my hair up in a ponytail because I was really insecure about myself. When I heard of Billie, I watched an interview of her and I was like “WOAH SHE DRESSES LIKE ME!!!!” And it was a turning point in my life. Billie has helped me be myself and I love her for it 🥰 Be yourself and you can be a lot happier

"i was bleeding on the bathroom floor" shattered my soul. imagine what Finn was thinking. this is what hate does to her. this is why some people really need to keep their mouths shut.

She hold her emotions so well.

my heart sank when she said “when i literally was bleeding on the bathroom floor” and i broke out into tears😭 it breaks my heart that she had to go through so much and people called her “fake depressed” like who does that🤧 billie deserves nothing but love, NEVER hate😞 she has gone through more than you could ever imagine, and yet she still is an amazing person with such a kind heart🤎 and then billie was trying so hard not to cry and i was balling my eyes out🥺 i will always support this girl, she is way to amazing💚🖤God bless her

i'm so unbelievably proud of her

When she almost started crying I cried omg

she is so strong and she is so brave to talk about something intimate like that, but she does it because it is empowering and can give people so much hope and faith that everything can get better again

Also- to somebody saying that she is “FAKE DEPRESSED” and she just wanted “ATTENTION”. That is wayy to harsh to say it to people that is really drowning inside and dont know where to “ESCAPE IT”.. For some reason people would die for her... and i will to. But she is just not taking the risk before and when she try’ to suicide jumping off the window? She didn’t do it.. Cause she know all of us will be like shattered! She love’s us..Like we love her to.. appriciete this girl. Before it’s all gone.

I am really happy to see that Billie is getting better. And know she is over the TOP! And i love that. That is why I love her. I LOVE YOU BILLIE!!! Ans she is a SHINING STAR!!

The “ and um “ after say she was bleeding on the bathroom floor broke me .

As soon as she said that, I just shattered, she is so special, if she goes, I swear, I'm going with her.

you can see that finneas feels all of the pain she feels/felt, he is such a great big brother. him and billie deserve the world❤️❤️❤️

1:52 brings back memories for me from when I used to self harm. I would never wish that pain on anyone- especially not this sweetheart.

When she said "bleeding on the bathroom floor " bro I started crying... Billie is like my world and to put my love for her in words, is difficult. She is part of the reason I'm happier now and to hear that she said that, broke me. She deserves the world she is amazing and gorgeous. To hear that hurt... Much love ♥

Trying not to cry on TV or infront of an audience must be the hardest thing. I rlly feel her 😭

I watched this this morning. A few hours later someone accused me of faking depression. People make me sick.

I love that she talks to her audience and fans like she's talking to a friend. It's so refreshing to see celebrities treat their fans like they're people too and not just people who gave them success. She's so real. I really pray she stays that way. God bless her. ❤

Billie eilish is my world. I love her so much. I feel like I cannot live without her. sometimes I just think anout giving her the biggest hug and telling her how much I appreciate her. Which I would love to do in real life and in person. But I'll just have to be patient just like her. ❤️😊❤️ She's the biggest inspiration to me❤️❤️❤️love you Billie ❤️ and I'm so happy that she's happy. it just makes my day when I see her smile😊

This broke my heart into a million pieces. I am so glad that she is in a better place now! Sadly so many people don't think before they write such horrible things. They don't think about that their words can hurt a person. I love Billie so much and to hear that and see how much it still hurts her is the worst. I hope she is okay and happy right now. Much love to her!❤

I love billie eilish because shes so honest She deserves more!

It’s like I grew with her, we both were depressed and mentally unstable at the same time- she made music and it helped me through it, now I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been, just like her. I’m proud of her.

Love how honest and vulnerable she is! Kinda reminds me of the song 'Oldies Station' by twenty one pilots which Tyler wrote to encourage fans to 'push on through' because life gets better.

