it's crazy how you mentioned the fear of dying especially from heart attack...my lilith is in virgo 12th house and ive always struggled with insomina and panic attacks and there have been a few times where i thought i was having a heart attack from how painful my chest felt and would go to the hospital and got checked out by a cardiologist only for them to tell me it's all in my head lol. i also have pisces south node! and art has definitely saved me. I'm a writer, dancer and filmmaker...love your video btw!
I have a Piscene black moon, and my deep spiritual awakening began sometime last year and has been progressing ever since. I am an Aries sun as well, and I feel as though these two placements make it so difficult to understand my own emotions. The chaos of my emotions, I can vouch, does feel incredibly threatening, sometimes to the point of feeling like I have to ex communicate anyone who I think “makes me too emotional.” It’s gotten me to the point of seeking therapy for unraveling and understanding myself so that I can develop healthier relationships both inside and outside myself. My sweet Aries brain has always had difficulty with being emotional- every time I react, it feels like the first time I’ve ever felt a particular emotion (especially with anger, fear, and confusion). I have been told by many encounters with my spirits and subconscious that expressing my struggles through creativity would be really helpful, but as a creative professional, it can be hard to separate my profession from my self care. All this to say, this video really resonated with me, and I blow respectful kisses to all of my fellow Lilith in Pisces/12th House individuals. We are not abnormal, and we are worthy of love no matter how hard we struggle with articulating our inner lives ✨🫶💙
I have black moon Lilith in Pisces, I have always been spiritual. However, the deep ocean or the deep pool scares me on a psychological level. I have gone scuba diving and it was deeply moving. It’s integrating the spiritual and logical parts of me
😮this was me....very LOGICAL Near death experience on my 40th birthday changed me. Before then, i rathered to all things spiritual as (hippie dippie). Yes, i wrote off synchronicities for years until i reconnected after being in isolation starting 2018.
Channeling my emotions...and paranoia in the unknown... I wrote horror erotica, draw and decorate In 'sunshine gorh' it keeps me sane and it's my biggest secret
I really appreciate your videos, this is me... that Pisces energy... it's pretty mad... I feel very very different to everyone... but at the same time.. at one with everyone... I was wondering could you elaborate a little on 'the wound of the unknown'.. the meaning behind that... would you say that sometimes it feels like a wound you will never actually know about... because I kind of feel I've got to know it... but it was deeply unknown.. it is true. I've had to use this neptunian thinking to get there. I was also wondering about one other thing.. it seems my lilith may have begun in the 11th house in Cancer (the mean lilith, not true lilith)... it was on the very end at the cusp.. I sometimes wonder have I really had two lilith periods... the first being more related to family and now it being in Leo... more to do with me and the world around me..
I have a lilith in Virgo in the 12th with my South Node in Virgo in the 12th. 12th house does deal with asylums, isolation, jails, bedroom pleasures as well as spirituality and enlightment I believe and lilith deals with the darker side of the sign it's in so I'm guessing in the 12th house area you can deal with the darker aspects of Virgo. With me being in isolation I have found "enlightenment" or better yet a better grasp on reality by nit picking what I'm doing wrong that's not bringing me internal peace. After being in isolation I've learned that I shouldn't be so hard on myself about being the best at this or that but just enjoying my own peace and spirituality
ok just starting this but this is already really helpful, my partner has this placement and so do i but he completely rejects anything not based in science and i am the total opposite. so cool
I tell you what, I have black moon Lilith in Pisces, 7th and 8th house. I received that spiritual awakening in 2017, blasted my consciousness which at the time was highly religious and hilghly psychic. I sit here now in the void. Unable to reconcile myself back into reality. Constant escapism. For in my shocking transformation into unconditional love. I saw how everything beee is a lie. At least that’s the impression I was left with. However finding what the truth then is impossible. And all my psychic gifts have left me. As if for everything to exist, I hold space in the nothing.
Never afraid! Challenging or intense placements don't lead to fear; rather, they lead to personal empowerment. You should feel powerful and awesome💪❤️🔥😁😎
