She’s filming it again this year. She’s supposed to be happy now which is a relief. It’s brutal to see someone obviously depressed. The deterioration in one year was disturbing.
@@ironm3mm361 ? At least President Obama didn't carry a regular store brought iPhone into sensitive meetings and had it hacked by a foreign nation like President Trump did. And just so you know, I chose my user name when I brought my phone, which automatically translated over to RU-vid. While I don't worship samsung I did and still do appreciate the uniqueness of my user name.
Dee u should not apologize at all for crying. Its a human emotion and as u said it reminded u of ur own experience. Keep doing what ur doing, love u lots❤❤❤.
Dee I really like you. I like the way you think and the way you carry yourself. You broke my heart in this video because I can see the pain and I’m going through it currently. I’m praying for you sis and I hope I can get to a better place just like you did! Thank you for sharing
Ok I have to be real here, because I used to be one of those people like "Dee why you looking so mad today" but looking at you today and reflecting on the things that you've allowed us to see I have to apologize for being one of those people. I know my opinion doesn't matter one way or another, but I just wanted to say sorry. It's stupid to not realize that there are people everywhere struggling and it's our jobs to care and not tear people down, because we wouldn't want someone to do that to us. Dee I'm so happy for you and that you're finally in a space mentally and physically where you're happy.
Same people do that to me I just don’t like smiling all the time I’m not being ungrateful but it be bc I constantly think a lot about the past and how it changed me for the better of course but I always think about it like when I use to get bullied every time somebody laughs and looks me I think their looking at me and I don’t wanna have a go at someone if they didn’t do anything to me but right now I’m just trying to work on me and what makes me happy and not allowing those who are irrelevant not to get to me so I understand
Dee I don’t know you personally but you keep doing your thing and stay focused on a better you and always look forward to a better tomorrow. I always come back to your videos to see how you doing and to see your beautiful smile and hear your one of a kind Laugh. Ain’t nothing wrong with crying, better to let it out than to hold it in. 💯💕
It's ok to cry it don't make you weak it make you strong your sharing your experience we are all human we all go through something. Stay prayful and positive and you will be alright.
I'm not a fan of her music, but she is a really amazing person. She's only 17 but tends to sound wise beyond her years, and still knows she's a kid. This video from Vanity Fair made me cry. But there are plenty of great Billie videos out there from this year where you see her really full of energy and in a good mood, and smiling and laughing. I'd recommend watching her Hot Ones interview, her Ellen appearance (also the one when she surprised Melissa McCarthy), and her Office quiz with Rainn Wilson.
“having your peace is important.” that hit me a little different. more than anyone could understand. but yeah i guess that’s why i love billie and her music. because she isn’t this ‘ray of sunshine’ 24/7, she’s real and she goes through shit. just everybody else. 🖤🦋
It’s an emotional video. It hurts to see how much she’s not taking care of herself, probably because she doesn’t have time to do so. She’s a GIRL who suffers from, what it looks like, severe depression. I hope she finds help and soon finds happiness. Music may be helping a little bit but she needs to be able to scream her feelings out and not be judged for it. She’s human and depression is more common than we’d like to imagine. It’s sad. You shouldn’t apologize for crying. I cried and I don’t even know the girl but it feels like, from this video, that I’ve known her forever. 💕
It's ok to cry I get so emotional all the time and I've been through it too and I look up to you cause your such a good person you can fight it like I'm depressed all the time we can fight it dee we both can it's hard I know but we'll get through it
Tears are not a sign of weakness but of strength! To be able to let your heart stay meek and able to see another's heart is power, purity, and beauty in its truest form. It's what transforms you in your Walk of Life it gives you clarity and strength but with Grace. You don't have to hide that side of you or call it stupid or yourself a cry baby. Let the tears flow so that your heart does not turn to Stone.
Artists are usually really creative because they have so much big emotions and really feel the ups and downs of life. It’s been that way through the entire history of human kind, artists just have a point of view and a personality that not everyone can understand fully. Also they also feel a huge responsibility towards themselves to express those feelings genuinely and then you’re really extra vulnerable when someone criticizes that. Which means that all day you get your inner feelings dissected. That’s why it is vital to have a really solid team around you that can help you grow without pressure or being too nitpicking etc. or else we see it time and time again, these extremely talented artists burn so bright but so short because of mental illness and pressure!
It hurts because it was like we saw the industry to her but more or seeing her go through the transition when your still a teen/kid...to a beat up adult getting bullied by the world.