What’s the point of saying someone is fake depressed? Like what will you get from saying that? Seriously... And for the money, NO it doesn’t make you happy. Some people are dying inside and they have all the money they want. So it’s not a “requirement” to be happy. I’m so happy she’s in a better place now 💚

when i was 10 and a half years old, my dad committed suicide and i was tired of life and i never thought i could recover from that and i honestly didn't want to live anymore. a little under a year later, i heard ocean eyes for the first time and fell in love with her. i later figured out that billie had depression and i knew my dad had that and it was extremely hard to go through and that my dad had attempted suicide when i was 7 or 8. she has helped me through a lot i am so much better now and her music helped me through the worst times and i know i couldn't have done it without her. it breaks my heart to see her once like that and knowing she might not be alive today and like she said, she didn't think she'd make it to 17. to whoever is reading this, i want you to know that someone in this world loves you to their core and no matter how bad you think things can get, the best is yet to come. this makes me want to hug and squeeze her tight and tell her that everything is ok. i support my little monkey hoe 10,000%. love you billsack ❤️

Finneas admires Billie so much. It’s kind of amazing. Me and my brother are great friends but I wish we were more expressive of our love like these two. They have so much strength and talent and I couldn’t be more proud Of them ❤️

It's great to see that Billie is getting better. I love her, because I feel pretty bad right now, and to see that she was like me before, and that she is better now, it comforts me. 🤓

BILLIE MEANS LIFE TO ME BECAUSE SHE GETS ME THROUGH EVERYTHING SHE UNDERSTANDS LIFE AND LIVES IT THE MOST ABD SHE IS JUST SO REAL

Awww, the way her brother is staring at her talking about that😔😢

I just want to give her a huge hug and thank her for telling her story. She has probably saved lives that she doesn’t even know about. Depression is so lonely, and she makes people see they are not alone. That even though her dreams were all coming true, you can still be suffering.

2:02 this absolutely teared me apart dude- u can hear that she is so broken🥺

Billie saved my life.

cant even imagine a world without her

if billie died i would die too. no hesitation.

Oh my God when she said "bleeding on the bathroom floor" my heart shattered. I CANNOT believe we almost lost angel...My heart. OMG I cried when she said that. I don't know what my life would be like without Billie. I would rather be bleeding on the bathroom floor then her. My baby I cannot believe she even thought about hurting herself. I love you Billie so much and stay happy. It's beautiful🤩 That smile and laugh is the thing that keeps !y heart beating I love Billie.

I’m glad billie knows she can be honest about anything in front of her family and her fans, not many feel the same but she is helping to inspire people to talk about emotions more and I think that in itself is enough

I can relate so much.. what makes it hard is when all these great things are happening to you, but you feel so numb, disconnected, and the thoughts follow you everywhere; you lose hope because nothing will change the demons in your head despite the good that are happening around you.

She literally said happier than ever!

Herring her cry and say things like this literally tears my heart to pieces because I genuinely love her so much like I never thought I could love someone I’ve never met this much but she genuinely saved me like in the moment when I was about to bed it so many times and it also is like it makes you feel good almost because it shows that like she gets it yk and she cares about how we all feel it ways no other celeb actually cares or understands and it’s cause she’s lived though it and had it really hard. I really love her so much ❤

Absolutely breaking my heart 😭😭 Finneas looks like he's going to cry, I can't imagine what its like for him hearing that 😔

That hurt me so bad because I relate. I wasn’t crying but I felt like such a failure in everything. To think I was only 15 and I could think of things I was expected to do yet failed and would literally just calmly break down and start cutting at my own body, simply because I didn’t feel enough.

I smiled when she said this was the happiest she’s been

My heart just shattered into a million pieces.. Why do ppl hate on her she such a nice person.. I don't understand

when she choked up my heart literally broke

This is why people are afraid to speak up. We love you Billie! You and your feelings are VALID!!!!

We don't want to lose you.We love you!

seeing her in pain will forever be the most heart breaking thing, but im so proud of how far shes come! seeing her brother watch her through the whole video and the way his facial expressions changed depending on what she was saying - you can really see how much he cares for her and loves her. They all deserve the entire world + more

We almost lost an amazing person, we’re lucky she’s still here today.

2:01 She was holding her tears back the whole video but there she was actually gonna cry and barely controlled it😭😭

Such a beautiful soul and she doesn’t even know , that’s what makes her so beautiful .

Honestly love Billie so much. Shes not even my favorite artist but shes just so real and relatable. I cant imagine seeing her and thinkung shes faking it??? I can relate in a lot of ways and im so glad to see how far shes come and i hope she only makes it further. My heart goes out to her and Finneas, if it hurts to see her like this i cant imagine how he felt. Still so proud of her to be this open and brave. Shes awesome.

This is it, even when you have money and in Billie's case both fame and money. Even when you have it all, none of it can buy happiness. I get her, I know exactly how she feels.

