Black Moon Lilith in Scorpio or the 8th House | The Wound of Intimacy 

Rejected sex for 11 years while I healed/ recovered from trauma. Now I am embodying my sensuality & embracing/accepting my sexuality. I love astrology and learning about these deeper facets of myself! 🙏🏼❤

Your identity is your own blind spot reminds me of the lyric, “What can I be all depends on what I lack.”

Really appreciate an astrologer touching on Asteroid Lilith :). I'm still quite an astrology novice, but Lilithian themes have been paramount to my self-discorvery and Asteroid Lilith touches all of my personal points/planets in the chart :o!

I’ve had a recurring dream of a black horse that follows behind me. At first it is terrifying and then…we lock eyes. And I see that it is terrified too. We eventually become friends. We definitely do have eyes on the back of our head and talk to our own shadow💘🦂 Thank youuuu

It's crazy that you mentioned birth trauma because that is exactly how i was born. I got my umbilical cord around my neck and i was dying so they rushed my mom into emergency C-section. As far as i know, no brain damage was sustained but my family told me i cried for hours after being born because i was so upset and unconsolable. I also chronically struggle with my identity. I think i have some ideas of who i really am but I'm not brave enough to embody it because of the fear of other people's judgement and shaming me for being myself.

i’ve been on a journey of self discovery for years now. i consider myself a very scientifically minded person, and have rejected religion as i’ve gotten older because i was raised in a southern baptist family and saw the shortcomings and hypocrisies of that, and i still reject metaphysicality because i don’t believe it can be empirically measured. However, during my search to understand what happens in my head and to discover why i feel how i feel, i have inevitably explored astrology. I have zero fire placements in my chart, 6 scorpio placements (including a zero degree scorpio black moon lilith), and half of my placements are water with the other half being divided into equal 25% splits between earth and air. I don’t believe i’ll ever be able to bring myself to say that i fully believe in astrology, but i haven’t identified with any other metaphysical belief system nearly to the extent that i have with western astrology and, if nothing else, it makes me feel understood. a big problem i notice is that i can’t express my feeling of identification with astrology without giving away some big hints about myself that i’d rather not share with the people i know and love.

After my grandmother died I carried so much pain that I couldn’t release in a healthy way. I would feel so weak whenever I would burst into tears while everyone around me was fine 😢. I felt like it was too much. It was too raw and I didn’t know how everyone would just ignore the elephant in the room…..well The elephant just left the room recently and I don’t have as much pain inside of me, but I definitely agree. I felt my emotions would just burst out and I didn’t want to traumatize anyone around me so I would isolate. I usually cry in private. I’m so glad I made it through that. It’s much easier now❤. I definitely noticed that about myself.

i'm quite mindblowed watching your scorpio videos ( i'm a scorprio rising with mars and lilith in the 1st house/scorpio ). first of all -- pleaseeee more! it's amazing to listen about it from 1st person perspective as so many people who aren't scorpio risings do struggle to really understand what it's like. watching i remembered being suddenly aware of a rain/thunderstorm cloud hanging right behind my head but until now i didn't understand what that meant! so thank you! i do have a particular approach to sex and it constantly makes me wonder if perhaps it is a result of past life experiences as i cannot really place any reason in this life experience ; i could study the subject all over, but i also don't really allow people to get close to me either (in any way). feeling the pressure to cross certain lines also didn't do much good, tho certainly made me more aware. a couple of years back i began to label myself as asexual, tho i think it's my mind that rejects it most (( the superficial aspect of it )) while body remians completely indifferent --- what often times made me question whether i'm abnormal or something & this video certainly made me look at myself with more understanding. i must also add that i'm also stunned cause not many people talk about different types of psychic perception, which also made me feel inferior with also being more of "kinesthetically"/sensory sensitive type of person. i wonder if that's maybe something related particularly to scorpio energy as well!

Resonates, taurus sun, scorpio moon with lilith in scorpio. Libra rising. Hard birth here. Love to hear more. Thanks for your video it helps very much..

I am very impressed by this video. I have this position and you described things that happen to me that I couldn't explain because it's so abstract that's almost absurd. Thanks, it's good to see that more people feel things the way I do.

I remember telling my ex "I don't want to have sex anymore", then to make me feel bad or something, she said it back as if she felt anything. But she always did that to me to take away from what I was feeling. I fucking hated that. Anyway. I'm content by myself, honestly, it's not like anyone gives a fuck about me anyway. Side note. I have Lilith in Aries in the eighth house and like six planets in the sign of Scorpio. And asteroid Lilith in Scorpio, too, that's cool that you have it as well. And thank you for sharing this. It's good.

Wow! Thank you so much for this video! I just discovered my Black Moon Lilith and learned of her placement in Scorpio in my chart. I got SO MANY a'ha's from this explanation! Endless gratitude 🙏

You are amazing keep doing what you do. ❤❤❤❤

Thank You ~ my Goddess!!! You hitting so many nails on so many Heads💚 your explanations of these phenomena’s is uncanny astute & poetic. Gracias 💚 You have helped me immensely with so many winds & bytes that seem so difficult to communicate at times***in like 20somethin minutes!!! Thank You. Love Peace BlessUp To You You are Gifted Much Gratitude

Thank you for sharing!

Sexuality is absolute. Nobody is really “asexual”. The thing is that we “have forgotten” that real sex is only with one. Hence the rejection.

Ha very good video. I really appreciate your perspective, especially on the identity stuff that hits for sure. Scorpio rising with pluto lilith and chiron in the first house. Lilith in scorpio. Scorpio mars in the 12th

Sun Scorpio and 8th house 8th house in scorpio Mercury 8th house Venus Scorpio 8th house Pluto 8th house Lilith Scorpio (it’s in 7th house but it’s really close too 8th house in wheel is that a cusp?) Chiron Scorpio 8th house Fortune scorpio I’m screeweeed 😂

part of it is true - i (sadly!!!) feel like in a power struggle for my body. But ive had very deep relationships with individuals, at the same time always stayed away from groups of any kind. t i am distrustful, cautious + often pessimistic at first because ppl often turned out a bitter disappointment, often wanted to use my energy, were often intrusive (even dealt with group stalking- pure trauma). sexual experiences extremely early, thats also true

Ty! Mine is in Scorpio as well conjunct Uranus in my ASC/first house

Totally resonates with me thank you I love your videos, Bml in Scorpio 2nd house Pluto conjunct Virgo ascendant and Taurus sun in 8h I’ve got a lot of Scorpio energy

Thank You. Mars in scorpio conjunct asteroid Lilith in third... so must see gemini/3rd house too😃 sexual energy can be used to other things than having sex also.

One can apply their Selene placement to pacify the harsh lilith and have the positive fall upon them if so desired.

Beautifuly explained. I have my true oscalating lilith in Scorpio does this video apply to that placement? ❤

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If you say wound, add + Chiron there?

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Hello- first time listener, thank you for sharing. My Lilith is in Scorpio and what you are saying totally resonates with me . I am convinced that something happened in my past lives because I was born with subtle injuries that effects the left side of my body. Also, I have birthmarks that keep me covered and humble which are in the same areas as the birth injuries. Even when I am super turned on, I don’t want sex and I don’t know why; it’s kept me safe but also causes issues in my relationship because I need to force myself and has nothing to do with my Hubby but it’s hard to explain it to him