Honestly dee, love, I hope you are on a better space at this time today, it comes in waves 🌊 and you are tough for telling, editing and uploading this thing on a platform where everyone is out to critique anything you say. Just wanna quickly say that I’m wishing you a lot of peace and healing in your future love 💕
felt like she was feelin emotion thru watchin her video and she try to keep it inside but around 13:15 when she thought about her own, it hit her hard and she had no choice to tear up the thought made have pause for a min and the depends on your emotion level you either just have a sad moment of silence and/or shed a tear or cry
i cried with you. also you seem like a really lovely person, so stay strong. you should definitely react to other interviews. usually she is really happy. (hot ones, ten minutes apart, bad canteen and a lot more)
Man, I feel for a lot of people who are not in the best space mentally know that I'm praying for anyone reading this, I hope you make it out on the other side as happy as you want to be. I know sadness all too well and I am proud to say I am far better than I was a year ago as well. Dee your light is so bright and it's amazing to see you happy I know I said it before but I can really tell you are truly happy and it is contagious after every video I'm just laughing and smiling, keep on keepin on! 💯❤💪🙌
I worry about her alot. She seems to have gained 3 years of maturity in 1 year, she seems hardened and stronger. Depression never ever leaves you, though. You just find ways to live with it that don't hurt as bad.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your reaction and your love 🤗💕💖 i love your reaction and girl i was crying along with you 🤗 Nawww sending you hugs xxx thank you 💕🤗💗👍😁
Dee! This is the first video I watch on your channel and it’s literally my favorite. I am currently in a toxic friendship, and it all started 3 years ago. 3 years crying and being rejected, feeling depressed and constantly SCARED. This past week is one of the hardest weeks .. I feel like it’s never gonna end but i hope it does. I feel you.. i really really do.. You are so strong.. so so strong❤️
This interview is such a testimony to not everyone is built for fame and it's not what you think it is in the end. I've never wanted to be famous, just comfortably wealthy. I don't get people who want to be famous. I like anonymity.
Lady X I think it’s either two options. It’s either 1.) you can be in a position where you can, hopefully, positively affect the lives of others or 2.) you’re egotistical and/or have self-esteem issues and being known by multiple people can make you feel better about yourself because others have finally acknowledged your existence. In other words, people just want to feel like they matter.
You know I’ve watched you way before,like I think around a year ago and for some reason I noticed something but never really KNEW what it was and now you’re showing up in my recommendations again and I was like... Oh! It’s her! And I started watching all of your videos recently. Love your positivity and realness to your fans!
When Dee said she seemed more brighter last year, I felt the same way. She seemed more depressed, and that sucks. Everyone that is depressed, if you don’t have anyone that loves you, don’t worry, because....... I love you, all of you ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤍🤎🖤❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎
I stumbled across one of her songs and was really digging it. I really love the person she is now but extremely worried. I hope she has good people around...the industry is a fucked up environment. That was a beautiful ending when she high fived herself.
I’m a huge fan of Billie , and last year was so hard for her. Since she’s gotten a lot of fame, people are expecting wayyy to much from her and are expecting for her to be so mature and to know everything and to not fuck up when she’s only a child. On a meet and greet, a fan asked her how she was feeling and she responded with “I’m still alive aren’t I?”. Seeing how depressed she was and how it seemed like she was giving up was so so so heartbreaking, even for someone who isn’t a fan of hers or who has never heard about her. A lot of people said she was faking it to be “quirky” and “edgy” when that wasn’t true at all, and you can see that in this video. This year, in an interview a few months ago, she said that she was the happiest she’s ever been, and that she doesn’t have depression anymore. Hearing that come out of her mouth was so relieving, I mean she’s just a 17 year old girl, fame hit her hard, but she got out of that hole fast thanks to her fans and family, especially her best friend Zoe. I’m glad that you discovered her and I’d love to see you react to more interviews and songs from her. Billie is such a unique and outstanding person, her and her brother our absolute geniuses and the music they make together is amazing. You don’t have to apologize for crying, and I’m thankful for people like you that express their feelings and have empathy for others. Thank you for this video and for sharing with us your experience ❤️
People don’t understand that depression is a real thing, I lost one of my closest friends when I was 16 and I am still depressed and not over her death at almost 18. I feel for Billie and I wanna cry just seeing her emotional state.
You’re one of the most beautiful person I’ve seen in my life and one of the most touching too. You radiate such good energy thank you for that very genuine reaction
It's okay to cry you been through alot we still love you Dee, we respect you & what I like about you is that you keep it real and you seem like a cool person that's what made me subscribe to you
Money nor fame absolutely cannot buy you happiness. You can have everything in the world and still feel depressed, upset, or even lonely. So some people need to realize this before they put hate on a celebrity or influencer. Or simply pressure them about anything.The thing is a person with the biggest smile on there face can be so unhappy. So show love and support.❤️