When she said she didn’t think she would have made it to that age abut she did ….I felt that on a spiritual level….I was unable to envision a future me after I clocked 17…I’m 24 now and I’m the happiest I’ve ever been

Who the fuck out there said she is faking her depression, man she is the only person which I think is most legit I want to meet her one day so bad, dude she is real inspiration

Honor Billie.

u can her the pain when she say she was bleeding on the bathroom floor it look like she will break down in any moment and that's so sad cuz she's my world yk🥺🥺🥺🥺

I’m so proud of her!!💕💕💕💕 I’m finally getting out of a dark place that I’ve been trapped in as well for 2 months. Finally getting out of it and becoming happier and caring less about what people think and say about me.

I love everything about Billie Eilish and Finneas. Such incredibly talented, caring/Loving, genuine, down-to-earth amazing people. I would love to meet Billie Eilish and give her a big hug and tell her how proud i am of her. I love all of her songs-they mean the world to me. People tend to forget how hard her and her family had to work to get where they are now, and it is to be admired, commended and completely respected. To AtmosphereBiL - Thank you for posting this truthful and inspiring video.

the way finneas looked at billie when she said that she used to bleed on the bathroom floor… 🥺

brooo you making me cry:((( im so glad shes happier now

I've been through those things. They make u unable to do anything. Depression fills your head and people who cannot understand u make u so angry about that(or so sad). A big hug, Billie💝

Ah, Billie Eilish is such a jewel. I'm a little older now, so I've found my role models, but I'm *so* glad the youth today get to have such an honest, outspoken, beautiful, charismatic and intelligent young girl to look up to. Mental problems are so prevalent in not only teens, but many adults later on as well, and to have someone just talk about such difficult problems is admirable, and makes people believe they're not alone. yeah not to mention the kick-ass music she puts out.

This is so... I can't explain... I love her so much. 🖤

i really giver her credit for being able to openly talk about this and her feelings. when i was going through pretty much the same thing i couldn't t say anything i never was brave enough to tell anyone because of the fear i had. but i just i really love her she's amazing

Bil is my everything and to hear that she was bleeding on the bathroom floor and then seeing someone said she was fake depressed makes my heart break it’s so sad that people say so rude things I cannot think the world without Bil because I love her soooo much and she means a lot to me and to others

after she said I was bleeding on my bathroom floor you could see in hear her heart shattered to pieces😭

😭😭 "bleeding on the bathroom" broke my heart. 💔 and it's not embarrassing 2 cry about it. Noone forget that

so glad she's happier than ever ♥♥♥♥

Even if she was rich, that doesn't mean she can never be sad or depressed. People are so cruel.

I’m so glad she is still here ❤️

I have watched this interview a lot of time and every time she talks about it , it literally breaks my heart honestly but I’m literally so fucking happy she is way more happy now

Honestly she helped me through so much with her music and her in general I didn’t think I’d make it either but she helped me cope. I’m so happy she’s still with us I don’t know where I’d be with out her

Her voice calms me down so much

im so close to tears right now, billie was almost crying while saying this. people are so cruel, how can you say that someone is fake depressed when they're obviously going through something?

I wanna absolutly sob just looking at finneas reaction

finnease looked so sad,upset, worried, and felt so bad

I love you Billie Eilish the most geniune love.You are beauful inside out that is why I love yoy😍😍😍😍😍😍

I dont wanna lose her because she is the best thing in my life and the way she sad this makes my wanna cry because she helped me get through hard parts of my life and I don't wanna lose her. 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

she will never understand how much i love her and how proud i am of her

Love her so much ❤️ shes actually an angle 😍

my heart is so happy for her now 🥺

It is scientifically proved that if u are really bad right now u will be good maybe soon too i m here for u i know what u are going trough but pls ilysm feel free to talk to me and U ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I WANNA SCREAM AT THE WORLD THIS BC IT'S WORTH IT AND U ARE WORTH IT AT LEAST FOR THIS STRANGER THAT LITERALLY LOVES YOU SO MUCH,when you want to die you have to strive to live as much as you you want to to die,GOD Bless us.Amen

god billie u are such an angel never give up

thank god that we still have this angel alive in this moment , idk what ive do if she wanst here

finneas watching her 🥺

Billie has done so much more than she can imagine and to know that we could have lost her it breaks my heart I’m currently cry 😀✌🏼 but she is such an angel and I don’t know what I would do without her

so glad she’s happier

Happier than ever. What a premonition.