Have been hospitalized 4 times .!! I have been diagnosed with BPD and I tend to have Manic and Phycotic episode when I am in a lot of stress . The starying wheel of me is not in my hand kind of situation . Feels like It's not me who is doing the crazy things, it's someone else .. I have an fractured mind & identity too .. So I'm not sure if I have DID or BPD, 😟😐